I can't get enough to feed you

Meng Xiaojiang put the plate on the window sill, and the sound of his own heartbeat could be heard in his ears. He wondered how could there be such a handsome man, but when he saw this unparalleled handsome man retract his eyes, he seemed to smile, Meng Xiaojiang Ginger couldn't stop his heart beating.

But it didn't look like he was smiling, it was Meng Xiaojiang's indescribable expression.The man turned his head, looked at the sea view outside the window again, and said softly: "Good evening, I'm Ji Xuanyuan."

Meng Xiaojiang looked at his side face, and recognized this person at this moment, his eyes became hot, and his nose became sore for some reason, he endured the inexplicable sadness, and whispered: "I have seen you , just outside the luxury store on the commercial street a few days ago."

Ji Xuanyuan was silent for a few seconds, and he replied to Meng Xiaojiang in a soft and gentle voice: "Really, so there is such a fate."

Meng Xiaojiang was silent for a few seconds, and then he spoke with a nervous voice: "I chased after you, wanted to stand in front of you, and wanted to say something, but after I chased you out, I felt ridiculous."

"So you stopped?"

Meng Xiaojiang nodded, and her cheeks were hot again: "This is ridiculous, I have never seen you, but I just want... to find you."

"We almost passed each other." Ji Xuanyuan showed a gentle smile, this time he turned sideways and looked at the boy in front of him.

Meng Xiaojiang found that his eyes were extremely deep, like the deep but gentle sea outside the window.

With such eyes, the man looked at him deeply: "What's your name?"

Meng Xiaojiang opened his mouth and replied, "Meng Xiaojiang, my name is Meng Xiaojiang."

The man's smile was still on. After Meng Xiaojiang finished his answer, he looked at him with good eyes. He was very shy in his heart, but he just couldn't bear to look away.

Gradually, Meng Xiaojiang realized something was wrong, and hesitantly asked the man in front of him: "You look... a little sad."

"Really?" Ji Xuanyuan withdrew his gaze from looking at Meng Xiaojiang, turned his head, he thought about it and said to Meng Xiaojiang, "Eat something when you are sad, would you like to share your food with me?"

Meng Xiaojiang nodded immediately: "Have you had dinner yet? It's okay. You can eat all of it. I'm not hungry."

As soon as Meng Xiaojiang finished speaking, a cooing sound resounded between the two of them.

Ji Xuanyuan's eyes fell on Meng Xiaojiang's stomach. Meng Xiaojiang's face had been blushing since seeing this man, and now it was even redder.

Ji Xuanyuan picked up the plate and put it in front of Meng Xiaojiang: "You know, I used to hate other people eating with me, which means that there is less food in my stomach."

"But later." Ji Xuanyuan said to Meng Xiaojiang, "I discovered that sharing food with someone I like will taste extra delicious."

Meng Xiaojiang felt that his heart was about to jump out of his throat, he thought to himself, why every word he said was so beautiful, God, is there such a perfect person in the world?And why is my heart beating so fast?Am I really gay?No way, I'm not ready to be gay yet!

Ji Xuanyuan seemed to see that he was nervous, so he kept passing food to Meng Xiaojiang's mouth.

A plate of buffet, Meng Xiaojiang finally found that he ate most of it, Ji Xuanyuan probably only ate a few oysters.

Meng Xiaojiang was a little embarrassed: "There are still some on the deck, let's get some more."

Ji Xuanyuan replied: "Are you full?"

Meng Xiaojiang nodded: "I'm already full."

Ji Xuanyuan smiled and said, "Actually, I'm not hungry."

Meng Xiaojiang let out an "oh", and was a little dazed again, uncontrollably obsessed with the man's gentle expression towards him, and then found that Ji Xuanyuan had put the empty plate back on the window sill, leaning against the window sill, Tilting his head, his dark eyes stared at him intently.

What are you looking at me like that.Meng Xiaojiang's head was dizzy from nervousness, and Ji Xuanyuan didn't make a sound. It was obvious that there were two men, but the atmosphere was quiet, awkward and ambiguous for a while.

After a while, Meng Xiaojiang finally couldn't help asking another question: "It may sound strange, but you look at me like this, have we met before?"

After he asked, he was scorning whether he was writing a novel, whether it would be taken as a flirt, or a particularly embarrassing one.

But no, Ji Xuanyuan replied to him very seriously: "Maybe I have seen you from a long time ago, maybe I have never looked at you right now."

Meng Xiaojiang wondered what kind of answer this was, and couldn't help laughing when he opened his mouth. Suddenly, a dazzling light accompanied the shouts of the crowd, Meng Xiaojiang turned his head, and huge fireworks rose from the sea outside the window.

Ji Xuanyuan's eyes also widened, and countless runes in the lounge lit up. His heart tightened, and he stepped forward to put his arms around the boy: "Xiao Jiang, let's go out first."

Meng Xiaojiang slammed into such an embrace suddenly, his head was about to blow out of heat, and all the runes were floating in the lounge, and they gathered towards the two as if they had life.

Ji Xuanyuan's eyes were wide open, and it was raining non-stop in front of him, and the rain fell on his shoulders and hair. He lowered his head and held a boy in his arms. The boy was petite, sitting on one of his forearms.

He was holding a black umbrella, his chin rested on his shoulder, and seemed to feel Ji Xuanyuan's gaze, the child turned his head, yawned and softly called out sleepily: "Mr. Xuanyuan."

Ji Xuanyuan's lips moved: "Little Jiang."

The scene was suddenly shattered, Ji Xuanyuan bowed his head, the fireworks in the distance and the noise of people on the deck remained, and he saw the boy in his arms looking up at him blankly.

Meng Xiaojiang was completely Spartan. Countless scenes flashed in front of his mind just now. He opened his mouth to say what, 3D projection?Holographic projection?What kind of high technology is this?Or is he hallucinating from eating something he shouldn't?

But as soon as he opened his mouth, his throat was blocked and he couldn't speak, and there were tears on his face.

Ji Xuanyuan quickly guessed what kind of magic circle Meng Tianyi set up here. He looked at the boy in front of him, and his heart was agitated. He realized that Meng Xiaojiang in front of him might "remember" him as Meng Xiaojiang. For a moment, he was so nervous that he opened his mouth but couldn't say a word.

Ji Xuanyuan had no choice but to wipe the boy's tears with the back of his hand instinctively. One of the two cried, and the other wiped each other's tears with deep affection. Both of them were too immersed in their own world, and the footsteps and voices of people outside the door were all overwhelmed. ignored.

Meng Xiaoting collided with Su Daji and Pixiu who were looking for someone, and the three of them pushed open the cabin door of the lounge. These two people still looked like this, and the three of them were stunned by this scene.

Meng Xiaojiang recalled this moment, from the perspective of a bystander, he also felt that this scene was very strange.

Meng Xiaoting asked what was going on between him and Jun Xi, and relying on a woman's intuition, Meng Xiaoting said: "Did you two have an affair? Is this a resurgence!"

Meng Xiaojiang couldn't explain it, and he himself couldn't figure it out. That day after Meng Xiaoting and two people named Pixiu and Miss Su came in, they looked at each other, and before they had time to say anything, the helicopter flew over and hovered over the cruise ship. .

The police in black uniforms descended from the sky. It turned out that there were plainclothes police officers at the dinner party. They were investigating a case of illegal drug smuggling. But the man who told Meng Xiaojiang that his name was Ji Xuanyuan was also one of the police officers.

When Meng Xiaojiang wanted to say something to him, or ask him something, Ji Xuanyuan left with Miss Su and Pixiu.

That Pixiu added him and Meng Xiaoting on WeChat before he left, and the smile on Meng Xiaojiang's face became more and more strange. After all, no matter who is looked at by a young man in his 20s with a kind smile, he will doubt whether this person is real. Crazy.

Meng Xiaoting happily added this handsome guy who is different from Ji Xuanyuan on WeChat. Naturally, the dinner will not continue. Meng Xiaoting originally had a lot of questions about Meng Xiaojiang, but chatted with this handsome guy Pixiu on the way.

The handsome guy Pixiu treated Meng Xiaoting with the warmth of a spring breeze. Meng Xiaoting got carried away talking along the way, and when she got home, she asked Meng Xiaoting how much adultery was hidden between Jiang and Junxi.

With difficulty, Meng Xiaojiang asked his sister back with his muddled brain: "His name is Junxi?"

Meng Xiaoting said: "Well, yes, it seems that the nickname is Erniu? Or Tieniu? Oh, I can't remember."

Meng Xiaojiang continued to ask: "Am I friends with him? Did you bring him home for a while before?"

Meng Xiaoting was very surprised, but still told the story about Junxi living at home before.

Meng Xiaojiang had been seeing ghosts with his eyes for more than [-] years, and soon realized that he was involved in unnatural events. His sister was just an ordinary person. Meng Xiaojiang had no intention of pulling his own sister into the water. Meng Xiaoting said: "Well, I was just joking with my sister, I remember."

Meng Xiaoting saw that her younger brother was depressed, so she thought about it and could only comfort her: "It's hard to find a three-legged toad, but isn't it hard to find a two-legged man? Even Junxi..."

Meng Xiaoting was speechless, where can I find another handsome guy like Jun Xi?

At the same time, because he is so handsome, Meng Xiaoting doesn't worry at all that such a handsome guy falls in love with her younger brother, and her younger brother will suffer. To have such an ex-boyfriend in this life is considered a wonderful life!

Meng Xiaoting took it for granted that her younger brother and Jun Xi had an unrequited love affair without her knowing.Meng Xiaojiang could only hold back the truth. He felt that he should be afraid, but his mood was just low. The siblings didn't say any more, and they parted ways and went back to their bedrooms.

Pushing open the bedroom door, Meng Xiaojiang was stunned. He entered the bedroom calmly and closed the door. Ji Xuanyuan was standing in front of his bedroom window. The window behind him was not closed. The curtains were blown by the night wind. The moonlight is beautiful, but there is no person in front of the window that moves his heart.

Ji Xuanyuan looked at him with an extremely complicated expression, and Wang Chengcheng told him that Meng Xiaojiang might not necessarily think that he was Meng Xiaojiang, nor would he necessarily remember the past.

Wang Chengcheng said to him: "Mr. Long, you should also understand."

know.

Ji Xuanyuan thinks that I naturally understand what you mean, but Wang Chengcheng has no heart as a puppet. Is her gluttonous heart like a puppet made of grass, wood and stone?

His heart is made of meat.

Just shouting out, Ji Xuanyuan was also in a trance, he called softly: "Xiao Jiang."

I don't know which one I am calling.

Meng Xiaojiang walked forward and stopped in front of this person. He mustered up his courage. He should be afraid of the person in front of him. Maybe he wasn't a person at all, but he looked at him with only his heart moving but not afraid.

After all, the voice he called him was so gentle, so tender, and there was still a "memory" in his mind that he hadn't forgotten.

Ji Xuanyuan saw Meng Xiaojiang open his mouth, and he called out tentatively, "Mr. Xuanyuan?"

There is no distinction between the past and the past, like a big dream in a thousand years. I thought I had woken up, but at this moment, I realized that I had never woken up.

Meng Xiaojiang frantically stood on tiptoe to wipe away the tears that fell from this man, he suddenly regretted shouting, and put a hand on his waist into his arms.

The man hugged him so tightly that his ribs hurt. Meng Xiaojiang wanted to ask him if those memories were hallucinations and where they came from, but reading novels for so many years was not in vain. He waited for this man to calm down. , buried in his arms and asked tremblingly: "I saw some memories that don't belong to me."

"That's..." Meng Xiaojiang said with a difficult tone, "Is that my previous life?"

Ji Xuanyuan suddenly turned back and leaned against the window behind him. He let go of his hand slightly and let someone lean on his shoulder. Ji Xuanyuan restrained his emotions.

He said: "Since you call me Mr. Xuanyuan, Xiao Jiang, how much have you seen?"

What Meng Xiaojiang saw were small fragments of daily interactions. After talking about a few things, he said: "I also saw...you hug me, I'm going to die, and I bid you farewell, the expression on your face is so real. very sad."

Ji Xuanyuan said: "Do you believe in these memories?"

Meng Xiaojiang didn't know how to answer, and felt that he didn't believe it too much, but if it was fake, why was the feeling so real?

Memory can deceive people, can feelings also deceive people?

Meng Xiaojiang said: "I believe, I think even if I don't remember, feelings will be engraved in people's souls."

Ji Xuanyuan suddenly smiled: "Aren't you an atheist?"

Meng Xiaojiang opened his eyes wide: "How do you know?"

Ji Xuanyuan teased the child: "I know you have a lot going on."

Meng Xiaojiang thought up the romantic routine of this man chasing Meng Xiaojiang's reincarnation and silently guarding him. After he finished thinking about it, he felt that it was really possible, so when he was born in this life, Ji Xuanyuan silently guarded him. ?

I heard Ji Xuanyuan say: "Before the alliance office, you can be understood as a policeman who handles special incidents. You got involved in one incident. I got along with you for a while, but because you are an ordinary person, this memory has been erased." went."

Meng Xiaojiang was stunned: "So...is that so?"

Ji Xuanyuan smiled and said, "But I will find a way to restore your missing memories."

Meng Xiaojiang said "Oh" and wanted to say something, but it was already a miracle that he was not afraid. What was even more amazing was that he leaned on this man's shoulder, and the two of them had nothing to say without feeling embarrassed. Like they're supposed to be like that.

So he remained silent like this for an unknown amount of time, and Meng Xiaojiang was also surprised by the emotion on his face, so he said what he thought in his heart: "Yes, can you tell me the story between Meng Xiaojiang and you in the previous life?"

Ji Xuanyuan thought about it and said, "Wait a minute, I'll think about it too."

"The story may take a long time to tell." Ji Xuanyuan said, "It's hard to finish it in a short time."

Meng Xiaojiang said, "Are you busy?"

Ji Xuanyuan said: "It's very idle."

Meng Xiaojiang didn't know what he was laughing at, he said, "I'm free too, I want to hear this story."

On this night in 2012, Ji Xuanyuan told this story from his perspective: It was a certain day in 1929, the world changed drastically, and a glutton discovered that this era and every previous dynasty They were no longer the same, he was not in a hurry to do other things, he just huddled in a corner to bask in the sun, but a boy threw him a piece of bread...