Xia Meng

The rain is still falling, showing no signs of getting smaller. Many students on campus rushing back to their dormitories or going to the cafeteria are wearing flip-flops. Fortunately, it is summer.

After Wei Linxi delivered the last meal, she was drenched and sneezing, ready to go back to the store.She was just angry at first, and said that she would deliver it herself. If Xia Meng was required to deliver it, it would be shameful for her to compromise first. Now it seems that what Xia Meng said makes sense. It is really impossible to deliver food in such heavy rain, and My nose was already blocked, and it seemed that another cold was inevitable.

I don't know if it was flooded or what, the electric car also failed to drive, so Wei Linxi had to push a little bit to move into the store, she finally compromised, and stood under the eaves of a teaching building to call Xia Meng, I want Xia Meng to pick her up with an umbrella.But after calling twice in a row, no one answered. Wei Linxi thought maybe she was angry with herself. After all, what she did just now was so excessive. I don’t know if her wrist was hurt or if she fell on the ground. Yes, obviously it hasn't been long since the fall.

Wei Linxi regretted pushing the car alone in the rainstorm. When he finally pushed to the entrance of the central district, he found that the road was blocked. Although the street in the central district would be crowded when it rained, but today Much more congested than usual.

Wei Linxi huddled in the crowd, and some students came back from the front, and suddenly heard the crowd discussing that someone died in the front, and the ambulance came, and I don't know what happened.

The students were chattering on the road, Wei Linxi suddenly felt a sudden tremor in his heart, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.She looked forward hard, and it seemed that she did see a red and blue light flashing at the end of the road.

Wei Linxi leaned the electric car against the place where the electric car was parked at the door, squeezed into the crowd with difficulty, and squeezed into the store with difficulty. Some students became unhappy when they were squeezed, and made a dissatisfied voice: "What's the crowd? No! Seeing an ambulance ahead, I can't go."

Wei Linxi became even more anxious. If Xia Meng saw her current appearance, she would be surprised from ear to ear.No matter where he is usually, as long as there are too many people, Wei Linxi will automatically stay away from the crowd. Even if he queues up, he will keep a certain distance, but now he is caught in the most crowded crowd.

When Wei Linxi finally squeezed close to the store, he realized that there was indeed an ambulance, and it was parked right in front of his store.She was about to rush forward to ask what happened when she saw two medical staff coming out carrying a stretcher and sending it to the ambulance.

Wei Linxi squeezed through the cracks of the surrounding crowd, and saw a bloody hand, lying powerlessly on the side of the stretcher, with a mole on the base of the thumb on the palm.

The one lying on the stretcher was none other than Xia Meng.

The first people who discovered Xia Meng were two regular customers in the store. They ordered a meal and happened to pass by the central district after class, so they planned to pick it up by themselves. They saw that the store door was open, but no one was in sight, so they yelled for a long time No one responded, and was about to call Xia Meng, but heard the phone ringing under the bar in front of them, so they stretched their heads to look down, and the first thing they saw was a piece of dark red liquid, which had accumulated It formed a small pool, and looked down a little bit, and saw Xia Meng lying in the small blood pool.

The two quickly called an ambulance.

After Wei Linxi left, Xia Meng sat on the ground in a daze for a long time, until she felt a little cold, and then got up from the ground. She walked into the bar and wanted to pour herself a cup of hot water, but found that the hand holding the cup was shaking. stop.After finally pouring a glass of water, when I drank the water, I saw water dripping into the glass. When I touched it, my face was full of tears.

Why did I shed tears when I obviously didn't feel sad.She didn't know, she just felt so tired standing up, so she squatted down slowly while supporting the bar.

Probably really desperate, but there is no feeling of disappointment. I just feel sleepy and tired. I want to close my eyes and have a good sleep. I don't want to face these things again.

Before her brain could react, Xia Meng had already pulled out the knife and slashed it at her left wrist forcefully without any emotion.

It didn't spurt out exaggeratedly like in the movie, and it didn't even gush out like a spring. At first, it seemed that the skin hadn't reacted yet, but a shallow bloodstain was revealed, and blood slowly seeped out.Then he came back to his senses, the wound opened, and the blood rushed to the exit, disregarding the life and death of the master, only wanting his own freedom, but he didn't know that leaving this body, he would have no support to survive.

Everything is not as frightening as Xia Meng imagined, but rather calm and warm.When Xia Meng was lying in his own blood, he felt as if he was wrapped in warm water, and soon he began to feel his eyelids became heavy. Just when he was sleepy, he closed his eyes, like a blur when he was about to fall asleep. feel.I just know that I haven't fallen asleep yet, but I seem to be falling asleep again, I can't open my eyes, I am sleepy but still have a sense of consciousness.

When the two girls called her in the store, Xia Meng heard it, but she had no energy to respond at all, and fell deeper and deeper on the verge of falling asleep.

When she was carried out of the store, the rain hit Xia Meng's face. She felt very cool and comfortable. She wanted to open her eyes to look at the sky, but she just raised her eyelids, and soon completely lost consciousness.

When Xia Ke rushed to the hospital, Xia Meng hadn't woken up yet. She had that dream again. It was raining in the dream, and she sank in the water. She didn't know if it was a river or a lake, but it wasn't like the sea, because it felt like It wasn't that deep, and she could see the way the rain fell on the water and melted into the water. It was a bit cold this time, but she felt an inexplicable sense of security.You can still hear the noisy voices of people on the water, but you can't hear what they are saying.She felt a little strange why she didn't sink, but seemed to be suspended in a certain position. Of course, she didn't realize that she was in a dream.

Xia Ke found the ward where Xia Meng was. Wei Linxi was sitting beside him. When he saw Xia Ke coming, he opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't say anything.

Xia Ke went straight to Xia Meng's attending doctor as if Wei Linxi wasn't there and couldn't see this person sitting there.

"Doctor, may I ask my sister, Xia Meng, how is the situation now?"

The doctor stared at Xia Ke through his eyes, his old and sharp eyes made Xia Ke feel a little nervous.After staring at it for a while, the doctor continued to look back at his computer, and said calmly, "I'm out of danger, but I lost too much blood, and I'm temporarily in a coma."

Xia Ke breathed a sigh of relief, said "Thank you doctor" and planned to go out.

Before Xia Ke went out, the old doctor casually asked Xia Ke: "Where are your parents?"

Xia Ke stopped in his tracks, turned his head, and forced a smile, "They're out of town. I've already contacted them, and I'll be back soon." After speaking, he ran away like fleeing.

Wei Linxi and Xia Ke were sitting next to Xia Meng's hospital bed, one on the left and the other on the right. Neither of them spoke first. He pushed the curtain beside his bed and separated it.

Finally, Wei Linxi couldn't help but speak first.

"Shake."

"Why didn't you call my parents?" Xia Ke lightly touched Xia Meng's gauze-wrapped wrist without even looking at Wei Linxi.

"My mind was blank at the time, I didn't expect it."

"Don't you dare?"

Wei Linxi didn't dare to continue.

"You're afraid to tell my parents that you not only failed to take good care of my sister, but also hurt her." Xia Ke didn't give Wei Linxi any chance to speak, and continued: "My sister wants to go to work because she wants to relieve the pain. Your burden, lighten the burden of my parents, she has to go to work in the store every day, do housework, and teach me to study, isn't she tired, doesn't she want to rest, who do you think you are, pay you back Raise her, as long as you can take care of her more, she won't be unable to stop and catch her breath."

Xia Ke raised her head and looked directly into Wei Linxi's eyes. Every word she said next was something Wei Linxi never knew, every word and every word was like slap after slap on Wei Linxi's face.

"My sister has a serious mental illness, do you know that she had to rely on medicine to maintain stability almost every day when it was severe? Later, when she met you and was with you, she stopped taking medicine for a long time. I still I thought she was really healed, but it turned out that she was not, she just kept trying to make herself look normal. It’s better for you to force her to commit suicide.”

Wei Linxi couldn't say a word. She wanted to apologize, but found that the word "sorry" was so weak, not only could it not relieve the situation, but it would even intensify the conflict.She regretted saying those hurtful words, regretted making hurtful actions, regretted that she hadn't discovered Xia Meng's vulnerable side, and acted like a bastard who didn't know anything, and even hurt her.

Xia Ke took out her mobile phone. After thinking for a long time, she decided to contact her parents. She held Xia Meng's hand and pulled her with a little force.

"You're awake." Xia Ke hurriedly approached Xia Meng's face and asked anxiously.

Xia Meng actually woke up a long time ago, but she felt that her eyelids were still heavy and she couldn't open them, so she kept them closed like this. She also heard what Xia Ke and Wei Linxi said.

"Don't call them and tell them, they will definitely come back if they are worried, and it will be bad if they are accidentally discovered by those people." Xia Meng half-opened her eyes and looked at Xia Ke and said.

"But you are already like this." Xia Ke couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth downwards, looking like he was about to cry.

Xia Meng rolled her eyes weakly, "How about me, I'm still alive, just a little tired, just take a rest."

"Mengmeng, is there any discomfort?"

Xia Meng turned her head and looked at Wei Linxi. The girl in front of her was still as good-looking as the first time she saw her. No matter how long she watched her, her heart would still be the same as the first time. Maybe if she made another choice, Xia Meng would still be happy. He chose to meet her without hesitation.

"Wei Linxi, let's break up."

Xia Meng took Xia Ke to move out of Wei Linxi's house, and moved into the place her parents had promised them to rent. It was 10 minutes' drive from Wei Linxi's home.

On the day of moving away, Wei Linxi found out that Xia Meng's things were few and far between, only three packing bags were packed. All the things I bought when we were with her were all for Wei Linxi, and It is the necessities of life at home.

It's just that a taxi transported all the things of the sisters. Wei Linxi returned to the empty home and saw Xia Meng's tidy room and the bed with Xia Meng's breath on it. Weeping feebly.

Wei Linxi tried to persuade her to stay, but Xia Meng made up her mind completely, without any hesitation or reluctance, she quickly left her.

She asked Xia Meng: "Do you really not love me?"

"No." Xia Meng answered very simply.

Wei Linxi took Xia Meng's arm and looked into Xia Meng's eyes, trying to see a wavering in her firm eyes, which could prove that her heart was softened and she was reluctant.

But no, Xia Meng looked directly at Wei Linxi without any hesitation.

Xia Meng didn't give herself any time to resolve the sadness of losing her love, and soon found a job as a teacher in an educational institution.

Another long summer vacation has begun. Xia Meng and the others live on the second floor of an old community, very close to the tree outside the window. After a long time, it seems to be a hallucination.

Xia Meng got up early and made breakfast for herself and Xia Ke. Xia Ke was still sleeping, so she had to sleep more during the rare summer vacation.Xia Meng put Xia Ke's breakfast in the refrigerator, took the lunch she prepared the night before and went out.

The heat of summer starts from the moment the sun comes out. Even though it is only seven o’clock, the sun is already shining so brightly that people can’t open their eyes. Just walking to the bus stop, the whole body is covered with sweat, even in the hair. I can feel the sweat dripping down.

The buses in the summer morning are always relatively empty, only the uncles and aunts rushing to the vegetable market in the city center early in the morning, and a few community animals.

Xia Meng sat in the last row, enjoying the short-lived air conditioning in the bus, and sent Xia Ke a message.

"Breakfast is in the refrigerator. Get up and eat it hot. I get off work at six o'clock. You cook the rice in advance, wash the vegetables, and cook it when I go back."

There was only one teacher in the campus. Xia Meng put down her bag, made herself a cup of iced coffee, sat at her desk, checked the list of students who were going to class today, and listened to the arrival of other teachers one after another.

Sometimes Xia Meng will see the scar on her wrist, although it is not big, it is very obvious, and then she will think of Wei Linxi.

In fact, Xia Meng didn't really let it go. After all, she liked it so much, loved her so much. Even when she separated, Xia Meng still loved Wei Linxi. For any previous relationship, she always said to let it go, but this time, what was going on in her heart? Also reluctant.

However, the harm that Wei Linxi brought to her was so real on Xia Meng, and the despair at that moment was something she never wanted to experience again in this life.

In the middle of the night, Xia Meng is most likely to think of Wei Linxi, those happy and warm memories, and most like to attack lonely people in the dead of night when they are most vulnerable.

Xia Meng often suffers from insomnia now, tossing and turning to and fro until dawn to fall asleep for a while, which is strange, and she doesn't feel very sleepy when she goes to work during the day.

"Little Mengmeng~ My friend celebrates his birthday today, so I won't go back for dinner tonight." When Xia Ke sent the message, Xia Meng was sitting at his desk in a daze. Countdown is always exciting.

"Come back early after eating."

Since Xia Ke won't be eating at home tonight, I'll go to a nearby convenience store to buy a bento and eat whatever I want.Xia Meng said.

After walking downstairs from the campus, a heat wave hit Xia Meng's brain, and she almost couldn't stand still.Gathering his mind, he walked towards the convenience store again.

Suddenly a familiar figure appeared in front of her eyes, Xia Meng subconsciously wanted to hide, but the other person had already seen her and walked towards her.

"Why are you here?" When someone approached, Xia Meng heard her own cold voice.

"I'll pick you up from get off work."

"No, I can go back by myself." Xia Meng continued walking as she said.

The man quickly followed and walked beside Xia Meng.

Seeing Xia Meng walk into the convenience store, the people beside her frowned and followed in confusion. Seeing Xia Meng picking out a lunch box, she immediately walked over, snatched the lunch box from her hand, and put it back.

"You'll have this for dinner?"

"Does it have anything to do with you?"

The man took Xia Meng's hand and walked out of the store. After leaving the store, Xia Meng shook off the other's hand and asked angrily, "What are you doing?"

"Where is Shake, does Shake eat this with you too?"

"She went to eat at a friend's house."

The man suddenly smiled slyly, and approached Xia Meng, "Then I'll cook for you."

"I don't want it." Xia Meng said and was about to leave.

"No, you're not in good health. It's fine if you don't have a good rest. You have to eat well."

Xia Meng suddenly turned her head and stared at the other party, "Who is to blame for my poor health?"

"It's me," the man lowered his head, then raised his head quickly, and said confidently, "So I have to be more responsible for you and cook for you."

Xia Meng had to admit that she was a little soft-hearted again. She couldn't figure out what was going on with such a thing as love. She was obviously tortured to the point where she was bruised, and sometimes it was shockingly dirty, but she would still pick up the dirty things in the end. My heart still hurts and loves.

Just like what Wei Linxi brought to herself, there are happy, warm, and touching, but also a lot of pain and hurt, and even the moment when she wanted to give up her life, but when she stood in front of her sincerely again, begging for forgiveness, giving herself When it's warm, I still can't help but hesitate, and my heart softens.

What Xia Meng didn't know was that it was because of the lack of love and care in her childhood that she couldn't help opening her heart to others when she got a little care and warmth from others when she grew up, regardless of the consequences.She was soothing the little girl inside with belated care.

Just when Xia Meng was in a daze, the man had already held Xia Meng's hand and walked towards the parking lot. When Xia Meng realized it, he had been "kidnapped" into the passenger seat, and the other person kicked the accelerator and walked away.