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Chapter 25 Because of the Desire to Survive

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After the last get out of class of this afternoon, Rong Xiao walked out of the classroom with Bai Xun holding the book.

Lin Zhishen followed them and said, "It's been a long time since we have a dinner appointment, shall we have dinner together?"

"it is good."

Rong Xiao's reaction was quite flat.

Bai Xun also wanted to say "Okay", but after meeting Lin Zhishen's suggestive gaze, he swallowed the words silently, "I still have something to do at the student union, I'll just order a takeaway."

After he finished speaking, he said goodbye to them, not daring to stay for a moment.

Lin Zhishen was afraid that asking Rong Xiao to go to the pedestrian street would look deliberate, so he went with him to the third floor of the cafeteria.

Their way of getting along is still the same, with few words.

During the meal, Rong Xiao went out to answer the phone, and when he came back, his complexion was not very good, he didn't eat a few mouthfuls of the meal, and he looked very preoccupied.

"What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

"After Valentine's Day, I had a quarrel with my parents, and the relationship was very tense. Now I am in a state of semi-surveillance. The counselor asks me every now and then, what I am doing recently. Just now, I said I was eating, and she asked Who am I eating with?"

"Because of me?"

Rong Xiao gave a light "um", "The thing I like about you has been discovered."

"Your parents don't allow you to date boys?"

Lin Zhishen had some headaches, he only knew that his parents were very open-minded, and never thought that Rong Xiao's parents would be so opposed, this would be troublesome.

"Not allowed, their reaction was more intense than I imagined."

Lin Zhishen asked with some trepidation: "Then will you be influenced by them?"

"If you're asking me what I think, then I'll tell you," Rong Xiao said with a firm gaze, "Only in this matter, I have no hesitation."

Lin Zhishen clenched his hand holding the chopsticks.

After eating, Lin Zhishen said "Let's take a stroll", Rong Xiao still only replied "Yes".

They wandered aimlessly on the huge campus for a long time until it was completely dark.

Sunny day with a moon in the sky.

Most of the time they are quiet, occasionally saying a word or two.They walked into the imitation garden building of the school, and there were fewer people here.

After a long silence, Lin Zhishen finally spoke: "Tonight..."

Rong Xiao interrupted him: "If you tell me 'the moonlight is so beautiful tonight', I will think nothing new, so I advise you to be cautious."

"... Natsume Soseki provoked you?!"

"Would you die if you just said you liked me?" Rong Xiao took out his mobile phone to check the almanac, and squinted at him, "March [-]rd? This is what you said, you don't have to remember it, you will remember it clearly no matter what day it is?"

"Do you have to do this? Can't you make this day a little more romantic?"

Rong Xiao didn't speak, just looked at him, turned around and left after a while, very dragged, with a posture of "do you love to confess your love or not".

Lin Zhishen hugged him from behind, "I was wrong. Xiaoxiao, I like you very much, can you consider dating me?"

The attitude today is okay.

"Let me ask you, if your first love suddenly appeared in the future, would you want to be with him?"

Lin Zhishen hardly thought about it, and said firmly, "No."

"why?"

"Because of the desire to survive."

Rong Xiao struggled in dissatisfaction, and beat his arm, Lin Zhishen quickly hugged him tightly, and said with a smile: "Don't, don't, I'm joking with you, because it can only be you."

"Humph."

"Don't think I'm in love. I hold grudges very much. If you offend me, I will take revenge. If you disappoint me enough, I will break up with you without hesitation, because you are not worth it."

"I see." Lin Zhishen pretended to be humble, "Then can you promise me now?"

"Reluctantly."

Lin Zhishen choked for a moment, and said helplessly, "All right, all right, just as long as you promise."

"I want to eat fried chicken rice cakes."

"Aren't you not used to eating supper? And it's a little early for supper at this point?"

He didn't expect that the first thing Rong Xiao wanted to do after establishing a relationship was to eat, he was a little dumbfounded.

"I don't care, I just want to eat."

"You can, little ancestor, let's go."

Lin Zhishen took the initiative to hold Rong Xiao's hand and walked back to the cafeteria, attracting many people's attention along the way.

Rong Xiao said in front of a certain shop on the third floor: "Auntie, a big chicken rice cake."

"Medium portion at most, you can't eat too much fried food." Lin Zhishen just searched a certain degree on his phone, looked at him and said, "You should be mentally prepared, I will strictly control your diet in the future."

Rong Xiao rolled his eyes and said with a smile, "Auntie, let's have a medium portion."

He squeezed a lot of ketchup into the paper bowl he got, so much so that it was almost red.

"Do you like ketchup?"

"Yes, I still like to eat small tomatoes." Rong Xiao took his hand naturally, "Let's go."

They passed by a shop selling milk tea, Rong Xiao pointed to a certain drink on the billboard and said, "I want a cup of Chi Chi Mang Mang."

"Is it ice?"

"Maybe."

"Don't even think about it."

Rong Xiao shook his hand, "If you want to drink, just once. Didn't you say that you will take care of me from now on?"

Lin Zhishen was defeated by him, so he went to ask the clerk, "May I go to the ice or reduce the ice?"

The clerk said, "This is smoothie."

"How about a hot drink?" He turned his head to look at Rong Xiao, and after seeing Rong Xiao shook his head firmly, he said to the clerk, "Then let's have a cup of Zhizhi Mangmang, thank you."

He swiped his campus card to pay, and said to Rong Xiao: "You can only drink half a cup. You don't feel too cold when you drink cold drinks on such a cold day."

"Okay, thank you brother."

"You're welcome, you won't be so arrogant in the future, even if you want to drink hot drinks in summer, I won't agree."

Rong Xiao ate milk tea such as chicken tenders, tied a piece of fried rice cake and handed it to Lin Zhishen's mouth, Lin Zhishen ate a piece with dignity.

After getting the milk tea, Lin Zhishen helped him hold it, and he ate fried chicken tenders while walking, occasionally stopping to take a sip from Lin Zhishen's hand.

When he got downstairs in the dormitory, he threw the rubbish into the trash can outside the door, together with the unfinished iced milk tea - Lin Zhishen didn't let him drink it.

They both shouted "Hello, Auntie" in the hall downstairs, and before the auntie could react, they held hands and went back to the dormitory.

Lin Zhishen pushed open the door of the dormitory, just as everyone was here today, he raised the hands of the two people who were clasping fingers, "Let me introduce, my wife."

"I rely on." From Lin Chang.

The fifth event with low probability occurred, and the two school grasses became lovers.

Meng Yuan just went back to the dormitory to pick up his professional books, and he was so shocked that he dropped all the books on the floor.

"Aren't you two rivals in love? When did you meet?! You didn't notice it at all before." Lin Chang said.

"Don't worry about it, anyway, he will be my little boyfriend from now on." He looked at Rong Xiao, oh, his little boyfriend has regained his indifferent face to the outside world.

Meng Yuan quickly regained his composure, pushed his glasses and said, "Congratulations." Then he picked up the fallen books one by one.

"The two of you finally digested it internally, without warning, and it's a bit miraculous." Lin Chang applauded mechanically, "Can I ask who chased who first?"

"Can't two love each other?"

Lin Zhishen was a little excited tonight.

He was lying on the bed in the dormitory, and posted a Moments update: "3.3 us." Attached are three photos, the side view from the street visit, the side view from playing the piano, and the side view from "TroubleMaker".

It was 11:30, he thought Rong Xiao had fallen asleep, but Rong Xiao gave him a thumbs up.

Rong Xiao changed his profile picture into a crescent moon with a light purple background, which looks like a pair with Lin Zhishen's profile picture.

"Xiaoxiao, you haven't slept yet?"

"Hmm. Are you sleepy?"

Lin Zhishen replied "No", Rong Xiao said "Oh", and never replied again.He was a little confused.

Asking him politely if he was sleepy, he thought Rong Xiao wanted to chat with him.Don't ask questions.

The circle of friends that Lin Zhishen posted caused a turmoil. Many people expressed shock in the comments, and many people came to the chat box to ask him what was going on and whether he was really in a relationship.

He didn't understand why everyone was still so active and frighteningly energetic at this point.

He couldn't reply, so he just sent another Moments saying: "I'm with Rong Xiao, I'm not joking, so I won't reply one by one." The accompanying picture is the background picture of his chat with Rong Xiao, their first Double photo.

He chatted with a few friends who were particularly curious.

Bai Xun sent a message among the three groups: "Finally we are together, no matter how bad you are, I will go crazy. Do you bother me with ambiguity? I beg you to have a good relationship for a hundred years, and let me be handsome alone."

Rong Xiao said, "Thank you for your hard work, Xiao Xun."

Lin Zhishen replied with a "yes" expression.

At 01:30 in the morning, Rong Xiao asked again, "Are you sleepy?"

At this time, Lin Zhishen had already passed the excitement time, his eyelids were almost closed, and he answered honestly: "I'm sleepy, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Are you really sleepy?"

"Ah."

Rong Xiao said, "My junior high school is Yunchu."

Lin Zhishen was stunned for a moment, then woke up in an instant, and sent a row of question marks.

Rong Xiao heard the slight shaking of the bed opposite, it should be Lin Zhishen sitting up.He raised the corners of his lips, sent "Brother Shen, I'm asleep", and then disconnected the phone and locked the screen.

He closed his eyes, it was so good.

There was no class the next morning, so Rong Xiao slept until nine o'clock.When he climbed out of bed, he saw that Lin Zhishen was already sitting on the seat waiting for him.

Lin Zhishen looked anxious, but because Lin Chang was still sleeping—Lin Chang's bed curtain was still drawn, he couldn't talk.

Rong Xiao glanced at him with a smile, and went to wash leisurely.Lin Zhishen followed him, waiting for him.

Lin Zhishen felt that Rong Xiao was very annoying, knowing that he was in a hurry, he moved slowly, and then took out the skin care products in the milky white plastic box, one, two, three.

After Rong Xiao finished washing, he directly pulled Rong Xiao to the balcony and closed the glass door.

Lin Zhishen said softly: "What do you mean by what you said early this morning? I didn't fall asleep until three o'clock, and I woke up at 06:30 today. Don't be kidding me."

If Rong Xiao really joked about this matter with him, he would turn his back on him, but he knew that Rong Xiao had always had a sense of propriety, so it was impossible for him to do such a thing.

Last night, when he thought of that possibility, his heart beat out of control and he trembled all over.He didn't dare to let himself think about it, and he hypnotized himself for a long time before falling asleep.

When he first woke up in the morning, he thought he was just having a ridiculous dream. He turned on his phone and read the chat records, only to find that it was true.

He is going crazy.

Rong Xiao met his expectant eyes, and answered the irrelevant question: "The day you met your first love, did you carry a black schoolbag, the outermost compartment is transparent, and your school badge is inside."

Afraid of waking Lin Chang up, the two kept their voices very low.Fortunately, the sound insulation effect of the glass door is also quite good.

Lin Zhishen turned him around and looked at him from top to bottom, "It's really you?! You weren't so tall before, and you look so cute."

"Brother, I was not fully developed at that time. You were only 1.7 meters at that time."

Lin Zhishen hugged him tightly, his voice a little hoarse with excitement: "It's been so long, and you haven't told me!"

"What's the use of me telling you, will you be with me right away?"

Rong Xiao's tone was a little cold.

"Let me tell you, if you know before confessing to Bai Xun, you will still choose Bai Xun; if you know after that, you will still leave a window period. After you know this, apart from becoming entangled, It won't change anything."

"You rarely do something impulsively, you always have to think about it, you are too calm."

Lin Zhishen let go of him, held his shoulders, and analyzed seriously: "You are right, in that case I will indeed choose Bai Xun. If I suddenly turn to you when I am pursuing him, it is called Chao Qin Muchu. You will never would like someone like me."

"But if you told me earlier, I wouldn't have to confirm my intentions repeatedly when I faced you later. You would be sad a few times less. You can leave the problem to me to worry about in the future, and you don't have to think so much about me."

That person with always cold eyebrows and eyes, standing on a sunny morning with wind and sunshine, no poem can describe the tenderness in his eyes at this moment.

He is a reliable existence like a mountain, and he is peace of mind itself.

The suitor said that he seemed to have a gentle personality, but he was so cold that he gave no hope to anyone.Only Rong Xiao knew that every word he said was a promise he would keep for the rest of his life, so he was very careful.

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