effective gentle

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Lin Zhishen's hair dryer is the worst.

He was only in charge of blowing, letting Rong Xiao brush his hair and turn over to blow on the other side.

After turning off the hair dryer, Lin Zhishen said: "Touching hair is an intimate act between lovers, it's not appropriate for me to do it to you."

Rong Xiao made a "hmm" to express his understanding.

"I searched it while you were taking a bath, and rubbed it if you felt uncomfortable. I'll boil hot water for you."

Lin Zhishen's concern - drink more hot water.

But he couldn't cook it, because the electric kettle suddenly broke down.If you go to the front desk to ask for a replacement electric kettle, you have to re-boil the water for disinfection.They worry about not being clean.

Lin Zhishen was too lazy to go downstairs, so he simply sent a message to Bai Xun: "Do you want to use the electric kettle now? If you don't need it, can you borrow it from us first, and I can come and get it."

The electric kettle over there by Bai Xun has been disinfected like theirs.

He quickly replied: "No problem, come and get it."

Lin Zhishen walked towards his room and knocked on the door.

He handed the electric kettle in his hand to Lin Zhishen, and asked, "How is Xiaoxiao?"

"After taking the medicine, I'm already lying down."

"That's good."

Bai Xun, who had just taken a bath, was wearing a white bathrobe, with fluffy hair and bright black eyes, looking extraordinarily obedient.

Lin Zhishen's mind moved, and he had the urge to confess for a moment.Otherwise, let's make it clear today.

"Then I'll go to bed."

"Wait a moment."

Just as Bai Xun turned around, Lin Zhishen reached out to grab his arm, but accidentally tore his bathrobe away, and his eyes were white.

"Sorry." Lin Zhishen lowered his gaze.

"It's all right." Bai Xun straightened his bathrobe with an indifferent expression, and asked, "Do you have anything to say?"

"How do you feel after listening to the song I sang today?"

"It's so nice, you are the superstar of University A! You and Xiaoxiao should debut as a group. I have already thought about the name of the group. It's called 'Deep', isn't your screen name 'Deep', Xiaoxiao's name is 'Lucien' , it just so happens that 'Light' also means light. So the name of this group means 'neither dark nor light', isn't it cool?"

The antonym of deep is shallow, what the hell is this.

Lin Zhishen's draft was interrupted by Bai Xun's nonsensical words.He forgot what he was going to say, just nodded, and walked to his room with the electric kettle.

After returning, he boiled hot water for Rong Xiao, poured it into a cup, and put it on the bedside table.

When Rong Xiao waited for the tea to cool down, he picked it up and drank it.

Lin Zhishen was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time, when he turned his head, he saw Rong Xiao beside him swiping his phone, looking much better already.

He thought twice, but still asked, "Rong Xiao, what do you think of platonic love?"

Rong Xiao never expected that Lin Zhishen would suddenly ask him such a question.

Rong Xiao locked the phone screen and replied seriously: "I think it's just a choice, just like some people choose DINK. Although in some people's eyes, they are different, but we can't deny the rationality of their existence. Why did you suddenly think of asking me this?"

After a long time, Lin Zhishen said: "I accidentally tore off his bathrobe just now, and I found that I didn't have any thoughts about his body, and I had some ambiguous thoughts, but they disappeared immediately."

Rong Xiao couldn't help laughing, "Aren't you..."

"impossible."

To be suspected by a rival in love should be the greatest humiliation in one's life.

"I'm sure I'm in good health, but I seem to have some obstacles psychologically, and I'm somewhat resistant to the union of soul and body."

Rong Xiao picked up the teacup and stroked the smooth wall with his fingers, "Have you ever thought about being a partner? Do you really like boys?"

"My first love was a boy, and I only felt it when I watched gay movies and danmei." Lin Zhishen said seriously, "And I'm sure I like Bai Xun."

It's really a delicate feeling to discuss this kind of thing with a rival in love.

"First love?" Rong Xiao grasped the word sensitively, "I thought it was Bai Xun."

"It's not Bai Xun, it's a good-looking boy." Lin Zhishen paused, then said, "It's just my one-sided crush. I was still in junior high school at that time."

Lin Zhishen didn't know why, facing a dangerous love rival like Rong Xiao, he still had the desire to confide in him.Maybe this is the danger of Rong Xiao - he can always let people off their guard.

But it's not something that can't be said.

Hangchu and Yunchu are very close.When Lin Zhishen was in junior high school, his family bought him a house in Four Seasons Court, and he would pass by Yunchu every day on his way home.

One day after school, it was around 07:30. After finishing his evening self-study, he passed by an alley near Yunchu, and a boy in a cheongsam came towards him from under the dim streetlight.

He is not tall, and the cheongsam looks very slender, with the youthful feeling of a teenager all over his body.He said to him indifferently: "Can you give me a hug?"

Someone whistled.

Lin Zhishen turned his head and looked into the alley, where several apparently bad boys gathered there.

"They bullied you?" Lin Zhishen asked.

The boy looked at him in astonishment, and didn't speak, as if he had acquiesced.

Lin Zhishen immediately took off his school uniform jacket, put it on for the boy, handed him his schoolbag, and quarreled with those delinquent boys.

In the confusion, the boy took a look. The outermost pocket of the schoolbag was transparent, and the school badge inside read "Lin Zhishen, Class 1, Junior [-] of Hangxia Middle School".

Lin Zhishen almost got into a fight with them.

Fortunately, the movement over there had already alarmed the security guard at Yunchu's gate, because the passing Yunchu students recognized the school uniform on the delinquent boy and told the security.

When the security guard came over, those few people were about to bully the few with more.

Uncle Security was experienced and said leisurely: "I know students like you are not afraid of me telling the teacher, but if you dare to do something here, I will call the police immediately."

The unscrupulous teenagers were immediately discouraged and left quickly.

The boy whispered to Lin Zhishen: "I am a boarding student at Yunchu, so I cannot be known by the security guards."

Lin Zhishen kept the boy behind him and lied to the security guard that they were students of Hang Xia and were bullied.The security didn't suspect anything, just told them to be careful and went back.

Mainly because they both look like good students.

He accompanied the boy to a nearby public toilet, found Yunchu's school uniform and changed it back, and then went to a nearby convenience store to buy a bottle of grape juice and a rice ball for the boy.

The boy didn't eat that evening. He said he forgot the time when he was doing the questions, so he just stopped eating.Lin Zhishen also teased him that if he didn't eat, he wouldn't grow taller.

The boy who changed back to the blue and white school uniform looked very good.

Lin Zhishen asked, "How did you mess with them?"

"I didn't mess with them, but my uncle and aunt were teachers in their class. They felt dissatisfied, so they took their anger out on me."

Lin Zhishen asked: "Then what about your uncle and aunt, why didn't they protect you?"

The boy shook his head, "I don't want my affairs to affect them, not to mention they may not be able to stop it."

"Yunchu is in a mess right now, why don't you consider transferring to another school?" Lin Zhishen suggested sincerely.

"Okay, I will." Before parting, he hugged Lin Zhishen, and after a while he mustered up the courage to say, "Thank you for coming. I... nothing. Goodbye."

Later, Lin Zhishen regretted it. He remembered that he hadn't asked his name. He had never seen that boy again, and he heard that he had transferred to another school.

"It's been too long, I only met once, I really can't remember his appearance. I have dreamed about it, but his face is very blurry." Lin Zhishen said with some regret, "I don't know where he is now, I really want to see him again, just to make sure he is doing well, and whether he was bullied again afterwards."

Lin Zhishen saw Rong Xiao staring at a certain place in a daze, his eyes seemed to be red.

"Hello? That's not enough." Lin Zhishen smiled, "There is no earth-shattering plot, what a cliché hero saving the beauty."

"Don't worry about it, I'm emotional."

Well, now Rong Xiao knows that she is the Bai Yueguang that Lin Zhishen will never forget.

Enough is enough, really enough.

In return, he would not say these things before Lin Zhishen confessed to Bai Xun, so as not to disturb Lin Zhishen's mind.

Besides, Rong Xiao didn't have the courage yet to let Lin Zhishen know that the boy who appeared in front of him in the most embarrassing appearance was himself, even though the other party didn't feel disgusted, and he still couldn't forget it.

He just didn't have the guts.Just like when he was in high school, he also had the opportunity to get close to Lin Zhishen, but because of his low self-esteem, he didn't take that step for a long time.

He waited for him from high school until college.

To be honest, because he suffered from school violence for two years in Yunchu, he suffered from mental illness for five years.

Until now, Rong Xiao is still very sensitive, and his emotions are prone to ups and downs. On the surface, he pretends to be indifferent. In private, whenever he encounters something related to Lin Zhishen, he will become very emotional.

No kidding.

The class he was in was the most chaotic class in Yunchu. The school even installed more than [-] cameras in the school, and even the door of the toilet was not overlooked.

The day he met Lin Zhishen, he was going back to the dormitory, but he was taken out of the school by a few unscrupulous day-students taking advantage of the heavy traffic after school, and was then asked to go to the public toilet to change into someone's sister's old cheongsam.

The reason was that that day, his aunt gave the leader a bad look, and the leader took his anger out on him.

It's just so unreasonable.

Their school gates are not strict on the boarding students, but they are very strict on the dormitories. They must check the number of people at nine o'clock in the evening, as long as they go back before this o'clock.

Rong Xiao didn't dare to struggle, the school teachers couldn't control them, if they resisted, he didn't know what these bad boys would do in the future.

They asked him to find a boy to hug, and they watched the fun.

Then Lin Zhishen appeared.

He was the only ray of light in six years of darkness.

That night he came by stepping on the light, clean and clear, like an avatar who will always keep his youthful appearance.

The way he quarreled with those people was very fierce, so fierce that it was in great contrast to his own image.

Rong Xiao became a kind-hearted person because he fell in love with grape-flavored drinks.

Rong Xiao wanted to tell him her own name, but hesitated for a while, and still didn't say it.

After separating from him, Rong Xiao used the campus card to call his mother. In the past, every time Rong Xiao tried to explain his current situation to his mother, he was interrupted roughly. She said that she was very busy. solve.

She said: "Rong Xiao, you've grown up, you can't transfer another school just because others are unkind to you, you have to know, when you enter the society..."

"The psychological counseling teacher at the school thought I was suffering from mental depression and suggested that I go to the hospital for testing." Rong Xiao said.

His mother was silent.

In the end, he was found to be suffering from severe depression, and his mother handled the transfer procedures for him.

Hangxia is a private middle school with excellent teachers, usually the children of rich families study here, it is naturally impossible for Rong Xiao to transfer here, so he transferred to a middle school that is closer to home but not as good, and became a day student.

His mother didn't take it seriously when she knew he had the disease, and let him take medicine or not take it.And Rong Xiao was admitted to No. [-] Middle School in depression.

He really likes to push himself so much that he doesn't allow himself to relax.

The matter is not over yet.

In the first year of high school, Rong Xiao went to the hospital again for an examination because he was always emotionally ups and downs throughout the day. The doctor said that he had bipolar disorder - a disease that he has not understood until now.

He spent time taking medicine sometimes and not taking medicine sometimes.The loneliness and the excessive pressure of high school made him suicidal for a long time.

The boy he was waiting for did not show up at No. [-] Middle School.He knew that if that person was in No. [-] Middle School, he must be a famous figure, and it was impossible for him to be unknown.

The turning point came in the second year of high school, when he was assigned a new deskmate named Pei Ming, and his condition miraculously began to improve.

Because Pei Ming is a very optimistic and cheerful person, and the most important thing is that his best friend from junior high school to high school is called "Lin Zhishen".

Actually, it's not that there is no fate at all, Rong Xiao thought.

Lin Zhishen snapped his fingers at him, "Why are you in a daze, you interrupted me like that just now, I almost forgot what I wanted to talk to you about."

Rong Xiao came back to her senses, and said softly, "What do you say."

"I didn't confess for a long time because I was afraid that I would feel guilty because I might not have too close contact with him in the future."

"Too intimate? How much?"

"Tongue kiss and do, I can't do it for now."

Rong Xiao curled the tie on the bathrobe with her fingers, "Why should I feel guilty? As long as the other party can accept it, why can't we be together?"