Forcing him to have a relationship with the male principal

The sound of the monitor was still, and Xiao Jin lay on the hospital bed, closing her eyes and thinking about nothing, until she saw from the corner of her eye the doctors and nurses surrounding the hospital bed in the opposite ward.

"Brother, someone has passed away. I want to stay with you for a while longer and watch the last sunset in the world together. I love you."

The moment she covered the white cloth, Xiao Jin broke free from the needle attached to her wrist, her heart beat so fast that she was about to fall into the abyss in the next second, and she lowered her head and panted.

"I love you too, I will accompany you to wander around every corner of the world, you promise me, don't just leave if you don't want to leave."

Gu Qi followed the line of sight he just saw, the door of the ward had been closed, and through the door he heard heart-piercing cries inside.

"Jinjin...your dad...he's gone..." Mu Sheng pushed open the door of the ward, with tears on his face and a trembling voice, knelt by the bed and grabbed Xiao Jin's hand.

Xiao Jin froze for a moment, just thinking about how lucky it is to be able to spend the rest of his life with the person he likes.

"Dad? Gone? Are you lying to me...Mom, what are you talking about? Didn't Dad...no...Didn't he say that the situation was stable two days ago? What kind of illness did Dad have? Didn't he agree? I'll wait for him to leave the hospital. Let's go for a walk on the river beach together. Didn't we agree to eat hot pot? Mom, talk... What's the point of not talking? Please...don't tell me it's true... "

Xiao Jin clutched the phone, even her fingertips were trembling. The world is unpredictable. I didn't expect that yesterday's passing by would be the last time they met.

"Mom didn't lie. Mom really didn't lie... Your dad has been hiding it all the time. When he finally found out, the doctor had already issued a critical illness notice. Your dad didn't want to tell you because he was afraid that you would worry." Mu Sheng was supported by Gu Qi, and the woman in front of her was even more vulnerable, her mind was full of images from the past.

I never thought in my life that I would appear at the funeral of my lover's family, Gu Qi hugged Xiao Jin, and the person in his arms cried until tears blurred his eyes.

Even if he was crying, it was silent, the tears couldn't stop streaming down, soaking the collar of the hospital gown, Xiao Jin looked at Mu Sheng with red eye circles.

regret?Regret can't save the reality for a lifetime, he hates himself, hates himself for losing the two most important things, since that incident, physical actions have become his weakness.

"Didn't you agree to come to my wedding, why didn't you keep our agreement? Isn't it an appointment? Mom...you are lying to me, right? I'm sorry...I'm sorry, is it because of me, because of me ...Dad didn't say it..."

Xiao Jin struggled to get up, clenched his wrist vigorously, blood overflowed from his fingertips, Gu Qi grabbed Xiao Jin's hand, what else could he do besides tightly holding it?

Struggling all the time, his eyes stopped on the fruit knife, Xiao Jin went crazy, let go of his wrist, looked at the bloodstains and fingerprints that were squeezed out, raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Jinjin...it's my mother's fault, it's my mother's fault, it's my mother's inability to protect you, I'm sorry..." Mu Sheng tremblingly walked to the bedside, and hugged Xiao Jin in his arms. Her only support.

Xiao Jin picked up the fruit knife from the table, bought it yesterday, the knife was still very sharp, looked at Mu Sheng with teary eyes, and was about to move with one hand.

Finally, while no one was paying attention, he scratched his left wrist where he could feel his heartbeat, and blood gushed out instantly, staining the cuff red. Xiao Jin pressed the wound, and the blood gushed out more and more.

"Baby, don't... don't look like this...you will make people feel distressed, maybe this is a kind of spiritual relief for Uncle Xiao, a physical release, after suffering so much in the hospital Uncle, it hurts too." Gu Qi blocked the wound with the cloth from his cuff, trying to stop the bleeding.

The blood was stained red and dripped on the floor. When the wind blew, the sweet smell of blood spread in the air.

Xiao Jin was resisting Gu Qi's movements, exerting all his strength and seriousness in every stroke, he didn't want anyone to touch him, including the one he liked.

Mu Sheng grabbed Xiao Jin's hand, and he held the fruit knife firmly. The blade was carved into the skin, scratching scars, and the blood spurted out and splashed on the white wall. Xiao Jin was still satisfied, and raised the tip of his tongue .

There was a trace of blood on the lips, leaving traces.

"Don't pull me, please, can you stop pulling me... I don't want to stay here, can you stop this... I'm in so much pain... I've been tortured for a long time, really I don’t want to go on anymore, brother, can you promise me? After I leave, you will continue my heartbeat and I will dedicate my body to you, can you stop stopping me?”

The moment of hysterical collapse, the emotion on the verge of a cliff, broke out after hearing the news, no matter how Gu Qi comforted him, he would not listen.

Xiao Jin flamboyantly held a fruit knife and scratched across the scar on his left chest. The monitor sounded an alarm, and the young man stepped on his sadness, indulged his emotions to make himself less embarrassing.

"The patient's mood is unstable. If this continues, he will have symptoms of arrhythmia. He already had complications when he was sent here yesterday. In addition to temporary fainting, the patient also has multiple organs facing failure, so...please The family members leave the ward." The doctor pressed Xiao Jin on the bed, stopped the bleeding, and moved the screws on the restraint belt forward.

Gu Qiqi has never experienced this kind of life and death since she was young, and even if she had, her family did not let them attend.

When the crowd was quiet, he was walking alone on the street. A convenience store had opened at the end of the street.

He turned around, went in and bought a bottle of beer, found a corner sheltered from the wind, and hid himself in the secular world. The tab of the can was broken, and his emotions were also broken.

Curled up in a corner, watching pedestrians coming and going from the corner of the eye.

Gu Qi raised his eyes to look at the sky, tears rolled down the corner of his mouth, tasted bitterness, tried to numb his nerves with alcohol, and felt nothing but bitterness.

……

The nurse took out the medicine box, and did not take the medicine that was to be taken in the morning, and the warm water on the table was completely cold.

"Take me, Mom...Take me to Dad's place, okay? I want to see, I want to stay with Dad, we haven't even said the last word, we haven't said goodbye yet."

Xiao Jin didn't resist the nurse's movement, stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of Mu Sheng's clothes, and looked at Mu Sheng with a pleading face, tears welled up in his eyes, and he didn't forget to look at him.

"Okay, Mom will take you to accompany Dad, okay? He seems to have forgotten to say goodbye to me too." Mu Sheng hugged Xiao Jin in his arms, and put on the socks for him just like he did when he was a child.

"Mom, do you think I'm redundant? If you think I'm redundant, can you stay away from me?"

Xiao Jin wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, Mu Sheng lowered his head and coaxed a few words, there were only the two of them in the empty ward, there was no sound except the monitor, it was so quiet that it was terrifying.

"Why do you feel that Jinjin is redundant? Mom knows that you are suffering, but... life has its end, and it is impossible to keep moving forward. Perhaps for him, stopping now is the best choice. Your father... didn't do it on purpose, right? He left a lot of things for us Jinjin, and he didn't forget Jinjin." Mu Sheng hugged Xiao Jin, stood up and walked to the ward where Xiao Yuchen stayed.

"Since I started working, I haven't met Dad a few times. How can I leave? Mom, Dad, isn't it..."

Xiao Jin closed her eyes and fell into a coma. Mu Sheng's psychological defense had collapsed, and he rang the nurse's bell desperately.

On the hospital bed, the young man closed his eyes tightly, his eyelashes were lightly drooped, and there were still tears.