Qing Lingzhi faints

Yu Yanqing didn't know how long she stood on the terrace, the tears in her eyes were repeatedly dried by the cold north wind, leaving wet tears on her cheeks.In the tent under the terrace, the banquet was coming to an end, the music stopped, and the guests gradually returned with their heart's content.

At this moment, Yu Yanqing's shoulders warmed up, and when she turned her head, it turned out that the housekeeper William had put a shawl on her shoulders, politely and tenderly rubbed her arms that were icy in the cold wind, and said softly, "Go back. "

William took Yu Yanqing to the small living room outside the master suite on the third floor, placed her on the sofa, and poured champagne for her.William sat beside her and said, "The last time I saw you crying was when you came back from an injury and found that Mr. and Mrs. Yu hadn't been found yet. You just sat on the ground and cried in front of everyone."

William maintained a polite smile, and continued: "After accepting the disappearance of your parents, you cried once. Later, when your grandfather passed away, you were very sad, and you secretly hid and shed tears once. Then, you Every time I cry, it's because of, uh... the former little lady."

"That's because she is too angry. Besides, I haven't cried many times..." Yu Yanqing firmly denied it.

William nodded slightly, smiled politely, and did not expose his own lady's words, but only said: "You have been very anxious these days. It is easy to lose control of your emotions when facing the former little lady."

Yu Yanqing drank the wine in the glass, then leaned on William's shoulder like when she was a child, finally willing to admit in a low voice that she was useless and cowardly afraid of such things.Yu Yanqing said in a low voice: "I'm scared... I'm afraid that she won't be able to let go because of the grievances of the previous generation, I'm afraid she won't be able to love me and Yaoyao because of this, I'm afraid she will leave, I'm afraid she will disappear sometime, never not coming back."

"Come to William." William put his arms around Yu Yanqing's shoulders to give her a hug, and then said in his usual polite voice: "I can't imagine how people can't be so dazzled that they can't tell that Miss loves Little Lady." fact."

"She's probably blind, probably." Yu Yanqing sniffed her nose lightly, blinking away the tears from her eyes.

After the guests were gone, Yu Yanqing took off her make-up and changed her clothes. Thinking of Pei Yinxi's sharp words and cold and complaining attitude to her before she left, she still couldn't help feeling sad and sad.His actions seemed to be subconscious. He was about to rest, but he got up, changed his clothes, and drove out.

When Yu Yanqing arrived at Pei Yinxi's apartment, Pei Yinxi seemed to have already rested. She was wearing simple solid-color home clothes, her neck-length hair was casually loose, and her cold white skin made her look a little serious. Only her eyes The unconcealable redness in her eyes showed her inner restlessness.

As soon as they entered the door, they only had eyes for each other, and Yu Yanqing saw his shadow in Pei Yinxi's dark eyes.Both of them were full of emotions, and their hearts were filled with each other, but they couldn't say a word.

Yu Yanqing said softly: "Don't misunderstand what I said. Of course you are not just someone I am used to. But to me, you are Yaoyao's mother and the wife I believe. My feelings for you are inseparable."

"Maybe all you want is the old me, the tool man who won't interfere with you and is easy to use in the past eight years." Pei Yinxi fixed his eyes on Yu Yanqing, and his tone was calm. "Maybe you don't really want someone who will be with you in love, blend in with you, and need you to respond in the same way."

Pei Yinxi looked at her intently, just like the way she used to look at Yu Yanqing. Every inch of Yu Yanqing grew on the point that most touched her heartstrings. She was astonishingly beautiful, even if Yu Yanqing made her sad. It has to make her heart flutter.

"No..." Yu Yanqing shook her head, thinking that she was a mature and calm woman, but she couldn't hold it back after all. She was forced to cry by Pei Yinxi's words. She sobbed softly, and couldn't help pressing her forehead against Pei Yinxi's. In the hollow of Yinxi's shoulder, he thumped her arm lightly: "How can you say that..."

Pei Yinxi held her wrist and raised her chin.Pei Yinxi felt distressed, and was in a daze. The proud lady, the calm and arrogant wife, she seemed to have never seen Yu Yanqing cry like this in front of her because of the relationship between them.

Pei Yinxi was in a daze for a while, and Yu Yanqing tried her best to contain her emotions, stood up straight, and said in a low voice: "We can't be together for the time being, right? I can't trust your love, and even started to think about your love." My original intention. You can't trust my love, and I don't know how to prove that I love you. In fact, I hate this feeling so much that I have to prove something."

"I don't want you to prove anything, it's not the same thing at all." Pei Yinxi came back to her senses, her tone full of annoyance.She doesn't want to prove anything, she just wants Yu Yanqing to love her, truly, from the bottom of her heart, deeply.

It's not that she couldn't give up because she filed for divorce and stabbed her pride as a young lady, and it's not that Yu Yanqing should love her because she has a wife, mother or other identities.

But Yu Yanqing didn't trust her, suspected that she was close to her purpose, and even went to a dangerous place to find out the truth 20 years ago but rejected her. Does this seem like she really loves her?

In the past, she could bear it because she knew from the beginning that Yu Yanqing was not someone who loved her, and she was like guarding the flowers, but after she had enjoyed Yu Yanqing's tenderness and love, now she could no longer Accept, Yu Yanqing didn't love her for another eight years.

"Okay, let's not talk about that. Pei Yinxi, I'm here to tell you that I'm going to pursue a truth on my own during this charity trip. After that, I'll use my method to pursue you. After resolving the previous grievances, Only then can we start over." Yu Yanqing gently wiped away her tears with her fingertips, and Wen Yue's voice was full of determination.

They seem to be stuck in a knot now, unable to face each other with the clearest and purest hearts.There seems to be a shadow in their hearts. The past between their parents and the unknown danger that is close at hand prevent them from facing each other with the most relaxed and unobstructed attitude.

Pei Yinxi froze for a moment, as if he had never thought that Yu Yanqing would say such things, nor did he think that Yu Yanqing would want to temporarily suspend their relationship and pursue her after seeking the truth.Love is not a video tape, you can press the pause button at any time, what is this?

Pei Yinxi sighed and said with a wry smile: "You can go as long as you want, anyway, you have never stopped your footsteps because of me before."

As soon as I said it, I realized how much anger was in my tone!It's a pity that Yu Yanqing has always been a person who has his own opinions. Whether it is public or private, the current plan cannot be changed.

With such a cold sentence of "go if you want to go", such a reckless attitude, Yu Yanqing was stung by Pei Yinxi's attitude, but she really had to go. Also really helpless.

Yu Yanqing raised her watery eyes, and a slightly nasal tone escaped from her lips: "It's the last night, won't you hug me?"

"You..." Pei Yinxi suddenly took a quick breath and clenched her hands tightly.

"Don't you want me?" A soft voice entered Mu Rusu.

With just this one sentence, Pei Yinxi's sanity completely collapsed with a "boom".Who can bear to hear such words from the woman he loves at such a tense moment!

Ah, she really was going to die on the spot!Pei Yinxi stretched out his hand and grabbed Yu Yanqing's lips vigorously, then lowered his head and sucked Yu Yanqing's lips: "You man! Yu Yanqing, I'm going to be driven crazy by you!"

Pei Yinxi's hug was very tight, his arms tightly wrapped around Yu Yanqing's body, not as gentle as in the past when he was afraid of hurting her.Yu Yanqing's arm was in pain, and the domineering kiss was even more unscrupulous, swallowing her sweetness, tightly wrapped around her tongue, and hardly giving her a chance to breathe.

After the kiss was over, the pillow was already covered with hair like a waterfall, Yu Yanqing's lips were slightly red and swollen, and the rapid breathing made the softness of his heart rise and fall without stopping, yet it seemed to touch Pei Yinxi. of.

Pei Yinxi's eyes turned into a deep black spring, as if there was a storm in it.She bowed her head quickly and coldly and said, "Do you think I want to!"

The raindrops hit the body like a gust of wind, but there is nowhere to hide.Yu Yanqing frowned and said softly, "Pei Yinxi Huiteng."

Yu Yanqing couldn't adapt to Pei Yinxi, who was too ungentle and strong, and protested in a low voice. The tears hanging from the corner of her eyes made the small mole on the corner of her right eye even more pitiful to me.Pei Yinxi stared at her with dark eyes, his expression was calm, but his tone was cold: "Let you vine."

"You..." Yu Yanqing instantly understood that this was Pei Yinxi's intention.

Pei Yinxi's contemptuous and uncaring actions are more aggrieved than those slightly uncomfortable actions.Yu Yanqing stopped talking, and no longer tried to remind her by gently breaking away, but silently bit her lips and cried, and put her arms around Pei Yinxi to prevent her from seeing her.

"Don't cry, don't cry." Pei Yinxi said cold words, but her movements became infinitely gentle, but she refused to take it away, insisting on asking Yu Yanqing for a response.

Yu Yanqing breathed lightly, she didn't know whether it was crying or because she was happy, her reaction to herself was also angry and helpless.However, Pei Yinxi refused to let her go, and kept calling her in her ear, until he quickly took Yu Yanqing's breath away and couldn't control it.

Until her breathing gradually calmed down, Yu Yanqing stopped leaning against Pei Yinxi and turned her head away, refusing to look at her.Pei Yinxi gently kissed her chin and neck, but Yu Yanqing just ignored her.

"Does it still hurt?" Pei Yinxi was still reluctant after all, and began to feel distressed and nervous.She was crazy at the first moment, but later she became very gentle and careful. Is it really that uncomfortable?Missy is really made of tofu,

"You hate it." Yu Yanqing pushed her away and wept softly, "I don't want you."

Pei Yinxi kissed tears nervously, hugged her tightly for fear that she would run away, opened her round eyes and said, "Is it still uncomfortable? But you obviously got it just now..."

How dare you mention it!Yu Yanqing was so angry and ashamed that she couldn't break free from being hugged, so she kicked her legs angrily: "Try it yourself!"

But this unintentional kick was really kicked.You know, Pei Yinxi was already at the extreme right now, almost on the verge of breaking out, being kicked directly like this made her tremble instantly, and big beads of sweat came out.Pei Yinxi snorted in pain, and said with a wry smile, "I've tried it."

"You deserve it!" Yu Yanqing was distressed and felt a little guilty. She didn't do it on purpose. Who told Pei Yinxi to rub her on purpose just now, and only when she was too close, did she move a little bigger and really kicked her.

"Say you want me." Pei Yinxi hugged her tightly again.

"I don't want you." Tears gathered in the corners of Yu Yanqing's eyes again.

Pei Yinxi gently kissed away her tears, held her and brought her to him, sighing: "Then punish me...do the same to me.

Yu Yanqing was obsessed with her kiss and the atmosphere at the moment, and almost lost her mind.The same is the same, she is also wronged, she is also angry...Yu Yanqing became bold, direct and vigorous.Pei Yinxi really couldn't stand it now, bit Yu Yanqing and screamed.until out of control.

For a long time after that, the two of them were almost in a state of unwillingness to stop.There is no concept of time over and over again, and I am tireless.

Until the light passing through the gap in the curtains was already bright, a kind of tranquility unique to the early morning gradually and gently spread between them.

Pei Yinxi turned her back, her slender shoulders, and her strong but graceful arms made her look like an exquisite work of art in the faint light of the morning.The last time they let go of each other's embrace, Pei Yinxi turned her back, and she lay quietly, as if she had fallen asleep.

Yu Yanqing gently closed her eyes, blinking away the tears that were about to get out of control.She knew that Pei Yinxi was up, and Pei Yinxi also knew that she was up.Pei Yinxi turned her back to pretend to be asleep like this, probably because she didn't want to face her.

But she can't poke her through.She has to go.At this moment, neither of them can face the separation. If they really face each other face to face, they don't know what to say, and saying goodbye will not be stingy with greater pain.Perhaps it is the most appropriate way for one to pretend to be asleep and the other to leave quietly.

Yu Yanqing leaned on the bed with her elbows, propped herself up slightly, and quietly watched Pei Yinxi's sleeping position with her back for a while.Yu Yanqing sighed silently, lowered her head and kissed Pei Yinxi's shoulder, and the kiss fell softly.Then he got off the bed lightly and walked along the door to retrieve his clothes.

Then in the rising sun, a tall and graceful woman in casual clothes, with big sunglasses covering her pale face and red eyes, quietly left the apartment with a dark brown oak door .

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