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10 minutes left.

Aunt Ling called Chen Yunyi outside just now, and she knew very well that if she didn't leave the bathroom within 10 minutes, she would be able to witness the fire brigade breaking in and an ambulance waiting outside with dazzling red lights.

It was an order from her mother, a pity it didn't make her feel loved.

Chen Yunyi is indeed holding a blade and scratching at her hand now.

The blade, no longer than four centimeters, was taped into the gap in the towel rack.When the knives at home are locked, the glass products are deliberately isolated, and the door of my own room is forcibly dismantled, it is a good thing to have my own sky in the bathroom.

10 minutes wasn't enough for her to die, but she wasn't going to die anyway.

She needs some pain to remind her that she has the ability to escape the hurt in her life on her own.

Just like what Ah Bao said, Chen Yunyi is a leader in the wrist-cutting world, she knows how to cut only the skin can produce a considerable amount of blood and intense pain.

She closed her eyes, took a breath, and skimmed her skin twice.

When the pain lowered the four-pillar steel prison for her, she felt the daunting sense of coercion, as if strong heavy music was booming wildly in her ears, like eating the most sour poison in her mouth but it was addictive, obviously It was painful, but Chen Yunyi could still feel relief and protection.

The screaming wounds on her skin could almost drive back the grievances she suffered in the hospital today.

4 minutes left.

It's a pity that external physical pain can never cover up the pain of heartbreak.

It took Chen Yunyi 2 minutes to stop the bleeding. She had just finished taking a shower, and she was sweating again all over her body.

She opened the door a little to let Aunt Ling know that she was about to go out, turned around and sighed at the pale figure in the mirror, maybe one day, she would smash the virtual image of herself in the mirror, and then take the The falling fragments of the people outside the broken mirror all disappeared forever, forever.

"Xiaoyun, what happened yesterday?" Bao asked concerned, "Is something wrong that you didn't come to the hospital?"

Chen Yunyi smiled slightly at A Bao, and only said that something happened at home, and she should send a text message to let A Bao know.

More than something?

Chen Yunyi deliberately took a day off to clear her mind at home. She didn't like going to school, but at night, she even made up her mind not to come to the hospital.

She wanted to know how disappearing for a day would affect Ah Bao.She wants to prove that she is indeed a dispensable existence in A Bao's heart. She must make sure that A Bao will feel neither itchy nor painful after she is gone forever.

But Abao looked at Chen Yunyi at this moment, only worrying.That really made Chen Yunyi feel conflicted and confused. Is she important or unimportant, and should she be happy or sad about her reaction to Abao?

It's not that Ah Bao has never been read before, she also knows that sometimes she is too simple and has no intentions, she also used a kind of panic anxiety to get nervous about this matter, but she has lived for so long, obviously she Not naive enough to be tricked into selling it.

"So, is it serious?" Ah Bao was very worried about the situation of Yun Yi's house.

"no big deal."

Ah Bao felt relieved when she heard it, she didn't think that Chen Yunyi's expression was indifferent because the story was false, she thought it was the expression of the matter being resolved.

"I told my mother that your parents are going abroad, and they let you stay in Taiwan alone because of your studies, but it's not good to leave you alone at home..."

On the way to Abao's house, Chen Yunyi listened to Abao whispering her strategy on the phone.

"My mother asked me how long it would take for your father and mother to come back, and I said one month without hesitation!" Bao said boastfully.

Chen Yunyi really smiled helplessly.

It's not that she doesn't want to live, it's just that she has gone through a lot of things, and it's hard for her to keep expectations without distractions in her heart. It's good to be away from home, but it means that she has to face more emotions that she is not familiar with.

Chen Yunyi knew that she was like an isolated island. When she saw a speedboat named Abao finally approaching the shore, she really had a lot of thoughts in her heart.

Until she discovered that the ship had no intention of docking at all.

A Bao has no siblings, she thinks that she is the only child just like Chen Yunyi pretending not to have a younger brother.

Ah Bao also feels that she has no friends. Because of gastroenteritis, even a person like Ah Bao who is known as a "magnet of interpersonal relationships" is no more than nodding acquaintances with most people. Chen Yunyi is very similar.

She took pains to find the common ground between herself and Chen Yunyi, just because Bao Ma said, "I really don't understand that you two who are so different can be friends."

She wants to be best friends with Chen Yunyi!

As Bao herself said, she has no friends...

She didn't know why she was so obsessed with Yun Yi, she thought it was because of Chen Yunyi's appearance, at least she felt that Bao Ma liked Yun Yi, and it was mostly because of this reason.

However, Ah Bao later discovered that after getting acquainted with Chen Yunyi, Ah Bao liked her people more than her beauty.

Why are you talking so much?Ah Bao has always been very intuitive when she likes someone, and she has always been very reserved when she hates someone. This is why there are always people willing to surround her for so long.

She likes Chen Yunyi, of course she doesn't need any reason.

"Hey! Xiaoyun, do you really hate watching TV?"

When Ah Bao and Yun Yi were sitting side by side in the living room, he remembered Chen Yunyi's disinterest in TV and related topics in the hospital.

Of course Po knows the reason...it's just...

"How can there be someone who doesn't like to watch TV?" Ah Bao's sincere confusion made Chen Yunyi laugh.

"A Bao, I don't like watching that much."

really!Television is for mortals!

"You sat there with me for more than an hour! Why didn't you say it earlier!"

Ah Bao yelled, all the annoyance on his face.

"It doesn't matter…"

"No! I didn't force you to watch TV with me!" Chen Yunyi really didn't understand what A Bao was doing and lost her temper.

"Xiao Yun, you can tell me what you like and what you don't like!"

So simple?

Chen Yunyi thought, is this something she can pursue?

She has long since disbelieved in the stupid notion that she can achieve her ideals by speaking out.

"Mom, at Chen Qi'en's age, he needs someone to accompany him. Don't go out today, can you stay at home?"

"Aren't you human? Aunt Ling is not human? Chen Qi'en didn't even ask for a lot of trouble for what you're doing. It's because you ask a lot. You think you know a lot, don't you? You're too presumptuous."

"Mom, Chen Qien's class teacher called again. I think you and Dad should really talk to Chen Qien. His teacher said..."

"His teacher is prejudiced against my son. Just go to school and study. It's his own business to make friends. He adjusts by himself, and we can't help him make friends. It's funny."

"Mom, I need money to go to the doctor."

"Money, money, you will only take money from us. Dad and I really dote on you too much. It is not enough to give pocket money every month. You really use a lot of my money!"

"mom…"

"What do you need to tell Aunt Ling, you give me a headache."

"Xiao Yun, you are in a daze!"

"Oh, really."

Chen Yunyi recovered and smiled at A Bao, even A Bao knew that that smile looked helpless.

Why do you think about these things?

This is the most annoying part for Yunyi. She hates these people who hurt her, but she can't stop caring about them.Because she knew that they were family members, and she had an inseparable emotion, which formed a chaotic zone in her world of resentment and pain.

"What are you thinking?"

A Bao leaned over and lay directly on Chen Yunyi's lap, looking up at the thoughtful person with wide open eyes.

Chen Yunyi looked down at Abao, this sincere gaze made her feel naked, she envied that the world in her eyes could be pure and natural, but at the same time, she really hoped that this innocence could be polluted, so that Chen Yunyi could be accommodated in that space This bleak presence.

Smiling, Chen Yunyi knew that she couldn't hide the sadness in her heart.

She regretted it so much, she would rather never get to know Ah Bao well in her life.With so many things to worry about, and a ray of light to try to capture, she thought that after walking through the ups and downs, she could hold something in her hand in the end, and when she arrived here, she could prove that everything was wrong.

She tried to forget that she had their blood running in her veins, that she pretended that the name meant nothing to her when people called her, but she also knew that no matter how hard she tried, there was nourishment to keep her damn care for them alive.

Just like at this moment, Chen Yunyi's concern for A Bao has sprouted.

It was a tender stem, but the iron ax kept chopping it.

She knew that no matter how many bloodstains she branded on her body, no pain could wash away the thoughts that A Bao had messed up in her heart.

How do you use one kind of wound to heal another deeper and deeper wound...

Chen Yunyi, after all, is insignificant, thinking about this, her smile finally softened a little, and the day when she was wiped out, the world was still turning freely, maybe without her weight, the color of the sky could be brighter and lighter.