Sand sculpture attack is a fake sick girl

He drank himself a little bit, trying to use alcohol to numb the emotions he had developed during this time. He didn't deserve these "luxury goods". Ever since his parents were brutally killed in front of his eyes, he was no longer him. Now, maybe he should have severed the bond between them when they first met...

He shouldn't like Xi Feng, but there is a contingency in everything, and he happened to be one in ten thousand of that tragedy. If it were before, he would feel very lucky, because he was saved, redeemed by a little sun , but, now... it seems that it is not such a happy thing.

Sui Jiu didn't understand why this person appeared, he was like a bright spring, like the dawn, he entangled him, illuminated his world, and then pushed him back to the cold corner, why did he come back again in the end? don't want him...

Obviously he posted it on his own initiative, obviously he...

Sui Jiu thought about it, just tied him by his side, and kept him by any means... But he couldn't do it, he didn't want to imprison him like a canary, this boy who is so gentle and dotes on him, he Can't be treated like this, he clearly knows that he loves him, this cannot change the fact.

Pea-sized teardrops slipped from the corners of Suijiu's eyes. He didn't yell and cry, but the tears kept falling and were diluted by the carpet. He seemed to be ten years old in an instant, without the vigor of a boy, without the vitality of a teenager. He is arrogant.

The stamina of the alcohol rushed to the back of his head little by little, but he was sober that he could no longer be sober. He angrily smashed the empty bottle against the wall, making a harsh noise, but he remained motionless.

He still made that selfish decision, no matter what, he will never let Xi Feng leave him in this life, because he only has him, and he can't leave him, just like people can't live without air, and everything can't live without water, He can't live without him.

Even if just as brothers...

This is another difficult and long night after my daughter lost contact.

The next morning, Xi Feng woke up early. Although he had slept for a long time, he was still very tired, because he was mentally tired. He subconsciously raised his hand and touched his chest, exploring the strange environment around him. He tentatively He called the old wine a few times, but the response was the chirping of birds on the branches outside the window.

He took a look at the changed clothes on his body, pulled open the neckline, and saw that there were no marks on his body. According to the reasoning from the TV series he watched, he should not have lost his body. This seems to be different from what he thought. ?

"No, no, what are you thinking about!" Xi Feng couldn't help stopping his thoughts, his cheeks were already burning, Sui Jiu is not that kind of person!

But for some reason, he wasn't particularly happy either, he even looked forward to some more marks on his body...

Slowly got up, went to the window and opened the curtains, looked downstairs, this is almost the height of the fourth or fifth floor, the ground is full of dense stone paved roads, and the house is surrounded by an invisible forest , Their car was still parked downstairs.

Xi Feng doesn't feel like being locked up at all. He doesn't think it's captivity, and he doesn't even get angry at Sui Jiu. He knows Sui Jiu's thoughts and knows what Sui Jiu will do to him, so he must be very safety.

Walking to the side of the suitcase, he opened his suitcase, everything inside was well prepared, he was a little bit emotional, he used to urge Suijiu to prepare things no matter where he went, and Suijiu used to throw things away, Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling a little sad.

He took out the toiletry bag and walked into the toilet, washing up as usual.

After he came out, he didn't change any other clothes, and climbed back to the bed, but there was neither TV nor books to read in this room, it was so boring, and he also found that his mobile phone was gone, it must be the old man The wine was confiscated, otherwise he could still play gold miners...

Xi Feng walked to the door barefoot, pressed the doorknob, and it was locked.

"Grumble~"

He stretched out his hand and rubbed his crying stomach. There was not even a clock in the room, but his stomach told him that it must be past eight o'clock. Xi Feng sighed deeply and went back to the bed and sat there in a daze.

I don't know how long he stayed there, suddenly the words of Suijiu yesterday's "I like you..." suddenly appeared in his mind

His heart tightened subconsciously, and he thought of Sui Jiu's firm eyes again, with strong emotions in his eyes, eyes he had never seen before, which made him a little unaccustomed to turning his head away, and he subconsciously avoided Already...

Although he didn't see the expression after the old wine, but he could imagine from the tear after that, he must be extremely disappointed, so disappointed that his eyes were red. I made myself cry...

Xi Feng's heart hurt like being pierced by thousands of arrows, and even his breathing was a little short and uncomfortable. He wished to slap himself. He asked himself why he didn't agree to Sui Jiu, why he made him cry, and why he turned his head away.

Yes, he regretted it.

It was not until now that Xi Feng was truly sure of this affection, not only Suijiu's strong affection for him, but also himself. He didn't know when he had such strange and familiar feelings for Suijiu. But since it was confirmed, he can be sure that it was definitely before Lin San appeared...

He has always said that Suijiu's psychological problems will make him unable to understand the temperature and emotion of language, but he himself is a person who studies psychology, but he does not understand his own feelings, not only because he has never been in love, Also because of that incident...

He didn't want Suijiu to know about that matter, and even told his mother to keep it a secret, because it was not an honorable thing. At first, he only thought that he should treat Suijiu well, very well, because he was his younger brother…

Looking back now, every special treatment and every jealousy of him was given to Suijiu. He seemed to have fallen in love with this boy very early, but he didn't intend to keep his affairs a secret for the rest of his life.

At first, he was just worried that if Suijiu found out, he would reject him. This was a worry that he didn't know when he started to worry. Maybe after having someone he likes, no matter who he is, he will become more cautious and unconscious. Some people think that he is too good to be worthy of him.

Xi Feng is also an ordinary one of them, he is worried that Sui Jiu will leave.

But now, Xi Feng can be very sure that Sui Jiu will never dislike him no matter what, let alone leave. He is that kind of person, very gentle, very stubborn, very arrogant, and very persistent.

Xu Shi fell asleep and thought through a lot of things. He felt that if Sui Jiu appeared in front of him now, he could tell him his feelings without hesitation, and even give him a big hug, telling him that it turns out that I was stuck in it from the very beginning.

He hoped that Suijiu would be by his side forever, so he stuck to him and recognized him as his younger brother, so from the very beginning he had a good impression of Suijiu, just that little bit of affection, it was like a snowball, It got bigger and bigger, and it got bigger and bigger, but he kept it in his heart, and he thought it self-righteously as "the favor of the family" and "the love of the elders".

He called himself his elder brother and secretly loved him for a long time.

Thinking of this, Xi Feng finally couldn't help but shed tears. It turned out that his emotional perception of Suijiu was wrong. His tears were full of apology for Suijiu, and also accompanied by some grievances. Yes, he somehow felt that I am very wronged now!

But, if you think about it differently, wouldn't Sui Jiu be more sad than himself...

He wiped away his tears with his big hands, and sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, like an empty shell. After a long time, he raised his hands and covered his cheeks. Where is it, but yesterday's old wine kept appearing in his mind, causing him to constantly fall into remorse, he had to admit that he wanted old wine...

I really, really think about it!

There was no sound in the huge room. Normally, Suijiu would sit beside him, chat with him about his daily studies, tease him, provoke him, quarrel with him, and cook for him. …

Xi Feng really wanted to find him, wanted to be with him, even if he was angry now, as long as he could sit beside him, he would quietly not disturb him, he just didn't want to be left alone This, the silence here is depressing, making the self-blame in his heart infinitely magnified, and even doubled.

Xi Feng bit her lower lip tightly, trying her best to regulate her emotions, but the tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't stop flowing down.

I don't know how long it took, the tears were also drained, the door seemed to be pinching him to cry just when it opened, Xi Feng immediately straightened his back, his heart couldn't stop thumping, it really was old wine!

Xi Feng raised the corners of his mouth uncontrollably, he finally came, his expression was still indifferent, his long black hair was a little messy, he was holding a small plate with sandwiches on it, and a cup of hot milk on the other side, and went straight to Walking to Xi Feng's side, he put the breakfast on the bedside table.

The sweet aroma on Xi Feng's body made Suijiu swallow subconsciously, and it also made him frown. There shouldn't be any smell of alcohol on him, right?

Xi Feng knelt on the edge of the bed, looked up at Sui Jiu with big watery eyes, and called out in a low voice, "Xiao Jiu..."

Sui Jiu's eyelids were blue. It was obvious that he must not have had a good rest last night. Just this small detail made Xi Feng blame himself even more. Sui Jiu didn't answer, but said flatly, "I'm going to buy something."

Xi Feng pursed the corners of his lips, a little pleased, he did not ignore him, he would still talk to him as usual when he went out, and worried that he would not find him, even though he directly Leaving the room, but this is good news for Xi Feng.

The 'click' door was locked again...

Xi Feng is not afraid of being locked up, he is just afraid that Suijiu will be angry with him, afraid that Suijiu will leave him here alone, afraid that he will not take good care of himself, Xi Feng pouted inadvertently, if you care, you should care about it, really So tsundere.

Xi Feng looked at the delicious breakfast on the bed, but he didn't have any appetite. There was a book he liked to read and his game console beside the dinner plate. He was worried that he would be bored...

A layer of water mist spread again in Xi Feng's eyes, and the red eye sockets were like a well-behaved rabbit. Only then did he recall that Sui Jiu was still wearing yesterday's clothes, and his most cherished long hair was messy. Draped on the shoulders, the rubber bands fell to the waist, and there was an obvious and strong smell of red wine on the body.

Xi Feng's clenched fists trembled slightly, and he couldn't help but slap himself, but it still couldn't make him feel comfortable.

If it wasn't for my own reasons, it would be impossible for Suijiu to become like this...

He was the one who found out that Suijiu was Tusu, and he unilaterally believed that Tusu's heart was abnormal. Although it was true, he started to take care of Suijiu out of his own wit, trying to bring him out and save him. I just regard this as my first task, my first goal, my first patient...

He thought he had succeeded... successfully made the child happy, cheerful, outgoing, able to get along with others, get along well with his mother, and escape from the sea of ​​suffering...

As a result, he worked hard, and Sui Jiu desperately grasped the life-saving rein. What he paid was not at 01:30. The tormenting spirit was something he had never experienced nor imagined.

However, all of this was destroyed by his own hands. He personally pushed the young wine who trusted him completely and relied on him off the cliff, and behind the cliff was no longer a vast ocean, but a bottomless abyss.