effective gentle

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Lin Zhishen was conflicted in his heart. On the one hand, he was looking forward to the coming of the college entrance examination and didn’t want to suffer this kind of suffering again. On the other hand, he was afraid of its coming because he was not fully prepared.

There are also mock exams. The performance of the mock exams is good or bad, which affects the mentality.

He felt that Rong Xiao was very calm, but one month before the college entrance examination, Rong Xiao suddenly grabbed his arm and said that he was a little flustered.

They can no longer remember how many exams they have gone through. Some people say that this is fighting with a pen as a sword, and they are almost numb from fighting.

But when they face this extremely important exam, they will still have various emotions, which form part of the psychological warfare.

It is also very strange that when the college entrance examination was approaching, they gradually calmed down.

After dinner that day, on the way back to the teaching building, Pei Ming said to them, "Can you imagine? We will have the college entrance examination in three days."

Lin Zhishen: "Oh."

"You don't have any feelings?"

Lin Zhishen and Rong Xiao said almost at the same time: "Do your best and obey the destiny."

Then came the real college entrance examination.

After Lin Zhishen finished the math test, his mind was full of "It's over", and his mentality was a little bit broken.He forced himself to calm down and finished the remaining subjects.

He and Rong Xiao were not in the same test center, and he didn't know until after the college entrance examination, and Rong Xiao also felt that he didn't perform well, which was a bit annoying.

They each had their own concerns. During that time, they didn't contact each other very much, and they didn't have much joy of graduation. Maybe they didn't feel guilty when swiping their phones.

On Rong Xiao's birthday, he didn't want to have a party to meet friends, so Lin Zhishen bought a gift online and sent it directly to his home.

When the results came out, Pei Ming said to Lin Zhishen on WeChat: "I'll check for you, and you check for me."

Lin Zhishen disliked it online: "How grown up, you still engage in such a thing, so I won't come."

He checked directly online.

A miraculous thing happened. He did better than any mock test. His Chinese and English scores reached the highest scores ever. Even the math he thought he failed in was higher than usual.

Lin Zhishen wasn't particularly surprised, he had mixed feelings, and felt that those who didn't do well in the exam might be good, just like he got into No. [-] middle school.

Pei Ming performed normally, and was surprised by him, "What's the matter, you seem to perform exceptionally when it comes to important exams."

"As soon as I took a more formal exam, my composition score in Chinese and English was higher than usual. The Chinese teacher told me that it's not because I write well, but because the words are beautiful."

Lin Zhishen contacted Rong Xiao, who got a mediocre test.This is the smallest gap between their scores.

Lin Zhishen checked the information over the years, and according to his ranking, he might be able to enter University A, but this kind of thing cannot be said with absolute certainty.

Rong Xiao said: "I have studied the scores over the years, and I should be able to take the psychology of A University."

Lin Zhishen was not excited. He said that he should be able to participate, but it does not mean that he will definitely participate. After all, there are still some uncertainties in the volunteers and the score line.

He didn't just fill in the psychology of A major, and it wasn't his first choice.

Lin Zhishen's family wanted to go to the hotel to set up a teacher appreciation banquet and invite all the teachers to come for dinner, but the teacher said that the rules did not allow it.

The Lin family still expressed their gratitude to the teacher on the phone.

I don't know if the head teacher is talking politely, but he thinks that Lin Zhishen is smart, serious and well-behaved, he is a very good student.

The head teacher said: "He is willing to work hard, and the teacher is also willing to help him. He is also very good at the same table, and the two often study together."

After dinner that night, Lin's mother said to him: "During the parent meeting in the third year of high school, I felt that something was wrong between you and your tablemate. You looked at him differently."

Lin Qingqing didn't dare to intervene, but felt very exciting for no reason.She is also from No. [-] Middle School, and No. [-] Middle School will never allow men and women to be at the same table.

Papa Lin went to the sophomore parent meeting.Father Lin asked, "That well-behaved child?"

"You study so hard all of a sudden, part of your motivation comes from him. Do you like him?" Mama Lin hit the nail on the head, her tone almost certain.

"I like it. There's nothing I can do about it. He sits next to me every day, and he's so sweet..." Lin Zhishen broke the jar, "I really like it. You can beat me and scold me, but I won't change it."

Lin Ma straightened her skirt, "You can do whatever you want, it's your own business to have no children under your knees when you get old. We will no longer be alive at that time."

"Dad, do you have anything to say?" Lin Zhishen asked humbly.

Father Lin shook his head helplessly, "I can't control you, so I'm too lazy to talk about it. You don't usually get attached to something since you were young, but once you care about something, you will stick to it."

Lin Qingqing gave her brother a thumbs up and mouthed "bullfrog".

A few days later, a party was organized in the class, and some teachers also came.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the party was coming to an end, and some girls whose homes were far away had already gone back.

Lin Zhishen sat with Rong Xiao.Rong Xiao drank a few glasses of wine, propped his forehead with his hands, "Lin Zhishen, take me home."

Lin Zhishen quickly helped him up.

Pei Ming said, "Then I'll be with you..."

Before he could say the word "go", his eyes paused on Rong Xiao's face, and then he said, "I suddenly want to play for a while."

"You seem to be sick."

Lin Zhishen, who waited for a long time for the sentence "I still want to play", was baffled. After saying goodbye to all the teachers, he took Rong Xiao away.

Opposite the hotel is a river, it just rained and the sidewalk next to the railing is still wet.

Lin Zhishen took his paper bag and took him there, wanting to take a taxi, but after glancing at him, he couldn't help but say, "Can I kiss you?"

Rong Xiao nodded drunkenly.

He is guilty, he took advantage of others.

Lin Zhishen lowered his head and kissed him, "Your face looks like panna cotta. I like you so much, can you date me?"

"Ah."

"Really?"

Rong Xiao smiled drunkenly.

"I'm crazy, how can I believe your drunken words." Lin Zhi sighed deeply, "Little drunk, I'll take you home."

Rong Xiao leaned closer to his ear.His heart rate soared and he tilted his head slightly.

"Of course I'm pretending, I want to come out sooner." Rong Xiao's eyes were still clear, he said, "I will be full in June this year, you are half a year older than me."

"what?"

"I want to sleep with you."

Lin Zhishen's brain crashed, "What's going on, why do I feel that you are a bit wild."

"I must have felt it, why didn't I feel it." Rong Xiao stared at him, bit her lip, "Your face is very lustful, I really like your lip beads, Adam's apple and collarbone. When you're not smiling Sexier than when you smile, and I hate it when you smile at people."

"Am I dreaming?" Lin Zhishen looked at this person for a long time, then tapped his forehead suspiciously, "Could it be that I'm drunk?"

Rong Xiao kissed him, her lips were as soft as cotton candy.Lin Zhishen was completely dumbfounded.

"Are you drunk or not?" Lin Zhishen reached out to support him.

"I'm not drunk, I'm just a little excited after drinking." Rong Xiao hugged him, "I like you too, and I can't escape the attraction. But all the time, there are very few people who don't like you."

Love comes too fast like a tornado? !

Lin Zhishen's mind went blank, Rong Xiao looked at him and asked "Are you going?" He thought for a while before he understood where to go.

"I didn't bring my ID card." Lin Zhishen said a little helplessly, "I'm not a person with ulterior motives, and I deliberately target you when you're drunk."

"I reminded you last night. How do you understand the sentence 'I want to go to an Internet cafe'? Also, you thought my paper bag only contained a power bank and an umbrella?"

Lin Zhishen was speechless.

What I replied was: "Go, what are you afraid of when you are an adult."

Who knew that Rong Xiao was reminding him to bring his ID card.

"You're a bit silly and sweet." Rong Xiao looked at him meaningfully, "You didn't seize the opportunity yourself, I'm going home."

"I'll see you off, I'm afraid you're drunk and don't know it."

After getting into the online car-hailing service, Rong Xiao was a little clingy, secretly playing with his hands and interlocking his fingers.

Lin Zhishen couldn't bear it.

He can write a book called "About My Crush Who Always Likes Me and Wants to Sleep With Me", and by the way, he can also search for "What to do if I can't sleep" tonight.

At the gate of the community, Rong Xiao asked, "Do you want to go up with me to meet my parents?"

"What?! Now?!" The shock of life is really one wave after another.He suspected that Rong Xiao was still a little drunk.

"Don't you dare? You don't dare to forget."

"We're dating now? You won't wake up tomorrow and not remember it."

"I know you are Lin Zhishen, I just want to fall in love with you, can you feel at ease now? You can record a voice." Rong Xiao said and went to get his mobile phone.

"All right, all right, I believe it won't work." Lin Zhishen was acting obedient after getting the cheap, with a big smile on his face, "I really can't do anything about you."

Later, Lin Zhishen met his parents in a daze, and it was less than 15 minutes before the relationship was confirmed.

After entering the house, Rong's mother entertained him, "You are Xiaoxiao's tablemate, right? Your name is Lin Zhishen?"

Rong's mother had a good impression of Lin Zhishen. When he attended the parents' meeting, he was very attentive, and he called "auntie" every time.Mama Lin gives people the impression that she is Mrs. Fu, who is kind and generous.

Lin Zhishen sat down uneasily, and said, "Uncle and aunt, I just came up by the way, and I haven't had time to prepare gifts."

"It's okay, you kid is too polite. Come to our house to play more in the future." Rong's mother put the fruit plate in front of him, "Our Xiaoxiao rarely brings friends back."

Father Rong chatted with him for a while, admiring him very much.

"Xiaoxiao, this kind of friend is still worth making, you need to keep in touch more often. You always tend to alienate old friends."

"Dad, if there is no accident, I can keep in touch with him, because we are in a relationship and have just confirmed our relationship." Rong Xiao said abruptly.

His parents' expressions changed.

"What? Tell me again." Rong Ma said.

"Falling in love. Don't get angry, then we have already decided to be together, and we can't be separated easily. You have to look at the fact that I like boys objectively."

Rong's mother was anxious, "Are you crazy? If you don't get married and have children, how can your life be fulfilled?"

"Then why do you have to have a child to be considered consummation? What is consummation? Consummation means that I am happy and have no regrets."

"Then you're making us unconsummated. When your father and I get old, my friends will be full of children and grandchildren. How will we deal with ourselves?"

Lin Zhishen interjected: "Auntie, when you and uncle reach that age, I will definitely let you live the life my parents can live. You can definitely do things you are interested in, such as traveling or something."

Father Rong said: "You child, you are not very old..."

"Dad, he will take over his father's company in the future."

"It's quite caring."

"I didn't mean to rely on him, nor did I fancy his family situation. I just thought you could learn about my boyfriend's situation."

Lin Zhishen felt that his "boyfriend" was too natural, and the new boyfriend was flattered.

Rong's mother began to call him by his full name with a serious expression. He knew that as long as his mother called him by his full name, it meant that she was very angry.

She is not angry now only because there are outsiders.

"Mom, if you don't let me talk about this relationship, I will be very painful. I don't ask you to bless me, but I hope you can understand me a little bit."

Rong Xiao knew that his mother was soft but not hard, and said: "I beg you, I have never begged you for anything since I grew up."

Seeing that his mother was silent, he sat next to her and said, "Then what do you think is wrong with Lin Zhishen? Except for the reason of 'inappropriate gender'."

"I haven't seen him a few times." Rong's mother said angrily, "I don't know if he is good or not."

"Then let's talk about it after getting along for a while. How do you know that you can't accept it if you haven't gotten along before. Didn't you say that when you first met my dad, you thought it was impossible to fall in love with him?"

Father Rong, who was shot suddenly, hesitated to speak.

His mother took a deep breath and tried to persuade him, "I was young too. Feelings are like fireworks. The passion passes away immediately. You are still young..."

With firm eyes, Rong Xiao said something that Lin Zhishen would remember all his life.

"You can say that the momentary heartbeat is an illusion, but two years of being together day and night, every touch, every impulse to hug, can't be fake. Can't the feeling of wanting to go on with the other person be love? It can't be for me all?"

"Even if you can prove that my relationship with him is only temporary, you can't change the fact that I like boys. Could it be that if you change my mind, I will become a heterosexual? Is that so?"

"I don't want to quarrel with my family because of love, and I don't want to marry any girl. Which girl is not the baby of the family. Think about it differently. If you have a daughter, would you want her to marry a gay man? You definitely won't ah."

Mother Rong opened her mouth, but said nothing.

Rong Xiao added: "I can be sure that I have no feelings for girls, and the possibility of bisexuality can be ruled out."

She finally choked out a sentence: "You've finished talking, what should I say?"

Lin Zhishen only felt that Rong Xiao who was drunk was very brave.

It would be too late to stay any longer, Rong Xiao sent Lin Zhishen out.

On the elevator, Lin Zhishen asked curiously, "When did you find out that you like boys?"

"After meeting you." Rong Xiao said, "Do you want an accurate statement?"

The elevator door opened, and he walked out, "I felt it the first time I saw you."