bride as a paranoid mermaid

As night fell, Xia Shenlan went to bed early, feeling drowsy.

can't sleep...

I always think of Jiang Chenxing, my brain is completely out of control, sometimes it is Jiang Chenxing when I was a child, sometimes it is Jiang Chenxing when I was a teenager, but no matter what kind of beginning it is, it will end with Jiang Chenxing's sad and desperate "I like it" after he suddenly grows up. You" ends.

Even though the air conditioner was turned on, Xia Shenlan was sweating profusely. He was competing with himself, but the more he tried to control himself, the more often he couldn't control himself.

The arc of Xia Shenlan's eyelash trembling became more and more intense, and finally when it reached a peak, she sat up suddenly and slapped the light on.

Surrounded by light again, Xia Shenlan still couldn't escape from those pictures.

Until the cool wind from the air conditioner came over and took away the heat from her body, Xia Shenlan shivered and woke up a little bit.

"Dong dong dong," there was a knock on the door suddenly.

Xia Shenlan's heart tightened, and she prayed that the person at the door would not be Jiang Chenxing.

In the next second, Jiang Chenxing's voice came along with the knock on the door: "Brother Xia, are you still awake?"

Xia Shenlan was upset because of the dream just now, so she didn't want to let Jiang Chenxing in, she simply didn't say anything, hoping that Jiang Chenxing could understand his intention and leave.

But Jiang Chenxing, who has always been very measured in emotional perception, was very persistent tonight. After waiting for a while, but did not get an answer, he knocked on the door again and asked persistently: "I want to come in, is it okay, Brother Xia?"

Xia Shenlan took a breath helplessly: "Come in."

Jiang Chenxing pushed open the door, poked his head in first, his eyes lit up when he saw Xia Shenlan, and then he pushed open the door completely and came in.

"Brother Xia, I want to sleep with you, can I?"

Xia Shenlan was a little irritable, especially Jiang Chenxing knocked on the door as soon as he turned on the light, which made Xia Shenlan feel like she was being watched.

But he didn't want to make Jiang Chenxing look bad, so he pretended to be relaxed and joked: "Are you still a child?"

Xia Shenlan's meaning was already obvious: he didn't want to sleep with Jiang Chenxing tonight.

Jiang Chenxing didn't answer, and said in a serious tone: "If a child can sleep with Xiao Xia, then I can too."

"But we're not kids anymore."

"I also don't want to be a child in Xiao Xia's eyes all the time, so I have to accept Xiao Xia's alienation, right?"

The smile on Xia Shenlan's face could hardly hold back: "This is not alienation..."

"Then what is this called?" Jiang Chenxing stopped, only one meter away from Xia Shenlan, which was obviously very close, but seemed very far away.

Invisible sadness and oppression spread in the air.

Xia Shenlan grabbed the quilt, her fingers gradually tightened, he didn't know how to answer this question, but Jiang Chenxing asked again: "Little brother Xia, why do you want to alienate me?"

"How do you know that I'm awake?" Xia Shenlan suddenly asked an inappropriate question, her tone was sharp, whether it was to escape or to be angry, he knew he couldn't continue to be led by the nose by Jiang Chenxing.

Even if the question puts his mistrust on the table and exposes a faltering relationship naked|naked|naked, he asks.

Jiang Chenxing was stunned for a moment: "Why..." Asked this question suddenly?

Xia Shenlan interrupted Jiang Chenxing: "Answer me."

"I couldn't sleep, so I wanted to come to you. But I saw that your light was off, so I didn't knock on the door for fear of disturbing you..."

Xia Shenlan was stunned, "So you have been standing at the door?"

"Sorry……"

"Are you going to stand outside until I wake up? Are you dying?"

The movable door of the air conditioner turned to the bed again, and the air-conditioning rushed over. The sticky sweat on her body had been dried long ago, and Xia Shenlan even felt a little cold.

Jiang Chenxing was also blown by the cold wind, his face turned paler, the hem of his clothes lifted slightly, and his slender figure appeared even thinner.

He lowered his eyes, his voice mixed with a nasal voice: "I'm sorry... I had a nightmare, I was too scared, I didn't intend to disturb Brother Xiao Xia, I just wanted... to make sure Brother Xiao Xia is still there... ..."

Xia Shenlan slowly released her hand holding the quilt, and exhaled slowly, "You don't have to apologize to me, it's me who should be sorry, I'm too emotional."

He was led away by anger, ignored a perfectly reasonable explanation, and hurt Jiang Chenxing with his sharp attitude and distrust. What the hell was he doing?

Jiang Chenxing didn't blame Xia Shenlan at all: "But I made Brother Xia angry."

"It's none of your business, I just had a nightmare."

"What did Brother Xia dream about?"

"Are you going to stand below and listen to me? Aren't you cold?"

"Cold..." Jiang Chenxing thought that Xia Shenlan was going to drive him away, so his voice lowered a few degrees, "Then I'll..."

"Come up first." Xia Shenlan lifted a corner of the quilt, "If you have anything to say, come up first, don't catch a cold."

"Yes, can you?"

Happiness came so suddenly, Jiang Chenxing was in a daze, his eyes were full of disbelief.

Xia Shenlan suddenly felt a little unspeakable, "Really, come up."

Jiang Chenxing walked towards the bed in three steps at a time. He had to try his best to restrain his steps. Even if he thought about it so much that his bones ached, he couldn't run. Extreme contradictions and anger entangled his heart and dragged down his steps. , looking like a drunk staggering drunk.

Finally, he squeezed into Xia Shenlan's arms, tightly entangled with his warm body like an octopus, a kind of warmth that got what he wanted hit his heart, bringing a thrill that was almost trembling.

He was buried in Xia Shenlan's neck, and he sighed with a voice that was like crying or laughing: "You are so warm..."

Xia Shenlan seemed to be able to feel the strong emotions from Jiang Chenxing that almost overflowed from his body. He suddenly understood why Jiang Chenxing had to declare his love, not because he was forced to respond, but because Jiang Chenxing was too restless .

Jiang Chenxing had witnessed his departure with his own eyes, and once thought it was a farewell to death, which made his feelings mixed with too many attachments that could not be separated.

Xia Shenlan hugged Jiang Chenxing back, and asked him: "Why are you so cold?"

"I don't know, it's just like this when I wake up, it seems that I can't keep warm..."

The more Jiang Chenxing talked, the more wronged he became, especially when he felt Xia Shenlan hugging his hand, as if erasing the distance between them, he wished to vomit all the grievances in his heart: "Only brother Xia is surrounded by Warm, I have been for a long time...I haven't slept well like last night, brother Xia, I miss you so much..."

"Don't be afraid, I'm back, and I'm by your side."

"Yeah, Brother Xiao Xia has come back and is right by my side..." Jiang Chenxing became more and more entangled, "But I'm still so scared, is this reality or a dream? When I wake up, Brother Xia still there?"

"Here I am."

"I often have nightmares... Obviously we lived peacefully in Xiaoshi Village at the beginning, but in the next second, Xiao Xia will suddenly disappear, and I seem to have fallen into the sea. It's so cold, and my body hurts, Xiao Xia, please. ,help me……"

The more Jiang Chenxing spoke, the more he choked up, hugging Xia Shenlan tightly, wishing to rub him into his own flesh and blood, no one could separate them again.

"It's okay, I'm..."

"Aren't you going to leave me again?"

"will not."

"Will you not push me away again?"

"……Won't."

Xia Shenlan also wanted to understand that the only thing that can be paid attention to when it comes to feelings is to let nature take its course.

What the final outcome will be, no one knows.

Xia Shenlan turned off the lights, and the room returned to darkness.

"Go to sleep, it's getting late."

Time passed by every minute and every second, but Xia Shenlan couldn't fall asleep very well. Jiang Chenxing's body was too cold, and he couldn't get warm no matter how much he hugged him.

He hasn't seen Lan for a long time, and he doesn't know how he is now...

It was very late that Xia Shenlan fell asleep in a daze, and the direct result was that his biological clock failed, and he didn't open his eyes at the usual time the next morning.

When Xia Shenlan woke up, she could already see the sunlight coming in from the gap in the curtains, and Jiang Chenxing kissed his neck on the side of his head.

"Good morning, little brother Xia."

Xia Shenlan: "..." She really knows how to climb along the pole.

"Wake up and get up."

We had an unembarrassing breakfast together. They said it was breakfast, and it was already close to brunch, because when Xia Shenlan passed by the kitchen, she found that her aunt was already processing the ingredients for noon.

Xia Shenlan opened the memo written yesterday, intending to pack up the things first, and Jiang Chenxing was also helping.

The weather was fine today, they didn't speak, only the sound of tidying things up in their ears, but the atmosphere was exceptionally harmonious, as if there was an inexplicable tacit understanding surrounding them, making people relax unconsciously.

But a loud noise suddenly broke the quiet atmosphere.

"Where's that little bastard Jiang Chenxing? Where did he hide? Tell him to come out and meet me!"

Along with the yelling and scolding, there were two terrifying muffled sounds.

Xia Shenlan's breathing was stagnant. He was very familiar with this sound. It was the sound of gunshots. Someone broke in with a gun?

Jiang Chenxing stood up, "Brother Xia, wait for me here, don't come out."

"Don't go out either," Xia Shenlan held Jiang Chenxing's hand, "He's carrying a gun, what if he hurts you?"

"No, he must have some purpose in coming to me. He won't kill me easily."

"Then you can't gamble with your life."

"I have my measure."

"Do you have a measure, is a desperado with a gun a measure? I will call the police first, you listen to me, just wait here, the police will come soon."

"I have to go out, he will come in, the more I hide, the faster his sanity will collapse."

"Then..." Xia Shenlan gritted her teeth, "I'll go with you, otherwise I won't worry."

Xia Shenlan is a person who has lost his heart. After being transformed by a mermaid, the gunshot wound might not be able to do anything to him.

Jiang Chenxing's Adam's apple rolled, and he swallowed a mouthful of saliva that didn't exist, allowing his suddenly parched throat to regain his ability to speak: "Is my life so important?"

His voice seemed to have changed, no longer so clear, as if he had fallen from the high clouds back to reality, from the false utopia to the dirty reality.

The moment he was hit, there really was a moment when Jiang Chenxing forgot his usual disguise.

The author has something to say: I am too speechless. The last chapter was rewritten five times before it was sent out. I vaguely realized that something was wrong. Sure enough, I just saw the latest short notice on the net website. One of them wrote last year The highest level of obscene content checked in May, in order to grasp the degree of this "highest level", I read the blurry picture bit by bit.

After reading it, I have this expression: T_T

That's it?ah?That's it?

About two or three hundred words, I wrote the first of the protagonists thinking about the second protagonist in very clear words, I even read it aloud to my classmates in the dormitory, and everyone said that this is it?Degree.

I looked at the short stories I was writing recently, which included spiritual adjustment|teaching, dtalk, and forced time passing, and fell into deep thought for a while.

Thank you, I'm already researching a certain Tang.