When he came back from the outside that day, Mo Xuanyu never went out again, and Yao Qingye tapped his sleeping point. After sleeping until dark, he woke up in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, he found that he had returned to Yaoqing Ye's hut, Yao Qingye is not here at the moment.
Mo Xuanyu touched his chest with trembling hands. The feeling of being pierced by the crossbow arrow at that moment still seemed to remain in his body, and he could still feel the cool wind pouring in from the wound on his chest. I can feel the feeling of being torn apart in an instant, the pain has been deeply embedded in my mind, and I woke up in the middle of the night with tears all over my clothes.
No one will pity your own pain, and no one will comfort yourself, because the reason for all this is that you are too naive, too hesitant, and too unwilling to make progress.Mo Xuanyu looked at his palm, and seemed to be able to see the blood on it.
She has been lying here for more than half a year, and the outside world has nothing to do with her now. If she can, she really can't sleep, so there will be no pain, no shame, and no life. If so, life is better than death.
However, Yao Qingye's words woke her up, her father's death was worthless, her mother's death was wronged, even those Mo family members who died one after another in order to save her own life, and Hong Wu's distressed appearance before she fell off the cliff.
The Mo family... how many lives did they sacrifice to keep themselves alone?Because of my timidity, I hid in this paradise and recuperated silently, and those who died, because of their cowardice and refused to bear the responsibility of hatred, will always be crowned as traitors and thieves and be wronged in the world?
Mo Xuanyu, how can you bear it?The surname Mo is worthy of your name!All those who have hurt her, all those who have taken away the happiness she has will have to pay for their actions.Mo Xuanyu, from now on, she should abandon her weak and gentle temper. Everything she wants must be fought for by herself. Infatuation cannot be exchanged for reciprocal love. In other words, it's just a game of hype.
I suffered a loss once, but refused to repent, until I was injured again, Mo Xuanyu really felt pain, tired, and didn't want to give my sincerity to others. I didn't understand before, why people have to be separated by a mask to be able to Getting along, thinking about it now, also makes sense.
She closed her eyes, and then slowly opened them after a long while, but this time, even the remaining gentleness disappeared in the opened eyes, and instead there was a slight smile, but this smile could not reach the bottom of the eyes At first glance, she still looks gentle and gentle, but her heart full of holes has been hidden by her, and she will never show it to others easily, and will never let others have the opportunity to hurt herself.
Yao Qingye went to the kitchen to boil the medicine, and after a long time, she finally cooked the medicine that was suitable for Mo Xuanyu. The medicine was mild and would not harm her body, and it could calm the mind. Entering her hut, she was keenly aware that something was different, but when she looked around carefully, it seemed that everything was still the same.
But then, she saw Mo Xuanyu who was sitting on the bed and had woken up. When that faint smile fell into Yao Qingye's eyes, she finally knew what was different. Mo Xuanyu, who had been silent and lifeless, could even see a faint smile on his face. Is this the same person who verbally attacked her this morning?
"The medicine is ready."
As Yao Qingye said, she found a stool by herself and sat beside Mo Xuanyu's bed, took a spoon to feed Mo Xuanyu the medicine as usual, Mo Xuanyu nodded to her, very obedient, and did not resist, Until she drank a bowl of medicine, Yao Qingye finally couldn't take it anymore, and felt very strange and puzzled by Mo Xuanyu's sudden change:
"What happened to you?"
Regarding Yao Qingye's question, Mo Xuanyu was noncommittal, with a half-smile expression on his face, tilted his head, looked at Yao Qingye jokingly, and said:
"you know me?"
Yao Qingye was taken aback, and said in her heart that of course I don't understand you. In fact, she did shake her head to deny Mo Xuanyu, but she still had a bad feeling in her heart, but she couldn't resist the doubt.Seeing this, Mo Xuanyu twitched his lips and sneered:
"Since you don't know me well, why did you ask 'what's the matter'?"
Hearing this, Yao Qingye suffocated for breath, and an unknown fire surged in her heart, could she be so annoying?Why does this person in front of him taunt him over and over again?Mo Xuanyu saw the anger in Yao Qingye's eyes, but chose to turn a blind eye, turned his head and raised his head, fell on the bed, closed his eyes, ignored Yao Qingye, and left Yao Qingye alone to watch Mo Xuanyu's actions, He stomped his feet in anger, feeling that the anger in his heart seemed to explode, but there was no way to relieve it.
Mo Xuanyu can always easily defeat Yao Qingye's demeanor and temperament built with rationality, making Yao Qingye hate her so much, but he has no choice but to really get angry at her, Yao Qingye is about to be so endless The compromising self was driven crazy, and she simply turned around and went out, but the moment she opened the door, she turned back and cleaned up the medicine bowl on the bedside.
Gritting her teeth secretly, Yao Qingye was very frustrated in her heart, she once again compromised without principle.
For several days in succession, the atmosphere between Yao Qingye and Mo Xuanyu was very delicate. Apart from delivering medicine and porridge to Mo Xuanyu, Yao Qingye no longer said a word to Mo Xuanyu. Come over, watching Mo Xuanyu eat the food and drink the medicine, Yao Qingye helped Mo Xuanyu to the push chair, pushed her into the yard, then turned and left by herself.
Every time at this time, Mo Xuanyu would sit alone, without saying a word, and of course he would not keep Yao Qingye, with his back on his back, he heard a soft sound from behind, the sound of the courtyard door being gently shut .Mo Xuanyu opened her closed eyes, her eyes fell on the small potted plant not far away, she let her thoughts go, and let the sunlight shine on her body wantonly, awakening her body's consciousness little by little.
On this day, it was also Yao Qingye who pushed Mo Xuanyu to sit in the yard. At first, it was okay, the sun was shining brightly, but after a while, the sky suddenly darkened, and it seemed faintly that it was going to rain.After all, it is in the mountains, so it is not unacceptable that the weather is cloudy or cloudy, but the problem is that Mo Xuanyu has no way to move the push chair by himself.
Mo Xuanyu frowned and looked at the sky, pursed his lips tightly, and looked back at the courtyard door, which was still firmly closed.She shook her head, it seems that she is still too dependent on Yao Qingye, even though she needs her care, she shouldn't be so depraved, once she encounters something, she immediately thinks it would be good if this person is here, laughing at herself, What a naive idea.
If I have always been taken care of by others, then I don't know when will I be able to stand up again and go out?Mo Xuanyu reached out to mold the wooden wheels on both sides of the push chair, but his arms seemed to be filled with lead, and no matter how hard he tried, he could only lift a little bit. When his fingers finally touched the wooden wheels beside the push chair, Mo Xuanyu Yu's forehead was already dripping with cold sweat, and his breathing was short of breath.
Gritting her teeth secretly, Mo Xuanyu took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly, pouring all the strength and thoughts of her whole body into her hands, and she held the wooden wheel tightly, pushing and rolling forward bit by bit.Finally, the push chair began to move slowly under her own control. Although it was slight, it really moved. Mo Xuanyu couldn't help feeling a little joy in her heart. She was not a useless person who had no one to take care of her and could only wait for death. .
But such a happy mood lasted only a few breaths, because Mo Xuanyu was completely focused on pushing the wooden wheel, and Mo Xuanyu had no time to control the direction of the pushing chair. For some stones, Mo Xuanyu only felt the push chair shake when she sat down, and then she felt dizzy upside down. When her vision cleared up, she found that she was already lying on the ground, and the push chair fell to her feet .
The sky was completely gloomy, and she was stunned for a moment, and a bit of coolness came into her heart from the back of her hand. She looked up and found that the raindrops had already fallen from the sky, one by one, more and more, denser and denser, without any traces. Unreservedly hitting her, the already thin body appeared even thinner in the cold rain.
Struggling to get up, but with a slight movement, a stabbing pain came from his knees, Mo Xuanyu lay on the ground with his head bowed, buried his face in his arms, no longer caring whether the raindrops fell on him or not He no longer struggled to get up, the cold tears mixed in the rain, stained his clothes, and dripped into his heart again and again, but what splashed was dark red blood.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she didn't have the slightest mercy because she fell into the rain. God treats everyone equally. Because of this, Mo Xuanyu can clearly see that she is different from ordinary people, with weak hands and feet, Telling myself all the time, I am just a useless person.
Until the courtyard door was pushed open with a loud bang, Yao Qingye appeared in the small courtyard in a panic, her whole body was drenched in rain, but she didn't care about her image at the moment, when she entered the courtyard, her eyes froze On the white figure that fell down in the yard.
Her heart was tightened at this moment, and that thin body fell in her eyes, so sad that she wanted to cry.Without the slightest hesitation, Yao Qingye took two steps up with the fastest speed in her life, and wanted to reach out to help the fallen person, but her hand stopped in mid-air, because Mo Xuanyu heard the gate of the courtyard suddenly open. Opening the voice, raised his head.
What rolled down from Mo Xuanyu's cheeks, I don't know whether it was rain or tears, but the falling transparent liquid seemed to land on Yao Qingye's heart in an instant, she had never felt such heartache before, Such powerlessness and remorse, remorse why she didn't stay by this person's side all the time, and let her experience such a embarrassing and embarrassing gaffe.
The author has something to say: I feel so distressed when writing this chapter. The inspiration for writing this scene comes from my own life. My wife was wronged at home, and she was walking outside alone, and it suddenly rained while walking. , Then she accidentally fell down and fell to the ground, she was suddenly uncontrollably sad, and cried out suddenly, this is what she told me later, what happened before she met me, but when she told me about that scene, I felt myself Her heart was severely hurt. In this life, don't let her encounter such a thing again.
Mo Xuanyu touched his chest with trembling hands. The feeling of being pierced by the crossbow arrow at that moment still seemed to remain in his body, and he could still feel the cool wind pouring in from the wound on his chest. I can feel the feeling of being torn apart in an instant, the pain has been deeply embedded in my mind, and I woke up in the middle of the night with tears all over my clothes.
No one will pity your own pain, and no one will comfort yourself, because the reason for all this is that you are too naive, too hesitant, and too unwilling to make progress.Mo Xuanyu looked at his palm, and seemed to be able to see the blood on it.
She has been lying here for more than half a year, and the outside world has nothing to do with her now. If she can, she really can't sleep, so there will be no pain, no shame, and no life. If so, life is better than death.
However, Yao Qingye's words woke her up, her father's death was worthless, her mother's death was wronged, even those Mo family members who died one after another in order to save her own life, and Hong Wu's distressed appearance before she fell off the cliff.
The Mo family... how many lives did they sacrifice to keep themselves alone?Because of my timidity, I hid in this paradise and recuperated silently, and those who died, because of their cowardice and refused to bear the responsibility of hatred, will always be crowned as traitors and thieves and be wronged in the world?
Mo Xuanyu, how can you bear it?The surname Mo is worthy of your name!All those who have hurt her, all those who have taken away the happiness she has will have to pay for their actions.Mo Xuanyu, from now on, she should abandon her weak and gentle temper. Everything she wants must be fought for by herself. Infatuation cannot be exchanged for reciprocal love. In other words, it's just a game of hype.
I suffered a loss once, but refused to repent, until I was injured again, Mo Xuanyu really felt pain, tired, and didn't want to give my sincerity to others. I didn't understand before, why people have to be separated by a mask to be able to Getting along, thinking about it now, also makes sense.
She closed her eyes, and then slowly opened them after a long while, but this time, even the remaining gentleness disappeared in the opened eyes, and instead there was a slight smile, but this smile could not reach the bottom of the eyes At first glance, she still looks gentle and gentle, but her heart full of holes has been hidden by her, and she will never show it to others easily, and will never let others have the opportunity to hurt herself.
Yao Qingye went to the kitchen to boil the medicine, and after a long time, she finally cooked the medicine that was suitable for Mo Xuanyu. The medicine was mild and would not harm her body, and it could calm the mind. Entering her hut, she was keenly aware that something was different, but when she looked around carefully, it seemed that everything was still the same.
But then, she saw Mo Xuanyu who was sitting on the bed and had woken up. When that faint smile fell into Yao Qingye's eyes, she finally knew what was different. Mo Xuanyu, who had been silent and lifeless, could even see a faint smile on his face. Is this the same person who verbally attacked her this morning?
"The medicine is ready."
As Yao Qingye said, she found a stool by herself and sat beside Mo Xuanyu's bed, took a spoon to feed Mo Xuanyu the medicine as usual, Mo Xuanyu nodded to her, very obedient, and did not resist, Until she drank a bowl of medicine, Yao Qingye finally couldn't take it anymore, and felt very strange and puzzled by Mo Xuanyu's sudden change:
"What happened to you?"
Regarding Yao Qingye's question, Mo Xuanyu was noncommittal, with a half-smile expression on his face, tilted his head, looked at Yao Qingye jokingly, and said:
"you know me?"
Yao Qingye was taken aback, and said in her heart that of course I don't understand you. In fact, she did shake her head to deny Mo Xuanyu, but she still had a bad feeling in her heart, but she couldn't resist the doubt.Seeing this, Mo Xuanyu twitched his lips and sneered:
"Since you don't know me well, why did you ask 'what's the matter'?"
Hearing this, Yao Qingye suffocated for breath, and an unknown fire surged in her heart, could she be so annoying?Why does this person in front of him taunt him over and over again?Mo Xuanyu saw the anger in Yao Qingye's eyes, but chose to turn a blind eye, turned his head and raised his head, fell on the bed, closed his eyes, ignored Yao Qingye, and left Yao Qingye alone to watch Mo Xuanyu's actions, He stomped his feet in anger, feeling that the anger in his heart seemed to explode, but there was no way to relieve it.
Mo Xuanyu can always easily defeat Yao Qingye's demeanor and temperament built with rationality, making Yao Qingye hate her so much, but he has no choice but to really get angry at her, Yao Qingye is about to be so endless The compromising self was driven crazy, and she simply turned around and went out, but the moment she opened the door, she turned back and cleaned up the medicine bowl on the bedside.
Gritting her teeth secretly, Yao Qingye was very frustrated in her heart, she once again compromised without principle.
For several days in succession, the atmosphere between Yao Qingye and Mo Xuanyu was very delicate. Apart from delivering medicine and porridge to Mo Xuanyu, Yao Qingye no longer said a word to Mo Xuanyu. Come over, watching Mo Xuanyu eat the food and drink the medicine, Yao Qingye helped Mo Xuanyu to the push chair, pushed her into the yard, then turned and left by herself.
Every time at this time, Mo Xuanyu would sit alone, without saying a word, and of course he would not keep Yao Qingye, with his back on his back, he heard a soft sound from behind, the sound of the courtyard door being gently shut .Mo Xuanyu opened her closed eyes, her eyes fell on the small potted plant not far away, she let her thoughts go, and let the sunlight shine on her body wantonly, awakening her body's consciousness little by little.
On this day, it was also Yao Qingye who pushed Mo Xuanyu to sit in the yard. At first, it was okay, the sun was shining brightly, but after a while, the sky suddenly darkened, and it seemed faintly that it was going to rain.After all, it is in the mountains, so it is not unacceptable that the weather is cloudy or cloudy, but the problem is that Mo Xuanyu has no way to move the push chair by himself.
Mo Xuanyu frowned and looked at the sky, pursed his lips tightly, and looked back at the courtyard door, which was still firmly closed.She shook her head, it seems that she is still too dependent on Yao Qingye, even though she needs her care, she shouldn't be so depraved, once she encounters something, she immediately thinks it would be good if this person is here, laughing at herself, What a naive idea.
If I have always been taken care of by others, then I don't know when will I be able to stand up again and go out?Mo Xuanyu reached out to mold the wooden wheels on both sides of the push chair, but his arms seemed to be filled with lead, and no matter how hard he tried, he could only lift a little bit. When his fingers finally touched the wooden wheels beside the push chair, Mo Xuanyu Yu's forehead was already dripping with cold sweat, and his breathing was short of breath.
Gritting her teeth secretly, Mo Xuanyu took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly, pouring all the strength and thoughts of her whole body into her hands, and she held the wooden wheel tightly, pushing and rolling forward bit by bit.Finally, the push chair began to move slowly under her own control. Although it was slight, it really moved. Mo Xuanyu couldn't help feeling a little joy in her heart. She was not a useless person who had no one to take care of her and could only wait for death. .
But such a happy mood lasted only a few breaths, because Mo Xuanyu was completely focused on pushing the wooden wheel, and Mo Xuanyu had no time to control the direction of the pushing chair. For some stones, Mo Xuanyu only felt the push chair shake when she sat down, and then she felt dizzy upside down. When her vision cleared up, she found that she was already lying on the ground, and the push chair fell to her feet .
The sky was completely gloomy, and she was stunned for a moment, and a bit of coolness came into her heart from the back of her hand. She looked up and found that the raindrops had already fallen from the sky, one by one, more and more, denser and denser, without any traces. Unreservedly hitting her, the already thin body appeared even thinner in the cold rain.
Struggling to get up, but with a slight movement, a stabbing pain came from his knees, Mo Xuanyu lay on the ground with his head bowed, buried his face in his arms, no longer caring whether the raindrops fell on him or not He no longer struggled to get up, the cold tears mixed in the rain, stained his clothes, and dripped into his heart again and again, but what splashed was dark red blood.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she didn't have the slightest mercy because she fell into the rain. God treats everyone equally. Because of this, Mo Xuanyu can clearly see that she is different from ordinary people, with weak hands and feet, Telling myself all the time, I am just a useless person.
Until the courtyard door was pushed open with a loud bang, Yao Qingye appeared in the small courtyard in a panic, her whole body was drenched in rain, but she didn't care about her image at the moment, when she entered the courtyard, her eyes froze On the white figure that fell down in the yard.
Her heart was tightened at this moment, and that thin body fell in her eyes, so sad that she wanted to cry.Without the slightest hesitation, Yao Qingye took two steps up with the fastest speed in her life, and wanted to reach out to help the fallen person, but her hand stopped in mid-air, because Mo Xuanyu heard the gate of the courtyard suddenly open. Opening the voice, raised his head.
What rolled down from Mo Xuanyu's cheeks, I don't know whether it was rain or tears, but the falling transparent liquid seemed to land on Yao Qingye's heart in an instant, she had never felt such heartache before, Such powerlessness and remorse, remorse why she didn't stay by this person's side all the time, and let her experience such a embarrassing and embarrassing gaffe.
The author has something to say: I feel so distressed when writing this chapter. The inspiration for writing this scene comes from my own life. My wife was wronged at home, and she was walking outside alone, and it suddenly rained while walking. , Then she accidentally fell down and fell to the ground, she was suddenly uncontrollably sad, and cried out suddenly, this is what she told me later, what happened before she met me, but when she told me about that scene, I felt myself Her heart was severely hurt. In this life, don't let her encounter such a thing again.
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