Afterglow to the moon

It's ridiculous to say that I'm probably ill, and not seriously ill.

Every time I see her laugh, see her angry, see her in a daze...my heart will be touched.

Seeing her smile like bubbling spring water, you will sink deeply.

When I made a mistake, she said that I hit me, and she looked so angry, which also made me nostalgic.

Maybe I'm... in love with her...

My junior high school... math teacher, my head teacher.

I used to think that the love of youth is just a flash in the pan, and it will be diluted with the passage of time. I thought that if I bear it, I will pass it and let her go.But this is not the case, the fascination with her is fleeting, like it to the bone, like carving it with a knife, it makes me hurt and I can't breathe.At that time, I would write a diary related to her every day, recording every bit of what happened to her.

Hui is quite beautiful and cute, with crisp shoulder-length short hair, glasses, high nose bridge, peach blossom eyes, thin lips, and the 1.7-meter tall man, tsk tsk tsk, amazing, maybe others will say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, Indeed, even if it is revealed, it is in the eyes of the beholder, not in the eyes of others.However, everyone agrees that Hui is good-looking. There is an exhibition wall in the school, and Hui’s ID photo is on it. Everyone who comes and goes says that the president is good-looking. I am proud that I don’t want it. .

I wanted to sneak my mobile phone to take pictures countless times, but I was always afraid of being found out and causing trouble to Hui.I don't want Hui to think that I don't listen to her because of this kind of thing, and leave a bad impression on her. Yes, I like to be too cautious. I don't dare to be too presumptuous in front of her like other people, and control my degree. Presumptuous within a certain range, although sometimes scolded. . . 〔Oops〕

Once she answered a phone call, saying that she had been rated as an outstanding party member. I was very happy, and secretly looked at her with a restless heart.

"Ma Xinyue!"

With a trace of displeasure on her face, she patted the table.I was still immersed in my own world at the time, and I was stunned for a few seconds when I was photographed by her.

"Ah?!" I stood up abruptly, standing up straight, my blood circulation seemed to be frozen.

Hui was taken aback by my sudden movement, and immediately reacted.

"Pfft, idiot, I didn't tell you to stand up." She just smiled with her mouth covered in anger, and then waved her hand to signal me to sit down. "My pony is not allowed to wander in class!"

"Ah? Oh..." I scratched my head, still confused.The whole class burst into laughter when they saw this scene, and I also laughed embarrassingly. I knew she was teasing me, and she took pleasure in it. Mouhui was so childish.

... Before she answered the phone, she was obviously also wandering.

It's really embarrassing.

"I'll get the certificate, and the squad leader will take care of the discipline."

As soon as Hui came back, the get out of class bell rang thunderously.

I stood up in a daze, picked up her textbooks and walked outside.

There was a sound of "bang" in my ear.Her megaphone dropped on the table.

"Hey! Xinyue, I'm stuck, please help me, hiss~ I'm in trouble!" This little woman doesn't usually use the loudspeaker, but today she said a few words on a whim, and she got stuck.I stood by the podium, looked at her, helped her forehead helplessly, shook my head again, and started to help her untangle the tangled thread.

Suddenly, I felt a slap on the head.

"What? You dislike me?!" Hui saw my little gesture just now, and pretended to be angry.

"No, no, no, how dare you, great teacher of the people."

While talking, I helped Hui untie the thread, looking at her fair neck, I swallowed secretly, oops, what was going on in my mind!

She looked at the line of the loudspeaker with satisfaction, "That's about the same." Hui patted my head, a bit like... patting a puppy on the side of the road... [a black line]

―――――――The plain dividing line―――――――

The short story is over, let me introduce myself, my name is Ma Xinyue, a girl with average grades and looks, who is average in everything, and has a...very slow personality.An ordinary person among all living beings, I have been like a tomboy since I was a child, with short bangs and a more masculine style of dressing, which also shows my personality. In fact, I always want to ask Hui if he regards me as a A boy to treat.Once when I asked her what she thought of my personality, she said I looked like a fool, and she giggled when she saw her.I had black lines all over my head, and then laughed again.I knew my sexual orientation very early, but I never dared to confirm it. I really can’t arouse the slightest interest in boys, and girls too... During the period, some people chased me and confessed to me. refuse.I once thought that I might die alone like this. The answer, maybe it is or maybe it is not.It wasn't until I met Hui that my eyes lit up. I wanted to chase him, but too many factors prevented me from chasing him...

Leaving aside the fact that Hui is married and has children, my coming out is a problem. My native family, these will be discussed later.

Let's introduce Xiahui again.

She, my love - Liu Jinhui.

I think Hui's name sounds nice, Jin Hui translates to golden dazzling sunshine.It was this beam of light that illuminated me who was hiding in the dark.

Maybe everyone has the impression of the class teacher and math teacher as being 50 or 14 years old, but Hui is different. Hui is very young and graduated from xx Normal University. A full 26 years old.I thought Hui and I would never see each other again after graduating from junior high school... But no one thought that the series of events that followed would reconnect me and Hui.

I am not born, but I am old.

but,

Love, regardless of gender.

Love, regardless of age.

Love has nothing to do with teachers and students.

Love, only about you and me.

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