Qing Lingzhi faints

Seeing Ai Cao crying, Zhang Ya softened her heart, reached out to hold her, wiped the tears from her face with a tissue, and asked her with her eyes: What's wrong with you?

"Woo...Wow..." Ai Cao cried louder when she saw Zhang Ya coaxing her.She doesn't know what's wrong with her, she just wants to cry, she can't help but want to cry: "Yaya, you, do you have someone you like? That sister, isn't she, she is the person you like."

Ai Cao knew why she was crying.Although she doesn't understand love and love, she has a kind of emotional instinct. From the signs of Zhang Ya's interaction with Pei Yinxi, she knows that Zhang Ya's feelings for Pei Yinxi are different. Treat others differently.

She didn't know what she liked before, but now she shouted out, and Ai Cao suddenly knew!She knows that she likes Zhang Ya, not because she likes cats and puppies, not because she likes grandma who likes to help her uncle.She likes Zhang Ya because she likes a woman like wormwood!She loves Zhang Ya!

In the past, she knew that Zhang Ya liked her too, but now she found that the person Zhang Ya liked... seemed to be that pretty sister.Wormwood couldn't take it anymore. One second before, she found out that she liked someone, but the next second, she was overwhelmed by strong jealousy.

When she thought that Yaya liked someone else, she was so sad that she could only express her sadness by crying loudly.

Zhang Ya slightly parted her lips in surprise. In the past, Ai Cao didn't know much about liking or disliking such things, so she suddenly became enlightened.And Ai Cao is so sensitive, she and Pei Yinxi didn't say a few words together, Ai Cao could tell that she had special feelings for Pei Yinxi in the past.

Seeing that Ai Cao was crying more and more, Zhang Ya gently hugged her and patted her, then took her into the room and took a pen and paper to write simply: "That happened a long time ago, I have nothing to her."

Although it happened a long time ago, it's not nothing. Thinking of Yaya's expression of sadness because of others, Ai Cao couldn't bear it, and cried again: "Yaya, I don't want you to like me." You can't have anyone else at all. After you come, you are the most gentle person in my world to me, you are kind, perfect, smart and really love me and treat me well."

"I don't want you to treat others like this. Because I like you, Yaya, I like you so much, I love you, you are the first person I fall in love with in this world, and you will also be the last person I fall in love with, I don't want anyone else, I just want you." Although Ai Cao was crying, she spoke firmly.

Although she is an orphan who grew up on her own, it is precisely because of this that she is the one who knows what she wants best.If she didn't have this natural cognitive instinct, if she didn't have this tenacity to admit death to the end, it would be impossible for her to grow up.

Zhang Ya was surprised again, and her heart skipped a beat. This was the first time that Ai Cao made it clear, and she knew her feelings very well, so she told her that she liked her.No longer a little girl who is ignorant and lacks emotional education, but as a woman, Ai Cao says she loves her.

"I don't like her." Zhang Ya subconsciously said silently with her lips, almost in a daze.

"It's okay if you don't like it, and it's okay if you liked it before!" Ai Cao hugged Zhang Ya tightly and shouted domineeringly.She wants Zhang Ya to be hers from the past to the present, from the inside to the outside.

"Yaya, do you like me, do you love me, do you love me, you only like me alone." Ai Cao said in a low voice with tears.

Tears welled up in Zhang Ya's eyes unconsciously.okay?Love her.Love wormwood.

I didn't expect that she would look back on the past with such an unbearable past, and that she was such a selfish and selfish person who did everything for herself, but in Ai Cao's eyes, she was a gentle, perfect and loving person.She didn't expect that what she, who was ruthless and ungrateful in order to survive, got the most heart-pounding and sincere feelings from Ai Cao.

At this moment, Zhang Ya confirmed her love for wormwood.However, what made her painful and sad was: what can I do?Even if she has feelings for wormwood, where can they go?

Ai Cao couldn't understand what Xia Lusi left before leaving, and what Pei Yinxi left before leaving, but Zhang Ya understood it clearly.The moment she reappears in front of her old friend is the moment when the police will find her.Everything will end, as long as more than half of the night has passed, as long as we wait until dawn, everything will end.

Including this life in a mountain village like a paradise, including this innocent and kind girl she really loves, including all the magnanimity and infatuation that wormwood gave her.It's about to end.

Ai Cao will soon know that she is not a fairy who broke into the world, nor is she a perfect, kind and noble person.She was just a fugitive who made a mistake but didn't have the courage to bear the consequences.

What would Ai Cao think of her?After the beautiful image in her heart is shattered, when Ai Cao grows up and matures, will she still love a woman like her in her heart?

Zhang Ya's tears flowed down, but she smiled and admitted that it was tonight, the last time, and finally used the most selfish method to grasp the most pure and beautiful love.Zhang Ya smiled at Ai Cao and kissed Ai Cao lightly.Then Zhang Ya nodded to Ai Cao.

"You like me?" Ai Cao's eyes lit up tacitly.

Zhang Ya nodded.

"You only like me?"

Zhang Ya smiled and nodded.

"Did Yaya promise to love me and be with me forever?" Ai Cao's heavy rain turned clear in a second.

Zhang Ya wept, smiled and nodded again.

She took the initiative to kiss the wormwood, and both of them fell into the cotton flowers.It didn't take long for Ai Cao to be confused. She couldn't figure out why Zhang Ya was so active today.In the past, Zhang Ya didn't resist this matter, but she wouldn't ask for it. Of course, Ai Cao didn't give her a chance to ask for it.

Every time, it was Ai Cao who couldn't bear it until the end, pestered and coquettishly asked Zhang Ya to comfort her, only then would Zhang Ya satisfy her request in a gentle and good-tempered manner.

However, today's Zhang Ya is bold and strong, Ai Cao screamed several times, and finally couldn't help getting up and asking: "Yaya... what's wrong with you today?"

Zhang Ya tilted her head with a questioning expression.This expression was too provocative, Ai Cao was shocked again, and the water all over her body felt like she was running out.Ai Cao Nuonuo said: "It's not...it's not that I don't like it. But, I, I'm going to get a cotton cloth, otherwise, I won't be able to sleep..."

It is also rare for Ai Cao to blush, but her own reaction is too exaggerated, dirtying the boat list, which is really embarrassing.Zhang Ya smiled sweetly, shook her head slightly, and told her not to go, she said in that soft and pleasant loli voice: "Mmm~"

When Ai Cao heard this voice, she almost couldn't help screaming again: "Your voice...is so nice, I can't take it anymore."

The cotton cloth has already been thrown away, and the boat slip has been wet anyway, so this time is not bad.

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Before you know it, it is dawn, and the quiet small village reveals the atmosphere of life peacefully and leisurely, the smoke curling up from the sporadic tile roofs, the sound of hens crowing happily after laying eggs, and the occasional The sound of barking dogs makes the morning in the small village extraordinarily peaceful.

People in the mountains who got up early opened the door, or occasionally met in front of the house, and everyone talked about the big plane that flew from the village in the middle of the night yesterday. It was rumbling and the wind was blowing.

Zhang Ya had already woken up, she made breakfast, packed up the things in this small house, changed her clothes, tidied her hair, and put on simple makeup before sitting by the bed and looking at the wormwood.

Wormwood is used to going to bed early and getting up early, last night was much longer than her usual sleeping time, that's why she slept so much that Zhang Ya didn't even know she had woken up for a long time.

When she opened her eyes, she saw Zhang Ya sitting by the bed, looking at her with soft and gentle eyes, with a faint smile.Ai Cao said: "Yaya, why did you get up so early. Hey, you are so beautiful today, and you even put on this beautiful dress."

Zhang Ya's Chanel suit, since she put on the first set of clothes given by Ai Cao, has never been worn again, nor has she ever put on makeup.Wormwood was so novel, she stared straight at it with a smile on her face.

Seeing that she liked it, Zhang Ya simply stood up and spun around, then turned her head and asked Ai Cao with her eyes: "Does it look good?"

Ai Cao applauded and jumped on the bed, smiling brightly: "It looks good! Yaya looks good in everything she wears, and this outfit is especially beautiful. And Yaya even put on rouge and lipstick, so pretty."

Zhang Ya laughed when she heard this.

Then let the wormwood wash and eat breakfast.The two sat at the stone table and ate. At this time, Zhang Ya was not as active as she was just now on a whim.Zhang Ya became very silent, not speaking in silence, watching the wormwood eating silently.

"Yaya, what's wrong with you?" Ai Cao asked.She always felt that there was something wrong with Zhang Ya. In fact, Ai Cao felt faintly uneasy in her heart, but the woman she liked was like a mystery with many secrets. No matter where you come from or when you go, you can't sleep well every day.

Zhang Ya didn't have any appetite, so she simply put down the bowl and chopsticks, and wrote with a pen and paper: "Xiaocao, are you... not afraid that I'm a bad person?"

"You're not a bad person." Ai Cao recalled that yesterday's elder sister scolded Yaya for being a bad person while crying because her wife was seriously ill.But Ai Cao was not taught since she was a child, and she grew up naturally. Her definition of bad people is different from others. In her concept, she doesn't think that such a good Zhang Ya is a bad person at all.

"Even if you are a bad person, I still like you, I love you too." Ai Cao said.

"If I treat you badly, bully you, cheat you, do you love me too?" Zhang Ya wrote with a wry smile.

"You didn't bully me, why did you lie to me?" Ai Cao said again.

"I..." Zhang Ya's lips moved, she wanted to say something to Ai Cao.In the past, I avoided talking too much, avoided explaining many things about her, and pretended not to speak.Now I want to talk, but I have so many thoughts, I don’t know what to say.

Just as Zhang Ya was hesitating for a second, there were two people standing at their door. They were policemen in uniform. They knocked on the door loudly and said, "Excuse me, is Zhang Ya there?"

Ai Cao stood up in surprise, and looked back at Zhang Ya: "Yaya?"

Zhang Ya also stood up, walked in front of the two, and said softly, "I am Zhang Ya."

"Hello. Officer Xia has ordered you to escort you back to Kyoto safely. You pack up your things and go with us. We will wait for you." One of the policemen said.

"There's no need to clean up. Let's go." Zhang Ya said.

"Yaya?" Ai Cao looked shocked. She never thought that Zhang Ya would leave one day and be taken away by two jcs.She was also shocked, because although Zhang Ya's voice was small and deep, she heard her talking to the police.

Ai Cao was so nervous that she was about to cry: "Where are you going, Yaya? Why are you arresting her? Are you bad people?"

The policeman smiled: "Little girl, we are not bad people. We are not arresting her. Don't cry."

How could Ai Cao not cry, she immediately understood that no matter who Zhang Ya was, no matter what was going on, Zhang Ya was leaving, so suddenly, without warning, they were about to part.Ai Cao cried while hugging Zhang Ya.

Seeing Ai Cao crying sadly, Zhang Ya broke away from the policeman's hand holding her arm, ran to Ai Cao, gently held Ai Cao's face, and wiped her tears with her thumb.

Ai Cao heard Zhang Ya's voice for the first time, that crisp, special, charming and pleasant voice, the first time I heard it, it was unexpected, but it was also the last time.

"Xiaocao, don't cry. Listen to me, I will arrange someone to pick you up and let me take you away, okay? Xiaocao, be strong, no matter where I am, with or without me, you live a good life. And , I didn’t say anything to you, don’t blame me. Xiaocao, I’m sorry...I love you.” Zhang Ya suppressed her tears, choked up several times, and tried her best to finish the sentence.

"Yaya, where are you going, when are you coming back..." Ai Cao shook her head, like a child who was about to say goodbye to her mother and was at a loss, crying pitifully.

"Zhang Ya, let's go. I have to catch a plane." The policemen persuaded Zhang Ya to leave. The other one saw Ai Cao crying and came to hold Ai Cao to prepare for ideological work.

Zhang Ya had no choice but to be urged to go out, turned her head and shouted to Ai Cao: "Xiaocao, remember my words, I'll send someone to pick you up."

No longer able to bear to look directly at Ai Cao crying sadly, and no longer able to resist the pain caused by her guilt towards Ai Cao, Zhang Ya could only move forward and never dared to look back.

Leaving this simple home that gave her the greatest warmth and sense of security in her life; leaving this girl who was not very tough but gave her the most love and the purest feelings in her life.

The author has something to say: feelings like a paradise

After all, you can't escape for the rest of your life.

Little wormwood always grows up~