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Wen Qi sensitively felt that Xiao Cheng was in a bad mood after he went to see his parents.

Xiao Cheng's parents...Wen Qi couldn't help thinking of the man and woman he saw at the school gate before.It seems that the relationship between Xiao Cheng and his family is not good, as far as Wen Qi knows and guesses, it seems that he has a closer relationship with Grandpa Xiao.

"Did something happen at home?" Wen Qi held back all afternoon, and finally asked after school when he was alone with Xiao Cheng.

"No." Xiao Cheng said in a daze, then added after a pause, "It's just annoying."

It's a pity that the most unbreakable thing in this world is blood, no matter how bad parenting is.

"My existence is just a tool for my blood-related mother to please the father who contributed sperm."

Wen Qi looked at Xiao Cheng in surprise, he thought that he had a bad relationship with his parents, but he didn't expect to use such prefix adjectives to describe his parents.

Maybe it’s been held back in my heart for so many years and no one has said it. Maybe it’s the quiet atmosphere tonight that made Xiao Cheng involuntarily want to say more, but what’s more, maybe it’s because of his trust in the listener, it’s much harder for Xiao Cheng to say. a little.

Regarding his life experience, Xiao Cheng never personally mentioned it to anyone.Jiang Jizhou and Song Ju, who have a good relationship with him, may know about it, but they definitely didn't know it from Xiao Cheng.

"I am an illegitimate child." Xiao Cheng said, "My so-called father also had other illegitimate children. Of course, his wife in the legal sense gave him a legitimate child."

"Private..." Wen Qi took a breath, he had never thought about this possibility at all.

Xiao Cheng turned his head to look at Wen Qi, "Would you look down on me like this? I really hate my life experience like this."

"...a person's origin cannot be chosen."

"Because Guan Shuxin is not the only woman, she wants me to curry favor with Guan Shuxin, obediently call him daddy, and compete with the sons of other lovers." Xiao Cheng smiled mockingly when he said this, "I'm not as good as she wants. "

"Guan..." Wen Qi quickly thought, "The one who fought with you that day, too?"

Xiao Cheng nodded, "Yes, his name is Guan Canghai, and he has an older sister named Guan Qinghe, who is from our school, you may have seen it."

"Since you are all...all...then why did he trouble you? Is it also a way for him to fight for favor?"

"Have you ever heard the saying that what you can't get is always in turmoil?" Xiao Cheng said, "I have never called him father in my life, so when he is in a good mood, he always wants to coax me. Guan Canghai and Guan Qinghe probably thought that I deliberately used this method to attract Guan Shuxin's attention. Heck, I'm not like them, I like to pick up my father in the trash."

Guan Shuxin was in a good mood, so he coaxed Xiao Cheng to let him recognize him as his father, but Guan Shuxin was obviously not such a patient person, once, twice, three times, patience would gradually be exhausted, and Guan Canghai Guan Shuxin and Guan Qinghe, two "very obedient" sons and daughters, were talking about Xiao Cheng. Guan Shuxin's impression of Xiao Cheng was not so good.

Xiao Yan seized the opportunity, and when Guan Shuxin was in a good mood, she talked about Xiao Cheng's childhood fun, which would also arouse Guan Shuxin's recognition of her son... So the next time they meet, it is very likely that they want to Xiao Cheng called him Dad, and he might not even remember pointing at his nose and scolding him the last time we met.

"Guan Canghai..." Wen Qi suddenly remembered that he had heard a teacher call Xiao Cheng the name "Guan Chaohai" before. He didn't know it at that time, but now he understands it, "Your name was Guan Chaohai before, wasn't it?"

"I used to be called Xiao Cheng." Xiao Cheng said.

Wen Qi's thinking turned for a while, and he realized that Xiao Cheng meant that his name is now Guan Chaohai?Also, only then would the teacher call him another name.

"I hate that name."

It was the first time Wen Qi heard Xiao Cheng clearly express his disgust.

Xiao Cheng's name was changed by Grandpa Xiao, and later Xiao Yan was coaxed back by Guan Shuxin, so she went to change Xiao Cheng's name to Guan Chaohai, so that now the name on Xiao Cheng's school record is Guan Chaohai.

Xiao Cheng hated this name, so he stubbornly used Xiao Cheng's name all the time, whether it was in homework textbooks or school exams, only Xiao Cheng's name was written.

When I was in the first year of high school, the teacher didn't know that, every time "Guan Chaohai" was called during the roll call, no one responded, but after counting the number of people in the class, it seemed that there were not many people.And during the first two monthly exams in high school, Xiao Cheng's name was stubbornly written on Xiao Cheng's paper. When the paper reached the head teacher, he couldn't remember that there was such a student as Xiao Cheng.

Then there is a pair, Guan Chaohai's test paper is not there.The homeroom teacher approached Xiao Cheng to talk to him, and it was a good match.

But the head teacher has been teaching for so many years, and this is the first time I have seen students change their names so thoroughly. Although there have been incidents of writing wrong students' names in the school before, at most it is a wrong word, another word.But there is nothing wrong with the list of students with the name Xiao Cheng?

At that time, the homeroom teacher advised Xiao Cheng not to do this before, otherwise he would not be given his score in the next exam and he would be treated as absent.

Xiao Cheng "Oh", and then he will not change his mind next time.

Now that he is in the third year of high school, he has been called back and forth several times. Xiao Cheng's stubborn behavior makes many students sometimes forget that his school name is Guan Chaohai instead of Xiao Cheng, and they are more used to calling him Xiao Cheng.

The main reason is that Jiang Jizhou always wants to call him "Brother Cheng" dozens of times a day.Influenced by Jiang Jizhou, many boys who played well in the class also called him Brother Cheng, and some of them might be older than Xiao Cheng.

Wen Qi was silent for a while, raised his uninjured hand, and patted Xiao Cheng's back lightly.

Xiao Cheng suddenly felt funny, "Are you comforting me?"

"Yes," Wen Qi said, "I'm not going to comfort you. You're in a bad mood. If you're in a bad mood, no one will help me take a bath today."

"Okay, let's help you take a bath." Xiao Cheng looked at him, "I wanted to be touched."

Wen Qi smiled slightly.

After helping him a few times, Xiao Cheng's movements are already somewhat proficient.

The two took a bath one after another, and then wrote their homework for a while.

Wen Qi found that Xiao Cheng, as a class representative, didn't really like to do Chinese homework. After writing homework with him a few times, Xiao Cheng wrote more about chemistry or physics.

"Are you biased?" Wen Qi asked him.

"Fortunately, the horizontal line is relatively stable." Xiao Cheng said, "The main reason is that the baseline is not high. The composition is seriously hindered."

After reading Xiao Cheng's Chinese paper last time, Wen Qi already understood it.Xiao Cheng doesn't like to write essays, but Teacher Wang just thinks that essays are Xiao Cheng's weak point, so he will give him extra homework related to essays.

At 23:[-], the two went to bed on time.

In the dark, Wen Qi suddenly didn't feel sleepy, lay down for 10 minutes, and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"

"No..." Xiao Cheng's voice didn't sound sleepy either.

"I can't seem to sleep."

"Why, because of the hands?" Xiao Cheng asked him.

Wen Qi shook his head, regardless of whether Xiao Cheng could see his movements, "Actually..."

"Actually, even if your parents don't love you, it doesn't matter if you hate them."

In the darkness, Xiao Cheng was taken aback.

"Because I am too." Wen Qi said sullenly, "I don't like my parents either, so I also moved out to live alone."

"It seems to us." Wen Qi said again, "My father, because he listened to the rumors, always thought that I was not his biological son and treated me badly, and my grandma, too, often pointed at my nose and called me wild …From the time I didn’t know what wild/kind meant to the time I grew up, I was already numb to hearing it.”

As Wen Qi said, Xiao Cheng turned over and stretched out his hand.

"Later my mother got divorced, it was an affair in marriage, and she fell in love with her first love, because I broke through his affair in advance, so I coaxed me to promise me that when she successfully divorced and remarried, she would take me there to enjoy the blessing... ..." Wen Qi paused, "Actually, I was very moved for a moment, not because of any enjoyment, but because I wished so much to leave that home."

Xiao Cheng found Wen Qi's hand in the dark and held it tightly.

"This year, she finally got what she wanted. She married into a wealthy family and brought me out of that family... I don't want to go back, but I don't want to live with her in that so-called wealthy family either."

"I have never felt the warmth of a so-called home. I longed for it when I was a child, but now I no longer look forward to it." Wen Qi sniffed, "Do you know, you said you would take me back to your house, and then you said to me Go home... I think it's good to meet you."

"Today you told me about your parents, and I thought, our experiences are so similar, it's all because the father doesn't love the mother... What a coincidence, maybe there is an arrangement in the dark?"

Xiao Cheng's hand groped over to wipe away the moisture from Wen Qi's cheek.

"Actually, I just wanted to say, it's okay, I'm here, I'll be with you."

"I..." Xiao Cheng's voice paused, "It's okay, I'll be with you too."

Wen Qi replied nasally, "I'm so happy."

Xiao Cheng hesitated for a moment, then slowly leaned over and hugged him gently.

Wen Qi raised his injured hand slightly, leaned closer, rubbed his cheek against Xiao Cheng's arms, and said, "I'm really happy. Thank you, Xiao Cheng."

Xiao Cheng suppressed his voice and said, "Maybe I should thank you."

The two embraced tightly in the dark, like wounded little beasts licking each other's wounds, they were each other's medicine.