Dangerous situation puzzle

At the door of the house, Ying Xu stroked his greasy hair and opened the door.

Click!

Feng Ya was curled up on the sofa, and didn't seem to hear the sound of the door opening.

He stared at the TV motionlessly. On the screen was Zhang Yimou's movie "My Father and Mother". The picture was very textured, and the simple plot made him feel sad and moved.

Regardless of wealth, love is the simplest ideal in such a poor place.

Seeing that Feng Ya didn't look back, maybe he didn't hear him, he thought so, and walked back to his dormitory without disturbing him.

In fact, it doesn’t matter whether you heard it or not. Yingxu knew very well that both he and Fengya need their own time and space to adjust themselves. After all, they are no longer children. “That’s it!” Yingxu sighed softly. He breathed a sigh of relief, then changed into pajamas, and fell into a deep sleep. Now he is still very uncomfortable.

"Is it a dream?"

Not long after he fell asleep, fine beads of sweat began to appear on Yingxu's forehead, his eyelashes trembled, and he seemed to be struggling to wake up, but his consciousness seemed to be caught by something, deeper...he was dragged deeper ... There was darkness all around, and panic surrounded him, which would never end.

At some point, Feng Ya walked into the room.He stood quietly beside the bed, looking at Yingxu who was sweating profusely, his eyes were full of worry.

They hadn't spoken for several days, but the more this happened, the more he missed him and wanted to hug him more.

"Could you be sick?" Seeing that his complexion was not good, Feng Ya stretched out his slender and cold palm to touch Ying Xu's forehead, and the palm was wet all of a sudden.

"It's so hot? Bastard, don't take good care of yourself." He cursed inwardly with a sullen face, and then quickly searched around to see if there was a thicker blanket that could be laid over his heart.Finally, he turned over the blanket from the chair next to the computer desk... Then he saw the blue hospital gown that Yingxu had deliberately covered with the blanket.

"This is? Hospital gown? He ran back from the hospital again..." Feng Ya secretly sighed, this was not the first time, he knew that the person on the bed hated the hospital.

"Fool." Suppressing the worry in his heart, he quickly put the blanket on his body, and then hugged him tightly in his arms, hoping that this would relieve the coldness and shivering on his body.A long time passed, until Feng Ya became profusely sweating, Ying Xu finally calmed down, and finally, he fell asleep peacefully.

Feng Ya cautiously stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, it was much warmer and the sweat was not so much.

"You scared me to death?" He said sternly to Ying Xu who was sleeping soundly, regardless of whether he could hear him or not.

Regarding her behavior of hugging Yingxu, Fengya also did so subconsciously.

In the past, every time he was sick, Yingxu would lie beside him and hug him like this. Many times, his body trembled as much as now, but in Yingxu's arms, he felt very at ease. , This feeling even made him greedy and addicted.Then, he began to keep getting sick and tormenting himself.

For this warmth, he even went to any lengths.

"Brother..." Faintly, the scene in the movie appeared in Feng Ya's mind, the innocent girl ran happily in the field with her calves spread, her long white skirt fluttered along the wind, her smile was so innocent, so Beautiful, once upon a time, they ran and laughed happily like this.

But now?He had almost forgotten what a smile was.

Sometimes, he even regrets telling Yingxu that he likes him. He forgets that Yingxu is a filial man, he is well-behaved and obeys the rules, but he keeps forcing him to break the rules and violate human relations.

"Brother, did I really do something wrong? Then can I take back that sentence? If time doesn't tease the two of us, I really want to treat you as my brother and pull your clothes like a child Watching you help me clean up those who bully me, you know? That is the day I don't want to forget the most, because of your presence, I have the courage to survive, brother."

"I know I'm selfish, but I really can't be a brother with you for a lifetime. One day, our love will be shared with others. After this full of emotion is divided, we will all suffer. I don't want this. result."

"But brother, why didn't you come earlier, when you clearly knew but still tolerated me, brother, do you know? I thought I had a chance..."

Feng Ya's expression became painful, he looked at the man in front of him, and found that he never seemed to understand him.

Ying Xu didn't open his eyes until Feng Ya quietly left.His face was pale, his eyelashes were wet, and his lips still had a tinge of purple.

In the nightmare, it was the familiar warmth that woke him up. He knew it was Feng Ya's embrace...but he pretended not to know.

At this time, the lonely back of Feng Ya turned and left still lingered in his mind, but he remained silent without saying a word.

Yingxu is actually a silent and indifferent person. He used to be and still is.

At that time, he didn't want to talk to anyone, and always ran away during parties, so he would always be bullied by those tall boys when he came to school the next day.Gradually, everyone around him knew that he was an autistic child, and they were even more unwilling to talk and play with him.

Except Fengya.

If it wasn't for Fengya, he might have died suddenly by the pond due to a heart attack.

They have always depended on each other and kept each other warm.

But now... there are less and less words between them.

Ying Xu understands that there is a wall between them, a high wall that is difficult to climb and insurmountable.

But isn't that what happens between people?No one knows when the relationship between them will undergo subtle changes, let alone what consequences those changes will lead to.

Fengya and Yingxu...isn't that the case?