Unspoken "I love you"

Cheng Xinyu, you may not know that I like you now, this is the sixth year I like you, I used to be a classmate in the class next to yours, now I am a classmate in your university, my name is Wan Xiyan.

I don’t know from which day I fell in love with you. I really never thought that... I would actually fall in love with a girl of the same sex as me.

I still remember the year when I just knew I liked you——

I'm the kind of person who can't stand my temper. After I figured out what I was thinking, I told my friend that I fell in love with a girl who was very handsome and attractive. My friend looked at me with tired eyes. Call me disgusting, and I haven't told anyone since.

I remember that the first time I saw you was at the confession wall at school. I remember that at that time, you were staring at the confession letter someone wrote to you. I am not very good-looking, but some people like it, and some people confessed to me.

Coincidentally, someone wrote me a letter, which was pasted next to your letter, so I leaned over, you glanced at me, and I looked up at you, you are taller than me, and you have to look up when you look at you head.

You looked at me for a while, then smiled at me, a golden border was outlined on the edge of your face by the bright sun, it was very beautiful.

I was stunned for a while to realize, and I also smiled at you, you study very well, you are the one who is commended in every school meeting, I don’t study well, I want to catch up with you, I want to fight side by side with you .

So from that day on, I was motivated to study hard.Until now, at the age of 19, my studies have improved, my facial features have become more three-dimensional, and now I have been admitted to the same university as you. My hard work has not been in vain, but I still don’t have the courage to confess to you.

I'm afraid you'll reject me, I'm afraid you'll say I'm disgusting, I like you so much that I can throw away everything for you...

Others say, youth is like this, what you like is fake, it’s just a momentary curiosity, after this period of time, it’ll be fine, but I’ve never regarded you as a momentary curiosity, I’m running for the future , Running for the heart that has been with you all the time, chasing you.

I don't know when I can say the phrase "I love you"...

I remember that the first time I talked to you was when I was in the second year of high school. Once, I failed in the exam. Crying in the school kiosk.

You just passed by there, you should have heard the voice, you walked over to pat me, then squatted in front of me, and said to me, "What's wrong? Why are you crying? Who bullied you?" Your voice was very gentle, and Your looks don't match. You are very handsome and have short hair. You were mistaken for a boy, and you were confessed by girls several times.

As soon as I looked up and saw you, I quickly wiped the tears off my face with my hands, afraid that you would see my ugly side, "No one bullies me." I replied nervously and excitedly.

"No one bullies you, why are you crying?" You asked me again, I thought I was dreaming at the time, my best friend didn't come to comfort me, and a person I didn't know well was here to comfort me .

I was so sad and nervous that I couldn't speak. I looked up at you, and the tears in my eyes fell down again, sliding down my cheeks. You looked at me with gentle eyes, and raised your hand. Helped me to wipe the tears from my face, I felt at that time that even if the whole world was gone, I would not feel unworthy.

I didn't speak, and you didn't ask me. I told you after I calmed down, "I didn't pass the exam, and my parents were strict with me. If I failed the exam, I would be beaten." I was calm at the time, but my voice was still trembling. .

It took so long to talk to you, I was afraid that you were getting impatient, so I looked up and saw your eyes, not only are you not annoying, your fart is even a little gentler than before.

You told me "No one failed the exam, including me"

"Just like you, do you have a dream?"

I was taken aback for a moment and then answered you "yes." My dream is you.

And then you keep telling me, "Are you going to go all out to chase your dreams? I think you will."

You looked at my eyes, as if you were thinking about something, I averted my eyes, stopped staring at you, and nodded.

"This is the same as chasing dreams, you have to do your best. Only when you study well can you have a chance to approach your dreams. If you fail in the exam, you must not work hard enough."

Later you hugged me tightly in your arms and said to me, "We will be friends from now on, if you have anything to tell me, I will give you a thumbs up." Because of your hug, your words, "I will give you a thumbs up. "It kept me going until now.