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They have been to the sea countless times.

Yu Chi followed behind him, quietly but selfishly stepping on his footsteps.

One of them bought a bottle of wine in the supermarket by the sea, and the two of them drank in silence. For a long time, neither of them spoke.

On the day when Xu Zeyi disappeared, they went to see the sea. Xu Zeyi still remembered that Yu Chi kissed him like crazy, and repeatedly told him his love.

He drank the last bit of wine in the bottle, then turned around and hugged Yu Chi behind him.

Yu Chi didn't move.

Xu Ze hugged him very tightly, as if he was afraid that he would push him away.

Yu Chi knew that Xu Zeyi actually liked hugging very much. When they were still together, even if they hugged for a whole day, they wouldn't get tired of it.

But he just doesn't want to hug him right now.

He never raised his hand.

After a while, Xu Zeyi let go of him.

He stepped back, smiled, and said:

"I understand."

They didn't continue walking, Xu Ze took a taxi and took him directly back to the players' village.

None of them spoke on the way, even though Xu Zeyi still sat in the back row with him, they kept looking out of the window.

Yu Chi wanted to speak several times, but swallowed the words again.

He was actually a little angry.

Why do you have to compromise?

Why can't Xu Zeyi compromise?

Let him be sad for a while, let him taste the torture that he has been looking for for so many years, let him shed tears for himself...

The glasses said in my mind: "This time, you can keep him."

Xu Zeyi still said in his mind: "I came this time to chase you back."

Didn't you say you wanted to chase me?

Then go after it.

Anyway, I have been chasing you for so many years.

They said good night at the door of the dormitory.

Yu Chi turned and entered the door, but saw Xu Zeyi still standing there looking at him.

Yu Chi paused, leaned against the door panel, and squatted down slowly.

He felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and his mind was full of thoughts of just being at the beach, how did Xu Zeyi distance himself from him, and then laughed helplessly.

He laughed like this many times today.

At the venue.

When I say "you don't have to come".

When I just said goodnight.

When I didn't hug him.

He was so embarrassed that he seemed to have done something wrong. He had obviously let go of his dignity and wanted to redeem it, but unexpectedly met a cold face.

But he still tried to smile at himself reluctantly.

Seeing that he came back, Chick jumped up from the bed resentfully, glasses and KK also came out to look at the sound, and went to see Yu Chi lying straight on the bed, his air pressure was so low that he was about to curse.

So the three of them immediately fell silent, did not dare to breathe out, and went back to sleep one after another.

Yu Chi has not fallen asleep.

He has been thinking about Xu Zeyi.

He suddenly regretted it a little, he was afraid that Xu Ze would get angry and never come to him again.

Or he simply disappeared again, the world is so big, if he didn't think about it, Yu Chi wouldn't be able to find him at all.

The more Yu Chi thought about it, the more frightened he became. He was so restless that he couldn't fall asleep, so he didn't sleep at all.

He went to the window sill and lit a cigarette.

But he saw a white figure sitting at the door of their dormitory, with a piece of clothing hanging on his arm, looking up at the sky blankly.

Yu Chi's heart tightened.

He never left.

He was at the door before, and has been guarding until now.

Yu Chi pinched off the cigarette, before his brain had time to think, his body subconsciously walked out of the door.

Xu Ze put a wine bottle in one hand, it was vodka, and a bottle of spirits, but he almost drank it all.

Yu Chi frowned, but Xu Zeyi stood up unsteadily.

"Yu Chi, why do you..."

Xu Zeyi's voice was phony: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Yu Chi didn't answer, but frowned and asked:

"Why are you here?"

His expression should be very displeased, Xu Zeyi thought he was angry.

"You... are you unhappy?"

Xu Ze asked him cautiously:

"Did I piss you off again?"

Yu Chi was startled, and then he heard him start to apologize at a loss.

"I'm sorry, Yu Chi,"

Xu Zeyi didn't know what to say:

"Sorry...sorry...I shouldn't be here..."

When Yu Chi didn't speak, he started to panic, his eyes were red with anxiety, but he didn't dare to shed tears.

"I... I'm sorry... I have caused you trouble again..."

"...no trouble."

Yu Chi was frightened by him, subconsciously walked in front of him, lowered his head, and looked at him seriously.

He couldn't speak in the first place, and now he doesn't know what to say.

"I'm not angry, Xu Zeyi, you..."

He sighed, and his tone subconsciously softened:

"What kind of wine are you drinking at night?"

Xu Ze blinked, and a huge teardrop rolled out.

"I am cold."

He said in a low voice, as if he was wronged.

"I'm...a bit cold."

He repeated it again.

"I want...I want to apologize to you..."

He was afraid that Yu Chi would find it ugly when he cried, so he raised his hand and wiped his tears like a child who did something wrong, but he said intermittently, afraid that if he didn't speak now, he would no longer have the patience to listen, so he said in one breath Talked a lot.

"I didn't, I didn't leave without saying goodbye on purpose...I know...I know that after you were beaten, you needed a kidney transplant, and I went for a checkup..."

Yu Chi was startled when he heard the words: "What? You..."

As soon as Xu Ze interrupted him, he murmured and continued:

"But we don't match, Yu Chi... I really thought you were going to die..."

"Do you know? How I wish I could give you my own kidney... I think, even if I leave, at least a part of me will be with you..."

Yu Chi couldn't help laughing, but his heart ached terribly.

Xu Ze was so drunk that he couldn't stand up, his legs went limp, and he almost knelt on the ground.

Yu Chi was startled, and quickly reached out to help him, wrapping his arms around his armpit to set him up, Xu Zeyi stretched out his hand, and hugged him tightly.

"I didn't mean to lie to you that day... I miss you so much, I'm afraid that if you smile at me again, I won't be able to leave you..."

"I made an appointment with your mother, I will not disturb you, I want you to have a normal family, and I also want you to have a lively and lovely child..."

Yu Chi's whole body froze, as if struck by lightning.

As soon as Xu Ze sniffed the familiar smell on his clothes, tears fell on Yu Chi's body, but he seemed to be afraid that he still didn't believe him, so he kept saying:

"I often go to your school to see you. I want to know if you are doing well, but if you are not doing well, I can't do anything for you..."

"But now I can, I can, I can help you...I can use my own strength to stay by your side..."

"I know you hate me."

"But I beg you, Yu Chi."

He closed his eyes, and his tone was basically pleading:

"Don't push me away."

"I miss you so much, I think you're dying to think about it."

Xu Ze was so weeping that he couldn't speak, but he kept begging him:

"You hug me, Yu Chi...you hug me...um..."

Yu Chi lowered his head and kissed him fiercely.

"Stop it, Xu Zeyi, stop it."

He kissed him like crazy, and asked softly:

"How can you make me hate you?"

Xu Ze blinked, his eyes were red from crying, and he looked at him blankly.

Before that, Yu Chi had never made Xu Ze cry.

Yu Chi sighed, and hugged him tightly into his arms.

"Didn't you say it was cold?"

He coaxed softly:

"Let me hug you for a while, it will keep you warm."

He closed his eyes and added in a low voice:

"If I don't hug you, I'm going to die."