He has his ex-uncle's cub in his belly

Yu Yan temporarily closed the coffee shop, and now he is not in the mood to visit the shop at all.

He didn't know what to do. It was impossible to call the police for such a thing. If he called the police, others might think he was crazy.

He can only do it in his own way.

Since they all share the same community, although Feng Chen doesn't live there, is there such a coincidence?

Yu Yan didn't believe it, even if it was a clue, he wanted to find it, maybe he could go back.

For his two children, he hasn't heard them call him daddy yet, so how could Yu Yan be reconciled.

He searched all the places he could think of on the Internet, and to Yu Yan's surprise, that bar also had it.

Yu Yan bought a plane ticket and flew there, found that bar, went during the day, and the bar she went to was not open yet, Yu Yan was waiting outside the bar, when the bar opened at night, Yu Yan was the first to go in, Walking into the bar and seeing the same installations inside, there was even a piano, Yu Yan walked towards the piano.

Stopped by the bar staff, Yu Yan found a reason at the time, saying that he was here to apply for the job. There will be few people in the store, and the foreman will come out. Looking at Yu Yan's appearance, his face alone is quite enough. If you can't talk about the piano, it's quite suitable to be a waiter. Here, a good-looking face is an advantage, regardless of gender.

The foreman was easy to talk to, and the overall atmosphere of the bar was better. Yu Yan sat in front of the piano, lifted the piano cover, and put his hand on it gently.

Before playing, he turned his head to the right, where the seat was empty, and no one was sitting there.

A uncomfortable emotion welled up in Yu Yan's heart, as if she realized that she cared more about that person than she thought.

Without the other party, he suddenly returned to the present world and returned to the state of being alone. Yu Yan clearly liked someone before, but if there were more people around him, he would feel a sense of restraint.

Up to now, Yu Yan would rather be restrained by the sense of restraint, or the feeling of home.

He still played the same piece that he played in the past, and his thoughts seemed to go back to the past. There were many people in the bar, and Yu Yan sat in front of the piano under the influence of everyone's laughter.

At that time, he never thought that something would happen to Feng Chen, but fate is such a wonderful thing, the other party fell in love with him at first sight just like that.

Yu Yan felt his eyes a little hot again, he controlled his emotions, there are other people here, he didn't want others to see his tears.

When Yu Yan was playing the piano, some guests came into the bar. The piano had been there for a long time, but few people sat there. Sometimes the bar would invite some singers to sing instead of just playing. Today, I heard piano music as soon as I came in. The music I haven’t heard before is quite beautiful, and I can even feel the mood of the performer. The other party seems to be happy, but it seems that this happiness is strange. .

After talking about a piece of music, the other music in the bar was heard. The waiters were busy at first, so they all stopped and listened attentively. When the piece stopped, everyone clapped their hands.

Yu Yan came out from behind the piano, stood beside the piano, and nodded with the audience.

When I raised my head, I looked into one place again, and it was empty, with no one sitting there.

For a moment, Yu Yan actually wished extravagantly, maybe he could see Feng Chen when he raised his head.

That person is not there, even if the bar is the same, but the other party is not there.

When Yu Yan actually came, he had a premonition that he couldn't find that person.

Not so easy to find.

The foreman directly told Yu Yan that he could stay and work, but Yu Yan refused. Without saying the reason, Yu Yan turned around and left.

Standing outside the bar, being blown by the cold wind, Yu Yan felt the cold, the coldness blowing from the neck to the inside of the collar, Yu Yan felt that it had not been so cold for a long time.

In the past, whenever he felt a little uncomfortable, Feng Chen would appear by his side.

Yu Yan was walking in a strange city, surrounded by strange streets and strange people.

A passer-by walked fast without looking at the road, and directly bumped into Yu Yan's body, knocking Yu Yan staggering, almost falling to the ground, but the other party cursed and accused Yu Yan of not having eyes.

Yu Yan stood up, stared at the other party with cold eyes, did not speak, but the eyes at that time were cold and terrifying, the passer-by immediately stopped cursing, as if shocked, and ran away quickly.

Yu Yan continued to walk along the street illuminated by street lights, where should he go?

He didn't know where to go.

When he came to a place, there was a bench by the side of the road. Yu Yan sat on the bench. He took out his phone and looked through the photo album. There was nothing in it, no photos of Feng Chen, nor the pictures of the two babies.

Yu Yan felt the cold wind at night again, he shivered, holding his arms, Yu Yan looked at the sky in the distance, the night sky was pitch black, without stars or moon.

Staying outside until midnight, Yu Yan randomly found a hotel on the side of the road to stay, and flew back the next day.

After that, Yu Yan tried to search for a period of time, several months, but every time no matter how much she hoped, she was only disappointed in the end.

Gradually, Yu Yan thought that it was time for him to see the reality clearly. Everything that happened in that world might really be his dream.

It was just a dream that was too real. Yu Yan went to the hospital to see the psychiatry department and the psychology department, but no symptoms were found. Yu Yan just wanted to find a way to escape.

After many times of disappointment, Yu Yan obeyed the arrangement of the psychiatrist and tried to communicate with people to see if it could be relieved. Yu Yan felt unacceptable to want to be with the other party, even if it was just to eat together, as if he had a mental cleanliness in an instant.

This method couldn't be used, Yu Yan left and went on a trip.

But within two days, it was difficult for Yu Yan to sleep well at night. She slept alone on the big bed without another person, and would wake up in the morning to give him a good morning kiss. Traveling made Yu Yan feel even worse.

There was no other way to go, Yu Yan went back to the coffee shop, finished her work, let herself be busy.

It's just that occasionally he gets dazzled, and he always feels that there is a familiar voice outside the coffee shop, there is that man, and there are two babies.

Yu Yan would rush out, and the clerk thought he was strange, seeing Yu Yan go out suddenly, standing on the sidewalk outside the store, looking everywhere, but it was the same result every time, nothing was found.

When Yu Yan returned to the store, he thought he would go crazy if he continued like this, he would definitely go crazy.

But he didn't know what to do, as if suddenly his heart was fixed 01:30, half of his soul was missing, half was in this body, and the other half was elsewhere.

If he couldn't get it back, he thought he would go crazy sooner or later.

Yu Yan's body lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. The clerk saw that Yu Yan was so thin and asked him what happened. Yu Yan didn't say anything. He was in front of the clerk, but those eyes seemed to always look at far away.

It's like someone will appear in the distance.

Yu Yan couldn't bear this kind of pain alone. He found a painter, and asked the other party to draw a picture through his own description. In the end, the painter's drawing was very similar, just like Feng Chen's photo. .

After getting the portrait, Yu Yan went to the Internet to make a custom-made pillow like Feng Chen's.

After the pillow arrived, Yu Yan started to sleep with Feng Chen's pillow every night.

But soon Yu Yan felt that it was not enough, so she went to find someone to draw a picture of the two little guys, and also made two small pillows, which were placed on the bedside, so that Yu Yan would not be lonely every night. Someone sleeps with him.

Some friends in this world, although they don't have much contact with each other, but a few people made an appointment to go to Yu Yan coffee shop. When they saw that Yu Yan was losing weight, some people even wondered if Yu Yan had taken drugs, otherwise why It will become like this, asking Yu Yan what happened, but Yu Yan just smiled and said he was fine.

Yu Yan didn't say anything by himself, and his friends didn't have anything to do with him. Someone contacted Yu Yan's parents. After the parents came to the store, they saw Yu Yan's appearance of losing half of his soul, as if he had hit an evil spirit. of.

Parents were superstitious, so they asked someone to go to the temple to buy something, and brought it to Yu Yan. Yu Yan was holding a string of Buddhist beads. He didn't believe in ghosts and gods. If there were, why did he and Feng Chen have them together? The children separated, and Yu Yan seemed to want to throw away the prayer beads.

Just seeing his parents' expressions of concern for him, he still accepted it.

Yu Yan didn't wear the string of Buddha beads and threw them into the drawer.

When Yu Yan was in the coffee shop, he would stare out the window in a daze most of the time, and the clerk didn't bother him. There weren't many people in the store, and the clerk alone was enough.

On this day, Yu Yan looked out of the window as usual, hoping that a miracle might happen.

No, my eyes are sore, but still nothing.

A customer came in. It was a same-sex couple. Yu Yan's radar was sharp now, and it was easy to see the situation. Yu Yan had just glanced at the two young same-sex couples, but suddenly he stared at their left hands. I saw two people wearing the same ring.

correct!Suddenly, as if something happened to Yu Yan, he told the clerk that he was going out, and then left.

Immediately drove to a large chain jewelry store, walked into the store, Yu Yan planned to order two wedding rings, he attended the wedding, put on the wedding rings, he had seen the wedding rings carefully, and knew What style, he wanted to order the same, but when Yu Yan walked to the counter, he glanced into the glass cabinet, and immediately saw a wedding ring, which was exactly the same as the one Feng Chen wore for him at the wedding.

Yu Yan immediately asked the shopping guide to take out the ring.

"Mr. has a good eye. This wedding ring is a new model that has just been launched in our store recently. The style is absolutely unique. We only designed this one."

"If you like it, sir, you can try it on."

The shopping guide handed the ring to Yu Yan.

This ring is very beautiful in style, but it is difficult for ordinary people to wear it. Many people like it, but many people can't wear it.

Yu Yan took the ring and put it on the ring finger of her left hand, and it fit quite well after wearing it.

It was as if it was specially made for Yu Yan's fingers.

"Only this one?"

"Of course not, there is another ring, which is a couple ring." The shopping guide also took out another ring.

Holding that ring, Yu Yan's heart suddenly jumped, as if everything around her was distorted for a moment, he was not at the jewelry store, but at the wedding scene, and he and Feng Chen were wearing wedding rings on each other.