when writing

City Z is always brightly lit at night, especially during the Spring Festival.

Lin Xun was sitting on his sofa drinking milk tea absent-mindedly. He didn't seem to hear the sound of the TV. The house was deserted. He looked at the milk tea in his hand in a daze...

I can't go back to my hometown this year because I don't have a ticket.He is too busy, busy with announcements, busy with acting... It seems that he hasn't been home for several years since he started his career as an actor. It seems that he doesn't have a real home, does he?

A person is always like this, and he will always think of the past without knowing it.

A long, long time ago, when his parents were not around, he seemed to be very young.His grandma said that his parents went far away to earn money, so they would not come back, but they would write back every year, and he believed what she said at that time.Later, he finally understood what a far away place is...

Later, his grandmother died when he was sixteen, and he was rescued by his aunt.Although his aunt treated him very well, but his aunt also had a family, so it was inevitable that some people would be prejudiced.

So he moved out under the pretext of the college entrance examination, lived in the school, and worked in a milk tea shop without telling his aunt while studying...

After the results of the college entrance examination came out, he was admitted to Wuhan University. The most unbelievable thing is that he is a science student. He did not choose a career related to science. He went to the literature department for his so-called dream of being a writer.In fact, what is the writer's dream?It's just some reason.

At the beginning, his writing was not read by many people. He insisted on writing and studying while working part-time during college. After two years of writing, he gradually gained popularity. Later, he became a popular writer on a certain platform by virtue of the four works he wrote. In four years, he became famous at the age of 22 with four novels he wrote during college.But at the age of 23, when he was writing his fifth book, he had a new dream - to be an actor.

He did what he said, and he went to the showbiz before finishing the fifth novel... Only the confused readers were left, and there were voices urging him to update.If he logs into the Weibo of his former writer "Pu Yun Xun" now, there must be many people urging him to update...

Entering the entertainment industry is not so easy, and it took another three years to get into the showbiz. It was tepid and mixed with a third-tier actor.It is also lucky to say that other people are only [-]-tier in four or five years, but it is already very good for him to be a third-tier in three years.

As for why the third line was mixed up, that's a long story.

He met a noble person, that is, his manager Hu Xuqi.A top-notch agent career woman who once led the very popular boy group ShintoHall, later the boy group disbanded and went off on their own. At that time, ShintoHall had the actor Nan Yi and the top-ranking Lu Jizhi...

Those are the leaders in the entertainment industry, and any one of them can be said to be an era... It's just that Nan Yi retired after winning the Best Actor, and Lu Jizhi also announced his retirement at a concert... Otherwise, Hu Xuqi wouldn't have Bringing in newcomers again, he won't catch him at a glance on a certain talent show...

It's just that he didn't live up to expectations and became a third-tier...

He sighed and took a sip of milk tea.The yellow halo of light shone on his face, making it soft, the surrounding sounds disappeared, and he was immersed in the bits and pieces of the past.

As for people, that’s how it is. Take Lin Xun as an example. As a Capricorn, he is afraid of being alone, so he works blindly and keeps himself busy.Whether he is a writer or an actor, he is like this. In the eyes of others, he is an out-and-out workaholic, but he himself knows that he is just for his so-called "dream".

The so-called dream is just a thought.

If the longing can be conveyed to the person far away through the wind, will he hear it?He thought about it a lot, then shook his head again, thinking he wouldn't remember him if he could hear.He, Lin Xun, was just a passer-by in his life, an insignificant passer-by, a timid fool with low self-esteem.

Someone said: If you miss someone so much, you will dream about him at night.

Lin Xun felt it was unbelievable, because he used to miss his parents very much, and he didn't dream about it.

The phone rang again and again in the bedroom, Lin Xun sighed, put down the milk tea in his hand and ran to answer the phone.

"Hello~ Xunzi, have you had New Year's Eve dinner today?" His aunt Lin Xincai was on the other end of the phone.She doesn't ask if he's back because she knows he's busy.

Lin Xun looked at the time at 21:39, and said, "I ate, I ate with sister Hu and the others today, it was delicious."

"Oh, eat out more, I watch you on TV, you are so skinny."

His aunt was always so kind to him, thinking of him, thinking of him.Maybe in some way she thought of him as her own son.

"Okay, isn't that necessary for filming? After filming, I ate a lot and gained a lot of weight." He rubbed his nose and smiled.

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After finishing the call, he felt a little tired, so he wanted to lie down on the bed and sleep, and then cook and eat later. This sleep would be to sleep until dawn.

I didn't eat the New Year's Eve dinner, there seems to be no difference between having or not having New Year's Eve... If there is a difference, it is that I have a few more days off...

It was already noon after waking up, he got out of bed and walked to the sink, his hair was a little messy in the mirror, he rubbed his hair... After washing, he was going to make breakfast... lunch.

There is no breath of life in the empty home.

I opened the refrigerator and found that there was nothing in the refrigerator. I sighed and made a bowl of noodles with eggs and a few noodles.

Why not order takeout?Because it is the Spring Festival now, one is the people coming and going, and the speed is slow.The second is that the takeaway brother also has a rest time, right?

After a simple lunch, he put on a mask and was about to go out to buy something to fill his refrigerator.

The downstairs was bustling yesterday. I heard that someone lived in the house downstairs. What should I say?Moving for Spring Festival?There really is him!So this new neighbor gave him the impression that he was not very smart, more or less seriously ill.

Today's downstairs is very quiet, maybe it's because the house has been moved, and we moved in smoothly!

The place he lives in is the famous sea view room in City Z, and many people can't come if they want to. As for why he lives here?Because he is rich...

In fact, he didn't live here at first, but it was an ordinary community. Later, sister Hu, who became a star, insisted on living here because the security conditions here are good.