As an alpha, am I afraid of my wife?

When he woke up, the scene in front of him had changed. There seemed to be something ringing next to his ear, but he couldn't hear it clearly. When he opened his eyes, he found that there was a blank wall in front of him.

A place that is not unfamiliar.

For a split second, he thought he had returned to the memory of struggling in the hospital. At that time, he was like this, with an oxygen tube inserted in his nasal cavity, feeling weak all over his body, and accompanied by bursts of pain.

Now it doesn't hurt, it's just that the whole body is weak and has no strength.

He exhausted all his strength, but he could only lift a small finger on his body.

I don't know who was disturbed by this finger, the sound of the machine beeping in his ears was even louder, and someone was talking, but it was like a layer of water mist, so he couldn't hear clearly.

When I turned my head away, I saw the back of a person walking out the door in a panic.

After a while, the figure came back again, and squatted halfway beside his bed, wanting to touch him, but didn't dare to touch him, his hand was stiff for a while, and then he put it down again.

Duan Shuyun looked at him, and was taken aback for a moment.

This person is Yu Heyi.

It's not exactly Yu Heyi.

This is the middle-aged Yu Heyi.

——The thought just now was not an illusion, he had indeed returned to that memory.

This Yu Heyi is more mature than the Yu Heyi he sees every day, because he is in his prime, so the shadow of high spirits can be seen in his eyebrows and eyes.

But now, his brows and eyes are full of worry and pain.

In my impression, Duan Shuyun seemed to have never seen him like this. In reality, even though he was shocked when he proposed divorce with Yu Heyi, he was not as painful as he is now.

How painful is it?

It's like being desperate, on the verge of collapse, and whoever sticks out a pinky finger can push him off the edge of the cliff.

Duan Shuyun thought about it carefully, among the memories he dreamed of in his dream at that time, the memory of the hospital was relatively vague.

Because he was tormented by illness, what happened outside, for him, he couldn't remember much.

Some critically ill patients may also have mental problems in the later stages of the course of the disease and induce a series of mental illnesses. It may be normal for a person who is usually normal to end up hysterical, irritable, and frequently forgetting things.

Duan Shuyun thought that those things he could remember were all.

Now he suddenly realized—what about the ones he didn't remember?

Seeing him staring at him with eyes open, Yu Heyi twitched the corners of his lips, but didn't make a smile, and simply said seriously: "Don't look at me, the doctor will come over later, obediently cooperate with the treatment, do you know?"

Duan Shuyun blinked.

"Forget it, I can't tell you what's good or bad if I tell you," Yu Heyi still didn't touch him, and stayed close to his bedside, "Don't sleep, you've been asleep for three days, if you sleep again, you'll be with me." The pig is almost there, you know?"

Duan Shuyun thought to himself, no matter what time this person comes, he can't say anything good.

However, he was still nervous at first, but after being told by Yu Heyi, he became less nervous.

He was afraid of going through the death process again.

The process was too painful and he didn't want to be involved.

Whenever he has a choice.

After the doctor came, Yu Heyi silently retreated to the side, but his eyes were still fixed on him, those eyes were so sad, when looking at him, they looked like the eyes of an old man.

It has been too hopeless and too vicissitudes.

The doctor observed the data, and then asked Duan Shuyun how he felt, generally, did he feel uncomfortable, and where did he feel uncomfortable.

Duan Shuyun thought for a while and said, "Neck hurts."

Participating in this memory this time, he is fine everywhere, and it doesn't hurt as much as before, but the back of his neck is hot, as if something has been cut off.

"That's because you just finished the operation and haven't recovered yet," the doctor said in a high voice, fearing that he wouldn't be able to hear him, "have a good rest and cooperate with our treatment. When the nurse gives you the injection, don't hide, okay?" ?”

This section of the book is most impressive.

The nurse gave him an injection, which is no longer an ordinary needle, but an indwelling needle. It hurts every time it is injected, because his blood vessels are riddled with holes, so people can keep the needle in his body for a week, and he usually takes two or three. Tomorrow it will be unplugged and replaced with a new one.

When it hurts too much, he can't help but want to hide, every time he needs... Who is coming, who will hold him down?

Duan Shuyun couldn't remember.

After the doctor left, Yu Heyi came over again.

Seeing that Duan Shu was in good condition, he finally dared to stretch out his hand to touch him. At first he took his hand and gently squeezed it in his palm. Then he put his index finger on his face and scraped it. .

Seeing Duan Shuyun just looking at him without speaking, he asked, "What's wrong?"

The voice is also very soft.

Duan Shuyun was surprised.

He tentatively said: "...you make me a little hurt."

In fact, it's just casual talk.

But Yu Heyi really believed it, and immediately took his hand away, treating him like a porcelain doll, but said: "I hate me? I don't want to touch you yet."

The ghost knows whether what he said is true or not.

Duan Shuyun pursed his lips and found that his lips were a little dry.

Seeing this, Yu Heyi took salt water and a cotton swab from the bedside table, and wiped it on his lips after being saturated with water, without any impatience.

In fact, in the past, Yu Heyi would not lose his temper with him.

That kind of behavior can be called vexatious at best.

While annoying, it's a far cry from impatience.

Now there is no more unreasonable trouble, as if it was a different person, Duan Shuyun moved a little, but he didn't feel any pain, Yu Heyi's eyes were already full of pain.

It was as if, when he was in pain, Yu Heyi was in more pain than him.

Yu Heyi has been with him here for a long time.

When Duan Shuyun woke up, it was daytime, and when it got dark, Yu Heyi still didn't leave. During this period, his mobile phone rang several times, but he didn't answer it □□□% of the time.

After picking it up, the other side didn't know what to urge him, he said a few words impatiently, and finally said: "No." Then he would hang up the phone.

Duan Shuyun guessed something and asked, "About work?"

"Yeah." Yu Heyi looked at him with nostalgic, confused, and pretended calmness, "It's all trivial things."

Obviously he didn't say much, but Duan Shuyun heard another meaning from his words.

——Compared with you, everything else is trivial.

It turns out that Yu Heyi's thoughts are so easy to understand.

He saw him busy in the ward, waiting for him to do that, with the ability of the Yu family, it was just a matter of hiring a special nurse, but he did everything by himself, and never left the ward for more than 10 minutes.

Duan Shuyun was already tired before he was tired.

When he closed his eyes, he knew he couldn't sleep, so he forced them open again. Yu Heyi saw it, reached out and touched his eyelids, and said softly: "When did you become so obedient? Sleep if you want."

So Duan Shuyun fell asleep.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, Yu Heyi was always there.

When he opened his eyes the next morning, Yu Heyi was gone.

It was replaced by Duan Yumin.

Duan Shuyun already knew what Duan Yumin looked like when he grew up, and every time he saw it, he still felt relieved. Duan Yumin had already grown into a mature alpha, and his personality was more humble and gentle than ordinary alphas.

He is married and his wife is there.

This paragraph is the memory that Duan Shu is most familiar with.

In the next few days, when Yu Heyi was not around, Duan Yumin and his wife were there. There were two shifts, and Yu Heyi was there most of the time. Even if he went out, it would only take half a day and he would be back soon.

Calculating the time Duan Yu Min stayed in the ward, it might only be two or three days.

Yu Heyi, on the other hand, has not stopped for more than ten days.

Only then did Duan Shuyun affirm his guess. In fact, there was a fault in his memory.

Every time he saw Yu Heyi's eyes, he would feel a suffocating feeling that his heart was being clenched, coupled with the pain in his body, he forgot all the scenes where Yu Heyi was there.

I only remember Duan Yumin.

It's not that Duan Yumin is not in pain, but after marrying his wife, Duan Yumin moved out from the Yu family, and did not live with them for about ten years.

Therefore, the pain can be dispelled, and the pain will not be overwhelmed.

When he looked at Yu Heyi, he had a tendency to do so.

In the last few days, Duan Shuyun could barely speak and fell into a light coma. Yu Heyi wiped his lips and looked directly into his eyes.

"Is it uncomfortable, do you want to leave?" He leaned over and kissed the tip of Duan Shuyun's nose, "You go first, I will go to you later, wait for me, don't go too fast, you know?"

Duan Shuyun's eyelashes trembled slightly.

Yu Heyi continued to wipe his lower lip with a cotton swab, "How many years have I known you, you have always been a clean and beautiful little omega, seeing how sloppy you are now, is also..."

He couldn't go on.

Putting down the cotton swab, he turned his back to Duan Shuyun, his voice hoarse: "I think you are in pain, do you feel pain?"

"It's not dirty, I'm talking nonsense," Yu Heyi put his hand on Duan Shuyun's face, "I've always been like this when I talk, you get angry after listening to it, and ignore others when you get angry, but in fact I did it on purpose, deliberately let you Pay attention to me."

"You said, you're sick—would it have something to do with me being mad at you?"

After finishing speaking, Yu Heyi remained silent for a while.

In the haze, Duan Shuyun couldn't hear his voice, but he heard a crisp slap in the ward.

There was warmth on his forehead, the soft touch was fleeting, water dripped to the corner of his eyes, and Yu Heyi's last words to him.

"I'm going to have a cigarette."

About tens of seconds, less than 1 minute.

He also heard Duan Yu Min and his wife's voices at the door, walking towards his bed, saw something, and kept calling him.

"Dad, wake up Dad, don't fall asleep, I will call you a doctor!"

The annoying sound of "di, di, di" from the ECG monitor in Duan Shuyun's ear subsided.

— followed by a harsher alarm sound.

After his consciousness returned to darkness, Duan Shuyun's five senses were very dull.

He couldn't tell what the sound was, whether the touch on his body was real or not, and the familiar oxygen tube was inserted into his nose, and his hands were stinging from being pricked by needles.

Taking a deep breath for a moment, he finally opened his eyes.

Yu Heyi's young face came into view.

The soreness in his body surged up like a tide, but this time he had the strength to stand up, the first thing he did was to say to Yu Heyi: "If one day I die, you must not be overwhelmed, understand?"

Yu Heyi looked blank and moved his chapped lips.

"You're just out of control during estrus, not terminally ill," he said, "What are you talking about?"

The author has something to say: Duan Shuyun: Hehe.

Duan Shuyun: Who knows everything better than anyone else.

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