dedicated to memorial day

Cheng Jingshen really brought the rabbit home, and it was named Wu Yue because it was picked up by Wu Yue.Cheng Jingshen and Xiaoxi bought rabbit nests and rabbit toys online in a serious manner, compared three or five rabbit food varieties diligently, and finally chose the one with the best reputation.

In the end, the rabbit was not only ungrateful, but also tried to resort to violence. After biting Cheng Jingshen's third pillow, Cheng Jingshen finally asked Zhou Yu if he could leave May in his shop during the day.

"No." Zhou Yu cut off the water lily branch in his hand with a snap of the scissors, and refused indifferently.

"You can solve this problem by buying a rabbit cage," Zhou Yu said.

"I checked it on the Internet, and the rabbits who live in the rabbit cage for a long time will have psychological problems." Cheng Jingshen held Wuyue in his arms, like holding a child.

Zhou Yu frowned watching his movements: "Will you give it a psychological test?"

"No." Cheng Jingshen said.

Zhou Yu raised his eyebrows, indicating that it's all right.

Xiaoxi walked over, hugged Wuyue from Cheng Jingshen's arms, stretched out his finger and scratched its nose, and said to Zhou Yu pitifully, "Boss, just agree."

"Look how delicious this little rabbit is, do you really have the heart to refuse?"

Xiaoxi, you seem to have exposed something.

"No." Zhou Yu refused again indifferently.

"Boss, is this your rabbit? It's so cute." The girl who came out of the tea room and was about to pay the bill asked in surprise when she saw the rabbit in Xiaoxi's arms.

"Do not……"

"It's cute." Xiaoxi brought the rabbit in front of the girl, and the girl touched Wuyue's head with her fingers.The rabbit was very cunning, Zhou Yu was almost bitten by it when he touched it before, and when the guest touched it, he deliberately lowered his ears, showing a cute and obedient look.

After touching it twice, the girl said with satisfaction: "My friends like rabbits very much. I will bring them with me next time."

"Girls probably like little rabbits." Cheng Jingshen said with a smile, not knowing who he was talking about.

Is this the one you invited?

Zhou Yu glanced at Cheng Jingshen, and Cheng Jingshen raised his hands innocently, expressing that it had nothing to do with him.

Cheng Jingshen watched the girl walk out of the store, sighed in frustration, glanced at Zhou Yu, and hugged Wu Yue back from Xiaoxi's hand in dejection: "It seems that I can only put it in the pet hospital. I'm going back today."

"Wait a moment……"

In short, in the end Cheng Jingshen got his wish and put the rabbit in Zhou Yu's shop.Of course, Zhou Yu's shop did have more girls who came to see the rabbits.

It was a win-win result, but Zhou Yu always felt that there was a problem in any step.It's obviously Cheng Jingshen's rabbit, why is it more like his pet now?

Entering June is a complete summer.The bright and cathartic sunshine, after the peach blossoms withered, the oleanders began to bloom everywhere, the yellow-billed birds jumped up and down on it, and the faint cicadas sang, the summer in the small town had a kind of wild tenderness.

The green plants that Zhou Yu planted in the troughs were too delicate and could not stand the high temperature and scorching sun. Before the hottest August, a large area was killed, not to mention the leaves turned yellow, and the roots began to rot.Zhou Yu wrapped the green plants in a black plastic bag with distress and put them in a cool place, praying that they could survive the midsummer.

On the contrary, the few tomato plants that Cheng Jingshen planted at random are growing quite well. They were just planted two days ago, and now they have grown big flower buds, which means that they will be as strong as a bamboo in the summer.After May came, Cheng Jingshen planted several grooves of alfalfa next to him, saying that he wanted to cultivate May's vegetable garden by himself, but the so-called vegetable garden was actually weeds.Two days ago, Cheng Jingshen also said that he wanted to buy some grapes to plant, but Zhou Yu refused, but now it seems that summer is really the season of melons and fruits.

Zhou Yu poured some water on the grass, heard the creaking of the roof door, followed the prestige, and saw Cheng Jingshen holding Wuyue in one hand and the fertilizer bucket in the other.

"Morning." Cheng Jingshen greeted him.

"Morning." Zhou Yu continued to water.The rooftop was no longer his domain, and Cheng Jingshen took his pets to occupy most of the territory in a grand manner.

But he can't resist anything, after all, he only has the right of residence, but the other party has a real estate certificate.

Cheng Jingshen put May down, and May was in heaven, and happily got into the grass.Cheng Jingshen buried the manure into the soil, fluffed the soil with a shovel, and then said to himself: "It must be good to plant some grapes."

Zhou Yu didn't comment this time.He forgot to put on his hat, and the sweat dripped down his cheeks and fell to the ground through his ears. He straightened up and wiped the sweat with the back of his hand, saying, "It feels like it's going to be very hot today."

"Yes." Cheng Jingshen covered his forehead with the back of his hand, looked up at the sun and said, "How about a cold beer?"

"Now?" Zhou Yu couldn't help but startled and asked.

"Ah."

Zhou Yu reconfirmed: "Eight thirty-four?"

"En." Cheng Jingshen nodded.

Although Zhou Yu did drink a little beer in the summer in the past, especially after a busy day, standing in front of the refrigerator door and opening the can to drink the first sip, it feels really comfortable.But it was the first time that I had a drink with someone before nine o'clock in the morning.

The clouds outside the window are very heavy, as it is when there is no wind in summer.Zhou Yu sat upright on the carpet and looked around. Speaking of which, he and Cheng Jingshen had known each other for three months, and this was the first time he had actually walked into Cheng Jingshen's house.The house is fairly spacious, larger than his room. In the living room, there is simply a fabric sofa and a wooden coffee table.The TV wall was changed into a large bookcase, and a desk was placed under the bookcase by the window, and the unfinished books were folded on the computer.Zhou Yu glanced roughly at the bookshelves. In addition to reference books such as "Oral Implantology", there are also complete literary works such as "Notes of Camus", mostly French writers.You can see the bedroom door from here, and there is a suitcase between the door and the bookcase. Zhou Yu always feels a little out of place.

Cheng Jingshen took out two bottles of beer and a plate of sliced ​​watermelon from the refrigerator, and put them on the table in front of Zhou Yu. The condensation on the beer can quickly formed a small puddle on the table.Then he stretched out his arm and twisted the sound player on the shelf behind the sofa, and he sang a Japanese song "Goodbyemylove" by Miss Teresa Teng.

"How do you put the suitcase there?" Zhou Yu asked casually while opening the beer.It is impolite to comment on a visit to a property when visiting someone's home for the first time.

Cheng Jingshen raised his head and took a sip of beer and said, "I have to go back to City A. There is an internship assessment, and you can only officially join the job if you pass it."

Zhou Yu also took a sip, stroked the edge of the beer can with his fingers, and asked softly, "How long will it take to go back?"

"About two months."

Zhou Yu nodded. Cheng Jingshen had never mentioned the matter of leaving here before. He had mentioned the matter of the assessment period several times, but he said it very casually, so Zhou Yu didn't care.

"When are you leaving?" Zhou Yu asked.

"Plane this evening."

"So anxious?"

Cheng Jingshen smiled and took another sip of beer.

Zhou Yu lowered his head, took a big gulp of beer and asked, "May...what should I do?"

"Take it to the pet hospital in the afternoon." Cheng Jingshen said, "I originally wanted to keep it with you, but it might be inconvenient for you."

Zhou Yu felt a little regretful, probably because Cheng Jingshen felt uncomfortable with his previous attitude towards May.

"It doesn't matter if you put it here." Zhou Yu said.

Cheng Jingshen didn't speak, but looked at him with a smile.

Zhou Yu squeezed the finished beer can out of shape, and explained in a low voice: "Anyway, it was placed at my place during the day."

"Want another can?" Cheng Jingshen asked.

Zhou Yu said yes.When Cheng Jingshen went to get the beer, Zhou Yu took a bite of the watermelon in front of him. The watermelon was not at its sweetest yet, and the watermelon in early summer either had a ripening sandy smell or an unripe astringency. The taste of this meat is the latter.

Cheng Jingshen took two more cans of beer, opened one and put it in front of Zhou Yu, and continued to drink the one he hadn't finished yet.

"Speaking of which, didn't you study dentistry in England? How did you come back to China to become a doctor?" Zhou Yu asked.

Cheng Jingshen said flatly: "Because my father passed away in my junior year. I didn't have time to come back to see him for the last time."

Zhou Yu was taken aback for a moment, and quickly apologized, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay. The strange thing is that I don't remember the details about him anymore." Cheng Jingshen smiled, and lightly bumped Zhou Yu's jar with the wall of the jar, making a slight "boom".

After the two had a sip together, Cheng Jingshen continued: "People seem to forget, it sounds very fickle. But sometimes I am really grateful for having this ability."

"Yeah." It will be forgotten, and no matter how hard you try to hold on, the memory will still go away step by step.

"After the death of my father, there has been a lingering feeling. It is still there now." Cheng Jingshen said.

"What do you feel?"

"Hmm..." Cheng Jingshen thought for a long time with a serious expression, then suddenly picked up the watermelon on the table and took a bite, wrinkled his nose and said, "Have you ever eaten that kind of sweet watermelon in summer?"

Zhou Yu thought for a moment, nodded and said, "I should have eaten."

Cheng Jingshen looked at the watermelon in his hand and said, "It feels like summer is over before you have time to eat that watermelon."

"But the difference is that summer will come back next year, but father will never come back."

Zhou Yu swallowed, racked his brains but didn't know what to say, so he drank in silence, and the pot in front of him soon bottomed out.

"Don't get drunk." Cheng Jingshen said after taking a look at him.

"It's not that easy." Zhou Yu seemed to be in a good mood, and opened another can.

The silence inside the house is more sluggish than the clouds outside the window, the sun begins to move along the window eaves, and the dust glistens and floats.The playlist has gone down several songs in one breath, but it is still Ms. Teresa Teng's song, this time it is a Chinese song "Don't Pick the Wild Flowers by the Roadside".

Cheng Jingshen turned the volume down a bit and said, "After staying here for so long, I'm a little worried about leaving all at once."

"It's okay, you will come back." Zhou Yu burped lightly.

Seeing that his cheeks were flushed, Cheng Jingshen asked, "Are you drunk?"

Zhou Yu shook his head.

"I'll get you some lemonade."

Cheng Jingshen got up and went to the kitchen, and when he came back with lemonade, he saw Zhou Yu with his hands straight on the table, staring at him with twinkling eyes.

Cheng Jingshen asked with a smile, "Why do you look at me like that?"

"No." Zhou Yu took the water glass in his hand and looked away.

"It always feels like you have something to say to me from a long time ago." Cheng Jingshen said.

Zhou Yu suddenly thought of Xiaodong on Valentine's Day. Now in Cheng Jingshen's eyes, did he think of Xiaodong in his eyes that day? He thought he had hidden his thoughts very well, but in fact he had been seen It's clear.

"But it's okay, it will be the same after two months." Cheng Jingshen enlightened him again with relief.

Two months, sixty days, a whole summer.

The body seems to be out of the control of the will, the neck and head are getting heavier, and the mood is getting worse.His usual drinking capacity is not so bad, how could he be in such a state after only drinking a few cans of beer, the more he thinks about it, the more anxious he becomes.

Cold fingers touched his cheek, Zhou Yu raised his head almost in horror, but seeing Cheng Jingshen's expression as if nothing had happened, Cheng Jingshen said: "Your face is very hot."

"Cheng Jingshen..."

He realized what he was going to say next, but he couldn't control his voice, as if his vocal cords didn't belong to his body at the moment. He knew that once he said this sentence, the appearance he had managed to maintain might be completely defeated.

"Ok?"

"I actually... like men."

When he really said these words with the thought that the world would collapse, he found that nothing had changed, whether it was the clouds outside the window, the closed book, or the people around him, everything remained the same. The usual look, methodical, even unchanged.

Even Cheng Jingshen's tone remained unchanged: "I know."

Cheng Jingshen circled the edge of the can with his fingers, as if he had expected it a long time ago, he breathed a sigh of relief, and his eyes became softer.

"?"

"Me too." Cheng Jingshen said.

When Cheng Jingshen kissed him with a slight smell of alcohol, Zhou Yu felt that the blood all over his body suddenly rushed violently, and something fell off his body with a "click".The head, which was so blurred that it was almost impossible to think, suddenly became sober, as if the heavy feeling just now was fake.

In such a mood, Zhou Yu closed his eyes without thinking.