Horizontal horizontal straight line

Chen Yunyi felt that Ah Bao was a different person from her.

Of course they are different, if you think a girl drawing with a box knife in her hand is the same kind of person as Po, then there is a big problem.

She felt that their way of looking at things was different.

Chen Yunyi is like a sponge. When you tell her your thoughts, she will listen and keep your story in her heart. In the end, your negative emotions will become a part of her and become her emotions. ; Lin Baoxian, like a lake, she listens like a lake, but the story will settle, and the negative things will be diluted by her in the end, and you can't find it if you look for it.

You can choose one to complain, the effect is the same, but Ah Bao's method is less lethal to her.

This is the result of observation.

Chen Yunyi was annoyed for a few days after she lost control again and broke out, but she also found that she felt a lot more comfortable in her heart. The point is that Abao is as good as her, and she was not affected by her words in the slightest.

"Xiao Yun, why did you cut your wrist?"

A Bao's innocent tone made Chen Yunyi stunned for a while.

"I heard that hanging is less painful! I would choose sleeping pills!"

Chen Yunyi smiled, discussing death is one thing, but only Ah Bao can use this attitude to ask a person who really wants to die this kind of question.

"I have access to sleeping pills, so it doesn't mean I can't use them."

As Chen Yunyi said, she saw A Bao tilting his head and thinking for a while.

"Then... is it because you have a special physique, like someone who gets their ears pierced won't hurt! You might cut your wrists and it won't hurt, right?"

"wrong."

Seeing Ah Bao with his mouth open, he looked very confused.

"I'm afraid of pain."

"But…"

Ah Bao lowered his head to look at the long and short nicks on Chen Yunyi's wrist again, it hurts just by looking at it.Ah Bao shudders every time he looks at it, and he has gotten used to it recently, but occasionally he will be startled without warning when he catches a glimpse of Yun Yi's wrist.

"Death has a price to pay." Chen Yunyi said quietly, as if to solve the mystery of A Bao.

"Ah?"

"Nothing is free," she herself knew how distorted this sentence is here. "Pain is just a reminder to me how much determination I am willing to make on the road to death."

Ah Bao nodded, feeling very reasonable, unconsciously showing awe in his eyes, only to realize that his suggestion about sleeping pills was really superficial.

"But Xiaoyun, why do you have to die to solve the problem?"

It doesn't have to be death, but there is no other way.The family is the people who live with you every day. Although her parents are poor, they don’t really have domestic violence or child abuse. Occasionally the whole family goes out, and people still see a model family in their eyes.

How will Chen Yunyi leave?

She has no friends, and she has long lost the ability to make friends in the vicious cycle of mental illness, not to mention the hurts in several past friendships. Chen Yunyi herself can't believe that someone can climb the dragon and the phoenix at such a young age.

Chen Yunyi escaped her family by being hospitalized. This is just a beautiful episode in her plan. What will happen in the future?For her, waiting a moment is too late.

"Ah Bao, do you know how to cut your wrist correctly?"

A Bao looked interested, how can there be any right or wrong, Chen Yunyi has cut so many times by herself, she should be an expert, why do you ask A Bao?

"You are the leader in the wrist-cutting world! Ask me when you need a gastroscope!"

Chen Yunyi smiled slightly, she liked Abao's relaxed attitude, if other people would have started making a fuss already.

"This cut is wrong."

"what?"

Incorrect?Serial dramas are cut like this, isn't it?

Ah Bao was mentally prepared before he lowered his head to look at her wrist. Although she didn't want Chen Yunyi to die, she didn't understand why she had to do it so many times if she knew it was the wrong way.

"The correct wrist cut should be cut straight along the blood vessels, which can be used as an aid to soaking in hot water, so that the wound will not heal easily if it festers. However, straight cutting is inherently more difficult to stop bleeding than horizontal cutting."

As Chen Yunyi spoke, she gestured with her fingertips.Seeing Po listening intently, showing the concentration she always has every time she watches a cooking show.

She was looking to see if Ah Bao understood.

What she wants to let Ah Bao know is not some "cheats for complete wrist-cutting success".

"Xiao Yun, can I ask you one thing, and promise me this thing in this life."

A Bao said, it looked like a child said to "tick the tick", but Chen Yunyi knew that A Bao was serious.

"Never cut a straight line, okay?"

Bao understands.

Why do you know that direct cutting has a higher success rate, but never do it?

Because Chen Yunyi knew that she hadn't made up her mind to die.

Even if she had cut it horizontally thousands of times, she would have already mastered the position of the artery. Before she was about to die, she would not be able to cut straight.

Death requires price and determination, and a heavy straight line on the wrist means so much.

She nodded to A Bao, expressing her agreement.

Doctors, nurses, Aunt Ling... She is indifferent to anyone who tells Chen Yunyi not to do this. She agreed to Abao today because she understands.

Because Ah Bao didn't ask her to never touch the blade again, Ah Bao understood that it doesn't matter how many horizontal lines there are on Chen Yunyi's wrist, once a straight line is drawn, it means death, which is more terrifying than anything else.

Maybe she agreed, just because it was a request from Po.