She is the wind that blows my heart

This answer should be followed by a message, "It's getting late, good night."

Shen Lin looked at the time and it was past twelve o'clock, and it was indeed time to go to bed. He replied good night, and Shen Lin put down his phone and lay down.

But she closed her eyes for a long time and didn't feel sleepy. She kept thinking in her mind that Yang Er already had someone she liked, but she didn't know who that person was?

Just like that, Shen Lin couldn't sleep all night because of this person.

After learning the news that Yang Shuting had someone she liked, Shen Lin began to reject the men around Yang Shuting, but after checking the boys that Yang Shuting usually had contact with, she didn't find that boy who seemed to be liked by Yang Er, so Shen Lin felt that I don't know anything about Yang Shuting, not even what kind of person she likes.

Shen Lin made assumptions about everyone she could think of. In the end, the only person she was sure of was the school girl recognized by the No. [-] Middle School, because someone posted a photo of the school girl and the school flower alone in the post bar of No. [-] Middle School. The copywriting read: School girl and school girl The school grass looks like a husband and wife! [picture]

In order to make sure that the person Yang Shuting likes is the school girl, Shen Lin pretended to check Zhang Yanhan's tone. The two of them are so nice and Zhang Yanhan should know who Yang Er likes.

Shen Lin: "Hanhan, are you free now?"

A few days ago, Mou Fang told Shen Lin that Zhang Yanhan was busy preparing new year's goods recently, so she first asked her if she had time.

Zhang Yanhan quickly replied, "I'm free! [Groundhog screams.jpg]"

Zhang Yanhan: "Goddess, what do you need from me?"

To save time, Shen Lin directly got into the topic, "Do you know Yang Er, who does she like?"

Zhang Yanhan: "???"

Zhang Yanhan directly sent three question marks to Shen Lin. Why did the goddess suddenly ask about this matter? What are these two doing recently?

If Zhang Yanhan answered honestly, she would definitely send Shen Lin a word, you.But if Shu Ting found out, she would definitely scold her, so Zhang Yanhan decided to repeat the goddess' words.

Zhang Yanhan: "Not very clear."

Zhang Yanhan: "Goddess, who do you think Shu Ting likes?"

Shen Lin: "School grass?"

Seeing the news from the goddess, Zhang Yanhan, who was sitting on the sofa, directly sprayed out the water she just drank, "cough cough cough..."

Seeing her like this, Mama Zhang kindly reminded her: "Be careful, don't drink water while playing with your mobile phone."

"Got it, Mom."

Zhang Yanhan wiped her mouth with a tissue, what is the goddess thinking in her head, how could Shu Ting like the school girl, she obviously likes you!Naturally, she didn't dare to send these words to Shen Lin, so she could only repeat them in her heart.

Zhang Yanhan: "Goddess, why do you think Shu Ting would like the school grass?"

After saying this, Zhang Yanhan remembered who the school grass was recognized by the No. [-] Middle School. A sophomore senior seemed handsome and warm-hearted, but he was not Shu Ting's taste at all. My best friend liked the flowers of Gaoling.

Shen Lin couldn't tell Zhang Yanhan what he saw from the post bar, "I heard that the school grass had confessed to Yang Er before."

Zhang Yanhan touched her chin, as if there was such a thing, how did Shu Ting handle it when she was next to Shu Ting... It seemed to say, "Sorry, I won't fall in love with anyone before the college entrance examination."

Looking back now, Zhang Yanhan thinks that the school girl is quite pitiful, but now Shu Ting is all on the goddess. If she didn't fall in love before the college entrance examination, she came to reject the peach blossoms. When she meets someone she really likes, it is a double-standard scene.

In order to let his girlfriends be able to be with the goddess as soon as possible, Zhuang Han decided to reveal the truth to Shen Lin, and casually give the goddess some guidance, "That's the thing."

Shen Lin said in his heart: "I really like school girls..."

When Shen Lin was sad, Zhang Yanhan sent another message, "But Shu Ting rejected him right then."

"Goddess, have you noticed that Shu Ting treats you better than me? Sometimes I feel that Shu Ting doesn't care about you like the care between friends [You understand.jpg]"

Seeing the words of refusal, Shen Lin let out a sigh of relief. It turns out that Yang Er doesn't like school grass, and the rumors on the post bar are false.Seeing Zhang Yanhan's last words, Shen Lin thought about it for a long time. Yang Er was really good to herself, for example, when she had a stomachache for the first time, when she was injured, and when she participated in the 800-meter race... If the above concerns were only between good friends That's nothing, but Yang Er really cares about him as Zhang Yanhan said, so why should he suppress his feelings for Yang Er!

Shen Lin finally replied to Zhang Yanhan, "I understand."

Zhang Yanhan said in her heart: "It's good to understand! Seeing the two of you secretly in love is really tiring."

Through Zhang Yanhan's words, Shen Lin came to his senses, she shouldn't be afraid to confess to Yang Er, her feelings for her were true, even the school girl dared to confess to Yang Shuting, and she was no worse than him, so why should she be afraid.Yes, maybe I can't even be friends after confessing, but I don't even have the courage to tell her, so this relationship has failed from the very beginning.

After some hard thinking, Shen Lin picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Yang Shuting asking what she was doing, since he had confirmed his feelings in his heart, he had to create opportunities for it.

Zhang Yanhan did not tell Yang Shuting about Shen Lin looking for her. She knew that the goddess would definitely take the initiative to look for Shu Ting. message to yourself.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when she saw the message from Shen Lin. Yang Shuting went to see her grandma on the order of Father Yang today. To be honest, she didn't want to go to the old house at all.

Grandma Yang's patriarchal concept is extremely serious. When her mother gave birth to her, she almost lost her life in dystocia. She never planned to have another child. Father Yang didn't want his wife to suffer and he didn't want to have another child.

But grandma always wanted to hold a big fat grandson and insisted that Yang's mother have another child. Yang's mother had never conceived a child after giving birth to Yang Shuting, and Yang's grandmother had always been prejudiced against Yang Shuting because of this incident. Not as good as relatives and nephews, every time they meet, they will use bad words to each other, and even wanted to give Yang Shuting to outsiders when they were young.

It was still the same when I met grandma today, and Yang Shuting didn't argue with her, she put down the gift and prepared to go home, but the aunt insisted on keeping her for dinner so she stayed.Auntie's husband died of illness in the early years, leaving no property but the infant boy to Auntie. The man's relatives thought the child was a burden and gave it to Auntie. Grandma Yang asked Auntie after she knew about it. She took the child back to her natal home, and Grandma Yang liked this nephew very much.

Yang Shuting's cousin is named Yang Tianlin after her aunt's surname. She is three years younger than Yang Shuting and has just entered the first grade of junior high school. She happens to be in the same school as Yang Shuting.Fortunately, the middle school and high school of No. [-] Middle School are separated and only stay together during activities and school opening meetings, so the two seldom interact with each other and Yang Shuting doesn't really want to see Yang Tianlin.

As soon as Yang Tianlin came back from the Internet cafe, he saw Yang Shuting sitting at home, "Hey, isn't this my cousin, why do you have time to come here today?"

The aunt scolded after hearing this: "Tianlin, why did you talk to my sister!"

Grandma Yang said unhappily, "Tianlin is right, I don't know what kind of wind brought her here."

"Mom, why are you saying this like Tianlin? Shu Ting is your granddaughter, so she should come to see you." The aunt glanced at Yang Shuting, saw that her expression was not very good, so she changed the subject and said, "Tianlin is back too. , sit down and eat."

After dinner, Yang Shuting didn't stay here for long, and left the old house after saying goodbye.

After seeing Yang Shuting going out, the aunt looked back and saw Yang Tianlin scolding: "Don't be too old or young, grandma loves you because you are a boy, but Yang Shuting is her granddaughter after all, you are just a grandson."

"Even if grandma passes away, the Yang family's property won't be ours, so don't be weird when you talk to Shu Ting."

"Mom, why are you saying that again? When I read the book, I will earn money to support you."

Yang Tianlin doesn't like his mother's frustrating words, he will study hard and not embarrass his mother.

Every time Yang Shuting came back from the old house, her heart would be very irritable, and when she saw Shen Lin's message, she would reply coldly, "I just got home."

After Shen Lin sent the message, she clicked on WeChat every few minutes for fear of missing Yang Er's message.

Now that she received Yang Shuting's news, Shen Lin couldn't feel happy at all. She could feel that Yang Er was not in a good mood, so she asked tentatively, "Are you in a bad mood?"

She was really in a bad mood, and even had the idea of ​​self-denial, thinking that it was a mistake for her to be born, and she should not have been born.

So Yang Shuting sent Shen Lin a message, and this message was also something she had kept in her heart for a long time.

"Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't live in this world, and that my birth was a mistake." Since I was born, my own grandma would rather like her nephew than look at me more.Although her parents cared for her very much, Grandma Yang’s ideas had influenced her since she was a child, making Yang Shuting think that it was her own birth that made Yang’s mother unable to have children. Thinking of this, Yang Shuting’s suppressed emotions for a day finally burst out, and she shed tears ...

When Shen Lin saw the message from Yang Shuting, he knew that Yang Er was depressed and hurriedly sent back words of comfort, but the other party never replied to him, so he clicked on the address book and dialed Yang Shuting's number.

After the phone beeped six times, the phone was connected, and there was a sobbing and choking sound from the receiver. Hearing this sound, Shen Lin felt that his heart was being pulled hard.

"Yang Er, what's wrong with you?" Shen Lin said softly, she knew that Yang Shuting's emotions were very fragile now, she had never met her before, so she didn't know how to deal with it, she could only make herself gentle enough.

The other side of the phone did not answer himself, only the sound of sobbing came out, and Shen Lin said softly: "Yanger, listen to me. My father passed away when I was very young, and my mother raised me up alone, and My mother is busy working and taking care of me all day because I have not been married."

Shen Lin said that he also thought of Xu Lu who was on a business trip abroad, and he didn't know when she would return to China, "At that time, I was thinking, would my mother have a good life without me, until later when I had a high fever in the middle of the night?" Once, I realized that even without myself, my mother would not be doing well because the person she loved is no longer there."

At that time, Xu Lu carried herself into the hospital overnight, and took care of herself all night. When Shen Lin became conscious, she heard Xu sobbing and choking, saying: "It would be great if nothing happened to you..." It turned out that the person she thought was the strongest Mother also has vulnerable times, and she misses her father very much.

Although Yang Shuting has not spoken, Shen Linzhen has been listening to her speech, "Since we are already in this world, why do we have to leave here. Life is only once, so we should live it according to our own ideas."

After talking about this, Shen Lin heard Yang Shuting's sobs slowly getting smaller, Shen Lin may have talked too much and expressed his true feelings, "Yang Er, don't cry. Actually, when I received the call, I I want to fly to you and hug you tightly." Tell her that she doesn't want to see you cry and sad, that she wants to give you the most gentle and warm hug, and wants to be by your side.

But she didn't have the ability to teleport, so she couldn't fly to Yang Shuting's side. Shen Lin said regretfully, "But you know that one of us is in the north and the other is in the south."

When Yang Shuting heard that she was crying here, she suddenly laughed out loud, and said with a choked voice, "Shen Lin, why are you so kind to me?"

"Shen Lin, why are you so nice to me?"

When I was in the lowest mood, I called me to comfort me, and even told myself what happened in the past, letting me know that no matter what kind of person it is, it will be sad because of certain things, but after the storm, there will be sunny days, anyone Never lose an upward heart.

Shen Lin heard the question Yang Er asked him, if he hadn't been pointed out by Zhang Yanhan today, he would answer it, because you are also very good to me.

But now that Shen Lin clearly understands his feelings for Yang Shuting, Shen Lin moved the phone from his ear to his lips, his eyes seemed to be shining, and he said tenderly, "It's because of you that I treat you well, because it's you who loves you." I will leave the most gentle side to you, because it is you that I want to leave the best to you."

"Yang Er, if I want to see you, I will definitely run away, because I want to tell you that you are like a beautiful jade, playing with your heart."

"Yang Er, I like you."

When Shen Lin said the last sentence, she thought of Feng Qiuhuang's poem, "There is a beautiful woman, and I will never forget it. If I don't see her for a day, I will think about it like crazy." Now she misses it like the poem she thought Yang Shuting, if he didn't see her for a day, he would miss her like crazy.

When Yang Shuting heard Shen Lin confessing to herself, she was stunned for a moment, and then the corner of her mouth turned up. She was very happy because the person she liked confessed to her.

In fact, after Shen Lin said that I like you, she was waiting for Yang Er to judge her, but now there was no response on the phone, she was afraid.

"Yang Er, you...you don't need to answer me in a hurry, you can think about it carefully, and don't rush to answer me." She said to let Yang Er think carefully, but in fact, she was afraid of hearing Yang Shuting's rejection of her.

When Yang Shuting heard that Shen Lin's voice was not as calm as before, the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened, and Goddess Shen panicked!

"Shen Lin, do you know what you just said?" Although Yang Shuting knows that she likes Shen Lin, two girls need to ignore other people's opinions when they fall in love. She needs to confirm whether what Shen Lin just said is good for a while Rise.

Shen Lin answered quickly, "I know!"

"Yang Er, I know what I just said. I also know that I can't even be friends with you after I said this, but I know that I don't want to be friends with you at all..." I just want to be your girlfriend .

Yang Shuting rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand. She could feel that her heartbeat was different from usual. At the same time, she really needed to calm down before answering Shen Lin seriously.

"Shen Lin, can you give me a few minutes?"

Give!Why not.Now Shen Lin is willing to give Yang Shuting anything, as long as she doesn't hear words of rejection.

Yang Shuting put the phone on the coffee table, walked into the bathroom by herself, and saw that her eyes were red in the mirror, she washed her face with warm water before picking up the phone again.

Shen Lin waited anxiously on the other side. They had been talking for 45 minutes. She was really nervous. When she heard something on the phone, her heart tightened.

"Shen Lin."

"I'm here."

Yang Shuting took a deep breath, and then said: "May it be the southwest wind, and die forever in your arms."

Before Shen Lin could react, Yang Shuting said good night and hung up the phone.

Shen Lin was completely dumbfounded when she heard the beeping sound. She heard that line from Cao Zhi's "Moon on a High Building", which means that I am willing to turn into the southwest wind, disappear from the world and enter your arms...

"Yang Er accepts me?" Shen Lin asked herself, she was a little uncertain and felt like she was dreaming, she reached out and pinched her face, "It's not a dream."

In order to verify his understanding, Shen Lin also went to Baidu to check the meaning of the poem.It was the same as what she understood, but she still couldn't believe it, so she took a screenshot of the poem and sent Yang Er to take the screenshot with a nervous heart.

Shen Lin: "Is that so? [Question]"

After Yang Shuting saw the news about Shen Lin and had finished taking a bath, Yang Shuting became more and more sure that Shen Lin was just a simple one, "He usually looks very smart, but why is he so emotionally stupid." He will suffer in the future .

Even though she said so, Yang Shuting still sent Shen Lin an um, and then changed Shen Lin's note to Shen Hanhan, then turned off the lights and went to sleep.

A good night's dream.

The author has something to say:

Shen Hanhan: "Yang'er, did you promise me?"

Yang Er: "You understand it yourself."

Author: "It's different for a schoolmaster to confess his love..."

May it be the southwest wind, and die forever in your arms. ——Cao Zhi "Moon on a High Building"

I am willing to turn into the southwest wind, disappear in the world and enter your embrace!