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Lin Qingqing took out a tissue and wiped away the tears she couldn't help falling down.

"What's wrong?" Rong Xiao was a little amused, and gave her a few extra tissues.

"It's so touching." Lin Qingqing brushed away the strands of hair sticking to her cheeks, "If a boy said such a thing to me, I would be moved, but this person is my brother, it's too sad."

Rong Xiao's eyes sparkled.He said: "When I chased him, I didn't expect him to be so good at all. In my impression, he was often confused, but in the end... he was quick-witted. This shows that he really didn't care about me before."

"My brother was able to participate in the self-enrollment of certain majors in University A just because he won the composition and English competitions. He has a good memory, but he really doesn't have the feeling for words when it comes to mathematics, physics and chemistry."

"But I feel that he doesn't like to write this kind of thing, and he doesn't have a writer's dream."

"It's true that he didn't dream of being a writer, but he published English poems in newspapers and periodicals when he was in high school, so he didn't tell you." Lin Qingqing turned on her phone and looked through her circle of friends, scrolled to the very back, and showed it to him.

There was a little poem printed on a page of the newspaper, the title of which was "To My White Rose".

Lin Zhishen really wouldn't show off this kind of thing, and never told him.

Rong Xiao read it, and the theme was heartbeat and regret.The symbolic meaning of that poem is very strong, only one sentence is more straightforward——

"The moment I realized you were looking at me, the world ceased to exist except the very you standing in front of me."

The moment your eyes meet mine, the world ceases to exist and I can only see you.

Rong Xiao sent the picture to herself, and then returned the phone to Lin Qingqing, "If this poem is not about my feelings for me, he will die."

"I also think I'm writing about you." Lin Qingqing laughed to death, and said, "Brother Xiao, then I'll go up and study first."

Rong Xiao nodded, turned off the TV, got up and went upstairs with her.

After going upstairs, Rong Xiao was not sure if Lin Zhishen was awake, so he knocked on the door three times.

Lin Zhishen said "Please come in" inside, and when he saw him, he said, "Just come in directly, why are you so polite when you knock on any door?"

Lin Qingqing was passing by at first, and when she heard this sentence, she backed up and scolded him: "I didn't knock on your door last time, so you just blame me! Am I your real sister?"

"You want to take care of our couple's affairs?"

Rong Xiao said, "Sister, forget it."

For Rong Xiao's sake, Lin Qingqing stopped arguing with her brother and went back to her room.

Lin Zhishen sat under the quilt.

Rong Xiao closed the door, took off his slippers and climbed onto the bed, sat on his knees, took out his mobile phone and read the English verse that he cared most about.

"When was it written?"

"In the summer after the first year of high school, I dreamed of you back then." Lin Zhishen's eyes showed sadness, "I'm sorry, after writing this poem, I put you in the past."

"On Valentine's Day, you asked me to translate for you. In fact, I had already prepared and planned to tell you. Today I want to hear you translate this sentence."

"This is a poem you wrote yourself. You should be able to translate it, right?" Rong Xiao deliberately added, "I can translate it literally."

This may be the turn of the legendary Feng Shui.

Lin Zhishen held his hand, thought for a while, then looked into his eyes——

"The moment your starlight falls on my moon river, except for you, the world will be overturned."

At night, Rong Xiao was taking a bath.

Lin's mother suddenly sent a WeChat message to Lin Zhishen, saying: "You know that I will go back to school tomorrow evening, right? The aunt at home will have a rest the day after tomorrow, do you remember?"

"so what?"

"There is a express cardboard box under the bed in your room, and there is a plastic box in the box, which is prepared by your mother for you."

Lin Zhishen: "..."

He just mentioned it to his mother before, saying that he feels that he doesn't resist Rong Xiao very much, and he should be able to talk about the kind of love that most people have.

The sound of running water in the bathroom continued, Lin Zhishen lay on the bed, pulled out the box to have a look... There really was everything.

His mother told him to be patient, and if he got him into the hospital, she would break his leg.

He understood that this was really his real mother, and she came here specially to tell him that the time and place are right and the people are right.

Rong Xiao came out and changed Lin Zhishen to wash.

Lin Zhishen kept thinking about this while in the bathroom, and felt that it was about time.They have only dated for two months, but their relationship is far more than that.

He wiped his hair with a towel, and when he came out of the bathroom, he saw Rong Xiao sitting on the bed playing with his computer.

Rong Xiao not only knew his computer password, but also his mobile phone password, all of which were his boyfriend's birthday.

Rong Xiao looked up at him, and said lightly, "I'll finish the checkpoint you didn't clear this afternoon."

It was a large-scale ancient online game, the one with a plot, Rong Xiao was quite interested.

Lin Zhishen's face was full of question marks, and he asked with little confidence: "You know how to play this game?"

"I watched you play for an hour in the afternoon."

Lin Zhi took a deep breath, "Xiaoxiao, it may be difficult for you to find someone who can suppress you, you are too strong, I am really convinced."

"No, you are too good at it."

Lin Zhishen didn't play games that night. He asked his brother whose attribute was 1 and took some notes, but he still felt uneasy. He checked a lot of information on the Internet and watched some videos while Rong Xiao was sleeping.

Lin Qingqing was taken away by the driver in the evening of the second day, and only the two of them were left at home on the third day.

In the afternoon they sat on the sofa and watched "Titanic".Rong Xiao said he wanted to see it.

"When I was very young, my mother borrowed a CD of this movie and played it on the TV. It was the first movie I saw."

Lin Zhishen said: "I haven't watched it for many years, and my impression of the plot is very vague, but its themes are very classic, disaster and love."

After discovering this movie by chance at the age of 17, Rong Xiao watched it every year. He liked this movie so much that he even watched the documentary about it several times.

The two of them didn't talk while watching it. Lin Zhishen hadn't watched this movie for a long time and felt deeply shocked.

After the screening of the movie, Rong Xiao said, "I've never been sure whether this movie is about a disaster that verifies love."

"It talks about 'my heart is eternal'." Lin Zhishen expressed his opinion, "No fear of secular shackles, no fear of natural disasters and man-made disasters."

"Thank you." Rong Xiao said, "My birthday wish for many years is to have you watch "Titanic" with me."

Lin Zhishen felt that his thoughts were a little silly, "What's the matter, I will accompany you to watch whatever you want to watch in the future."

The phone vibrated, Lin Zhishen opened it, and it was Pei Ming who asked him to play games with him on WeChat, but he refused, saying that he was not free.

Rong Xiao was peeling and eating grapes, one or two.He sat upright and looked very well-behaved.

Lin Zhishen suddenly picked him up horizontally.Rong Xiao froze for a moment, stuffed the freshly peeled seedless grape into his mouth, and wrapped his arms around his neck obediently.

On a whim, he kissed Rong Xiao's side face.Up to now, he has never taken the initiative to kiss Rong Xiao.

"Your face looks like panna cotta."

He carried Rong Xiao upstairs, very steady.

Rong Xiao was slightly surprised, "You hug me... so easily?"

"You think I'm too weak."

"Ugly words come first." Rong Xiao tapped the tip of his nose, smiling sweetly, "If you dare to distract yourself later, you will know the consequences."

Lin Zhishen felt a chill down his spine.

They went to take a shower first.

Except for the fact that Lin Zhishen moved too slowly and was almost beaten up by Rong Xiao, everything went smoothly.

Lin Zhishen couldn't think about it at all, his attention was attracted by Rong Xiao - there was a strong sexual attraction in Rong Xiao.

Rong Xiao knew how to deal with him too well, and the affectionate gaze she was looking at him was irresistible.

……

After interlocking his fingers, Lin Zhishen showed a rare weakness, "I used to feel that love words were very pale. I can love you with a boiling soul. I really want to give you everything, but I can't give you everything."

"You never say the word 'love' easily, or even the word 'love'. You seem to only stay at the level of liking for everything."

Lin Zhishen kissed his forehead tenderly, "Because liking is a long or short heartbeat signal, and love is a wave of emotion that is sometimes calm and sometimes surging, with deep and wide reserves."

"You'd better not break up with me in this life. I don't want to experience the feeling of trying to accept the union of soul and body with another person again. I have to struggle for a long time psychologically."

He felt that what Rong Xiao said was right at the time, love is a wonderful thing that can change many things.But he still stubbornly felt that only Rong Xiao could be completely accepted by him.

"Actually," Rong Xiao smiled, "I think you are not only modeling your face, but your whole person is very similar to modeling."

He loves it.

Lin Zhishen said helplessly: "Do you have to say this at this time?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you didn't like to hear this kind of talk." He said softly, "It won't happen in the future."

Lin Zhishen pinched his face, "I'll forgive you if you say something nice."

"elder brother."

Lin Zhishen felt that he was too obedient today, as if he had returned to the way he was when we first met, and his heart softened completely.

"Do you want to hear something else?" Rong Xiao's eyes were teasing, "Husband."

Rong Xiao insisted on going to the bathroom.

He said: "In many novels, the shou are carried to the bathroom by Gong after they do. I don't, I just want to walk."

Lin Zhishen: "...It doesn't have to be."

Lin Zhishen still got out of bed and helped him up.They go to the bathroom, one showers, one takes a bath.

Rong Xiao took a shower first, and went to lie down on the bed.

Lin Zhishen soaked for a little longer.Lying in the bathtub, he saw the message Pei Ming sent a long time ago, and replied slowly.

"Why did you go, why did you reply so slowly?"

"you guess."

"Fuck you old rascal, let me tell you, Rong Xiao is that kind of super innocent boy. Don't lie to him just because of your ulterior desires."

Good guy, Lin Zhishen directly put three question marks in his heart.

He could imagine the "pure and innocent" appearance of Rong Xiao in high school when he heard others discussing certain topics.

"I don't understand you guys who are so basic, don't you think boys are hard when you hug them?"

Lin Zhishen thought about it, his waist was so thin.

He said, "It's okay, but he's a little too thin because of a stomach problem, and I can't even see him."

After a while, Pei Ming sent a message.

"I just remembered recently why Rong Xiao suddenly asked me how your re-examination results in University A were. What he told me was that he really wanted to apply for this major in University A and that he might be a classmate with you. I still wondered about him How come you have a soft spot for this profession?"

"He fucking has a soft spot for you!"

Lin Zhishen put his arms on the bathtub and typed leisurely: "Thank you brother, thank you for taking care of Xiaoxiao for me in high school, do I need to send you an invitation when I get married?"

"??? I'm convinced, I beg you to treat me as dead." Pei Ming said.

After Lin Zhishen walked out of the bathroom, he asked casually, "Xiaoxiao, what do you want for dinner? There is no auntie today, so we may have to order takeaway as at noon."

Rong Xiao was lying on the bed playing with her mobile phone, her cheeks and the corners of her eyes were red, and her eyes were shining brightly.He didn't hear clearly, so he gave a suspicious "hmm".

Depend on.Lin Zhishen cursed in his heart.

"I said, it's only five o'clock in the afternoon, it doesn't matter if we have dinner later?"