My little white flower is not right

01

Xu Chaochao was not originally called Xu Chaochao. When her little-footed mother, who had never read and never left Nanxi Town, struggled on the bed for three days and three nights, and finally gave birth to her, the father standing in the yard listened. When he saw the word "qianjin", he immediately threw the only intact orchid bowl on the ground.

The sound of porcelain shattering spread into the house, and a tear fell from the corner of Niangqin's eyes. With the ignorant fear of knowing nothing about the world, she grinned and let out the first cry.

After lying on the bed for only two days, my mother struggled to get off the ground.The father disappeared again, and the woman with weak little feet struggled to move, cleaned the house, tidied up the barn, hesitated again and again, and finally took out an egg and made herself a bowl of hot soup.

She didn't receive much favor during pregnancy, and her body was as thin as a stick. Now she feels that she has committed a lot of sins after giving birth to a daughter. This egg is the only nourishment in her confinement. For the sake of being fed, she was never expected to come into the world daughter.

Mother named Xu Chaochao Zhaodi, which is a common name in the countryside. The little girl grows taller when the wind blows, and gradually becomes a dim and vague thin shadow similar to her mother.

The days are getting more difficult day by day, wars are going on in the east, turmoil in the west, and life is cheap in troubled times. When I was about seven years old, my father, who hadn’t shown up for a long time, suddenly came home with a bruised face, followed by two big and three rough man.

The mother was crying, and the thin little brother in her arms was also crying. After a long time, the man finally let go of his father. The father was like a dejected dog, crying and kneeling in front of his mother, recognizing him with snot and tears. Wrong, the sound is muffled and annoying.

She was sold into the Chunhui class in this way, and the sky was so gray that day, she followed her mother around one corridor after another in a daze, and walked into a room with carved beams, and the phoenix's head was covered with dust , on the Eight Immortals chair was a frowning man with a slightly disgusted tone.

"I'm seven years old, and I'm too old. I don't know if I can teach it." The man bargained with his mother, "Who made me soft-hearted, I can't see you being so pitiful before accepting her..."

When we parted, my mother patted her hair again and again: "Zhaoer, I can only blame women for being cheap by nature. If there is an afterlife, don't be a girl anymore. Mother is gone, you have to work hard here, you can make it through hard. Do you remember?"

She changed from Xu Zhaodi to Xu Chaochao, and the man still used the lazy and disgusting tone with a jade cigarette holder in his mouth: "If the relationship lasts for a long time, how can it be day and night. From now on, your name is Xu Chaochao, tsk... What a waste of such a good name for you."

Xu Chaochao kept in mind his mother's words before leaving, that he had to work hard to survive this long world of suffering.In the winter months, the dripping water under the eaves of the porch turned into ice, and the old cotton shoes fell on the ground, and the cold air penetrated directly into the bones. The whole body seemed to be frozen, and it would shatter if knocked. She had to grit her teeth and circle around in the yard. Practice.

"The ice wheel on the sea island is turning.... Slave is like Chang'e leaving the Moon Palace... Qingqing and cold in the Guanghan Palace, ah, Guanghan Palace, the Yushi Bridge is leaning against the railing..."

Entered the class at the age of seven, and debuted on stage at the age of 13. Baoguang Guanghua's head was so heavy that he couldn't lift it up, but the class master was still reprimanding him with a straight face: "Raise your head, and when you get on stage, you have to forget about this cheap boy." Fate, sing out the spirit of the imperial concubine!"

After all, she failed to sing the spirit of the noble concubine, because soon at a certain dinner party, she poured wine all over a certain high-ranking guest, and the dishes made a crisp sound, as if going back to a certain time, she heard the guest scolding Said: "Toast, don't eat, eat fine wine!"

The leader was so angry that the veins on his forehead were twitching: "What kind of precious thing do you think you are? I bought you for five silver dollars, and want to make a fuss? Pay me back ten times before I talk about it!"

She kept silent and ran all the way to the depths of the hotel, with people chasing her behind her. The noise and shouting were as lively as firecrackers. Just when Xu Chaochao felt that she was about to run, she bumped into one person.

There is a gentle and gentle fragrance in the breath, like the jasmine on the branches of my hometown, and like the gardenia in the summer night in June. In short, it is white and clean. She heard someone say: "Sister, why are you crying?" ?”

She raised her eyes, only to realize that she bumped into a woman, who was different from most of the people she had seen. This person was as clean as if she had just been lifted out of a jewelry box. She was wearing a satin dress in the style of a foreigner, The hair is slightly curled and looks very beautiful.

Later, she was taken to a school by this person, where there were many girls of her age, and she heard them call her "Principal Ruan".

"If you want in the future, you can stay here to study." Ruan Jiyun said to her, "I bought your body deed. When you grow up and earn money, you can buy it back from me."

Principal Ruan seemed very, very busy.

This is the answer Xu Chaochao got from her observations. She heard from other students that Principal Ruan is a person of great ability. She runs a well-known fashion company in Shanghai. Ordinary, or poor, or lonely little girl.

In school, she was desperately trying to catch up with the progress. She had never learned to read and write, but only knew the few libretto in the opera. Everything started from scratch.While cleaning the gaps in the yard and practicing calligraphy on the sand with broom branches, she remembered what her mother said at that time.

You have to work hard, and you have to work hard to survive.

"Why are you writing here?" Suddenly a female voice interrupted her practice.

Principal Ruan appeared behind her at some point, she must have just come back from the outside, with snow on her coat, looking at her with those bright eyes, Xu Chaochao felt a little ashamed for some reason.

"I practice calligraphy here..." she said softly, "using sand..."

Ruan Jiyun frowned slightly: "There is an exercise book from the study committee member, just ask her to get it. Is there any reason why I didn't get it?"

"No, no!" Xu Chaochao immediately explained, "That paper is so good..." She said shyly and embarrassedly, "My handwriting is not good-looking, and it doesn't deserve to be written on such a good paper."

She felt that Principal Ruan seemed to sigh, and then she said in a firm and unquestionable tone: "From now on, you will practice on paper, as long as you are willing to practice, you can get it. Things are for use, don't I feel like I’m not good enough.”

In this case, no one has ever told her, Xu Zhaochao raised her head in surprise, she has long been used to everyone telling her, you are a girl, you are not worthy of respect, and you are not worthy of thinking about things that do not belong to you. Someone told her this once.

Before she could say anything, another sound of footsteps came from behind, and soon a tall and slender young woman walked over.

Unlike Principal Ruan, this lady looks very dashing and modern. She is wearing a long black coat and her calves are wrapped in riding boots, making her look straight and long. As she walked to Principal Ruan's side, she handed over the gloves in her hand .

"I forgot my gloves in the car again, how can I hold my pen when it's freezing?" Her voice was also very gentle, revealing a familiar and helpless complaint.

Principal Ruan smiled, and let the other party hold her hand, and put the pair of lambskin gloves on carefully. From the beginning to the end, they didn't say anything, but Xu Chaochao felt a strange warm atmosphere, flow between the two.

I always feel that standing next to me seems to be extra redundant.

02

【Three years later】

"Sister Jiyun! I brought the things!" One day in midsummer, with the sound of cicadas chirping, Xu Chaochao jumped off his bicycle and hurried upstairs with his bag in his hands without wiping off his sweat.

The door opened with a "boom", and Ruan Jiyun's naive face appeared in front of her. She hurriedly stretched out her hand and made a "hush" sound: "Hush, forget that this is a secret mission!" La?"

Xu Chaochao stuck out his tongue, and walked into the office lightly: "The foreign manager was sloppy with me at first, hey, I don't care about him, I got back all the materials you asked for!"

She seemed to think of something again: "By the way, sister, why did we order the fabric quietly? Don't we usually go to Miss Jiang's trading company? Oh...you have something to hide from her!"

Over the past few years, the clever girl has already observed that there seems to be some kind of special tacit understanding between her principal and Ms. Jiang. She can't say what it is, but in short, every time they stand together, they look particularly harmonious and special... ...like family.

When she was asking the bottom line, Ruan Jiyun had already put the material she brought back on the stage. The snow-like satin fabric dazzled people's eyes. Xu Chaochao exclaimed: "Oh, it's so beautiful! This is what to do What's the use?"

The satin in his hand was as smooth as water, and Ruan Jiyun lightly brushed the fabric. He had already planned to make the pattern in his heart. Seeing Xu Chaochao's earnest appearance like a puppy, he couldn't help laughing and said, "You can guarantee to keep the secret, I'll tell you."

Xu Chaochao nodded repeatedly.

"Wow...it's not..." After learning about Ruan Jiyun's overall plan, the girl's eyes widened in surprise, as if she heard some Arabian Nights, but soon she became Excited, "I am willing! I promise no one will mention it, especially Jiang..."

After the arrangement of school affairs was finished, Ruan Jiyun saw that it was getting late, so she picked up her handbag and was about to leave. As soon as she walked out of the school gate, she heard the sound of a horn on the side of the road.

Meng Fanshi was dressed in red and said with a smile: "As soon as Jiang Peifeng goes to France, you ask me to meet and let her know not to be crazy about jealousy? Then you can't stand dry and ignore me."

"I'll help you talk, wouldn't she be even angrier." Ruan Jiyun knew she was joking, and got into the car with a smile, "Sister Meng, I entrusted you to do..."

"Don't worry, the small banquet hall of the Bulgari Hotel on the eighth day of July has been arranged for you, including the meals," Meng Fanshi handed her a piece of paper, "Jiang Peifeng is really not romantic at all. It’s something that reminds you first.”

Ruan Jiyun looked at the menu carefully: "Who would have thought of what's important first? Today's life is not smooth, and she is more stressed than me. Whether it's all kinds of donations or salary collection, I can't wait to scrape off a layer of skin in her factory. ...I want to do something for her to make her happy too."

"I know that the two of you have a good relationship, so you don't need to provoke me like this." Meng Fanshi glanced at her, "By the way, I don't know if I can make it to your banquet. Something happened to my family, and I'm afraid I'm going to America soon .”

The two of them were silent for a while. Over the years, Meng Fanshi, the few of them, took the lead publicly to organize a women's charity, donated money and materials, set up a school, and did a lot of things. Now they suddenly have to part, Ruan Jiyun Suddenly surprised.

However, she also knew that it was a troubled time at this time, and no one could know whether they would meet again tomorrow, so she smiled and said, "Then I wish Sister Meng a smooth trip."

There was a little melancholy in the air, Meng Fanshi stopped the car with a smile: "Okay, let's have a good farewell meal tonight, and I can also congratulate you and Peifeng—a happy marriage for a hundred years."

03

Regarding Ruan Jiyun's secret arrangement, Jiang Peifeng rarely found out immediately.After she came back from France, she received a lot of chores from the factory and the Chamber of Commerce, and she was very busy. When she returned home that night, she found that Ruan Jiyun was waiting for her.

Mr. Jiang was persuaded by his children to go to Hong Kong to retire, while Jiang Zhiyu and Julia went to work in the Nanjing government. Now they are the only two masters in Jiang's mansion.Under the bright electric lights, the table of the Eight Immortals was filled with hot dishes, and the aroma whetted his appetite. Jiang Peifeng realized that he was a little hungry after a while.

Ruan Jiyun should have just taken a shower, her long hair was drenched behind her back, and she looked fresh like a newly bloomed lotus flower. She smiled and opened a blue and white lotus-patterned sea bowl.

In the bowl was a simmering chicken soup base, on which lay snow-white silver noodles, dotted with scallions, eggs and green vegetables, overflowing with fragrance, she saw Ruan Jiyun's red lips lightly parted, and said four words to her: "Birthday Joy."

It's her birthday again.

Jiang Peifeng was stunned: "I was too busy to forget." She walked quickly to the table, took Ruan Jiyun's hand, and gently moved it to her lips for a kiss.

The fingers on her lips retracted, and she pulled the hand a little harder, but she didn't run away shyly: "The noodles look unfamiliar, but they don't look like Wang Ma's craftsmanship..."

"I made this." Ruan Jiyun turned back to her with a blushing face, "It's the first time I cook, would Miss Jiang be willing to show her face and taste it?"

Jiang Peifeng looked at her, his cold phoenix eyes were dimmed, Ruan Jiyun was a little flustered, she went to get the spoon on the table as a cover, and just about to put it into the bowl, someone grabbed her wrist again.

"Isn't it for me?" Jiang Peifeng pulled her into his arms and asked in her ear, "Or do you want to have a bite first?"

The atmosphere suddenly became a little ambiguous. Sitting on Jiang Peifeng's lap, she had to lower her head slightly to look at her coquettishly: "How do you eat like this?"

The gaze fell into the other pair of eyes like this, and the two got closer, so close that they could almost feel each other's throbbing heartbeats, the heat radiated from the lips, and they rubbed against the soft cheeks as if they were far away.

Ruan Jiyun was wrapped around her waist with one hand, and her right hand was held by the other hand, tightly clasped with her fingers, feeling a little hot in a trance, she felt Jiang Peifeng caressing her fingers lovingly, and put something Put it on.

She woke up belatedly, Jiang Peifeng had let go of her hand, she brought her fingers closer to her face, and found that there was an extra ring on her ring finger, set in platinum, with three diamonds arranged in a crown shape, two of which were slightly smaller, In the center is a pear-shaped beautiful diamond, with brilliant brilliance and sparkling crystal light.

"It was specially ordered in France." Jiang Peifeng gently kissed her hair, "Although I should use a more formal posture at this time, please marry me, Ruan Jiyun."

As soon as this sentence came out, the person in his arms was obviously stunned for a moment, the blush was like spreading petals, and the boundless spring was dyed on his face, Ruan Jiyun turned around half annoyed, half shy: "Who told you to say it first. …”

Jiang Peifeng was stunned, the person in his arms jumped down, took her by the hand and pulled her up, leading her all the way to the bedroom.

"I was thinking of waiting for you to finish your birthday noodles, and then I'll show you this..." The person leading the way in front muttered, as if she had ruined a very important plan, and lifted the cover on the avatar. cloth.

It was a wedding dress.

Pure white wedding dress, rich lace, bright rhinestones, layers of large skirts, made of pearls into a rose shape, the whole skirt is floating with halos, as if dyed by moonlight, delicate and beautiful.

Ruan Jiyun pursed her lips: "It took me half a month to make this dress... I drew the design by myself, selected the accessories myself, and stitched it together..."

I found all the best styles I could find, exhausted all my life's knowledge, and just wanted to give you a unique gift.

"Miss Jiang, I also want to ask you, will you marry me?"

Before she could finish her sentence, someone had already hugged her tightly into her arms. That embrace was always warm and safe, with wholehearted pampering and pampering. She felt someone kiss her forehead, and then that person said: " Miss Ruan, if I have you by my side, I have nothing to ask for in this life."

04

As a wedding dress designer, Xu Chaochao participated in many weddings later.Those weddings were extremely grand and luxurious, but the most precious memory left in her memory was a small dinner that might not be called a wedding.

It was a dinner hosted by her principal, Ruan Jining. Together with several other elegant girls, she originally came to help decorate the venue, but was also invited as a guest to witness this special salute.

In the private garden room of the Bulgari Hotel, it was covered with fragrant white roses. There were not many guests participating in the banquet. There was a young man in a suit and leather shoes, and beside him was a blond foreign lady. On one side, there are several stylishly dressed women, all of whom look extremely polite, quietly waiting for the newcomers to enter.

The band played melodious string music. Amidst the sound of the violin, Xu Chaochao saw Principal Ruan wearing a white wedding dress and walking into the venue with another woman on his arm.

That was perhaps the most beautiful scene she had ever seen in her life. Both girls were wearing wedding dresses, their hands were tightly held together, and they looked at each other with gentle and affectionate expressions.

A beautiful lady in a red dress served as the witness. After reading the oath with a smile, she asked the two couples respectively: "Would you like to spend your whole life with her, support each other, accompany each other, no matter how the years change, only wish to be with her Love lasts forever?"

It was a touching oath. At that time, Xu Chaochao couldn't understand whether this kind of emotion was shocking to the world and whether it had the correct meaning, but when she saw the two girls looking at each other and smiling, she found that her tears welled up.

Amidst the sound of music, the newlyweds danced the first opening dance, and the guests soon joined in. The sound of the music drifted farther and farther through the night wind, and the clouds slowly drifted away in the sky, shining a bright moon.

At the age of 16, Xu Chaochao suddenly understood something called love.

It has nothing to do with status, age, beauty and intelligence, gender, just because in the vast sea of ​​people, you meet someone who you have never met before, but you know for sure that her future will belong to you.

Not long after the wedding, the flames of war broke out again, and the students of Fenghua Girls' School were organized temporarily. They were organized into dozens of teams, with the seniors leading the juniors, and they were transferred to Guangzhou overnight.

At the train station, Xu Chaochao tightly held the elementary school girl assigned to him to take care of. She was a girl under ten years old. Principal Ruan.

Ruan Jiyun stroked their hair, and said softly: "You must be obedient, elder sister takes good care of younger sister, can you do it?"

The sound of gunfire was faintly heard in the distance, and Xu Chaozhao suddenly realized that this might be an uneasy farewell, so she subconsciously asked, "Sister, are you afraid?"

"Scared." Ruan Jiyun replied, "But I can't back down even if I'm afraid. With you behind me, my sisters will work hard to protect you. Chao Chao, take my sister well, and we will meet again."

She didn't have time to say any more, and hurriedly handed her over to the people on board. Xu Chaochao watched her figure continue to shuttle below. After a while, someone came over and took her hand.

A siren sounded next to my ear, and the boat started slowly. The little girl beside me finally asked timidly, "Sister, I'm a little scared."

Xu Chaochao smiled, and she squatted down to help her straighten her scarf, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, my sister is here."

Even if there are many sufferings in this world, even if there is no hope, and she has to work hard to get through these pains and hardships, but she has been lucky enough to witness love with her own eyes, so even if there are thousands of difficulties ahead, she must work hard to go on.

Because they will keep going, to the world that can embrace love and the future.