I have been a royal these years

01

Because of Meng Shaoqing, I have been in confusion these days.

What exactly is confusing, I can't say.Maybe it's doubts about my genes, maybe it's confusion about his unreasonable liking.

Putting aside these confusing emotions, I only vaguely remember that I still owe him an answer.The answer to the confession that was more beautiful than violin music on the birthday night.

But before coming up with this answer, I thought about other questions.

Could it be that Meng Shaoqing embraced me as emperor?

Is it true?Is it true?Is it true?

No way!

No no no no!

02

A lot of fans, especially black fans, want to know my own opinion on being royalty.

If you ask me, is it cool to be a royal?

When I said I was upset, I said it out of conscience.

Of course it's cool to be a royal family, it's really cool, it's really cool.

You don't need to work too hard to get money lying down and paddling. Give this opportunity to everyone who scolds the royal family. Every one of those people is willing to be scolded like this every day.

But this is not my intention.I'm not afraid of being scolded, but, becoming a royal family was not my intention to enter the entertainment industry from the very beginning.

At that time, I thought, I might be a Buddhist idol who is not as professional as my teammates, but will always work hard to be a green leaf in the group.

I am a Buddha, and so are my fans.I just need to complete the activities of the group in a regular manner. When I have no resources, I usually lie on the bed and browse Weibo to interact with fans. After being encouraged by fans, I go to the practice room alone to improve myself and follow every step that belongs to me.

There is no ambition that does not match the strength, no psychology distorted by eagerness for quick success, no strong jealousy of others, and no self-importance.

As long as idols have these emotions and psychology, they will become idiots.

I only hope to be a down-to-earth idol who is not stupid.

But I became a royal family, and I became a royal family as soon as I entered the circle.My identity, directly or indirectly, has made many colleagues who have come into contact with me stupid.

Although there are more or less their own reasons, I often feel sorry for them.

03

I once dreamed that I saw a fairy.So I asked the gods: "Fairy gods, why do you let me be a royal family? There are no live fans on the whole network, and all the crotches are played and sung?"

The god said: "Because you died in the previous life, the ghost messenger promised to let you reincarnate as a royal family, but accidentally made you a waste prince who was deposed in ancient times. In order to compensate you in this life, I will let you be a real royal family." Isn't the royal family much happier than the ancient royal family?"

ah!In my previous life, I must have committed some kind of evil when I was a junior, dismantled CP and made pornographic rumors!To be tricked by the same ghost twice!

In my dream, I knelt down and begged the gods: "Gods and gods, let me be reincarnated again, and let me be a truly powerful person worthy of the name."

The fairy shook his head.

I was so sad, my God, what a cruel heart.What's the matter with kneeling and begging like this?

I just heard him say: "Can't you think about self-torture?"

I... I'm speechless.

Then, I woke up.

I have to accept this fact.

It is my destiny to be promoted as a royal family, and it is my destiny to be the crown prince.No matter in the dead of night, under the catalysis of NetEase Cloud, how much I want to be a Buddha, after dawn, I still have to dress brightly, step on the flowers made by professional fans, and the black fans swear every word, To ascend the crown prince's throne.

Who understands this kind of joy and pain on the scale of Versailles, this kind of daily worry that I will split my personality?

04

Our group is about to start a national tour. At the beginning of last year, the company was preparing a national tour for our group, and it is expected to hold the first show at the end of this year.

These days, the stage planning team has an almost 007-style meeting.They took out the previously designed stage draft and repeatedly refined it.

In the end, they decided to design another stage, featuring me dancing with Chasing Mist.

After I learned of this, I was so panicked that I couldn't help myself.

I performed a dance with Chaser Mist.Is it me dancing with Chaser again? !

You asked me to step on his back last time, where do you want me to step on him this time?Could it be stepping on his head!

Fortunately, the dance teacher immediately came to tell me that this time I don't need to tire my dragon body stepping up and down.

The dance performance between Zhuwu and I is a wild interaction.It is probably a dance with deep meaning to express the theme of blablablabla.

There was so much nonsense that I didn't understand a single word.In short, Zhuwu and I are asked to make up one as a werewolf and the other as a vampire. The content of the dance is that we both want to assimilate each other, and we have to perform that wild feeling of tearing apart.

My body is thrilled that I can finally do a sweaty dance too, in a fair and just design!But my head is clear.Such a powerful dance, let me and the main dancer of the group perform it.

Isn't this... really a public execution of me?

05

Originally, the choreographers decided that I would play a vampire, and Chase Mist would play a werewolf.But after putting on makeup, no matter how you look at it, everyone feels that something is wrong.

Of course, whose vampire is of the oriental variety?That's not a vampire, it must be a Qing Dynasty zombie!

In order to prevent me from being ridiculed by the whole network as a Qing Dynasty zombie, they repeatedly deliberated, figured out, and revised the design.

In the end, the choreographers finalized the plan, asking me to play the handsome yet noble werewolf, and Mist to play their western specialty vampire.

When Zhuwu and I rehearsed this dance for the first time, the dance teacher was not very optimistic about us.Because of this dance, he has almost incorporated all the art forms he wants to express.

That's what art is all about.Well expressed, it's a masterpiece.Expressed a little deviation, that is nerve.

However, Chasing Mist's dancing talent is extremely high, and even difficult movements can be mastered immediately as long as he is instructed twice.

Naturally, I don't have such a good talent for chasing fog.It is really difficult to dance, but it is very good to be able to dance to the passing line.To dance beyond the dance teacher's ideal level of living with real werewolves - it can be said that even if there are werewolves in the world, there are no werewolves who can dance like this.

But it is not enough for me to pass the dance steps.Because when it's time for the concert performance, when it's our turn to dance this dance, most of our physical strength has been exhausted.I can pass the dance in rehearsal, but I may not even be able to touch the passing line in the concert.

After thinking about it, the dance teacher decided to delete the most difficult step for me and replace it with a stronger design.

At the end, Mist Chaser, who plays a vampire, comes to bite me.

After the dance teacher has finished instructing the movements in detail, the rehearsal of the last section is about to begin.

Zhuwu shook the sweat from her hair, and those eyes that were really like vampires looked at me.

He seemed to see that I was nervous, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth: "Don't worry, Brother Shun Ming. I won't really... bite you."

Looking at his smile, I couldn't help feeling more nervous.