madness

Choose one between laziness and pain, and become one in the morning light and mist.

A large bouquet of red roses, stained with dew, is too fresh and beautiful.

There was a white card in the middle, without a signature.

Others exclaimed.

Gu Zehuan glanced at it, not surprised.

Today Su Zhiyun got up a little late when he got up, and when he arrived in the classroom, he had already started his morning self-study. He sat back in his original seat and saw a large bouquet of roses lying in the trash can at the back.

There is no need to inquire about anything at all, someone will take the initiative to clean up during the break.

In the third year of high school, a wealthy second-generation senior fell in love with Gu Zehuan at first sight at the opening ceremony, and chased after her fiercely. Today, she couldn't hold back and sent roses. Someone saw the words on the card and teased her in a teasing tone.

"Two into one, rely on me, this senior is straightforward enough."

"What's so strange about falling in love at first sight? Who doesn't fall in love with Gu Zehuan at first sight?"

"The two of them can't really be together, can they?"

Noisy, chaotic, crowded, the air smells of chalk dust and sweat, and the cherries in the drawer are rotting in the high temperature. Summer is so scorching and hot.

Su Zhiyun threw the plastic box in the drawer into the trash can, the cherries rolled out of the transparent box, fell to pieces, decapitated, and the Coke bottle that fell from the sky crushed it again and again, crushing the velvet and satin-like roses .

This time it was so good, the flesh and blood were completely rotten, the soul flew away, and it merged with the rose.

The faint scent of flowers floated over, making Su Zhiyun even more upset, and the small sounds around him were crushed in his ears, and flowed into his heart with every blood circulation, which was painful.

The sound of cicadas outside the window also became extraordinarily noisy, as if they couldn't understand a little bit of wink.

I'm so annoying.

Su Zhiyun covered his ears.

Those overwhelming voices still nimbly slipped through his fingers, firmly rooted in his mind, crazily absorbing his patience and reason.

Regrouping in physical education class today, Gu Zehuan took the badminton racket and shuttlecock, but the person who was originally assigned to the same team as him refused to take a step, and just stood there alone, like a sculpture, 5 minutes passed quickly However, the movement range of a single finger did not change.

The school uniform of the Parallel Class of No. [-] Middle School is very different from the Western-style school uniform of the International Class. The Parallel Class is the most common style of sportswear. The other party is wearing a black and white school uniform. His hair is long enough to be tied up. There are three silver rings on his ears and his trousers are too short. At one point, the bare ankles are exposed, and the snow is dazzlingly white.

Not quite like the people in the parallel class.

The little fat man once said that Su Zhiyun was blind to such a name that sounded virtuous and virtuous, but his appearance would never be related to these four words in his next life.

Su Zhiyun watched Gu Zehuan walk in front of him helplessly, and asked friendly as if he didn't know anything: "Do you want to practice together?"

When miracles happen, most people will choose to cry bitterly, burst into tears, or be ecstatic. There may only be a small number of people, too small to be calculated by probability, and a Su Zhiyun will appear.

He didn't move, as if he didn't hear anything.

Liking is really an extremely contradictory thing. Su Zhiyun is more eager than anyone else to touch Gu Zehuan, but in the boiling air, he has been trying desperately to reduce his sense of existence, trying to make himself appear more cute and innocent, so as to attract people's pity.

He was eager to touch Gu Zehuan, but also couldn't stand the shy consideration and retreated first.

Su Zhiyun didn't move, his jaw was tensed into a straight line, he guessed that he must look stiff now like a stretched string, dumb and stupid.

He could feel that Gu Zehuan was getting closer, and he could even smell a little bit of washing powder on the other person.

It was so clean that Su Zhiyun thought of the blue sky and white clouds in the afternoon.

"What's your name?"

Gu Zehuan said so.

It was like falling from the scorching heat to the bone-piercing cold, a drop of sweat was frozen into ice, and the body was smashed to pieces.

Su Zhiyun saw Gu Zehuan's eyes.

Pretty and calm.

No one knew why Su Zhiyun suddenly left the gymnasium, after all his reactions always seemed so unexpected.

"Gu Zehuan, what happened to Su Zhiyun?"

A girl was puzzled and turned to look at him.

"Did you just say something to him?"

The crimson gradually became lighter, from the base of the ears to the cheeks, from the cheeks to the eye sockets.

Su Zhiyun became pale in silence.

There are three silver rings on his ears, which are as shiny as tongue nails. These don't seem to be inconsistent with the youthful body, but they have a secret and treacherous eroticism.

The scars obviously don't make him feel pain. For the young man, these may be just a means to show the pain, just like another kind of showing off.

"I didn't say anything to him."

Gu Zehuan picked up the badminton racket that fell on the ground, and the girl helped to gather up the two scattered badminton balls. When she handed it over, she accidentally saw Gu Zehuan's bowed waist, because in this posture, the opponent's back was so tight that he could see An arched spine.

There was a little silver light hidden in the collar, which flickered, and the girl was stunned, but Gu Zehuan didn't notice it.

She hesitated for a long time when she handed the badminton over, but she still couldn't help asking in a low voice: "Gu Zehuan, do you have a silver nail on the back of your neck?"

Gu Zehuan paused.

The girl cringed a little under Gu Zehuan's stare. The other party didn't say a word, but she became inexplicably nervous, regretting why she said such an inappropriate thing.

"Yes."

Unexpectedly, Gu Zehuan admitted, he took the girl's hand and placed it on the back of his neck.

The silver nail was warmed by the body temperature, smooth, but not as cold and hard as imagined, the girl could even clearly feel the scorching heat escaping from Gu Zehuan's skin, like a warm rain.

In a trance, she could hear her own heart beating on top of the other's pulse, and before she knew it, the roots of her ears turned red, and she became dizzy.

She heard the other person ask herself, does it feel like life?

boom.

bang bang.

Bang bang bang.

It was the sound of heartbeats accelerating, and each sound was as loud as a roar.

She was about to die in a throbbing heartbeat, and the crazily secreted dopamine made her unable to help herself, blushing—the closer the other party got, the stronger the throbbing became.

At this moment, all the answers have lost their meaning, and only obedience can get his praise and attention.

The girl nodded subconsciously, and blurted out - "Yes."

After Su Zhiyun pushed Gu Zehuan away, he ran all the way out of the gymnasium. He was afraid that he would do something more difficult to deal with. Those words were like a basin of cold water pouring down on his head, making his whole body icy cold.

The dream suddenly shattered in front of him.

To Gu Zehuan, he is just a stranger.

The other party didn't even have the slightest impression of the fact that he was in the same class as him in junior high school.

The big sun at 02:30 in the afternoon made people dry and hot. Su Zhiyun walked back to the classroom alone, and stopped when he passed the vending machine. He stared at the Coke in the last row for a while, and then touched himself. pocket.

Su Zhiyun drank coke in the classroom, and he was in a bad mood. It's not that he hasn't tried alcohol, but he doesn't like the taste. For this reason, Su Zhiyun was often laughed at by Cui Ming.

At this moment, the phone vibrated, and a message popped up. Cui Ming sent a bragging text message without knowing what to do.

I finally know where my male god lives now.

That's right, it's only been a few days, and Cui Ming has already started to call out the male god of the other party stickily.

Although he has always been secretive and secretive, until now, apart from knowing that the sex is male, Su Zhiyun doesn't even know the exact name of the other party.

But Cui Ming really has extraordinary enthusiasm for getting to know the male god.

Sweat soaked his back, and his arms and table were covered with sweat. Su Zhiyun was very hot. He closed the curtains, looked up at the electric fan in a daze, imagining that the electric fan would come down in a second.

The other party was still doing meaningless autorotation, buzzing.

it's too hot.

Su Zhiyun became more and more upset, and his brows were furrowed.

The air conditioner stood gracefully and gracefully in the corner of the podium, very ladylike, and shone a little red light reservedly.

Their homeroom teacher is notoriously sober, and no one is allowed to touch the air conditioner with a finger when the room temperature is below [-] degrees. He abruptly spoils a seven-year-old air conditioner into a state-protected first-class animal.

Sister Yang, the homeroom teacher, whose real name is Yang Jin, is a woman with a small round face. She is unexpectedly tall, and she doesn't know how old she is. In short, her personality has nothing to do with that face. She looks unfriendly and cynical. , Usually I can't understand Su Zhiyun's unkempt and unkempt appearance.

But because Su Zhiyun's parents have a little relationship with the principal, it's not easy to make it too obvious, just pointing at Sang and scolding Huai, and it's always unavoidable to have a bit of yin and yang.

Su Zhiyun is used to doing things in his own way, and he was scolded by his teachers by his ears since he was a child. These words and rules can't shake him at all.

So he walked to the side of the podium, turned on the air conditioner, and the cool breeze blew in, dispelling the heat in Su Zhiyun's heart.

Cui Ming waited and waited, and after waiting for a while, he saw the screen of his phone light up. Su Zhiyun sent him a message, with a concise word - get lost.

He could almost imagine Su Zhiyun's expression when he received his message, with a smile unconsciously revealing from the corners of his eyes and brows.

"Don't be angry, how about going to see him with me at night?"

The other party sent a voice.

The voice was icy and cold, without any popularity.

"not good."

Even in normal times, he always had a cold face, but Cui Ming keenly noticed something was wrong in Su Zhiyun's tone.

"What's wrong? Who offended you?"

Entering and blank names flickered for a long time, and Su Zhiyun had no inclination to continue chatting.

Seeing that Su Zhiyun didn't want to talk about it, Cui Ming didn't ask any more questions, and he knew that it must have something to do with the other party's crush. After all, Cui Ming had known Su Zhiyun for a while, except for the other party's emotional fluctuations in matters with Cherry. , other times he was completely unmoved.

He fiddled with it for a while, and Su Zhiyun was annoyed by his thoughts, so he reluctantly agreed to accompany Cui Ming to find his male god.

"Who is Brother Cui chatting with, so happy?"

"It can't be sister-in-law, she smiles so happily."

Cui Ming was taken aback for a moment, then frowned again.

"What nonsense, your sister-in-law has someone else, don't catch me chatting with someone and just call me sister-in-law."

Those half-children worked even harder.

"Be shy, it must be shy."

Cui Ming kicked him alone.

…………

Later, when everyone came back from physical education class, they immediately realized that the air-conditioning was turned on in the classroom, and in a closed space, when the door was opened, a burst of cold air rushed in.

Looking at Su Zhiyun who was lying down sleeping in the corner, he already understood a lot in his heart.

Unfortunately, the next class happened to be Yang Jin's class. As soon as the other party entered the door, he had already noticed that someone had turned on the air conditioner, and was furious: "Who turned on the air conditioner? Did I say that I need my permission to turn on the air conditioner?" ?”

Her voice is not as deep and sonorous as the dean's, but sharp and sharp. Once she hits a high pitch, her ears hurt. Su Zhiyun was woken up by the sound, and when she opened her eyes, everyone was admonishing her, and the atmosphere was too loud. Not daring to appear.

"If you take it without asking, you are stealing. If you don't ask, you are considered a thief. When you were young, you didn't listen to the teacher and didn't observe discipline. How can you be a person who contributes to society when you grow up? The same is true for the boss when you go to work. Does it look like?"

Some teachers always have this problem. They like to go to the top of the line even for small things. They always rise to the level of personal quality and future achievements. They always like to pretend to be good for you and judge you condescendingly.

In the final analysis, it is just to satisfy one's own desire for control.

Su Zhiyun was a little out of interest, and picked his ears.

"This matter is entirely a matter of personal quality, the failure of family education! I just didn't listen to the teacher today, and I think I will not take the teacher seriously tomorrow."

"I turned on the air conditioner."

Su Zhiyun raised his hand, breaking Yang Jin's eloquence, with a calm tone.

"Can I go to class now?"

It's hot outside the classroom.

Su Zhiyun was kicked out by Yang Jin who was furious.

He stood against the door frame for a while, feeling the cool air coming out of the crack.

The clouds in the sky looked like cotton candy, sweet and fluffy, he took out his phone and looked at the screen, Cui Mingxu sent him a lot of messages, Su Zhiyun glanced at ten lines, and glanced roughly.

Probably because Cui Ming found new news about his male god. The other party happened to be in No. [-] Middle School. Cui Ming wanted Su Zhiyun to wait with him at the door, and especially told Su Zhiyun not to talk too much when he saw his male god.

What if he sees your dead face and thinks you and I are here to seek revenge?

Cui Ming said so.

Su Zhiyun glanced at the time, it was 04:30, it was still early to go home after class.

It was already very late when school was over, and the majestic sunset could be seen, the sky was a brilliant golden red, dragging the hall has always been a fine tradition in No. [-] Middle School, so Su Zhiyun skipped the last class and stood guard at the school gate.

That guy Cui Ming even came here wearing a school uniform, probably to make himself look kinder.

After waiting for a long time, until the moon in the sky gradually became brighter and the stars were lit up, Cui Ming pulled the cuff of Su Zhiyun, who was about to lose his patience, twice, and whispered: "Here, come."

The blurry figure gradually became clearer, closer, closer.

The moon was reflected in Gu Zehuan's eyes, with only a small curve. He was wearing earphones, and his lips were a beautiful carmine.

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