effective gentle

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This bloody sense of ritual.Rong Xiao suspected that he had seen Huang Li before confessing to Bai Xun.

What's the use, it's not a failure.

Rong Xiao who was holding the photo album snorted, turned around and disappeared at the entrance of the subway station.

Lin Zhishen casually sent a message to Bai Xun: "Brother, do you still have photos of Rong Xiao over there, the ones that weren't posted in Moments."

There is nothing in Rong Xiao's circle of friends.So last night before going to bed, he went through Bai Xun's circle of friends and saved a few good-looking ones.

When he got home, he saw Bai Xun's reply.

Bai Xun: "Shengou, you finally got the hang of it?! Dad is so pleased. It seems that after Valentine's Day, there is progress between you. Let me just say, Xiaoxiao told me yesterday morning that he was going to Lin's house, and later on There is no news, so you guys are going to cultivate a relationship?"

Lin Zhishen said, "You just send me, there are so many words."

He was never polite with his brother.

"You were not like this before. You never thought I was too talkative. After getting along with Rong Xiao, you started to feel that I was too talkative?" Bai Xun sent an emoji of a cat in a coma.

"Don't come here, you were special when I was chasing you, but now, brothers are like centipede's siblings."

"Xiaoxiao is like winter clothes?"

Before Bai Xun pissed him off, he quickly sent a bunch of photos, all of which were taken while traveling in City C.

"Old rules, don't tell Rong Xiao."

"Got it, you're bored to death."

Lin Zhishen picked and picked, and finally set the photo of him standing sideways and Rong Xiao looking at the camera at the ancestral hall as the background of the wechat chat with Rong Xiao.

When Rong Xiao returned home, he was in a very happy mood.

Lin Zhishen doesn't like to show his sharpness. He is a gentle gentleman who grew up listening to the Confucian "Doctrine of the Mean", but he can't hide the rebellion and publicity under his well-behaved appearance.

He knew that he was not Lin Zhishen's ideal type, but so what, Lin Zhishen was still moved.

He doesn't mind playing ambiguously for a few more days.

He pushed open the door and found that his parents were there.The two were sitting on the sofa, as if they were waiting for him, Rong Xiao belatedly remembered that today is Sunday.

"Which friend's sister's birthday party did you go to yesterday?" His mother hugged her chest with a serious tone.

Rong Xiao's first reaction was that his parents knew about it.From the moment he was interviewed, he knew such a day would come.

"My roommate's sister."

"Which roommate? Is it called Lin Zhishen?"

"Mother……"

His mother interrupted him and asked, "What does his family do?"

"His father is the boss of Yaoxing."

"Then he is a young master." Father Rong murmured.

Rong's mother frowned, and began to reason with him: "Rong Xiao, are you crazy? You are not the same way at all. Even if you are together, when the novelty wears off, he will dump you."

"He's not that kind of person."

"Listen to me!" His mother's face was so heavy that it was frightening, she said, "I sent you to college to let you study, not to let you fall in love with boys!"

She said the word "boy" very strongly.

"Rong Xiao, mom didn't go to bed until four o'clock in the morning today. I checked the cut-off score of University A. You can obviously study in a better major, and the cut-off score for medicine has also arrived. Why did you enter the net?"

Rong Xiao confessed: "Because I put Wangxin before other majors in A major for him."

"You were in a relationship before you went to college?!"

"No, I'm still chasing him. We weren't in high school before, but I met him once."

Her eyes were red, "Your father and I are very busy with work, so we trust you to let you fill in the application. We always think you are a sensible child. And you, is this how you treat us?"

"Xiaoxiao, you were not like this before. You can do whatever we say, and we don't have to worry about your studies." His father said sadly, "We never thought that you would rebel in this matter. Boys... well, why don't you study medicine?"

His mother choked up and couldn't help propping her arms on her legs, lowered her head, buried her face in her hands and whimpered.His father hugged her and comforted her softly.

"I told you when I was in high school that I don't want to study medicine. The high pressure of the medical profession is likely to aggravate my condition. Have you considered it? Have you ever cared about me because you only cared about your work?"

Rong Xiao suppressed the excitement in his heart, and clenched his trembling hands, "Why is it a crime for me to like boys? Don't I even have the right to choose my own feelings? Why are you never willing to respect me and listen to me more?" Ideas, always crude, always self-righteous."

"I suffered campus violence in junior high school, and you guys don't care about it. I was tortured by two-way in high school and wanted to jump off the building every day, you don't know. I want to apply for an art school to study music, and you guys insist. My biggest wish now is to be with him, you guys Still blocking."

His mother raised her head and said in a broken voice, "If you don't correct yourself, your life will be ruined!"

"My life has been ruined!"

Rong Xiao hasn't had this kind of strong emotion for a long time, and now this kind of emotion is overwhelming.

He said: "You haven't experienced five years of mental illness, you just think your son is fine and normal. I am in pain. I am in pain. I want to die. For a long time, I wondered every day why Life is so long."

"Do you know why my condition got better in high school? That's because I knew Lin Zhishen at the same table. After going to college for a year and a half, I didn't get sick again because I was often with him."

His parents were stunned.

His mother softened her tone, "Xiaoxiao, my mother's friends all said that you were just under too much pressure in middle school, and whoever took the test in that situation would end up depressed."

"Do you believe it yourself?" Rong Xiao asked.

His father went on to say: "Xiaoxiao, don't always think about it. Even if you had that disease before, you are already cured now. After you recover, don't think about it anymore. You listen to us and don't associate with him." gone."

Rong Xiao suddenly felt very tired.

He has never been able to communicate normally with his parents.

"When you start school, I'll call your counselor and ask him to change your dormitory for you."

Rong Xiao looked at her incredulously, and said, "If you do this, don't blame me for turning against you."

He is not afraid, as long as he is unwilling, the counselor can't let him change dormitories.He did nothing wrong.

He went back to the room, hid the photo album in his arms into the drawer of the desk, and then lay exhausted on the bed to calm down his intense emotions.

He turned on his cell phone and saw the WeChat message from Lin Zhishen. Just as he was about to reply, the cell phone rang - the other party called him.He pressed the answer button.

A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone: "Are you home? Why didn't you reply to my message?"

When Rong Xiao was about to leave for Lin's house, he sent a message to Lin Zhishen, and he must have estimated the round-trip time.

"I'm sorry, I just had something to do and I was very tired, so I didn't see your message."

"Are you in a bad mood? Your voice is hoarse."

Lin Zhishen noticed it very keenly.

So as long as he cares about one person, he can become very delicate.He didn't understand Rong Xiao's intentions before, it was entirely because he didn't care.

Rong Xiao wanted to explain that he just had a sore throat from the quarrel, not because he had cried again and saw the message from Lin Zhishen.

"You are just sentimental, don't think about anything, go to sleep."

"The sky is falling and I'm here."

He didn't shed tears when he quarreled with his parents, but when he saw these words, Rong Xiao's eyes were already blurred.He felt inexplicably relieved.

Since he was a child, his parents rarely gave him a sense of security. In addition, boys are generally believed to be independent early, and he is not used to relying on anyone.

After hanging up the phone, he took off his down jacket, sweater and outer pants, and lay down under the covers.Today's two emotional ups and downs made him very tired.He fell asleep unconsciously.

In the following days, Rong Xiao did not have a good time.

As long as Rong Xiao sits with her, he will quarrel. His mother always tries to persuade him not to be gay, and Rong Xiao is tired of the quarrels, so he tries to avoid communication, and goes back to his room every day after dinner .

His mother didn't allow him to lock the door, so she came to check every now and then. When she saw him holding the phone, she suspected that he was chatting with Lin Zhishen.

But Rong Xiao was too cautious, she didn't catch him once, so she could only keep warning him, and emphasized that he should spend more time on study.

His mother's thinking is very traditional, and she believes that only by going to graduate school can there be a better way out.The children of her friends all take postgraduate entrance examinations, and he must do the same.

He feels that time is not so urgent, and he has been studying according to the plan when he was in school.

Forget it, he couldn't make sense to his mother.

In the past few days, he secretly sent messages to Lin Zhishen while his mother was not at home or sleeping.

During the day, Lin Zhishen said that he was at work, and at night, Lin Zhishen said that he was playing games.Oh, dog man, still dying, pretending to be reserved.

Actually, he and Lin Zhishen couldn't chat on the Internet. The two of them were not used to this way of exchanging feelings. They had known each other for so long, and the chat records were still pitifully scarce.

Rong Xiao stumbled across the tutorial on "How to flirt with boys" on the Internet by accident. She felt a little teased, but she was still inspired.

He felt that Lin Zhishen was quite pretending, and one night he purposely took a photo of him lying down, in which there was only the neck and Adam's apple on the collar of the white sweater, and a little chin could be seen.

He has a nice neck, a swan neck, he knows it.

"Brother, guess how many private messages I can receive if this kind of photo is put on a dating website."

"They'll think you're a crawfish and need to have your head removed, but if you have abs, they'll tolerate it a lot more."

Lin Zhishen has this magical ability, which makes him feel angry and want to laugh at the same time.

"How do you know? I advise you to think of a reasonable explanation."

"I was curious before, so I downloaded the software and took a look. If I want to find someone, I don't need dating software."

Rong Xiao sent a voice message: "Then will you show me a photo of your abs?" His voice was lazy and slightly hoarse.

Lin Zhishen said that he was dreaming and that he was going to sleep, but he didn't let him flirt.

The next night, he asked Lin Zhishen what he was doing again, but Lin Zhishen still said he was playing games, so he didn't reply.

Rong Xiao directly asked Lin Qingqing on WeChat: "Qingqing, what is your brother doing?"

Lin Qingqing's winter vacation is not over yet, so she is still at home catching up with her homework.After receiving the news, she put down her pen and went downstairs to get two cans of Coke, then opened the door of Lin Zhishen's room and asked her brother if he wanted to drink.

Lin Zhishen frowned, "Who taught you that you don't need to knock to enter other people's rooms?"

She tactfully put down the Coke and left.

After she came back, she said to Rong Xiao: "Lying on the bed and staring at the phone in a daze, I should be getting ready to sleep."

Oh, waiting for news from him.

"By the way, my brother has been distracted during dinner these days, and he seems absent-minded. He never did this before. As soon as the notification sounded, he turned on his phone and was scolded by my mother."

Rong Xiao raised the corner of her mouth, "Okay, thank you sister."

This is the "sister", Lin Qingqing laughed and croaked, and replied: "Brother Xiao, you are welcome, sooner or later we will be a family."

"By the way, Xiaoxiao, I really like the little cherry blossom necklace you gave me. It's simple and elegant. Your aesthetics are much better than my brother's."

Rong Xiao felt that Lin Zhishen could hang out for a while, so he chatted with Lin Qingqing: "Isn't your brother's clothes pretty good? In addition, there are a lot of clothes, so he can not repeat the same for a month, so he is always ready to be complained by some straight men. being photographed."

"That's true. He may just be perfunctory to me." Lin Qingqing sent an emoji of a child covering his heart and crying, "Xiaoxiao, I'm studying first. I have a lot of homework."

"it is good."

Rong Xiao sent a message to Lin Zhishen: "I lost, I shouldn't play hard to get with you. But I miss you so much, and want to hear your voice."

Lin Zhishen quickly sent a voice message, his voice was very gentle: "I lied to you, I just plan to sleep, I am very tired today."

Oh, men really like this.

"Then let me sing to lull you to sleep, okay?"

"Ah."

They made a voice call, Rong Xiao didn't talk nonsense, and sang a few lyrical English songs to Lin Zhishen, and after asking softly twice but didn't hear a response, he hung up the phone.