Mid-Levels Farm

After Sheng Wuyu never mentioned the matter of going home to meet his parents, everything was as usual, and he and Xuan Xiaodong were still close, which made Xuan Xiaodong feel extremely guilty.

He clearly knew that at the juncture before the operation, the Sheng family would definitely treat him as warmly as a spring breeze, and everything depended on Sheng Wuyu.

No matter what the future holds, Sheng Wuyu's heart towards him at this moment is sincere and hot. He still remembers that Sheng Wuyu came to recuperate because of a psychological problem. The Sheng family obviously knows this well, including Sheng Leilei's change of attitude before and after , Sheng Wuyu is the star of the Sheng family, and they will treat themselves very well for Sheng Wuyu's psychological condition and surgery prospects.

But not later.

I could have put Sheng Wuyu first, accompanied Sheng Wuyu to meet his parents, accompanied him to the hospital, accompanied him until the operation was completed, and ended this relationship from beginning to end, wherever he could go.

But he was tired and couldn't cope with too complicated relationships, and he couldn't smile to deal with people who might be malicious to him in his heart.

He just wants to be simple, one meal and one vegetable, one mountain and one village to live a free life, say whatever he wants, love if he wants to love, and leave if it doesn't fit.

Is it time to break up?The time stolen for so many days can already be recollected by myself for a lifetime, it is better to end it at the most beautiful time.

Breaking up is also easy, wait for Sheng Wuyu to go back to celebrate the New Year, send a text message to explain the breakup, lock up his farm, buy a second-hand car and go out for a few years, Sheng Wuyu is a gentleman and an arrogant person, so naturally he disdains to stalk If you fight, you will naturally be divided.

Along with the intention to break up, it gradually became more and more intense, but guilt also arose, and he was very tormented.

When I was with Sheng Wuyu at night, the more I felt guilty, the more appropriate I felt.

In the dead of night, he only closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, and suddenly a hand came over and touched his forehead.

He opened his eyes in surprise, Sheng Wuyu turned his face and looked at him in the dark night: "Is there something on your mind?"

Xuan Xiaodong pulled the quilt to cover him: "It's nothing."

Sheng Wuyu said softly, "I apologize to you."

Xuan Xiaodong was taken aback: "You are right, what are you apologizing for?"

Sheng Wuyu looked at him fixedly in the dark night: "Because of my selfishness, I couldn't wait to confess, to confirm the relationship, and I was eager to let you accompany me home and hospital, because I was worried that after the operation, no matter whether it was successful or not, I'm going to be in the hospital for a long time, so many things will happen for such a long time, so I am eager to establish a relationship with you, I didn't consider your feelings, I was too arrogant and didn't respect you."

Xuan Xiaodong's heart was sore and soft: "I don't blame you, it's my problem." A 28-year-old adult still lives in the shadow of the past, unable to accept normal interpersonal life, living in seclusion in the mountains, unwilling to To be responsible is because I have a problem, and I am not worthy of the shining person in front of me.

He whispered: "I don't want to associate with people. People are too complicated. I think dealing with fish and plants every day is much easier than dealing with people. Sheng Wuyu, if only I met you before, then At that time, I was very happy to enter a family, hoping to be accepted by others, and I would manage every relationship with my heart, as you said, and treat every important person seriously."

"But I don't want to anymore." It's easier to be alone, Sheng Wuyu is very good, but he doesn't want to accept all the troubles of becoming Sheng Wuyu's boyfriend.He came too late.He had lost his enthusiasm and could not respond to him.

Sheng Wuyu said in a low voice: "Lin Yijin is asking to change her mother's surname and return all the shares of the Lin family to her biological father."

Xuan Xiaodong was startled.

Sheng Wuyu said in a low voice: "He is breaking up with the Lin family."

He stretched out his hand and slowly stroked Xuan Xiaodong's cheek: "Chu Ruozhuo took Lin Yijin to see you, but you refused the door. Chu Ruozhuo regretted so much that he vomited blood, so he asked Sheng Leilei to intervene. That's why I know Lin Yijin is your stepbrother." , and your first love."

Xuan Xiaodong's cheeks burned slightly, he didn't want such an embarrassing past to be revealed in front of his current lover.

Sheng Wuyu said in a low voice: "I didn't intend to ask about your past, but Lin Yijin actually understood what he meant. He asked Sheng Leilei, hoping that I could protect you and block Lin Ruofei, and hoped that he would have another chance." Pursue you."

"He is a smart man, but unfortunately he miscalculated one thing. When I knew you liked men, my first reaction was that living with someone like Xuan Xiaodong, no matter whether it is a man or a woman, should feel very uncomfortable." Be comfortable, after all, the days when I live with you are really comfortable like never before."

"The second reaction is, since you like men, can I?"

"I'm very surprised that this idea came to me. After all, in the past many years, I thought I should be heterosexual. Although I am very weak in terms of relationships, I haven't met anyone who makes me fall in love. I have been very busy and busy with other people. thing."

"But when this idea came up, I found that it is not impossible, you are very comfortable, you are completely in line with all my tastes. I try to get in touch with your world, and it feels very interesting, which is very interesting to me. Important. After rational analysis and careful analysis of my own thoughts, it is the first time in so many years that I have such a strong interest in a person, and I am full of expectations for entering a new life with you."

"Once I think about it, it's hard to suppress the thought. Every day I look at you, I think that this person is so cute. It must be good to live with him. I want to live like this with you for the rest of my life."

"Lin Yijin, being able to let you refuse so straightforwardly shows that you have expected him. When I'm not around, he might really have a chance to chase you back. I dare not take the risk."

"So I don't have much time. The operation has already been postponed once, and I can't postpone it for too long. After all, I also hope to return to a healthy state as soon as possible. So I was selfish, confessed, pursued you, and wanted to fix you, but didn't consider What you think, I actually know that you have a crush on me. You have been staring at me for too long, and you dare not look at me the first time you see me. You have inexplicable guilt and affection for me. You have been alone for too long , so I know that you will not refuse the confession at that time."

"As long as you don't refuse, I'm half successful."

"The other half is that you also have feelings for me. We are also very compatible in that respect. It is difficult for men to say no at this time-this has a 90.00% success rate. After all, we live in the mortal world, not only It is important to pay attention to the harmony of the soul, and the physical pleasure of each other is also very important."

"So I actually took advantage of your weakness in character and psychological flaws, I'm sorry...for pushing you too hard."

Xuan Xiaodong looked at Sheng Wuyu, with mixed feelings for a moment, listening to the other party's painstaking efforts for him, step by step, and apologizing for that little selfishness, at this moment, he actually cared about another inexplicable point.

He found out about his stay at the Lin family.

He knew that he used to be like a bereaved dog, expelled by his stepfather and younger brother, and wandered on the street with his tail between his legs.

He was silent for a long time, and asked Sheng Wuyu a word: "Are you pitying me?" Sympathize with me, give me alms?He knew that he shouldn't think so, but at this moment, he seemed to have returned to the body of the cowardly, incompetent and homeless child. He obviously had nothing, but he still had a bit of stubborn self-esteem.

On the day he left the Lin family, at least he did not look ugly.Don't cry, don't make trouble, stand up straight and walk away, at least it's not ugly.

That was his last bit of self-esteem.

Sheng Wuyu was startled, looked at Xuan Xiaodong, and suddenly realized that this question was very important to him, and if he could not answer it correctly, there might be serious consequences—he could not deny that he did have sympathy for Xuan Xiaodong, but He could never answer that.

He is in a high position and his family is well-off, and he forgot that Xuan Xiaodong is different from himself, and his request for affection may be more pure.

He stretched out his hand, held Xuan Xiaodong's wrist and pressed it down, letting his hand rest on his unconscious leg: "What about you? Are you pitying me? Are you sympathizing with me, so you take the initiative to give me alms to compensate me?" ?”

Xuan Xiaodong's heart was shocked, and he looked at Sheng Wuyu, and Sheng Wuyu looked at him with a smile: "We are the same."

It is impossible to say that there is no pity and sympathy, and it is impossible to say that there is no desire to make up for and want the other party to live a better and more comfortable life.

But just these, can we get to the step of sharing the same bed?

Just ask your heart and you will understand.

Of course, at this moment, they have love for each other.

Xuan Xiaodong stared at Sheng Wuyu, without speaking for a long time, the two finally kissed deeply in the dark.

In the early morning of the next day, Xuan Xiaodong went to the market early in the morning. When Sheng Wuyu got up and came out, he saw Xuan Xiaodong leading someone in the kitchen, and then quickly sent them out.

He went out after washing and saw Xuan Xiaodong tossing around in front of the fish tank as if changing the tank, saw him come out and said: "Breakfast is ready, it's on the table, you eat first."

Sheng Wuyu sat at the dining table, took the buns, tasted them, and asked him, "What are you doing? Did you have a visitor just now?"

Xuan Xiaodong said: "It's a fishmonger from the flower and bird market that I'm familiar with. I disposed of most of the fish, and he will drive to collect them later, otherwise it will take a long time to leave, and the automatic fish feeding equipment is not very reliable."

Sheng Wuyu was startled, and a smile appeared on his face: "Are you willing to go back with me for the New Year?"

Xuan Xiaodong said: "Well, I will accompany you to have the surgery after the festival, and we'll see how you are after the surgery." As for Sheng Wuyu's family members, let's keep their faces calm first, just for Sheng Wuyu's sake.

Seeing the smile on Sheng Wuyu's face, he felt sour and sweet in his heart, and felt that it was worth taking this step for him. As for the future, let's talk about it.

Anyway, he has long been used to living a day-to-day life, and he just needs to take it seriously every day. At least now, there is one more Sheng Wuyu who deserves to be taken seriously.

Sheng Wuyu said: "I have an apartment, which is upstairs from Yinghuo Technology. It is convenient for me to go to work. You can live there with me. We can go back to have a meal during the Chinese New Year. At other times, you and I live in the company. These fish If you want to keep something, just take it there and raise it, and I will arrange a moving company."

Xuan Xiaodong breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that he was not living in Sheng's house. He knew that Sheng Wuyu and his family must have a very good relationship, especially his father and his elder brother's family, who came directly from Huanjing to Jinghai City for the festival for him. , but he didn't go back to live in the Sheng family's villa, which is really a bit unreasonable.

But as long as he doesn't face such a complicated family all of a sudden, and gets along day and night, his pressure will be relieved a lot.

So he smiled at Sheng Wuyu.

Sheng Wuyu breathed a sigh of relief, secretly glad that he took another step in the right direction last night.Xuan Xiaodong's abnormal behavior on the bed last night almost had it all written on his face that this is too much trouble and I want to leave.

He couldn't take the risk of leaving Xuan Xiaodong here alone for the New Year, Lin Yijin would definitely sneak in, so he could only slowly coax Xuan Xiaodong out of his shell, willing to show his soft side to him.

If you want to get this person, you have to coax them well. You have to be honest at all. If you make a wrong move, he will lose his chance. It seems that he is taking the initiative and mastering the rhythm. In fact, he knows in his heart that as long as the other party wants to leave, he will lose his chance. A decision that cannot be undone.

Because he used to be such a person, with a world of his own in his heart, no need for others to join in, even love itself may not be able to shake a person's determination to live a life.

Unless this love can also bring comfort zones to each other.Banshan Farm is Xuan Xiaodong's comfort zone. Xuan Xiaodong has ventured out of his own comfort zone for him. What he has to do is to slowly expand this comfort zone to his own range, and let Xuan Xiaodong know, The place where there is prosperity and no corner is the comfort zone.