hot crush [rebirth]

During the ten seconds of silence between the two sides, it seemed as if a century had passed. Lin Wan finally told her her heart, and finally told her the secret that had been buried for decades. Invisible oppression, this oppression comes from Aunt Susu who is silent at the moment, and also from the unknown panic after the confession.

"Xiaowan, Auntie always treats you as my family and relatives." Liu Susu said with her back turned.

Lin Wan's heart skipped a beat for a moment. Although she had expected that the answer would be a refusal, she still felt uncomfortable when she heard it with her own ears.

But she couldn't give up, she was reborn, it was for her, gritted her teeth, Lin Wan plucked up the courage to go forward, grabbed Liu Susu's arm, and said to her: "I know, I always knew, but My relationship with you is definitely not a simple friendship, I like you, I have liked you since a long time ago."

After finishing the words, Liu Susu turned her head to look at her, her brows furrowed for a moment showing a complicated look, but she quickly restrained herself.In the next second, she pulled her hand away from Lin Wan's, a little embarrassed: "Xiao Wan, don't do this."

"But I..."

Before Lin Wan could finish speaking, Liu Susu interrupted her hastily, as if she didn't want to hear what she had to say, she smiled awkwardly and said, "It's getting late, and I still have to catch the train. There will be a bright future."

But that kind of future, if there is no you, how can we talk about a good future.

Before Lin Wan could speak, Liu Susu dragged her suitcase and left in a hurry.

Lin Wan is not a pestering person, even though she has 1 reluctance in her heart, she still restrains the urge to rush forward to stop her.

Maybe it's because she's still too young, maybe in Aunt Susu's eyes, her studies are more important now, and she didn't expect the confession to be put on the agenda in advance, but she was expected to be rejected.

Lin Wan didn't want to appear as a persistent and pestering person in front of Aunt Susu. She also wanted to maintain a good image of herself in her heart. The price was to see her walk away from her step by step.

The nightmare I had for countless nights still happened in reality. Aunt Susu left her and the city.

I don't remember how I walked back to the classroom. I seemed to have lost my soul. The teacher was already in class, and she didn't say anything when she saw Lin Wan come in. She just asked her to go back to her seat with an ugly face.

Returning to her seat and sitting down, Lin Wan took out the textbook symbolically, flipped through a few pages casually, and then rested her chin on one hand and began to lose her mind.

Her mind was in a mess, and she still couldn't accept the fact that Aunt Susu had left the school. She hadn't recovered yet, and the rejection came too fast, like a dream, a dream that she couldn't wake up from.

Uncomfortable, from the top of the head to the soles of the feet, the whole body does not belong to her, every nerve is being pulled, pulled hard.

Even breathing seemed to be difficult. Finally, Lin Wan couldn't take it anymore and lay down on the desk. Just as she closed her eyes, the teacher's displeased voice came from above her head, accompanied by her knuckles tapping on the wooden desk. screech.

"Lin Wan, go outside and stand awake."

After giving an order, without excuse or explanation, Lin Wan got up and walked out of the classroom in front of the whole class, and stood alone in the corridor as punishment.

Standing outside made her feel even more blocked. The sky in the distance was completely white. She didn't know where she was at this time, and she probably hadn't arrived at the train station. At this moment, Lin Wan suddenly had a crazy idea in her mind. Regardless of the teacher who was lecturing, Lin Wan left directly from the corridor. Because she was familiar with the school security, she let her go with a random reason.

The moment he walked out of the school, the freedom spread from the soles of his feet to the whole body, and even his breathing became lighter. Lin Wan, who has been a good student for more than ten years after being reborn, is the first time to drop everything and skip class regardless.

Because of the clear goal, Lin Wan immediately stopped a rough car after leaving the school and went straight to the city railway station.

"Master, can you please hurry up?" Sitting in the car, Lin Wan couldn't help urging.

I don't know if I can catch up, even if I see her one more time, it's okay to see her off.

Along the way, this belief supported her to the train station. At the beginning of the 21st century, the train station in Ning'an City was still allowed to enter the station to see her off. Lin Wan remembered that it seemed that it would not be allowed in another ten years or so.

Arriving at the train station, she hurriedly paid the fare and got off the train. Lin Wan ran directly to the entrance, walking through the crowds, searching with her eyes, eager to find that familiar figure.

Where are you?

The more she searched, the more anxious she became. Lin Wan almost searched the waiting room, and almost mistook the person. Finally, she came to the platform and searched bit by bit. The train had already stopped at the station, and people got on and off one after another. , but Lin Wan just couldn't find Susu's person, she was about to cry for a moment, and even thought about following the car, but the last bit of reason still didn't let her do that.

With the roar of the train, it was about to leave, and the doors of each carriage were closed one by one. Lin Wan stood on the platform, looking at the train slowly starting to move, it should be this trip, right? Aunt Susu must be on the train to Huadu at the end, but Lin Wan has nothing to do now. She can neither follow the train and leave, nor stop the train.

There was nothing he could do but watch her leave once again.

Half an hour later, Lin Wan walked out of the train station with a tired body. A feeling of sadness poured down from the top of her head. Looking at the vast crowds and traffic, she suddenly felt like she didn't know where to go.

Wandering alone in the street, she didn't come home until she was tired. It was four o'clock in the afternoon, and there was no one in the house. Lin Wan went back to her room, climbed into bed and lay down, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

An hour later, someone came back. Lin Wan heard the door open, but she was too lazy to get out of bed to check.

Immediately afterwards, her mother's voice came from outside her room door: "Xiaowan, are you home?"

Lin Wan didn't respond.

The next second, Zheng Meijie appeared at the door, and she was instantly relieved when she saw her: "Your class teacher called me on my mobile phone, saying that you didn't go to class, what's the matter?"

Lin Wan didn't want to explain too much, and didn't want them to be distracted, so she just turned her back and said, "I'm a little sick, I want to rest."

Zheng Meijie couldn't say anything after hearing the words. From her point of view, her daughter is grown up now and has her own concerns. Besides, she had just been discharged from the hospital, so she said, "Then I'll call your teacher back and ask you to take a leave of absence."

"En." Lin Wan responded softly without saying anything.

Zheng Meijie went out of the room, closed the door, and then took out her mobile phone. When she was about to call back the class teacher Lin Wan, she suddenly felt a little strange.

Today is a very strange day. First, Susu called her and told her that she was going to leave Ning'an City and told her something. Then she received a teacher from Xiaowan School saying that she was skipping class. What is the difference between the two? related?

At dinner in the evening, Lin Wan moved her chopsticks while sitting on the dining table, and finally put down her chopsticks because she lost her appetite and said, "I'm going to take a shower."

"Hey, Xiao Wan, you haven't eaten much." Zheng Meijie called out, but didn't keep her.

Looking at his daughter's back, even Lin Zhaofeng couldn't help but wonder: "Is there something wrong with the child?"

Zheng Meijie sighed: "That's what she told me when she came back this afternoon, why don't we stop going to work tomorrow and take the child to the hospital for a checkup?"

Unexpectedly, Lin Wan heard these words, and she quickly responded: "I won't go to the hospital."

"But you..."

"I'm fine, don't worry about me, just take a rest." Lin Wan who stayed in the room said again.

Seeing this, Zheng Meijie and Lin Zhaofeng couldn't say anything more.

In the middle of the night, Lin Wan was tossing and turning in bed. Aunt Susu should still be on the road now. What she said during the day is still vivid in my memory, lingering in my ears. She said that she has always regarded her as a relative, a family member.

Thinking of this, I felt a tingling pain in my heart. I thought I could accept all this openly, I thought I would be more mature because of my age, but after all, it was the first time she confessed to someone, and she was the only one who was rejected no matter how How to prepare mentally in advance, it will still be uncomfortable.

Tears fell silently and dripped onto the pillow. Lin Wan closed her eyes tightly and took a deep breath to adjust her mood.

The next morning, Zheng Meijie made the family's breakfast, and she didn't respond to asking Lin Wan to get up, so she didn't force her anymore. After sending Lin Zhaofeng out, Zheng Meijie also packed up and went out, but she decided not to go to the dance studio at the moment. Instead, he went in the direction of Lin Wan's school.

Standing on the bus, Zheng Meijie saw that she was getting closer and closer to Ning'an No. [-] Middle School. For some reason, her heart was beating violently, and she always felt like something was going to happen.

When she got off the bus at the station, Zheng Meijie hurried into the school gate with her bag and went straight to the teacher's office building. She remembered the teacher's intentional cover-up and hesitation when she called Teacher Xiaowan yesterday, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong.

Finally found the class teacher's office, Zheng Meijie stood in front of the door and paused for a while, then reached out and knocked on the door.

The door opened from the inside, and the other party was a little surprised: "It's Lin Wan's parent."

"Hi teacher." Zheng Meijie greeted shyly.

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