She is the wind that blows my heart

Shen Lin walked aimlessly on the street, and she didn't know where she was going...

After walking along the road for a long time, passing a convenience store, Shen Lin saw the beer at the door, went in and bought a dozen.

After Mou Fang sent Zhang Yanhan home, she immediately called Shen Lin, and the other party got through after calling several times in a row.

"Hello... Fangfang..."

When Mu Fang found Shen Lin, there were already six or seven beer cans on the stone ladder, and she estimated that she would send another alcoholic home later.

Sitting next to Shen Lin, Mou Fang looked up at the scenery below the mountain and the setting sun in the distance.

The sun gradually fell from the sky, rendering the whole sky, like thousands of golden lights, like the rays of the sun.I have to say that Shen Lin has a good eye and found such a place.

Shen Lin looked in the direction of the setting sun and took a sip, with a hint of sadness in his tone.

"I read a book before, which said that the sunset brings the beauty of hope and also the beauty of sadness. At that time, I never understood why the sunset has the beauty of sadness, but now I understand why it has the beauty of sadness."

As he spoke, Shen Lin drank the beer in his hand in one gulp.

When she was about to open a can, Mou Fang reached out to stop her, "Shen Lin, stop drinking."

Hearing such advice, Shen Lin also let go of his hand obediently, and said: "Fang Fang, every time I treat someone well with all my heart, they will leave me. This is a warning from God, right? .”

"Not counting."

Mu Fang said, "It's because they don't know how to cherish you."

"Shen Lin, some things have already happened. You can only face them positively. Avoiding them will not solve the problem."

"I know."

Shen Lin pointed to his heart and said, "But I told me here that it hurts."

A person I liked so much left today without saying a word, and even told myself under the guise of others that anyone would be sad.

Mu Fang has seen other people break up in love, and they all cried bitterly.Compared to Shen Lin, Mou Fang only saw tears in her eyes, but they didn't flow down.

"Shen Lin, cry out. It won't hurt so much if you cry out."

Mu Fang looked at Shen Lin who was holding back tears, "Although crying can't solve the problem, it can make you feel better and release the suppressed emotions in your heart."

Maybe it was a certain sentence that touched Shen Lin, and she had been holding back the tears that slowly fell from her eyes and fell on the stone ladder.

Shen Lin didn't need support like Zhang Yanhan did, and Mou Fang just walked side by side with Shen Lin and sent her back home.

Fortunately, every day is Sunday, otherwise Mou Fang would not know how to get Shen Lin to go to school.

Mou Fang poured a glass of warm water for Shen Lin who was leaning on the sofa, "Drink some water, otherwise tomorrow will be uncomfortable."

"Um……"

Shen Lin took the cup and took a look at the layout of the house. It was not much different from before he left, except that there was one person missing.

"Fangfang, you go back first. I want to be alone for a while."

Mu Fang glanced at her and said, "You first promise not to do anything stupid."

"Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid."

Mou Fang didn't believe it, and she left after Shen Lin's repeated affirmation.

After seeing off Mou Fang, Shen Lin walked into the room where Yang Shuting lived before.

The room was tidied up very clean, and there were no traces of people living in it a few days ago.Shen Lin slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, trying to recall in his head what he had done with Yang Shuting in this room not long ago.

A few days ago, both of them expressed their feelings, but now she is the only one left.

Everything is so sudden.

Shen Lin lay on the bed with a wry smile, but a few seconds later there was crying in the room.

When Xu Lu was on a business trip when she was a child, she looked fine during the day, but would quietly hide in the quilt and cry at night.Later, she became sensible and learned how to hide her emotions, but today she couldn't help it...

Shen Lin curled up and cried loudly.

Everyone in No. [-] Middle School knew that the school belle had left No. [-] No. [-] Middle School, and everyone also speculated about the reasons, and the reasons in the post bar were various.

No. [-] Middle School knows everything: "No. [-] Middle School recognizes that the school belle has transferred to another school, and the school's appearance has lost an important player."

Fangfang is a little angel: "What! The school belle has transferred?"

The big brother on the basketball court: "Why did the school belle suddenly transfer to another school? There must be some hidden secret in it."

Fangfang is the most gentle: "If others transfer schools, it's a secret."

The flow on the floor of the basketball court: "I heard that the school belle didn't come to the school a week before the transfer. What do you think happened that week? [Thinking person]"

The warm baby of the school belle: "My idol has left, and I don't even have a goal to fight for. [crying]"

No. [-] Middle School took the lead: "Is this kind of thing still guessing? She must have gone to a good school."

Who is the school grass? : "I think Xiaohua is not such a superficial person."

The school girl is the most gentle: "I will never see my gentle school girl again. [Heartbroken]"

Xiaohua's little backup: "Why did Xiaohua leave? I've already started to miss her."

The little trumpet of No. [-] Middle School: "Oh, there is no more candy to keep healthy CP."

The goddess is a top student: "The CP I knocked for the first time is actually gone like this."

Learning is the most important thing: "Maybe the goddess is the saddest person..."

……

It has been half a month since Yang Shuting left, and Mou Fang thought that Shen Lin would slowly adjust his emotions as before, but this time Shen Lin's situation got worse.

In the past, Shen Lin didn't like to talk, but when people she knew asked her, she would still respond.The current Shen Lin is silent, even Mou Fang can't stand such a taciturn Shen Lin.

Moreover, Mou Fang also discovered that Shen Lin began to reject contact with people, how did she find out?It all started with asking Shen Lin to play.

Mou Fang originally brought Shen Lin to the basketball court to relax her mind, but Shen Lin said, "You don't need to call me when you play basketball."

"What did you say?"

Mu Fang felt that she had an auditory hallucination.

"I want to be alone." Shen Linding stood in the distance, not intending to get close to Mou Fang at all, the two looked at each other for a few seconds, Shen Lin withdrew his gaze and left the court.

The change of Goddess Shen was also discovered by alumni.

The little basketball in the goddess' hand: "I haven't seen the goddess on the basketball court for a month."

Hanhan is a pistachio: "Me too!"

Fangfang is the most gentle: "I only see Fangfang on the court, where is the goddess?"

Xiaohua's back-up: "The last time I saw the goddess sitting alone in the study room reading a book, at that time I felt that the goddess's back was so lonely."

The goddess is a master of learning: "The last time I met the goddess in the supermarket, I felt that the goddess was very different from before, and seemed to be colder."

The school belle is the most gentle: "You said that the goddess didn't play because the school belle transferred to another school?"

The big brother on the basketball court: "I think it's possible. Before the school flower went to the court, the goddess must be there. Now that the school flower is gone, the goddess doesn't even go to the court. [Smile that sees everything]"

Fangfang is a little angel: "This wave of analysis is in place."

The school belle's warm baby: "The school belle has been away for a month, I miss her so much."

Learning is the most important thing: "It is estimated that the goddess also wants to be the school belle."

……

Since that night, Shen Lin has devoted a lot of time to study every day, perhaps only in this way will she not think about Yang Shuting.

The last time I told Mou Fang that I don’t need to call her when I play golf, because every time she passed by the court, she would always think of Yang Shuting standing on the sidelines watching her game, and every frown and smile brought back memories of Shen Lin.

Shen Lin still went to the self-study room to read as usual, but today she met Zhou Wenqi at the door.

Although the two are in the same class, they communicate very rarely.

It was not accidental that Shen Lin met Zhou Wenqi, but the other party knew that Shen Lin was coming back here at this time, and was waiting for her at the door.

Zhou Wenqi saw that Shen Lin was going to bypass her and was about to go in, so she stopped her and said, "Shen Lin, I have something to say to you."

The other party ignored her, Zhou Wenqi continued: "You can't avoid me all the time, if you don't want to today, then I will look for you tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, until you are willing..."

Shen Lin stopped and looked back at her, "I will wait for you here after school."

After Shen Lin packed her schoolbag, she stood up and said to Mou Fang, "I have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

Mu Fang wanted to ask Shen Lin something, but the other party was almost out of the classroom.

Zhang Yanhan packed up and saw Mou Fang sitting alone, "Goddess is gone?"

After Shen Lin read the letter written by Yang Shuting, she didn't blame Zhang Yanhan, nor did she force her to question her. Their relationship was the same as Yang Shuting's. The only change was that the goddess was less talkative.

"Ah."

Mou Fang zipped up her schoolbag, "She left earlier."

"Oh."

Zhang Yanhan sighed, and asked, "Is the goddess really all right?"

Since Yang Shuting left, Shen Lin has been quiet like this. The only emotional outburst was when he handed the letter to her.

"She won't say anything."

Mou Fang got up and put on her bag, "I just hope she doesn't get sick."

After Shen Lin waited for Zhou Wenqi at the entrance of the study room, he took her to the rooftop on the top floor.

"What do you want to say?" Shen Lin asked directly.

Listening to Shen Lin's indifferent voice, Zhou Wenqi felt a wry smile in her heart, "Thank you for Ren Xinchen's matter."

After the friend told her about Ren Xinchen, Zhou Wenqi also offered to break up, and Ren Xinchen also agreed very readily. It seems that he was waiting for her to break up.

At first, Zhou Wenqi thought that her friend really bumped into this incident, but a few days ago, her friend accidentally leaked the word, and she only knew that this incident was related to Shen Lin.

"Ah."

Seeing that Zhou Wenqi had been silent, Shen Lin planned to leave.

As soon as she took a step, Zhou Wenqi said abruptly, "Shen Lin, you and Yang Shuting are more than just friends."

Shen Lin frowned, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said coldly, "This has nothing to do with you."

Zhou Wenqi smiled, "It has nothing to do with me, but this matter has something to do with you. I guess you must want to know the reason why Yang Shuting left, otherwise it is in line with your personality."

"It's just that I didn't expect that such a smart person as you would be cheated one day."

Shen Lin crossed his arms and looked at her, "What exactly do you want to say?"

Zhou Wenqi approached Shen Lin step by step, raised her head slightly and looked at Shen Lin, "You never thought about who will handle the transfer procedures for Yang Shuting, why it happened to be when you and Mou Fang went to the province to participate in the competition..."

"Shen Lin, it's impossible for you to guess this." Zhou Wenqi smiled and pointed to Shen Lin's heart, "It's because you don't want to face the facts here."

After Zhou Wenqi left, Shen Lin stayed on the rooftop for a long time until night fell.

Mu Fang saw Shen Lin sitting in the classroom and reading without saying a word every day, or going to the self-study room to read.

Mu Fang told Xu Lu in City B about the situation.

Shen Lin was a little surprised when he saw Xu Lu at the school gate, "Mom, why are you here?"

Xu Lu looked at Shen Lin with a sad face. The sallow and thin face was really different from the rosy Shen Lin a few months ago. She said angrily, "If it wasn't Fangfang, when are you going to tell me?"

Shen Lin: "..."

The next day Xu Lu took Shen Lin to the hospital for a comprehensive examination and even psychological counseling.

The doctor looked at the list and frowned, "Her physical problems are mainly due to psychological reasons. According to the evaluation report, she suffers from mild mood disorders."

After Xu Lu learned of the result, she immediately assigned the job in City B to the vice president.

Sitting on a chair in the aisle, Shen Lin saw Xu Lu going out with a list with a serious expression on her face.

"Mom, what did the doctor say?"

Xu Lu looked at Shen Lin who was sitting in the seat. Since the child became sensible, she seldom pestered her, and because of the company's affairs, she rarely got along with Shen Lin.

"The doctor said that you are only mildly disturbed now, and you can be treated with drugs. During this time, I will accompany you in City D."

"Mom, you don't have to... stay with me."

Xu Lu had already guessed that Shen Lin would refuse, she sat next to Shen Lin, touched her head, and said softly: "I know that many things have happened to you during this time, and I also know that you don't want me to know, but I won't Go and investigate... So, Shen Lin, you need to get better as soon as possible."

After Shen Lin received treatment, Xu Lu also reduced her business trips, and would come back from City B every weekend to accompany her.

This situation lasted for half a year, and Shen Lin's illness showed no signs of getting better. In the end, Mou Fang couldn't stand it anymore, so she took Shen Lin to the airport.

And she also asked for Yang Shuting's current address from Zhang Yanhan.

Mou Fang looked at the confused person in front of her, but her original anger dissipated a lot, and she said lightly, "Shen Lin, you have two choices now."

"I have Yang Shuting's current address here. You can buy a plane ticket and ask Yang Shuting to find out. If you don't want to and don't dare, then you can treat her well and forget about her. Auntie comes back from City B every week to accompany you. I don't want to see Your illness has not improved."

One option is to go to her, the other option is to forget her.

Shen Lin originally lowered his head, but suddenly raised his head to look at Mou Fang, did not speak, but found a seat at the airport.

Mu Fang was not in a hurry, she knew that Shen Lin needed time to think about it.

The two sat at the airport for a long time. When it was getting dark, Shen Lin got up and looked at the flight schedule in the distance, and said to Mou Fang beside him: "I will never forget her, and I will not go to her. I will not forget about this relationship." Keep it in your heart and make her a memory."

Su Shi once said that people have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes.

Life is a cycle of sunrises and sunsets one after another.We will meet successes and failures; we will have the chance to win, but we will not be sure;

What sunsets teach us is to grieve in good time and then see the world more clearly.

A one-way relationship will not bear fruit.

Shen Lin looked at the sunset in the distance, tomorrow will be a new day.

The author has something to say:

The chapter on single abuse goddess.

The two will meet soon, and the campus chapter is over, followed by the social chapter, which is probably the school belle slowly chasing his wife.