My little white flower is not right

01

"Ruan Ruan is going to hold a concert!"

When she saw this news, Xiaotao was waiting in line at the gate of the kindergarten to pick up her daughter. She held an umbrella in one hand and typed with difficulty in the other hand as the rain was pouring down.

"My God! The Lifetime series! Since that incident, Ruan Ruan hasn't returned to China for several years... 5555 misses her daughter so much!"

This fan group was established seven years ago. At that time, everyone gathered together, chatting about idols every day, and spent countless long nights.

Later that incident was exposed. For a long time, the word "Ruan Jiyun" was like a cancer. Once it was mentioned, it would always be followed by crazy attacks. In order to protect her, the fans had to keep silent.

"I heard it's a small concert, I don't know if I can get tickets, I have to practice the octopus hand speed that I haven't seen for many years!"

"Gossip, this concert is to raise funds for the "Declaration of Equal Rights" project, Feng Yunji will be ecstatic with CP fans!"

The melodious music interrupted Xiao Tao's thoughts. The iron gate of the kindergarten opened, and children in white uniforms walked out hand in hand. Xiao Tao quickly put away her phone and walked towards her daughter.

It's just that this long-lost message finally affected my mood. When my husband got off work, he found that there was an extra braised pork ribs on the table.

"What good thing happened to Mom today?" He picked up his daughter who was playing with building blocks and asked.

Xiaotao put the food on the table with a smile: "My idol is going to hold a concert! Husband...I want to go see..."

"That female star named Ruan....something, right?" The husband recalled, "Didn't you say that she went abroad? That's fine. You can tell me in advance that I will ask my mother to pick Xiaoyun up from school."

He seldom saw his wife showing such a little girl-like attitude. When they met on a blind date, his wife was very gentle and generous, and their married life was also very warm, but this was the first time that he felt that he was close to someone Never been there before, her girlhood.

Tickets for Ruan Jiyun's concert were not publicly sold. Instead, the number was drawn through the website of the "Declaration of Equal Rights" foundation. All proceeds will be donated to the foundation as activity funds for applying for domestic legislation.

In order to get the tickets, Xiaotao used almost all her relatives and friends, one by one, asking them to register for the foundation website, but she almost got into trouble. Her 75-year-old grandma tremblingly called: "Taotao... .. If there is anything, you should tell grandma first, but don't tell your mother!"

The old people don't quite understand why two men or two women want to get married?Isn't this a messy thing?But the protection of her granddaughter prevailed, and she asked hesitantly, "Could it be that you like girls?"

Xiaotao laughed loudly: "It's not me, it's the star I admire. She likes girls. Grandma, she is really a very nice person, but because she likes girls, many people scold her... I Want to support her..."

Her eyes suddenly became a little blurred, and her voice became choked up unknowingly, as if she saw the overwhelming scolding on the Internet again. No matter how hard they tried to fight against gangsters, they couldn't cover up these voices. Being banned, they couldn't make a sound and could only silently watch the person on the other side of the screen.

The most serious one was on the red carpet of a certain awards ceremony. Some black fans took advantage of the chaos to sneak into the crowd, and poured a bottle of red paint that had been prepared on Ruan Jiyun who had just walked on the red carpet.

She was watching the live broadcast in front of the computer that day, and was shocked by the sudden picture.Ruan Jiyun was wearing a white dress, and the red paint was splashed on it, like glaring bloodstains. She saw Ruan Jiyun lowered her head and asked her assistant to wipe the marks on her face.

Then she continued to face the camera, showing a familiar and sweet smile, and walked the entire red carpet in that embarrassing dress.

From the beginning to the end, she never showed any weak expression.

Xiaotao took a deep breath, and her grandmother's voice on the other end of the phone continued: "Peach, grandma doesn't understand young people anymore, but remember, no matter what, there are still people in this world who love you." you."

There are still people who love you, so even if the road ahead is difficult, you have to go on.

On the day of the concert, Xiaotao asked her mother-in-law to help take care of the children early, and took a car alone to the high-speed rail station to meet her friends.

They were all partners in the fan club, but now the young girl has faded away, only her eyes still reveal the glory of the past.

It was a small-scale gymnasium, and there was no too cool dance beauty. The blue chasing light hung from the steel frame, covering the slender figure in the center.

Xiaotao couldn't remember how many times she cried that night, she waved the light stick in her hand as enthusiastically as she did when she was young, and the loud chorus of everyone sang loudly echoed in her ears.

During the encore session, Ruan Jiyun suddenly put his index finger between his lips, and mouthed "shh" playfully to them.

"I have a special encore for you, but you have to make sure you don't shout too loudly."

Another familiar figure appeared in the light. It was Jiang Peifeng who had already turned from an idol to behind the scenes and went to France to study film school.Although the fans had vague expectations in their hearts, they couldn't help screaming the moment they saw the Lord.

"This is not cooperation, this is dog food! Ruan Ruan, you are too bad!"

"Are you bringing your girlfriend to show us? We agree!"

The fans in the audience were still shouting loudly, and the two people on the stage smiled at each other and raised their microphones at the same time.

"Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high..."

"And the dreams that you dared to dream really do come true..."

02

For several years, Ruan Jiyun and Jiang Peifeng both lived in a villa in the countryside of South France.

On the one hand, Jiang Peifeng was studying in Paris; on the other hand, it was because Ruan Jiyun was not in good health, and living in the countryside with pleasant scenery helped to adjust his mood.

In the first few years, there was a lot of maliciousness on the Internet. Jiang Peifeng quit all front-stage work under the arrangement of his family and turned to behind-the-scenes development, while Ruan Jiyun still insisted on making movies.

It's just that the film appointments she can receive are much narrower, and during the years of Jiang Peifeng's treatment, the heavy work and psychological pressure caused her to suffer from severe neurasthenia, so after Jiang Peifeng recovered, he took her abroad for recuperation as soon as possible .

This return to China is also the result of careful consideration.As time went by, the environment of public opinion slowly began to loosen, and sexual orientation was no longer an unavoidable topic. At the same time, other Asian countries also raised high the rainbow flag and began to fight for the rights of same-sex couples.

Seven years later, the country's first affirmative action foundation emerged.

Jiang Peifeng and Ruan Jiyun were invited by the foundation to become the public welfare spokespersons of the project.

They returned to China and continued their respective careers. Although they inevitably encountered many difficulties, fortunately they all survived without any danger.A year later, Ruan Jiyun received an invitation from the great director Yan Sheng to star in her new work "Amber Bridge".

It was a film about growing up as a woman.The painter Cheng Yiqiao played by Ruan Jiyun is a rebellious young woman from a big family. She devoted her whole life to the pursuit of pure art. Her reckless and innocent personality prevented her from pleasing the society. The amazing talent of this female artist.

The film won the laurel of the film festival that year, and the jury rejected all opinions and awarded the best actress to Ruan Jiyun. Although the film was maliciously attacked by some people in China, it was forced to go offline after only nine days of release, but this did not affect it. Become a generation of classics.

This is also Ruan Jiyun's first actress award. After that, she has appeared in many films one after another, creating classic roles one after another.

The new wind direction finally blows into the ancient sleeping window lattice.

03

Dear Jiyun,

See words like meeting.

In a blink of an eye, you and I have known each other for 17 years. 17 years is enough time for a naive child to grow into an adult with independent personality, but it feels like a fleeting moment when he is placed between you and me.

I still clearly remember the first time I saw you. The air conditioner in the practice room was broken that day, and more than 30 people were crowded together. The situation was even worse. Then, suddenly, you walked in.

In such a hot weather, only you are like a moonlight, with a clean coolness.I selfishly want to keep this meeting alone as my personal memory.

That was the first time, I understood what love at first sight is, just one sight, I know your future will be related to me.

The days in the training room have become exciting.You were already a star at that time, but you were still like a little girl, who liked to put a candy in your mouth quickly while your manager was not paying attention, and looked around vigilantly while chewing, like a little hamster.

You are actually very afraid of pain, but as long as the music is playing, you will always smile in front of the camera and never slack off. There is only one time when you were really tired and quietly took off your high heels in the backstage where the lights could not shine down.

You stood barefoot on the ground for 5 minutes like that, you should be very happy at that time, because the expression on your face is too vivid, like a child who did something bad and was not found out, but I found out, shhh, I will keep it secret for you. ....a long time.

I have seen many different versions of you, the you who quietly wiped tears because of the pressure of reciting lines, the you who blushed with embarrassment after reading a fan letter, and the you who were beautiful and gentle when I kissed you …

Ji Yun, when it comes to love, I often don't know how to bring it up, but in retrospect, every minute and every second we spend together is actually love.

I once read a line that said: There has never been a love like mine. I wish I would be eight years older when I wake up tomorrow morning.

We will write down our New Year's wishes on every New Year's night;

We will travel to all the beautiful places and take pictures together;

We will also quarrel, but please make up as soon as possible, it's very simple, just hug and make up;

We may or may not have children, but either way, we are always happy.

I hope that until the end of life, we will still be together, look back and say: This is a simple but beautiful life.

Jiang Peifeng, written on July 7, the eve of Zhiyuan's wedding.

The camera worked quietly, pointing the lens at the beauty in white dress in front of the screen. The beauty was holding a letter and reading slowly, while the audience in the audience listened quietly, without a sound for a long time.

It was not until the piano music sounded slowly that the people on and off the stage came back to their senses, and immediately applauded.

"Here is the "Love Letter from a Filmmaker" special program on Chinese Valentine's Day. This love letter comes from the famous director Jiang Peifeng. More than a hundred years have passed since the era of director Jiang, but the friendship in this letter is still impressive when I read it today. Be affectionate in it."

The host smiled and said, "At the same time, we also thank Yinghou Lu for spending this special day with us."

The director shouted "cut", and the atmosphere on the scene relaxed instantly. The staff stepped forward to pack up their things, and the female star who was standing in front of the stage just now hastily removed the microphone and handed it to the assistant.

She didn't care to say hello to more people, but turned around and ran towards the other side of the safe passage, where another tall woman stood there, and when she saw her running over, she turned around with a smile.

"Be careful not to fall." Zhen Zhen reached out and hugged his wife, seeing the expression on her face clearly, "Hey, why are you crying?"

"It's so touching." Lu Jiaren sniffed, "Do you know the love letter from 100 years ago, my wife? At that time, the law didn't even recognize their love at all!"

Her partner touched her hair tenderly: "Well, the law didn't recognize it then."

"But, you know, where love needs legislation to exist."

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I would like to dedicate this article to all women.