brave and coward

Not long after school started, Hua Lin returned to his medical world from the fantasy world of literature and art, and he accepted it well...

Academics are not a problem, the problem lies in interpersonal communication.

To be more specific: his roommate is gay.

Hua Lin is not homophobic, but he is afraid of having crazy promiscuous gay sex...

Although he has some understanding of AIDS and sexually transmitted diseases, if he pays attention to it in normal daily contact... But no matter what, he can't pass that test psychologically!Moreover, if you are not afraid of [-], you are afraid of just in case? !Damn it!Why would it be unlucky to sleep with such a person! ! !

Ever since Hua Lin found out about this incident, his goosebumps hadn't gone away. After thinking about it, he decided to apply for a change of dormitory.

But it is very difficult to handle.

He can't say that because the other party is gay, he has to change the bed, and he can't write because he vaguely heard that the other party is a promiscuous group P and smokes marijuana|marijuana, maybe he has played with humans and beasts...

He has no evidence, and he suspects that even if he had evidence, it would be useless. It is not politically correct abroad.

What's more, if this gets out, it will be quite offensive.

Although Hua Lin is a rich N-generation, he is a very simple, upright, low-key and well-behaved rich N-generation. He doesn't want to cause trouble, he just wants to study.

In the end, Hua Lin had no choice but to ask Xue Younian for help.

Xue Younian was surprised and blamed himself: "I'm sorry, it was my mistake that caused you to encounter this kind of thing."

"It has nothing to do with you, who knew it would be so unlucky." Sitting in Xue Younian's office, Hua Lin couldn't help but took out another alcohol disinfectant wipe to wipe his hands, even though he was already shaking hands with his roommate Half a month ago, but I hold the same two doorknobs every day!

Xue Younian looked at his actions and said, "I'll find a way to change your bed."

In less than 24 hours, Hua Lin successfully changed bed, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

But soon he found that he was too relieved.

——The man hated him for this matter, stopped him for a while, and said harshly to make him look good.

Hua Lin suspects that this man has syphilis in his head, otherwise he really can't figure out why he should hate him because of this.

Except for Xue Younian, he didn't tell anyone about it. He just changed the dormitory in a low-key way. How could he offend this stupid person?

Reluctantly, brain damage is brain damage, so he had to bear the grudge, and quickly launched an action, and carried out meticulous bullying behavior mainly with cold violence against Hua Lin.

At first, Hua Lin didn't care too much, not playing with him was not a threat to him, he continued to study hard, and went to play with Xue Younian on holidays, no one was afraid of anyone.

The other party escalated their actions.

Hualin began to encounter various pranks, such as being "accidentally" poured a cup of hot water on the keyboard of Hualin's notebook full of homework and materials, such as letting dead animals in his quilt, such as smiling and suggesting that he just drank The water was mixed with semen, and the pen that he disappeared for a while and reappeared was used to masturbate.

The latter two broke Hua Lin, he almost ran to wash his stomach, and threw the cup and pen away.

It happened that during that time Xue Younian went out for an exchange. Before leaving, he told Hua Lin that it was an important occasion. He was afraid of being distracted. He might not have time to contact Hua Lin and let Hua Lin study hard.

Hua Lin hesitated for a long time holding the phone, but did not call.

For half a month, Hualin didn't know how he got here. He was suspicious every day, and whenever he left his sight, he wanted to throw it away.

But it is impossible for him to take all his luggage to study every day.

Those bastards smiled and hinted that he should check the clothes in the dormitory, especially the underwear, for semen spots, or else take them to check for HIV.

Hualin tried to report this situation to the school, but those people did it very cleverly. Hualin had no evidence, and the school could not respond.The only result was that the other students did not dare to approach Hualin for fear of being implicated.

Hua Lin didn't dare to go back to the dormitory to sleep, and went to live with Xue Younian.

What completely broke Hualin's psychological bottom line was that one day on the way back to Xue Younian's house, someone covered his mouth and nose from behind and dragged him to nowhere.

Hua Lin exhausted all his breastfeeding strength, biting, kicking, and scratching, finally broke free, and ran towards the crowded place, shouting for help in a hoarse voice.

He escaped successfully, called the police, and took his last breath in the police station to complete the record, refusing to leave.The police took pity on him and asked him to stay in the corridor.

Hua Lin didn't know how long he stayed there, he lowered his head, listening to the various voices coming and going, his body was always stiff.

Until a familiar voice called him: "Lin Lin!"

It took two seconds for Hua Lin to react, he turned his head hesitantly, and saw Xue Younian who was hurriedly walking towards him, the last breath he was holding on was released at this moment, and he let out a groan, crying loudly stand up.

Xue Younian hurriedly hugged him in his arms and coaxed him: "It's okay, Linlin, Uncle Xue is here, ah. It's okay. I'm sorry, Uncle Xue didn't take good care of you. It's okay, be good, don't be afraid. Be good."

……

"You year! You year! Don't be afraid! Don't move...don't move! I'm Shicheng! I'll save you up, don't talk to me—hey—don't talk to me! Lin Zao, help me!! I'm aww!!!"

Xue Younian couldn't swim, he struggled desperately, choked up an unknown amount of saliva, and became half-conscious.

Huashicheng went to rescue people, but was almost dragged into the water by Xue Younian who was drowning. Fortunately, Lin Zao held a pole on the bank and let Huashicheng grab them, and dragged them up with all his strength.

Xue Younian has lost consciousness.

Hua Shicheng and Lin Zao rushed to give him first aid.

Finally, Xue Younian spat out some water, opened his eyes slightly, trembling, and looked at Huashi City above him in a trance.

Huashicheng was the first to notice that he was awake, and smiled pleasantly: "Younian! Are you okay? Lin Zao, Younian woke up!"

Lin Zao also hurriedly asked, but Xue Younian only had Huashi City in his eyes.

Seeing that Xue Younian was shivering from the cold, Hua Shicheng quickly took off his coat and wrapped him around him, helped him sit up, hugged him, and rubbed his arms vigorously: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay , don’t be afraid, we are all here, both Lin Zao and I are here, ah.”

Xue Younian leaned in his arms, his frozen body gradually warmed up, and he felt very at ease.

……

Xue Younian put his chin against Hua Lin's head, rubbed his arm lightly, and said in a soft and slow voice, like a dreamer: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, I'm here, Uncle Xue In, ah."

After a while, Hua Lin gradually calmed down, but he was still curled up in Xue Younian's arms, hiccupping from time to time, and trembling a little.

Xue Younian put his arms around him and asked in a low voice, "Linlin, let's go back first, shall we?"

Hua Lin nodded slightly, and it took a few seconds before he came back to his senses, and tried to get up, but his feet were soft and he couldn't walk at all.

Xue Younian hesitated for a moment, and immediately picked him up by the waist.

Hua Lin felt that he should feel ashamed, since he is such an adult...

But he really just felt relieved at that moment.

After driving back, Xue Younian didn't ask Hua Lin if he could walk anymore, but directly carried him into the house and carried him upstairs before planning to put him down.

Hua Lin still refused, muttering and acting like a baby.

Xue Younian looked down at the young man who was so dependent on him, and felt very warm in his heart.

He thought of Hua Shicheng leaning on Lin Zao's shoulders sadly, exhausted and dependent on the death of his relatives.He was very envious, even jealous of Lin Zao.

At this moment, Xue Younian stroked Hua Lin's hair, creating an illusion that the two of them depended on each other.

He knew it was an illusion, but this was the only warmth he could get from Huashi City's substitute.

He knew he was pitiful, or should I say ridiculous.He can only get one fake, and he only dares to touch this fake.

Xue Youyou comforted Hua Lin for a while, and finally Hua Lin was willing to let go.Xue Younian got up and put hot water and bath salts for him, letting him take a bath and relax.

Hua Lin was not in the mood to take a bath, so after a few perfunctory washes, he quickly put on his pajamas and came out to look for Xue Younian.

Xue Younian called in the study, explaining and apologizing to there.He rushed back immediately after receiving a call from the police station. The activities there were not over yet.

Hua Lin watched him finish the call, and said anxiously: "I'm sorry, Uncle Xue, I have caused you trouble."

Xue Younian turned around and smiled: "It's okay, don't say such things." He walked over and patted Hua Lin's head, "Haven't you eaten anything these days? You look very bad."

Hua Lin hesitated, and filed a complaint against two things that caused his nausea.

Xue Younian frowned slightly, and patiently comforted him with anger: "It's okay, don't be afraid, Uncle Xue will take care of it. Let's go, Uncle Xue will make you a big meal first. You are not afraid of Uncle Xue's cooking, are you?"

Hua Lin smiled and shook his head: "I'm not afraid. But, are you still busy? Is it okay? Or you can hurry back..."

"It's okay." Xue Younian looked at him tenderly, "Nothing is more important than you."

Hua Lin had a sore nose, cried again, hugged Xue Younian and did not let go.

Xue Younian patted him on the back and sighed: "I hope this kind of thing won't happen again, but if, I said if, just in case, Lin Lin, there will be similar things in the future, you don't care about Uncle Xue What are you doing, tell Uncle Xue immediately, okay?"

"I didn't expect them to directly assassinate me..." Hua Lin said sobbingly, "Those people in front are disgusting, but they are not life-threatening. I just thought it would not be too late to talk about it when you come back..."

If he knew this would happen, he didn't need to tell Xue Younian, he just bought a plane ticket and went back to China, okay?A good book has become a horror movie, what else to read!

"You can't take any harm." Xue Younian stroked the back of his neck comfortingly, and said softly, "Linlin, promise Uncle Xue, okay?"

Hua Lin hesitated, nodded in his arms, but shook his head again: "Uncle Xue, I want to go back to China."

Xue Younian sighed: "Escape cannot solve the problem."

Hua Lin retorted softly: "Yes... I don't believe they dare to do this to me in China."

"They won't hurt you anymore, Linlin, you trust me, I will solve this matter." Xue Younian said softly.

Hua Lin didn't really believe it: "How do you solve it?"

No matter how powerful it is, it has nothing to do with solving this kind of thing, right?Unless it is "powerful" in the absolute sense, but Uncle Xue obviously has nothing to do with those messy things!

"I have my way. But I hope you don't run away."

Xue Younian's palm slid down from the back of Hua Lin's neck, patted his back, and said slowly and gently, "Escaping may relieve you for a while, but the problem is not solved. This matter will last for a long time, It will even make you feel stuck in your throat for life, it will not disappear with the years, but will increase with the years, like the crazy growth of water plants, and finally make you unable to breathe, and you will never be able to get rid of this demon, even, maybe, Do the first crazy, sinful things you never thought you'd do someday."

Xue Younian looked down at his hand on Hua Lin's back.

He has saved people with these hands, and he has also slapped himself with such crazy and sinful thoughts with these hands. At this moment, he is sure that he will use these hands to invade the person in his arms who called him Uncle Xue. A young man, exactly the same as Huashicheng, the son of Huashicheng.

"... Linlin."

"Ok?"

Hua Lin was seriously thinking about what Xue Younian said just now, and he admitted that it made sense.

In fact, it's not that he doesn't understand these principles, but as a human being, it's a biological instinct to want to run away when encountering difficulties and shadows.

However, what Uncle Xue said is indeed the truth... Sigh, let's try seeing a psychiatrist first...

Xue Younian gently and carefully sniffed the fragrance of Hua Lin just after taking a bath, and said softly: "Uncle Xue is sorry for you, but Uncle Xue promises that he will be very good to you in everything else in the future. , to make up for this mistake, okay?"

Hua Lin was even embarrassed: "It's not your fault..."

He knows nothing, and it is best never to know anything.I will make it up to him.Xue Younian thought to himself.