One more day of heart

He just said, obviously he and Fu Zhan have never known each other, why Fu Zhan treats him so well for no reason, even if Fu Zhan is really the person in his memory, he thought of using him at the beginning to see if he could find himself Lost emotional cognition, but in the end, he didn't do anything beyond the rules, because he felt it was unfair.

But unexpectedly, Fu Zhan also approached him with a certain purpose, so the love and liking he said to himself was not a lie, but it was not to him, but to the childhood that only stayed in his memory. What he said, it turns out that the truth of reality is so tragic!

Gu Huaichu couldn't control his current thoughts.

Fu Zhan still decided to struggle again, he took a step forward and pulled Gu Huaichu into his arms: "Huaichu, I..."

This is not true, I did not regard you as a substitute when I was young, I really like you, can you, can you give me another chance?As long as I rescue Grandpa, I will explain it to you immediately. At that time, you can punish me however you want, but don't want me.Never give up on me.

All the words are blocked in his throat, Fu Zhan knows he can't speak, he doesn't know if there is Jian Luoshi's eyeliner nearby, these secrets that are difficult to express will eventually be hidden in the deepest part of his heart and let it rot , There is no day when I will see the sun again.

Gu Huaichu seemed to be stimulated by something, and pushed him away: "Is it fun to play me, Fu Zhan?"

God knows how much courage it took him to accept the affection Fu Zhan bestowed on him. He knows that he has an emotional cognition disorder, so he has been working very hard to force himself to figure out what emotion is as soon as possible. Obviously, obviously he I have already enlightened, I obviously understand now, why?Why did the person who enlightened him abandon him without hesitation?

Why make up another lie to deceive him?

"Huaichu..." Fu Zhan also felt uncomfortable, but he had no choice but to abandon his grandfather in danger.

"Is there any misunderstanding? Tell me, let's solve it together, don't lie to me, Fu Zhan, you know, you know what I take feelings for." Gu Huaichu still had the last shred of reason, and he thought there must be something in it. There is some misunderstanding.

Fu Zhan's hand hidden behind him was clenched tightly, as if he didn't know the pain. He also felt sorry for Huai Chu who looked like this. His Huai Chu should be rational at any time, rational to even heartless, Instead of being so flustered and urgent like now, I want to grab something to support the last shred of hope.

But he still couldn't say it, he gritted his teeth, and said the most heartless words: "There is no misunderstanding, this is the truth."

This sentence is undoubtedly stabbing a knife in the heart of two people.

Gu Huaichu suddenly calmed down.

"Fu Zhan, do you know what day is tomorrow?" Gu Huaichu asked without thinking.

But Fu Zhan knows in his heart that tomorrow is the last day of the January period, after tomorrow he will really know whether Huai Chu understands what emotion is, and whether he has regained the emotional cognition that he lost , but why today?

"I... know" he whispered.

The word "know" just hit Gu Huaichu's heart in a daze, so he knew!

He slammed Fu Zhan against the wall, and the despair in his eyes hurt Fu Zhan's eyes: "Fu Zhan, did I tell you? Humans are not creatures of longing? But I didn't expect that Some people will fall in love with him for ten years for a little glutinous rice dumpling in memory, and even find out what he looks like when he grows up, and use him as a substitute, as the continuation and sustenance of your emotions, I am Should I praise you for being affectionate? Or should I praise you for being heartless?"

"Do you know why I gave you a month?" Gu Huaichu asked.

"I don't know." Fu Zhan was a little flustered at the moment, he felt that Gu Huaichu was leaving him, which made him feel that he could no longer catch him.

"The shortest freshness period for a person is six months. I cut off half of it for three months. After going out, the passion between you and me is two months. The remaining month is a chance for you and myself. , I thought you could wait until the end of the month, and I also thought that I could be immersed in your love forever, but the reality gave me such a big slap, which made me see clearly, the original feelings, After mixing so many purposes, it will become so hideous, why can't you wait? Even wait for the last 24 hours? I understand now what, those things that I have forgotten I have found all the things, but I am waiting, because the time I agreed with you is one month, I want to give you a surprise after this month has passed, but you gave me such a big gift in return. "

Gu Huaichu's eyes gradually became a little confused.

Fu Zhan naturally saw clearly the confusion in his eyes, but he couldn't do anything, he could only accept his accusation, he could only accept the pain, what he did was telling him what happened between them The rift between them was now widening, and it was a death sentence for him, and it was still a public execution.

Gu Huaichu knew what kind of situation he was in now. It turned out that he could also be controlled by nightmares during the day, and was deeply trapped in dreams.

He smiled without warmth: "It was October when you confessed your love to me, but it was November when I was willing to accept it, so I discussed with you at that time, so there are 11 days as a month. , What a pity, if it was used for 31 days, maybe at this time, you wouldn't have to weave any more lies to keep me, or maybe we really don't have any fate, Fu Zhan, I don't blame you, Because I have no position to blame you, I can even say, I still want to thank you, thank you for your willingness to end this relationship that should not have existed in time."

"Fu Zhan, should it be over between us?" Gu Huaichu asked.

Fu Zhan didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, sadness, despair, suffering, these exhausted him physically and mentally.The heart-piercing pain reminded him that he was really going to lose Huai Chu.

It's still a little bit close, and he can be with Huai Chu forever, obviously everything is planned, but it's his self-righteousness and indecision that messed up everything.

It was he who put grandpa in danger, and it was he who made the person he liked doubt their feelings. It turned out that this was what Jian Luoshi said at the time, life would be worse than death. He realized it, and had to say, Jian Luoshi, this step Perfect.

It is now that Fu Zhan wants to tell him that this is not true, it is to protect his safety.

He also couldn't say a word of the truth, he didn't know if Jane would do something to grandpa when she fell, he didn't dare to block, and he couldn't bet.

He forcibly suppressed the pain in his heart: "I'm sorry, Huai Chu, let's stop here between us."

No one knows how much self-control he used to control his desire to tell the truth when he said this. For the first time, he realized that he was powerless. It was such a pain that he wanted to kill himself. .

He deserved it, why, why did he feel that after Jane failed, he would hide his strength and bide his time, and then make a comeback, why did he let him go because of the little pitiful feelings left, why did he obey Grandpa's arrangement and leave him a way out , and arranged a way out for him.

Now that he was caught by others, he could only blame himself for what he did, but while he was paying for his actions, he hurt the person he was least willing to hurt in his life!

When Gu Huaichu heard Fu Zhan's final sentence, the place in his heart that was originally full of vitality lost its vitality in an instant, was devastated, and seemed to have returned to its original state, no, it was even worse than the original state.

Back then that place was just a piece of flat land without any changes, but now he is lifeless and beyond recognition, leaving behind a shadow that he doesn't want to mention again in his life.

He let go of Fu Zhan's hand, took two steps back, left without saying anything.

He used to think that Fu Zhan said that he could squander his feelings by himself because Fu Zhan really liked him, and liked him now, but he didn't expect it.

It's just because he left an indelible mark on Fu Zhan's heart when he was a child, so that he can have the emotional capital of squandering in the future.

This kind of cognition is worse than Gu Huaichu's worst guess, and it is even more unacceptable.

He thought it was just a prank sent by Fu Zhan's enemy to disgust him on purpose.

The worst outcome he ever thought of was nothing more than that his feelings could not stand the wear and tear. After a long period of unresponsive feelings, Fu Zhan gradually lost his original courage and patience, and slowly withdrew his sincere feelings.

It was his fault, he would change it, even if Fu Zhan really took back that liking, then change it, change his liking for him, but he didn't expect that it was because of this?It turned out to be because of this!

Fu Zhan knows it, he knows the status of love in his heart, but why, he still wants to do this?

Even if it was a misunderstanding, why didn't you explain it?

If Gu Huaichu thinks about it deeply at this time, he will definitely find out the clues, but now he has been deeply hit, his mind is in chaos, and he has no extra energy to think about it again. What is wrong with it? .

He laughed self-deprecatingly.

It's nothing at all, is it?

This is your absurd decision, and your mind was not clear at the time, but now that you are clear, it is just to set things right.

Who has not experienced setbacks and regrets in this life?

Just walk through it.

But why, why do you think that he and Fu Zhan have passed away?Is it just so heartache?

Fu Zhan did not catch up. At this time, he had no position or identity, and walked to Huai Chu's side.

At this time, the phone rang.

He mechanically pressed the call button.

Jian Luoshi's laughter came from that end: "Hahaha, Fu Zhan, you really didn't disappoint me."

"I have followed your instructions, released grandpa, and asked grandpa to take the antidote." Fu Zhan said.

"Don't worry, you followed my instructions and did not violate my original intention at all. I am happy, so of course I will not violate the agreement between us. Don't worry, I will definitely give you back a healthy grandfather."

"It's just a pity, the relationship that ended not long after you started, but it doesn't matter, who hasn't had a failed relationship? There are many examples of having to let go of a lover's relationship due to various reasons. Forget about him, you still There are better candidates." Jane's voice was a little bewitching when she fell.

Fu Zhan hung up the phone expressionlessly.

There is only a little luck in his heart, as long as tomorrow is over, he will go and explain to Huai Chu immediately, Huai Chu is so smart, he will forgive him, and by then, they will be the same as before.

But reality is often dramatic.

At this point, there was no possibility between them.