Xia Meng

"What's the matter, did you poke your sore spot?" Xia Meng lowered her head and moved closer to Pan Yao's eyes. Seeing her biting her mouth unwillingly, a sense of revenge began to surge in her heart.

"Is this defeated? I haven't finished yet." Xia Meng didn't notice that Pan Yao's gradually clenched fists still stimulated her, "You must still want to say, why have I known her for so long? Is she so devoted to me? Because I tricked her." Xia Meng's tone sounded like the vicious female second in a movie.

After finishing speaking, Xia Meng herself laughed, and Pan Yao's face became more and more ugly.

"What's the matter, isn't this your so-called Fa Xiao's favorite line? What about 'how long have I known her, what are you' and 'what method did you use to make her treat you like this? Okay, why do you guys always like to put yourself into the roles where your childhood sweethearts are intervened by the second green tea girl? Promise me, don't watch that kind of unnutritious TV series, okay?"

"Are you sick?" Pan Yao felt ridiculed, and her psychological defense was being defeated little by little.

"Yes." Xia Meng suddenly put on a straight face, and changed into a cold expression, "It's no secret that I have a mental illness."

"Then stay away from Lin Xi and don't harm her."

Xia Meng moved a little closer to Pan Yao. Xia Meng was already nearly half a head taller than Pan Yao, and her figure was not that fragile. Yao caused a strong sense of oppression, coupled with the chilling look in her eyes, Pan Yao was already feeling terrified by her morbid speech just now.

"Although I am sick, I don't think about harming others. Although some people have no mental problems, they just think about how to harm others all day long. You said yes, Pan Yao, the moment you pushed me down the steps , Do you feel scared in your heart? Or excited?"

Pan Yao's breathing gradually became heavier, and she immediately took two steps back, with cold sweat dripping from her hands, but she still pretended to be calm, and asked disdainfully, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Xia Meng half-closed her eyes and stared at her for a while, seeing that she had shaken and was about to lose her strength, she slowly turned around and walked up to a rock above, where she could see the waves of the lake hitting the rock below .

Xia Meng looked down at the rolled up white foam and stopped talking to Pan Yao.

Pan Yao froze on the spot, she didn't realize that her clenched hands were trembling, her brain was full of snowflakes, she didn't believe that Xia Meng had really found out, she must be just scaring her, otherwise why didn't she say it in front of everyone, isn't it? Because there is no evidence?She's going to make it all clear.

Pan Yao followed Xia Meng to the upper layer of rock, stuck to Xia Meng's side, and asked in a low voice: "Are you listening to someone's nonsense? Don't just believe what you listen to."

Xia Meng didn't look at her. Blowing the cold wind on the lake, she asked with a smile, "You mean Xu Yingying? That pig teammate of yours hasn't asked her before, so she won't call herself. She's too cowardly. Anyone who can be half as good as you Mental qualities are not immovable."

"Do you believe what she said at thirteen o'clock?" Pan Yao held her breath, feeling that she could survive.

"That's not true. Her words are part of it. I believe what I see more."

Pan Yao's heart just started beating uneasily, it's impossible, she doesn't believe in Xia Meng.

Xia Meng seemed to have heard her thoughts, and said, "Are you thinking it's impossible, how could I see you push me with my own eyes."

Pan Yao was caught by Xia Meng's words and shrank back in fright.

Xia Meng glanced at Pan Yao, thinking it was funny, she thought she was so powerful, but she didn't expect it to be nothing more than that.

The three people who were still waiting in the line saw that it was their turn soon, and discussed what to buy. Wei Linxi looked at Xia Meng from time to time, and when he saw Xia Meng and Pan Yao standing together, he felt a little uneasy, but felt that it should be in broad daylight. no problem.

People around were busy taking pictures, eating and resting, but no one noticed the two girls standing on the rock above. Even if they saw it, they thought it was just two friends chatting and looking at the scenery together.

"Do you think I can't see you because you are hiding in the shadows?" Xia Meng turned her head slightly and glanced at Pan Yao. You seem to be an instant thing, but from my point of view, time seems to be slowed down. At that time, I saw Lu Bei's panic-stricken face and wondered why she pushed it by herself, so she was more scared than me, and then I glanced to the side again, no wonder, you pushed Lu Bei while hiding in the shadow, Xu Yingying almost died of fright, but I remember the fierceness on your face clearly."

"If there is hell, the appearance of the evil spirit must be what you were then."

After listening to Xia Meng's words, Pan Yao suddenly became extremely calm. She raised her head and looked directly into Xia Meng's eyes. That look was exactly the same as when she pushed Xia Meng down.

"So, even if you see it's me, what can you do with me if you don't have any evidence?"

Xia Meng's body stiffened slightly, she took a deep breath calmly, turned around, and faced Pan Yao.

"Yeah, I have no proof, and I can't do anything against you." As he spoke, he straightened Lin Xi's coat that Pan Yao was wearing, "If you hadn't pushed me later, Xu Yang wouldn't have tried to save me." And if there are sequelae, maybe you won't die." Xia Meng's expression became desolate and sad, as if she was trapped in painful memories.

Pan Yao opened Xia Meng's hand impatiently, "What does it have to do with me? If it wasn't for him, you might be the one who died. Besides, if you like him so much, why don't you stay with him? Otherwise, I wouldn't be here for Lin Xi." Do these things."

Xia Meng woke up from her grief, and her anger rushed up. She closed her eyes and adjusted her breathing. She couldn't be irritated here, and there were more important things to do.

Opening her eyes, Xia Meng regained her composure, smiled again, straightened Pan Yao's wind-torn hair, and said in a normal voice, "Look at you, you're blowing like a crazy woman." Then she lowered her voice. He continued to say word by word with a voice: "Xu Yang and I are good friends that you will never understand in your life. If you dare to slander him again, I will make you die ugly."

Pan Yao froze in fright, she didn't move and let Xia Meng straighten her hair, Xia Meng even smiled sweetly at her, in the eyes of the people around, it was a pair of good girlfriends joking with each other, but this smile, in the In Pan Yao's eyes, it looked like a demon's call.

Xia Meng pinned the last stray strand of hair behind Pan Yao's ear, leaned close to her ear and said, "A person like you is not good enough for Lin Xi. In this life, even if I die, Lin Xi will cry for me forever. won't even look at you."

As soon as Wei Linxi's name was mentioned, Pan Yao immediately lost her mind. When she heard Xia Meng's words, her jealousy instantly burned into Pan Yao's heart. She opened Xia Meng's hand without even thinking about it. He fell uncontrollably towards the lake, screaming.

Screams erupted from the crowd, and someone shouted that they fell into the water, call the police and save people.

Wei Linxi heard the shouts from the crowd, turned around, and saw Pan Yao standing there alone on the top rock, Xia Meng was gone, her heart stopped beating for a few beats, and she immediately turned back and ran to the place where the accident happened .

Xia Ke and Yun Mujing also reacted immediately and followed.

Pan Yao watched Xia Meng fall, and felt her legs go limp, and she knelt directly on the rock. Xia Meng's smile on her face was engraved in her mind, making her so frightened that she couldn't even make a sound. come out.

Xia Meng looked at Pan Yao on the rock, without any fear in her heart. When she saw Pan Yao's fear radiating in the air, strong, black, and suffocating, Xia Meng smiled with satisfaction.

"Mengmeng! Mengmeng!"

"elder sister!"

Xia Ke's heart-piercing cries came from the rock, and Yun Mujing grabbed Wei Linxi and Xia Ke, fearing that they would not think about it for a while and then jumped off.

"What's going on, Pan Yao, how could Mengmeng fall down!" Wei Linxi yelled angrily as he pulled Pan Yao, who was sluggishly beside him, in a breakdown.

Pan Yao has completely collapsed, even though Wei Linxi and Xia Ke dragged her to ask questions, her eyes were empty, and she couldn't say a word.

"I saw it, it was the little girl who pushed it." An aunt squeezed out from the crowd, pointed at Pan Yao and said, "I was taking pictures next to them, and the little girl who fell off even adjusted her clothes. When she was stroking her hair, she suddenly lost her temper and pushed her down with her hands, no matter how unwilling you are, you can't do this, you are killing people!"

Hearing the word "murder", Pan Yao was frightened and hid everywhere, muttering "I didn't, I didn't push it, she fell by herself".

"Who jumped into the water by himself, it's winter, don't kill yourself, what are you trying to do?" Auntie didn't give Pan Yao a chance to defend herself, and cursed back like a cannonball.

"Has anyone called the police?"

"Hit and beat."

"I contacted the security office of the scenic spot, and someone has been sent over."

"The salvage ship is coming."

The crowd was chattering, Wei Linxi stared at the place where Xia Meng fell into the water without saying a word, tears streaming down her face.Xia Ke tugged on Pan Yao's clothes, weeping so hard, Yun Mujing quietly wiped away her tears and looked at these people.

In the distance, the police car blew its whistle and was rushing to the scene of the incident, and the security guards of the scenic spot also came from not far away. After receiving the news, the salvage boat on the lake immediately equipped itself with equipment and passed over the lake.For a moment, various sounds mixed together, looking down from above, it was like a movie scene.

The moment Xia Meng fell into the water, she choked on several sips of water, and immediately felt her lungs burning like fire. The thick cotton coat absorbed the water like wearing an iron coat on her body, pulling Xia Meng down unstoppably. Shen, Xia Meng didn't struggle, nor did she feel sad. Thinking that she was about to die, apart from being a little reluctant to part with Wei Linxi and Xia Ke, she felt more relaxed.

It was indeed not Pan Yao who pushed it, it was Xia Meng who used Pan Yao's movements to pretend she was pushing and fell down by herself.

Xia Meng has been waiting for this opportunity since Xu Yang's death. She watched Pan Yao play tricks behind her back and pushed herself down, which indirectly caused Xu Yang's death. She didn't even have a trace of guilt. She couldn't forgive Pan Yao What he did, likewise, he couldn't forgive himself for messing with such a person.

The longer the time passed, the deeper the guilt, and he couldn't get rid of Xu Yang's death at all. Xia Meng wanted to avenge Xu Yang, and let himself atone for the crime.

At first, Wei Linxi thought that she could save herself and free herself from guilt, but unexpectedly, she fell into another predicament. She committed suicide and was rescued, which made her realize that she can't be freed so easily, and she has to pay the price first. Only by atonement can one die.

How much Wei Linxi cared about herself, how much harm and pain her own death could cause to her, in the future, she would spend the rest of her life in endless regret and self-blame.

How much Pan Yao cares about Wei Linxi, how much punishment Xia Meng will make her suffer, not only to bear Xu Yang's death, but also to pay for Xia Meng's death, and even to see Wei Linxi suffer for Xia Meng with her own eyes, for Xia Meng Her hatred made her live in the shadows all her life.

Apart from Xia Ke, Xia Meng is the only person she can't let go of.Because of Xia Ke, Xia Meng hesitated several times and almost gave up on these plans, but the longer the pain was suppressed, the reluctance was gradually overwhelmed.

"I'm sorry, my Ke Ke, my sister has never called you that, but I have always regarded you as the cutest baby Ke Ke in my heart. My sister can no longer grow up with you, and can no longer protect you, but you Don't be afraid, my sister will always protect you, if there is really a so-called next life, then my sister will wait for you first, pay back what I owe you in this life, and double compensate you."

Later, when Xia Ke found the letter, he curled up on the floor of the living room, hugged Xia Meng's last letter with her warmth and cried all night until his voice was hoarse and he could no longer speak.

The icy lake water has already made Xia Meng's hands and feet lose consciousness, and the lungs are filled with more and more water, making it impossible to breathe. The cotton coat full of water drags Xia Meng to the deepest part of the sink.

Gradually, Xia Meng's consciousness began to blur. In a trance, she felt that she had returned to that dream. She was wrapped in the water, and there were noisy human voices above the water. The difference was that she in the dream would not sink.Soon, the warm sense of security in the dream hit my heart, I was a little sleepy, and wanted to just fall asleep like this.

It turned out that all this had already appeared in a dream, and God had already given a notice.

After all, Xia Meng couldn't bear the huge drowsiness and fell asleep.

Xia Meng was woken up by a call, frowning, and found that Xu Yang was sitting beside her, looked up and looked around, she was in class in the classroom, the blackboard was full of mathematical formulas.

The sun outside the window is very good, and the temperature today is also very suitable, neither hot nor cold.

"Are you awake?" Xu Yang copied the formula on the blackboard, looked at the sleepy Xia Meng, and snickered, "I'm almost asleep for a class, I didn't sleep last night, did I become a thief?"

Xia Meng rubbed her eyes, her brain was not fully awake yet, "This kind of fine weather is suitable for sleeping."

Xu Yang had an expression of "I've convinced you", "Then you continue to sleep."

"No more sleep, enough sleep." Xia Meng slightly stretched her waist slightly, staring at the blackboard, but whispering to Xu Yang: "I had a dream, and I dreamed that you were dead."

"Dreams and reality are opposites."

"But that dream was too real."

"Dreams always feel very real, but reality often feels like a dream."

There was no answer, Xu Yang was a little puzzled, stopped writing and turned to look at Xia Meng, only to find that Xia Meng's head was lowered, her hair scattered around her face, covering her face, and she couldn't see her expression.

Suddenly, a drop of water fell on Xia Meng's leg, Xu Yang's heart tightened, and he reached out his hand to push Xia Meng's hair away, but when he was about to touch it, he stopped his hand and hung in the air.

Xia Meng raised her head to look at Xu Yang, two lines of clear tears hung on her cheeks, tears were still pouring out of her eyes, the pupils were bottomless black, filled with pain.

"Why didn't you tell me!" Xia Meng almost yelled these words, facing Xu Yang, releasing all the self-blame, guilt, sorrow, pain and struggle that had been suppressed for a long time.

The people in the classroom didn't seem to hear Xia Meng's roar, they were indifferent, and they went to class on their own.

Xu Yang was stunned, and stared into Xia Meng's eyes for a long, long time, as if frozen, and finally, he smiled miserably.

"I'm afraid you're worried."

"Leave me suddenly, don't I worry?" Xia Meng cried and cried, "It's always like this, you don't tell me anything, just leave, what should I do?" Xia Meng covered her face, tears flowing from her eyes It seeped out from between the fingers, and then turned into a low sob, it seemed to be blaming, but it was actually full of grievances and misses.

"If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have troubled you all the time. In the final analysis, it was still my problem. Why didn't I ask the doctor to understand your situation clearly? Why am I always like this? I enjoy your treatment of me as a matter of course. It’s good, but I haven’t taken the initiative to care about you. I only care about my own mood, but I haven’t thought about your feelings. Obviously I really want to have fun with everyone, but I always don’t say the truth, and always use mean What you said hurt everyone." Xia Meng cried so hard that she couldn't breathe, and her speech became intermittent.

"Just leave as you say, I really miss you. I also miss Lin Xi, Xia Ke, father, mother, I miss you all. I really want you to stay with me all the time. I'm so selfish. so afraid."

"Okay, don't cry, those who don't know think I'm bullying you." Xu Yang comforted Xia Meng, it was his gentleness towards Xia Meng as always, "Look up."

Xia Meng gradually stopped her tears, and wiped the tears on her face with her palms. Just now, she cried a lot and vented out the complicated emotions that had been pent up in her heart for a long time. She felt much more comfortable, and now her emotions have gradually calmed down. .

Raising her head and opening her eyes, Xia Meng saw that she and Xu Yang were sitting on the playground, where the two of them watched the freshmen's military training together.

"Remember here?"

"Remember, you brought half a big watermelon." Xia Meng sniffed, with a nasal sound in her voice.

Xu Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Just remember to eat."

Xia Meng pursed her lips and looked like she was about to cry again, Xu Yang quickly changed the subject.

"How are you and Wei Linxi doing? Is she treating you well?"

The sun shone through the gaps in the shade of the trees and shone on Xu Yang's face, shining brightly, like a painting of light and shadow.

"No, she always annoys me, and there is a young girl who often plays tricks secretly." Xia Meng looked at Xu Yang's side face, as if complaining to her brother that her in-law's family treated her badly.

"She dared to make you angry, hit her back, there are no rules." After Xu Yang finished speaking, both of them couldn't hold back their laughter.

"That Faxiao is the one who pushed you in the dark after the freshman party."