orange crisis

Ji Churan slowly pulled his hands away, turned around and touched his cheek tenderly: "What's the matter?"

Cen Cheng bit her lips, her voice trembling slightly: "I don't know what's going on recently, my mind is so chaotic, nothing goes well, and I can't do anything well. But I'm so scared, I'm afraid of losing you, so I I want to keep you..."

Ji Churan looked down at Cen Cheng's slightly upturned face, and said in a deep voice: "It's just a model, there will be many tests later, and this is not a real college entrance examination, so there is no need to care so much."

"I know all this, but I just can't help thinking about it, and I don't know what's wrong with me." Cen Cheng buried her face on his shoulder, and said softly, "I just keep thinking about it, What if I fail the exam next time, what if I fail the exam in the end, what if we can't be in the same university, or even in the same city? I just always feel that I will lose you..."

In the end, his tone unconsciously carried some grievances, and it sounded terribly pitiful: "I don't want to be separated from you, but I don't want to affect you either. But I don't feel safe, I'm so scared, I'm afraid you're like... leave me."

Ji Churan lowered his head, put his forehead against his, rested his big hand on the back of Cen Cheng's neck, pinched it gently, and comforted him: "We will not separate. There are no such contingencies."

"But……"

All his unfinished words disappeared in a sudden kiss.

Very lingering and gentle, with a little bit of strength and comfort.

Ji Churan took Cen Cheng's hand and pressed it on his heart.

Because the heater was on in the living room, he was only wearing a thin house coat.It was easy to feel his steady heartbeat through a layer of fabric.

"Believe me, I will always be with you." Ji Churan looked down at him, "Accompany you to adjust your mentality, and accompany you to face the future. There are not so many ifs, and there are not so many buts. I will give Your greatest sense of security."

sense of security……

Cen Cheng stared blankly at Ji Churan's eyes, at the delicate tenderness in his eyes, and at the simplest and most sincere promise of the young man in his ears.He suddenly felt hot in his eyes, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

He nodded vigorously, although his voice was a bit hoarse, it was still as soft as ever: "Well, um."

Cen Cheng tried her best to twitch the corners of her mouth, and raised her face to meet Ji Churan's gaze: "You said why I was so unlucky during this time, I fell ill every time before the big exam. Although it seems to be shirking responsibility by saying this, but just It’s really easy to memorize. Obviously I have reviewed it, and I know the answer, but I just wrote the wrong answer, how could it be like this.”

Ji Churan couldn't help laughing when he heard this.He raised his hand and rubbed Cen Cheng's soft hair, and said softly, "Idiot."

Cen Cheng pursed her lips, wiped away her tears with her hands indiscriminately, and muttered softly: "I'm not an idiot."

After Ji Churan turned on the light.

Hearing a proper grunt from his stomach, Cen Cheng pressed his empty stomach in embarrassment, and sat back to eat the cake with a blushing face.

Ji Churan glanced at him: "If you don't order anything else, you won't be full of cakes."

Cen Cheng shook his head, and pushed another small strawberry cake to him: "One cake is enough for me."

Ji Churan took it over and pinched his soft cheeks: "Happy birthday."

Cen Cheng bent his eyes: "Thank you."

Because Lean Rou stepped on the remote control button, some unfunny and old-fashioned variety shows began to play on the LCD TV.

The two finished the two small cakes in silence.

Cen Cheng poked the base with a small fork, suddenly raised his face and glanced at Ji Churan, his voice was thin and soft: "What I just said was not angry..."

Those cat-like round eyes were watery, coupled with blushing cheeks and a hesitant expression, Ji Churan suddenly wanted to tease him.He purposely let out a half-understandable oh, but didn't answer.

Cen Cheng stopped what he was doing, bit his lip and looked at him, his beautiful round eyes widened.

Ji Churan curled his mouth and smiled, pressed his right hand on the back of his neck, and said softly, "You still have a cold, be good."

Cen Cheng held Ji Churan's hand against his forehead, stammered with lowered eyes, "No, it's not hot anymore." He had secretly taken antipyretics when he was at home.He bit his lower lip, and his voice became softer: "When I just took a shower, I did something on the back..."

Ji Churan was startled when he heard the words, then approached slowly, and put his forehead against his forehead, his voice was a little hoarse: "It hurts, you will cry."

"If it's you, I won't be afraid," Cen Cheng's eyes slowly opened, revealing some unique innocence: "I won't cry either."

When Ji Churan went to take a shower, Cen Cheng sat on the bed with some embarrassment.He looked at his childish pajamas absently.

He still couldn't do things like stealing his boyfriend's shirt, what was said in the post he read just now.

Cen Cheng pursed her lips, finally took off her pajama pants and folded them aside, and climbed onto the bed with her bare legs.He couldn't care less about the thick quilt covering his head to his feet, he just felt so shy that he didn't know what to do.

Ji Churan just came out of the shower, his hair was still a little wet, and the water was running down his neck, so he wiped it casually with a towel a few times.

Cen Cheng was so bored in the quilt that he slowly revealed his face, and then saw Ji Churan standing by the bed and looking at him with a half-smile.

Ji Churan took something out of the bedside table, and Cen Cheng followed his movements to look over.I saw a bottle of lubricant and a box of condoms.

His already flushed cheeks turned even redder.

Obviously I brought it up on my own initiative, but up to now, I am the one who is shy and embarrassed.

--only……

"When did you buy it?" Cen Cheng's beautiful round eyes looked at him suspiciously.

Ji Churan touched his nose and said, "Just before."

"On my birthday?" Cen Cheng stared at him with wide eyes, "Then you refused just now, obviously you are... very perverted."

Ji Churan was silent for a while and didn't answer, but there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, which was a tacit agreement.

The mattress sagged slightly, and Ji Churan rolled onto the bed from the other side. Cen Cheng pinched the sheet under him uneasily, closed his eyes tightly and pursed his lips.

Ji Churan laughed at his appearance as if he was about to be tortured, and stretched out his hand to pinch Cen Cheng's pointed chin and shook it.

"Hmm." Cen Cheng opened his eyes and looked at him, even his soft voice trembled a little: "Churan..."

Ji Churan kissed his eyes, clasped his waist with one hand, and slowly pressed down on him.

"Tell me if it hurts, don't bear it." Ji Churan scratched his Adam's apple with his fingertips, "I can't guarantee it either."

Cen Cheng twisted her pajamas with her fingertips, and said in a weak voice, "I thought you would..."

"I haven't tried how I can do it," Ji Churan turned his face to the side, and coughed a little shamelessly, "But I've checked the steps, just practice it."

Cen Cheng pursed her lips shyly: "Idiot Churan."

Ji Churan narrowed his eyes, and swallowed his slightly parted lips.

The kiss gradually changed from soft to fiery, and Ji Churan's fingertips also pressed on the first button of Cen Cheng's pajamas, following the tutorial he had seen before, and flicked down exaggeratedly.

The button was ripped off directly.

Cen Cheng: "..."

Ji Churan: "..."

Cen Cheng wanted to laugh but felt that he couldn't, so he stretched out his hand and slapped Ji Churan's shoulder, and said with a smile: "You idiot, why are you trying so hard?"

Ji Churan coughed, and continued to unbutton his pajamas as if nothing had happened, but became more cautious.

...pull the lights...

Cen Cheng was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to move his fingers, and his back hurt even worse.Ji Churan was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so he didn't stay inside.Ji Churan hugged him softly and obediently, and cleaned his body with a clean hot towel.In the end, he didn't even have the strength to lift his eyelids, and fell asleep dizzily.

When Ji Churan woke up, he was a little dazed. He touched the phone on the bedside table and checked the time, only to realize that he had slept until one o'clock in the afternoon.Although it is Sunday, I still have to go back to school to participate in evening self-study at night.

Because of sleeping for too long, people are a little confused.He turned his face to the side and found that Cen Cheng was still sleeping, and had no intention of waking up at all.

"Little Orange."

Ji Churan frowned, and only after wrapping him in his arms did he realize that Cen Cheng's body was extremely hot.He put his hand on Cen Cheng's forehead, the scorching heat was a bit scorching.

Cen Cheng hugged his neck in a half-dream and half-awake state, feeling a little dazed with burning.

"Go to the hospital."

It's time for Cen Cheng to wake up a little bit. He looked at Ji Churan with some embarrassment, and whispered, "I didn't bring any clothes..." I only came here in pajamas, and a button was torn off by someone last night. I can't wear it out.

Ji Churan lowered his eyes, and said apologetically, "Put mine on."

When Cen Cheng sat up, he felt uncomfortable all over, and his back was in excruciating pain. He bit his lip and tried his best to endure it.He was wearing Ji Churan's shirt and sweater jacket, which were too big.The trousers were even tighter. Ji Churan squatted down and rolled his trouser legs for a long time.Inexplicably some taste of oversize.

When he got out of bed, he almost knelt down, his feet were so soft that he couldn't stand still, and finally he fell into Ji Churan's arms.

"It hurts..." Cen Cheng curled her lips aggrieved.

Ji Churan frowned, and said, "Let me carry you out." After finishing speaking, he wrapped his arms around Cen Cheng's thin waist, clasped his waist tightly, hugged him into his arms, and half hugged and half hugged him out Walk.

The two of them didn't even have time to change into their slippers, so they took a taxi to the hospital.

After signing up, queuing up, taking temperature, and a bunch of other things were over, it was already three or four o'clock in the afternoon when Cen Cheng was actually sitting in the infusion room.His whole body is weak, and he hasn't eaten since morning, which is also a reason, and the inexplicable pain in some parts is also a reason.

Just when Ji Churan was going to buy food at the convenience store inside the hospital, An Ge suddenly called.

Cen Cheng picked up the phone with some difficulty, her voice was soft and hoarse because of what happened last night: "Cousin?"

An Ge's voice was a little anxious: "Chengcheng, did you send me a message yesterday?"

"Well, I posted it." Cen Cheng didn't seem to understand why he would ask such a question.

An Ge's voice suddenly moved away, and two voices came from the phone, but Cen Cheng couldn't hear what they were talking about.

Cen Cheng seemed to have remembered something, the corners of his lips curved slightly, showing a faint smile.

"Cousin, thank you."

"Ah?" An Ge's voice was full of confusion, "What did you say?"

"I mean thank you for your suggestion yesterday," Cen Cheng pursed her lips, "I haven't felt safe all this time, so I asked your opinion rashly. But I'm fine now, and I'm not so worried about gains and losses gone."

An Ge listened in a daze: "Why worry about gains and losses?"

"I told you yesterday, it's, it's that..." Cen Cheng's face was a little hot, "Anyway, it's the first time I saw Churan like that, it's completely different from usual, only Churan I can see .I'm really happy."

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