fog lock sea

After Professor Yang passed away, a new professor came to the college. Seeing that the students were about to graduate, they were not very strict about the graduation works.Lu Qisheng's work passed smoothly.The next step was to find a job, and found several studios, but they all rejected him on the grounds that his painting style did not match the studio.Besides painting, he didn't know what kind of job he was looking for.

When he was about to graduate, through Han Chuan's introduction, he joined a magazine as an editor, and his salary was barely enough to make ends meet.In the company, he met Jiang Meiying in the editorial department. Meiying is a cute and beautiful girl who can write good articles.Due to work reasons, the two usually hand over a lot, and Meiying also shows affection intentionally or unintentionally.The two often eat together on and off work.

Lu Qisheng is quite confident about his appearance. From childhood to adulthood, countless girls have shown good intentions to him, but he rejected them all.Aya was chosen because the two families are similar and they are familiar with each other.As the saying goes, if you are close to the water, you get the moon first.

After get off work, he and Miying take a walk after dinner, when a man who claims to be Miying's boyfriend blocks their way.Without saying a word, he grabbed Meiying's hair: "Bitch, dare to go on a date with a little boy behind my back!"

The man's face was full of flesh, and the words he said were extremely vulgar.

What is a man who beats a woman? Lu Qisheng punched him, and then the two began to wrestle.If she knew that Meiying had a boyfriend, Lu Qisheng, she would never be with him or her.What's more, their relationship was just eating normally, taking a walk, and they didn't make any cross-border actions.Even jumping into the Yellow River can't clean it up now.

Some of the onlookers called the police, and the police arrived after a while, and the two were taken to the police station for criticism and education because they disturbed public order.

When Lu Qisheng went to work the next day, he received a notice of dismissal because of his office affair with Jiang Meiying.Jiang Meiying is the leader's goddaughter, and her working experience is relatively long, so she is still in her original position.

As soon as he was fired, Han Chuan called and questioned him: "Lu Qisheng, what did you do? I finally found you a job. You didn't work hard, and you messed around with women! Do you know who Jiang Meiying is? There are a lot of godfathers. The men in the whole company dare not touch her, and you are the only one who has a brain. In half a month, we will get out of school completely, and you just wait to live on the street!"

Han Chuan hung up the phone after speaking angrily, and went around looking for someone to help him arrange work. Fortunately, he was fired after only a few days.

Lu Qisheng felt a sense of frustration, feeling useless and unable to do anything well.His grades were considered among the best in the school exams, and he was better at painting than other students when he went to college. He has been working hard to behave himself and do things in a proper manner. Where did he go wrong?No one gave him advice and guidance.His mother couldn't, and neither could his father.What should I do?

There is still a little money left for the scholarship, and he is currently living in the school. When the school can no longer live, he will contact Lan Qiyue and rent his house.

He was alone in the dormitory.There are two local roommates with rich families. They bought a car and a house in the city with the support of their family early on, and they have always lived in their own home.The other one changed dorms for unknown reasons.He basically lived alone for four years in college. Although no one spoke, he was clean.

After looking for a job for a day, he lay on the bed, recalling all the interviews during the day.It was the company of the uncle of Aya's rich second-generation boyfriend, and the interviewer for him today happened to be the rich second-generation boy whom he beat up.In order to find a job and earn money as soon as possible, Lu Qisheng still bit the bullet and went in for an interview.The other party looked down at Lu Qisheng's resume very seriously, and then showed a mocking expression: "Your name is Lu Qisheng, you look quite fair, and our new nightclub still lacks a bartender. I like your type."

Lu Qisheng picked up his resume, said sorry and left.The other party was obviously insulting his dignity as a man.Although he, Lu Qisheng, was poor, he would never become a plaything for women.His proud manly pride would not allow him to do so.

"Don't be in a hurry to deny it, just think about it, Lu Qisheng. Three thousand a night, more than a hundred thousand a night." Seeing Lu Qisheng rushing away, the other party added, "If you think about it, then Contact me." The cynicism in his tone made Lu Qisheng sick.

Lu Qisheng was thinking wildly, wondering what his parents were doing at this time, and how his mother was doing.After thinking about it, I gradually became sleepy and fell asleep.

In the gray dream, a small fishing village appeared, and their family was the poorest family in the corner of the fishing village.The dilapidated brick and tile house is dark and damp all year round. When it rains, the kitchen is often covered with black scorpions. To save electricity, my mother only lights the kerosene lamps from the last century.

His mother told Asheng not to be afraid of these scorpions, but Asheng saw the scorpion stung his mother with his own eyes, and his mother fell ill from then on.My mother was too sick to go to the fields, and she spent most of the year recuperating in bed, unable to take care of the family, so my father did most of the housework.When he was young, he was very dependent on his father.My father supported his family of three by fishing. The whole family was in a state of starvation, and the family had no extra savings.Their family has no sense of presence in the fishing village, and no one wants to associate with them.Originally, the location of their home was remote, and Lu Qisheng had little contact with the outside world when he was young.

My father went out to fish early and returned late, and my mother was coughing constantly on the hospital bed.The young child sat blankly on the small bench alone, looking at the distant sky and the flying waterfowl...he was not like other children who loved to cry and play.The skin of a child who grew up by the sea is dark and healthy, but his skin is much fairer than other children of the same age, a pale and sickly white, perhaps because he stays at home all year round.

When my mother woke up during the day, she would call his name: "Asheng, Shui, Shui..."

Ah Sheng listened to his mother very much. After drinking the water, his mother began to read the Bible to him, but his mother was not a pure Christian.She didn't pray on time, she didn't go to church, she didn't do any of the Christian things.Dezhen went to elementary school and knows most of the new characters.There are not many cultural activities in the fishing village, so there are not many books to read.Mother read the Bible purely to amuse herself.

Every time he listened to his mother read the Bible, Lu Qisheng would always see a golden halo covering his mother's head, and his mother's complexion was solemn, like a god or Buddha.Maybe it's because my mother has a talent for acting. When she was reading, she was full of voice and emotion, and sometimes she folded her hands together and even shed tears.

When Lu Qisheng didn't listen to her reading carefully, she would punish her son by making him kneel in front of her bed, clasped her hands together and said, "Savior! I'm guilty, please forgive me!"

At the beginning, the young Lu Qisheng found this behavior of his mother very interesting, but later he thought that his mother was really a savior.He took his mother's teachings to heart, and he was a devoted believer in her.

My mother said that Jesus was a bad man before he was crucified. People crucified him and dug out his heart so that he could be reborn and become a good child of God again.

Mother Dezhen believes that all the evils of people come from the heart.If you get rid of your bad original mind, you will go to heaven and be reborn.

In her sleep, her mother often talked about that she was the savior, and her illness was to atone for the sins of her previous life. She had to endure the torment of the illness, and only after she died could she see God and God could forgive her.

His mother would also tell stories to Lu Qisheng: "When I was a child, I went to the county town with my parents, and I heard a believer giving a speech on the side of the street, and the podium was crowded with people. I sat on my father's shoulders and listened to the speech with my parents. Which story is really good? He told the story of a seriously ill savior. The savior endured all the sufferings in the world in order to save his believers. The people present burst into tears... "Since then, she has often thought of herself as a savior in a serious illness.

Even though Dezhen was stung by a poisonous scorpion and was bedridden, she couldn't stop fantasizing.Ever since she married Lu Quanguo, she rarely communicated with outsiders, and she couldn't see outsiders even after she fell ill.She turned her son into her own disciple to satisfy her lofty fantasy.

There was a crackling sound from the kitchen. It turned out that at some point a fish jumped out of the water tank and broke several porcelain bowls.This fish is a family dinner.Ah Sheng wanted to put the fish back into the tank, but the fish jumped up and down on the ground, Ah Sheng caught the fish clumsily, and finally managed to catch it, but the fish slipped away from his hand again.

"Ah Sheng, I'm upset to hear that, kill this bastard."

It was the mother's voice from the next room, coughing intermittently, like the voice of a troubled savior descending from heaven, saying what her followers must do.

It is common for young people in the fishing village to catch and kill fish, but the six-year-old Ah Sheng has never killed a fish, and he has never had fish blood on his hands.A living life is about to disappear, and then become a delicious meal for the family.Both cruel and exciting.

"My loyal child, be obedient. The kitchen knife is on the stove, and it will be quiet when you drop it. The sins of the past should be settled, and the savior will hold a welcome ceremony for it in heaven." Mother coughed and urged Ah Raw and killed fish.

How do you get the kitchen knife?Following his father's example, he raised the kitchen knife and chopped off the dying fish lying on the ground. The blood spread from the fish's body, and a fishy smell penetrated his nose, itching, and Ah Sheng sneezed.He was weak enough, the knife only cut halfway, and got stuck in the fish bone. He wanted to pull out the kitchen knife, but he took the whole fish with him.The fish suddenly twitched, flicked its tail, separated from the kitchen knife, and threw itself to the ground, blood gushed out and splashed all over the ground.The fish didn't seem to feel any pain, and jumped even more ferociously than before.Simply amazing.

"Ah Sheng, is the fish dead?" Mother asked again.

The more the fish struggled, the more eager Ah Sheng became.Another slash at the jumping fish.This time I saw the white bones of the head of the fish, the white brains flowed all over the floor, and the eye sockets were cut open.Finally it stopped moving, the bloody belly of the fish twitched rhythmically, and then gradually became quieter.

"It's dead, mother." Ah Sheng's tone was a little smug, as if asking for credit, wanting to be praised by his mother.The mother also understands her son's heart very well, and uses a slightly approving

Said in a tone: "My good boy, the Lord will bless you."

Ah Sheng is a good boy, the Lord will bless you.

Looking at the bloodstains on the ground, Ah Sheng nodded happily, "The Lord will bless me."

The mother said again: "You dig out the internal organs of the fish. The internal organs are full of dirty things. It is a sin. After the internal organs are cleaned out, you paved the way for this fish to go to heaven. You are the most powerful helper of the savior. The best believers."

What a solemn and sacred mother's words, like an oracle from heaven.Where is the god talking to himself.

Asheng carefully pulled out the greasy viscera from the fish's stomach. The stench made him sick. His mother was right, they were all dirty things.He adored his mother even more now.

After killing the fish, he went to the beach to wash his hands, and the fishy smell on his hands could not be washed off. This bloody smell lingered around him until he went to bed at night.In his dream, he kills fish and pulls its guts, his hands are full of fish blood.