madness

When Su Zhiyun was going to school today, he saw a man leaning against the school gate. He was not wearing a school uniform, and the jacaranda blooming on the wall fell all over him, and he didn't intend to move. His expression was a little careless.

Su Zhiyun's eyes froze on the opponent for a while, and then moved away quickly.

Instead, the man dusted off the cigarette ash in his hand, looked up and saw Su Zhiyun, and immediately walked over.

"Take a few minutes to talk."

Su Zhiyun ignored Cui Ming.

Cui Ming seemed a little irritable, he scratched his head, and said to Su Zhiyun in a firm tone: "I have something very important to tell you."

"I have nothing to say to you."

Su Zhiyun said.

"It won't take you long."

Su Zhiyun frowned slightly, he felt that Cui Ming was a bit strange today.

"Forget it, you come with me."

Cui Ming dragged Su Zhiyun to the park near the school involuntarily, and the two of them stood in front of the chair, looking at each other speechlessly.

Su Zhiyun sat down first, and then looked at Cui Ming fidgeting like a puppy whose tail was stepped on, standing up and sitting down for a while, as if he didn't know how to speak.

"Hey."

After smoking another cigarette, Cui Ming calmed down slightly, and he kicked Su Zhiyun's stool.

Su Zhiyun seemed to be aware of it just now, he recovered from the movement of staring at his fingernails, and looked at himself.

After looking into those eyes, Cui Ming was suddenly speechless again. He scratched his hair, and kicked the stool next to him angrily.

Su Zhiyun looked a little puzzled towards Cui Ming who scolded him for no reason.

"You fucking."

The more Cui Ming thought about it, the angrier he felt, he felt that he was really cheap, and couldn't help but grabbed Su Zhiyun by the collar and lifted him up, but the other party just looked at him indifferently.

Fuck, why does this guy have such long eyelashes.

Cui Ming couldn't help being lost again.

Almost like a girl.

Su Zhiyun looked at Cui Ming as if he had some deep hatred for him, and kept staring at him viciously, but he didn't blink his eyes.

"What do you want to say?"

"Su Zhiyun..." Cui Ming seemed to have come to his senses just now, pulled Su Zhiyun's collar closer, lowered his voice and asked through gritted teeth: "Have you hit a lot of people recently?"

"There are quite a few punks outside the school, right?"

"So what? What do you want to say?"

"Do you know how difficult those people are? They are like a dog's skin plaster. If you keep an eye on them, you won't let go! If you offend them, you are not afraid of being hacked to death on the street one day?"

A gust of wind blew and the leaves whirled. Su Zhiyun pulled away Cui Ming's hand, his expression suddenly became cold and gloomy, and there were a few silver rings on his ear bones that reflected a little light.

"That's what they deserve."

"Don't you feel that you have become more and more abnormal since you got close to Gu Zehuan?"

Cui Ming's face became more and more gloomy.

"Can't you see that Gu Zehuan is using you on purpose? Those gangsters who trouble him are all done on purpose by him, because he likes fighting, likes blood, and wants to see blood! That's why he was with us that day Only when it was time to deliberately provoke that little bastard, so that I have a fair reason to fight."

Gu Zehuan used to fight with people a lot, but Cui Ming always blamed it on those people's problems, or it was just because Gu Zehuan's appearance was too eye-catching.

It wasn't until seeing Gu Zehuan's excited state that day that Cui Ming became suspicious.

Looking at Su Zhiyun now, it was as if he had seen a stupid rabbit stumbling into the lion's mouth by itself, and he even pretended to be willing to feed the tiger with his body.

"Do you know why the gangster beat him before? It's because Gu Zehuan gave him a green! Gu Zehuan did it on purpose, and you also know that he looks like that. It's not an easy task to pick someone up?"

"And it's not the first time he's done this. I don't know how many couples have been broken up before, and some couples both fell in love with him, and in the end they committed suicide because of him."

"He's just a lunatic."

"Su Zhiyun, can you wake up quickly, or you will become a lunatic sooner or later."

The boy's voice was even a little too high because of his excitement.

After his voice stopped abruptly, the surroundings returned to silence.

Su Zhiyun opened Cui Ming's fingers one by one: "It doesn't matter, I was originally a lunatic."

"Don't you really mind that he treats you like a dog, come and go as soon as you call?"

Cui Ming couldn't restrain the anger in his heart, and blurted out harsh words: "He doesn't love anyone at all, and he will never like anyone. Do you understand that he doesn't even like normal people, so how can he like you?" You who surround him like a pug all day long!"

"Bang".

Everything was silent, Cui Ming got up from the ground covering his face, his eyes were full of burning anger.

Su Zhiyun also looked at him like this, his eyes were cold.

The two men fought.

They all look like they can't wait to kill the other party, leaving no room for it.

Tear each other, fists see blood.

"Fuck you, Su Zhiyun, you're just a white-eyed wolf!"

After all, Cui Ming has more actual combat experience than Su Zhiyun, and he was used to fighting since he was a child. In the end, he gained the upper hand. He spat out a mouthful of blood, grabbed Su Zhiyun's collar tightly, looked at the other's face, and felt in his heart. Suddenly gave birth to a kind of sourness and weakness.

Cui Ming stared at Su Zhiyun for a long while, but he still let go, his expression and tone weakened, and he was not as full of anger and sharpness as before.

Cui Ming, oh Cui Ming.

You are so fucking cheap.

he thought.

"Su Zhiyun, I will never take care of your affairs with Gu Zehuan again."

"You do it yourself."

After finishing speaking, Cui Ming picked up the schoolbag on the ground, lit a cigarette, and held it in his mouth, the sparks lit up his face, he threw the empty lighter into the trash can, and walked away without looking back up.

He didn't look at Su Zhiyun again.

Su Zhiyun was lying alone on the concrete floor, looking up at the sky. Today's weather is not good, the clouds are overwhelming, and there is no blue color to be seen.

He took out a candy from his pocket, peeled it off and put it in his mouth. His fingers hurt a lot. After all, the punches just now hit the bones, and his movements were trembling.

What Cui Ming said just now was of course not a threat.

Su Zhiyun knew.

He covered his eyes with candy wrappers, and saw a gorgeous colorful sky reflected in front of his eyes, like a dream that day.

it's wired.

Today's sugar tastes less sweet.

Suddenly it started to rain, and the water droplets fell down with crackling, hitting Su Zhiyun's skin with pain, those wounds were soaked in water, and the blood was mixed into a pink liquid and flowed down.

Su Zhiyun lay there motionless, like an abandoned puppy.

He didn't want to struggle, and he didn't want to move.

I just killed myself, and Cui Ming did the same, mercilessly.

Every inch of my body was burning with pain.

But the chest is more uncomfortable.

The rain hit him so hard that he couldn't open his eyes, and it even gave him the illusion that his eyeballs would burst when it fell on his thin eyelids.

It seems that someone is approaching.

"Slap", "Slap", "Slap".

It was the sound of shoes stepping on puddles.

Suddenly everything disappeared.

You can still hear the soft rustling sound of raindrops falling on the umbrella surface.

Su Zhiyun's eyelashes trembled twice, and they opened slowly.

Someone squatted down and parted his rain-drenched hair.

"Like a wet puppy."

Gu Zehuan said.

The cold fingertips caressed the burning wound, and the snow met the fire and turned into water.

Su Zhiyun couldn't help but gripped the other party's cuffs tightly, his whole body was wet and dirty.

He didn't know why he had to hold Gu Zehuan tight.

Maybe it was just because of this moment, he especially wanted to grab something.

"The sugar is no longer sweet." Su Zhiyun murmured to himself, the rain made him feel cold, the pain made his skin boil, his mind was in chaos, he just said some words that no one understood: "Why?"

"here."

Su Zhiyun took Gu Zehuan's finger and placed it on his chest.

"Uncomfortable, stuffy, empty."

Gu Zehuan's black eyelashes drooped slightly.

He didn't speak, nor did he answer Su Zhiyun's question.

"It's so cold."

Su Zhiyun said so to himself.

Gu Zehuan leaned over and licked the corner of his broken lips lightly.

Burning, almost bewitching softness and warmth.

Nothing like himself.

"You are a liar."

Su Zhiyun muttered to himself again.

Gu Zehuan was noncommittal.

"so?"

Su Zhiyun didn't speak anymore, he just hugged him even tighter, until his fingertips turned white, desperately trying to get some warmth from Gu Zehuan's body, cold water drops fell from the tip of his hair, drowning in the black clothes collar.

"very pitiful."

For a long time, Gu Zehuan said this.

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