Afterglow to the moon

"Zhang Qing, come first, she's awake." Bai Mo's voice was so cold that Liu Jinhui on the other end of the phone trembled.

"Well. I'll talk about it later." Zhang Qing said coldly into the phone.

After hanging up the phone, the two went to Ma Xinyue's ward.

"Are you okay?" Zhang Qing asked her.

"Ah."

"Drink of water?"

"No, thank you for taking me to the hospital."

"No, no." The conversation between the two was simple.It fell into silence for a while, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

"Did you call her?" Ma Xinyue stared at her and suddenly said coldly.

"I did, but she was not allowed to come."

"Well, that's good." Ma Xinyue smiled at her.

After dinner, Zhang Qing was sent back home.Xiao Ruonan took care of the two children alone, and they were still worried after all.

Ma Xinyue was lying on the hospital bed, looking at the ceiling, wondering what she was thinking.Bai Mo saw a tear in the corner of her eye, just one tear.

The atmosphere in the ward was very depressing, and Bai Mo couldn't take it anymore, so he told her to go out to get some air.

At the end of the corridor, Bai Mo supported the window sill and called Liu Jinhui.

"Hey, let me tell you about her family situation. Listen, don't interrupt." Bai Mo's voice was cold, but the two of them didn't know why, they just wanted to tell her about Ma Xinyue's family situation, maybe... because they thought she was too heartless , walked too decisively, broke her heart?Let it be.

Bai Mo pondered for a while, as if trying to figure out where to start.

"She is your class representative, you should... know something about it."

"Have."

"Hmm. The situation in her family, in her words, is patriarchal and feudal! She is the boss of the family, huh, everyone says that the boss is not popular. As the boss, she is not only not popular?"

Liu Jinhui frowned and didn't make a sound, a strand of hair fell in front of her eyes, she ignored it.Bai Mo continued to speak.

"Her family said that her grandfather didn't stay for a moment after hearing that it was a girl. She had a fever on the third day after she was born, and the doctor put her in an incubator and left her alone. Her grandmother felt that the child was just born. This is not a good thing, so from her birth until now, her grandparents have not given her a good face." Bai Mo's voice was a little sullen.

"She has been living with her mother at her grandma's house, and her father is also unhappy because she is a girl. After all, she is her own flesh and blood, and her attitude is better than the two older ones. Her family...is very strict, and she has almost been raised since she was a child. She never came out to play, and no one took her out to play. She stayed at home almost all day since she was a child. She was forced to recite poems and read words at the age of two. There may indeed be many children who learn at the age of two, but... I I just feel sorry for her."

"I just went to primary school, except for the first day when I went to report to her mother to see her off. At other times, she walked home by herself. Her home was not close. She was a little girl at that time, and she had to walk for an hour every day to get home. Summer It was so hot that I got heatstroke, and my feet got frostbite in winter.”

"Her grades are very good. There are parents in other children's parent-teacher meetings, and she holds the parent-teacher meeting by herself, heh." Having said that, Bai Mo sneered.

"Occasionally, her parents would complain when they came back. The teacher praised her every time, and she would not be criticized for her grades. Her parents came back and said that it was a waste of time, saying that the teacher was really blind. She is good."

"Fortunately, I transferred to another school when she was in the third grade." Bai Mo showed a relaxed smile.

"From the first day I went there, I noticed this child. She was too inferior and introverted. No one paid attention to her. The teacher only answered in a low voice when talking to her. She had no deskmate or friend. I became a classmate with her. table, I cling to her every day. Maybe I am naturally more optimistic. She has been with me for a long time, and her personality gradually becomes cheerful. I didn’t know at the time that she would only be with me when there was no one else. Smile."

"There was a heavy rain, and my father drove me home. She stood at the school gate, her whole face was wrinkled, looking at the heavy rain, maybe... so many times, she still hoped that someone would come to pick her up. I was on duty that day, and it was very late when I came out. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she hadn’t left. My father and I wanted to take her with me, but she refused. She was very strong, and ran into the house after saying hello to us. In the rain, no matter what we call her from behind, she won't pay attention."

"I didn't know until after that time that her family didn't care about her, and she cooked lunch and dinner by herself. Her family wanted her to stay outside all day."

"I forced her to go home with me in the car every day, eat at my house, and often called her to live in my house when she was in the sixth grade. There was no news for many days when she went home. The reason was that her parents quarreled and vented their anger on her. I ran into her secretly playing with her mobile phone that night, and she was discovered. Her mother didn't let her eat for seven days, and even made her kneel all night, fuck! This kind of person should be sued, child abuse! Fuck!" Bai Mo suddenly scolded .

"She is so obedient, my mother said, she is too sensible, sensible... it makes people feel distressed."

"After entering junior high school, you should know something about it. You haven't seen her parents come, have you? You haven't even entered the WeChat group. Her parents let her live by herself and call her five or six thousand a month. , Survive on your own. Others take the entrance examination, and their parents follow. She has no backing for the entrance examination. My mother regarded her as her own daughter at that time, and asked her this and that as soon as she came out, and left me alone. I’m sure I’m not angry , I wish everyone would be around my pony, my pony, it's worth it."

"Actually, she always wanted to see you during the high school entrance examination, but she didn't see you until the end of the high school entrance examination. You didn't even call her to ask her where she went to high school. The confession to you happened on the eve of the high school entrance examination. In fact, she also Unexpectedly. She has always blamed herself, she is afraid of putting pressure on you, and she dare not look for you, and she contradicts herself every day."

"She failed the college entrance examination. With her grades, she can completely surpass me, but she was in a very bad mood those days, and I don't know what happened. She never said..."

"I haven't been in the same school for several years in college, and I haven't gone abroad, so we haven't had much contact. Zhang Qing said that she is a dormitory, cafeteria, toilet, library, and classroom every day. Her life is extremely regular and unusually ordinary. Then she returned to China I met you again at work. Counting, she hasn’t been home for many years. Her family has cut off her living expenses since high school, and she has never called her home. The whole family is surrounded by her brother, so there is no time for her. .”

"She has grown up so much, the most outrageous thing she has done is probably confessing to you, and... not long after she returned to China, she drank so much that her stomach was perforated, and she went to the hospital by herself." Bai Mo's voice was already a little choked up.Liu Jinhui on the other end of the phone was crying even more. It turned out that her child was so unhappy.

She obviously often gives herself small gifts, often jokes with herself, such a caring child, such a cheerful child, but her own life is so bad...

"She can take pictures, play the piano and sing, do you know that?" After a long time, Bai Mo suddenly spoke, smiling easily.

"She is very persistent and proud, and she will squeeze time to study for her hobbies. And you must not feel sorry for her, she makes people feel distressed. She will be unhappy, and she doesn't want others to know, even Zhang Qing and I , and, you. She didn’t tell you that’s why, Zhang Qing and I have only spoken words from her mouth for many years.”

Liu Jinhui was silent, and Bai Mo on the other end of the phone could only hear her faint sobbing.

"I know, that's all, hang up." After Bai Mo finished speaking, he hung up the phone, plucked his hair disheveled by the wind, wiped the tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, and walked to the ward.

The author has something to say:

I don't have anything to say. I was very depressed when I wrote this, and I don't want to recall.