Death knocked on the gate of hell

Maybe it was shock, maybe it was escape, but within a minute, there was no sound from the sea of ​​consciousness.

Lucifer gave Lucifer a minute to calm down, then lowered his eyes, and lazily said: "Lucifer, don't pretend not to hear."

Lucifer is angry.

It's not that Lucifer is in charge of things, he is not allowed to kill, he is not allowed to do evil, and he is not allowed to do more absurd and sinful things.

He was angry that Lucifer allowed him to sleep with other demons.

He refused to give an inch in other places, but he suddenly became magnanimous in this kind of matter.Think he'll be happy about it?

In Lucifer's eyes, he, Lucifer, has low eyesight, is hungry, and can have a relationship with any demon at will.

Lucifer was belittling himself.He felt that he was such an angel.

Lucifer had already noticed this.Lucifer, who once thought he was perfect, was noble and powerful, confident and proud.But after falling into heaven, Lucifer found that half of his soul had already been soaked in darkness, so he couldn't help but despise himself.

The observance of the seven virtues has been deeply rooted in his bones for tens of thousands of years. Even though he has abandoned his faith and no longer loyal to God, Lucifer still firmly remembers to conform to the virtues, which has become his instinct.

Anything contrary to virtue pains him.It was also for the sake of not being so painful that Lucifer was split to help him bear the crime.

Lucifer is the split soul of Lucifer. It has produced a different consciousness from Lucifer, but in the final analysis it is still a part of Lucifer.

The more evil Lucifer is, the more Lucifer blames himself.What he blamed was not Lucifer who had self-awareness, but himself who was born with evil thoughts. He blamed himself for all of Lucifer's mistakes.In fact, it is true that his evil comes first, and then there is Lucifer composed of evil.

After knowing the existence of Lucifer, Lucifer immediately began to reflect on why he had so many negative emotions.

Lucifer's arrogance is due to his pride in being perfect and refusing to bow his head.In fact, he has long been disgusted with working day and night, which is why he has Lucifer's laziness.He is fed up with selfless devotion to the kingdom of heaven for tens of thousands of years without any reward, so that he has Lucifer's greed.He forcibly suppressed himself into a kind and temperless tool, only then would he have Lucifer's anger.In fact, he also likes to taste delicious food, but blames himself for not enjoying the appetite, which is why Lucifer's gluttony occurs.He once envied the ease of other seraphs, and even envied God's leisure, which is why Lucifer is jealous.

Lucifer actually had very few negative emotions, that's all, it was enough to vent them every time.But he never vented, and the backlog of tens of thousands of years finally broke out in the despair of falling into the sky, allowing the darkness to swallow the light.

Those normal negative emotions that needed to be vented were considered by Lucifer as his own sins, and he refused to reveal them.

As for why Lucifer has lust, Lucifer doesn't understand.He thought about it for a long time, and he also felt that he didn't have this desire in heaven.It was the first time for him to experience the joy and beauty of lust today, he had never experienced it before, let alone suppress it.

But he's used to taking all the blame on himself.Lucifer is just a personality who bears the responsibility for him, and the one who is really guilty must be himself.So Lucifer couldn't help but reflect, did he really have this desire in the past, but he didn't realize it?The abstinent and holy Seraphim Lord can actually have sex with anyone casually, lascivious, just like a succubus...

He was so unbearable.

Lucifer can't help but cast aside his despicableness, feeling that such a self is not worthy of being believed and loved.This kind of inferiority complex disintegrated Lucifer's pride, and even though his soul was healed, the light was still weak, completely incomparable to the darkness in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Lucifer loves him desperately.

As much as Lucifer loathes himself, Lucifer is as narcissistic as he is.

Lucifer can bear negative emotions for Lucifer, but cannot prevent Lucifer from having negative emotions. This is a temporary solution, not a root cause.Fundamentally changing Lucifer's thinking can prevent the continuous generation of negative emotions.

The more Lucifer feels inferior, the more diminutive his light will be. Sooner or later, he will be swallowed up by the darkness, and the soul of this proud Archangel will disappear completely.

Lucifer didn't want to devour him.Lucifer dared not do any bad things, except that he had just entered hell and released the disease of sin and death. The worse he was, the more Lucifer's brilliance would dissipate.

Lucifer's soul is black, and his bones are rotten, but he wants to be a good devil for Lucifer.

He only wanted Lucifer to continue to shine.

Lucifer knew that if he didn't do bad things, he could only temporarily curb Lucifer's abandonment of himself, but it couldn't make Lucifer's light shine again.

He had to let Lucifer generate positive emotions, and he couldn't keep consuming it.

First of all, he had to make Lucifer realize that violating the seven virtues does not mean it is a sin.

No one is perfect, this sentence is also applicable to any race in the world, even God will have selfishness.Angels are not perfect angels either, imperfection is the norm and not a sin.

Pride is not derogatory, it is Lucifer's brilliance.Want to rest when tired from work, ask for rewards for hard work, lose your temper, eat big meals, envy others who are better than yourself in a certain way... These are all normal, normal, how can this be a crime.

If he wants to get rid of the shackles of virtue that Lucifer put on himself, he must learn to face these things squarely.Lucifer had to allow himself to have these normal emotions, instead of throwing them all as negative emotions to Lucifer, so as to maintain his perfection.

Of course, in the current experiment, Lucifer did have a little selfishness.

Lucifer did not have any lustful thoughts from the beginning to the end, so Lucifer was not charged with lust.

But now Lucifer has it.

He desires himself.

All of Lucifer's original sins came from Lucifer, except for lust, which was produced by himself.

Lucifer led him to commit a crime.

For the first experience of lust, Lucifer can be said to have experienced it at the same time as Lucifer.He had no more experience in this area than Lucifer, and it was also the first time, but he was much calmer than Lucifer.

...not too calm, the taste of lust really fascinated him, especially this body also belonged to Lucifer.This knowledge made Lucifer short of breath, quicken his heartbeat, and feel comfortable physically and mentally, but it didn't seem obvious on the surface.

Lucifer's reaction was much bigger than his, red in the sea of ​​consciousness, ashamed and angry.

The joy they experience is the same, the difference is that Lucifer can accept his own desires and enjoy them.But Lucifer engraved the word "abstinence" into his bone marrow. While resisting this experience, he honestly felt happiness, and at the same time felt ashamed and blamed himself for feeling happy. He felt that this desire was sinful, and from it Feeling happy is even more sinful.

Even if it's just playing with yourself, it's a sin.

Lucifer was so harsh on himself to an outrageous level.

The more Lucifer wanted to escape, the more Lucifer forced him to face it.

He wanted Lucifer to face his own desires honestly, and realize that this is all normal.

There is no need to beat yourself up for this.

Lucifer had thought about countless thoughts in his mind, but in reality only 1 minute had passed.

Lucifer actually didn't want to answer, but he could hear that Lucifer was angry.

"Lucifer..." Lucifer said softly, "Can I change my request?"

Just being controlled by Lucifer and enjoying passively in the sea of ​​consciousness has already caused a great shock to Lucifer's spirit.

Let him do it himself...he can't do it at all.

This is sinful.

Even if you no longer obey God, the ingrained thoughts are difficult to change.

Lucifer can accept that demons are not evil, but he still can't understand that some emotions are normal rather than negative.

He pushed himself too far, forced himself to remain pure and perfect, and the result was that the light was getting weaker and weaker.

"Do you think this request is difficult for you? Lucifer." Lucifer's voice was very soft, his tone was soft, but Lucifer couldn't refuse what he said, "Because this violates your principles? Do you think I Are you being forced to commit crimes?"

"But Lucifer, evil is my nature. You keep telling me not to do evil, and you are also violating my bottom line."

"I did it for you, didn't I?"

Lucifer was irrefutable.

He has stopped things that Lucifer likes too many times, and Lucifer listens to him every time and stops obediently.

Lucifer only asked him this once.

Although he doesn't like it very much.

But if he was unwilling to do something against his will even once, why would he ask Lucifer to stop for him again and again.

It's not fair.Even under the banner of justice, this is unfair to Lucifer.

If Lucifer asked him to kill innocent people indiscriminately, Lucifer would definitely refuse.

But it's just... wanting him to take the initiative to be stained with lust...

He couldn't even refuse to make this little sacrifice.

Lucifer's voice trembled slightly: "Okay, I promise you."

Lucifer pursed his lips and closed his eyes.

After a while, the fallen angel's eyelashes trembled slightly.

He slowly opened his eyes.

Lucifer's ruby-like eyes are as gorgeous and charming as quenched blood, always revealing the wanton evil spirit that everything is under control.

But now, she still has the same black hair and red eyes, but her temperament is much gentler, and her blackened appearance can't stop the holy aura emanating from her soul, which is easy to identify.

After Lucifer took control of his body, he did not return to the form of the white-winged blond angel.His current light power is too weak, and it is no longer enough to change his body back to the appearance of an angel.

When the darkness was not as powerful as the light, Lucifer briefly took over the body to work for him in heaven, and he would not turn into a demon form.

Only when their spiritual powers are evenly matched can they change the form of angels and demons when they switch bodies.

Lucifer opened his eyes, and after only looking at the mirror, he quickly closed his eyes in fright.

——Facing yourself naked, with a rosy face, full of lust, is more impactful than watching in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Lucifer did not allow him to escape.

"Open your eyes." He ordered in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Lucifer opened his lips and begged in a low voice: "Lucifer..."

"Don't make me say it a second time." Lucifer's tone was displeased.

Lucifer had no choice but to open his eyes gently, looking at the depraved body in the mirror that was even more alluring than the succubus, his ears turned red slightly.

"Now, repeat what I just did." Lucifer lazily said.

Lucifer lowered his eyes not to look at the mirror: "I won't... I didn't listen carefully just now."

"Even if Asmodeus didn't listen carefully, didn't I demonstrate everything just now?" Lucifer saw through his mind at a glance, and chuckled, "Master Seraphim can learn everything by watching it once. If this If you suddenly become stupid again, I don’t mind coming out and demonstrating it again, so you can continue.”

Lucifer: "..." Then it's better to lose one time if possible.

Lucifer has already started to give the second order: "Hold it."

Lucifer's pupils are red now, and his eyes were red after hearing these words, and he shook his head lightly: "Lucifer, I can't do it—"

The voice in the sea of ​​consciousness is magnetic and lazy, but also cold enough: "If you can't even do this, I won't do any request you ask me in the future."

"..."

Lucifer bit his lip and went all out.

……

The fallen angel in the mirror has a beautiful appearance, has the most perfect and charming body, commits crimes that are contrary to abstinence, and is as gorgeous as the most deceptive succubus.The expression of forbearance and fragility still reveals the majesty and sanctity of the suffering of the gods, and the teardrops are not falling, intertwined with a holy and charming atmosphere.

At the beginning, Lucifer just wanted to deal with it perfunctorily and end it quickly.Lust is a crime, and he must be punished during the process.

If he breaks the commandment of abstinence, it is tantamount to sinning.The feeling of being actively infected with sin was painful to him.

He was trembling badly.

He wanted to ask Lucifer, could he stop.Although it is me who dominates the body, it is Lucifer who dominates my spirit at this moment.

He hoped that Lucifer would let him go.

But... the spirit feels pain and rejection, but the body is happy to accept it.

Is this really a punishment?

... Is this really a crime?

Did he, who was willing to do so, become as depraved as Lucifer?

Lucifer suddenly lost his judgment and allowed himself to sink into original sin.

This feeling of self-indulgence made him despise himself even more.

And he knew that Lucifer in the sea of ​​consciousness also felt the same as him.

For some reason, this cognition gave Lucifer a stronger stimulus.

The sharing of senses was still on, and in the sea of ​​consciousness, Lucifer looked at the angel who destroyed the dignity like a broken statue, his breathing was short, and his eyes were deep.

He was not calm, but his tone was still low and calm, like a wise elder giving guidance: "You are in pain."

"You're having fun too."

"I will not accept this pain for you, because it should not have been born."

"Abandon unnecessary pain and enjoy the relaxation and happiness you deserve."

"Don't feel guilty, I will not bear this part of the crime for you, because it is not a crime, I declare you innocent."

"Any emotion you have that is considered negative but is actually normal has nothing to do with sin. Don't blame yourself, don't belittle yourself, don't be disgusted with yourself."

"You have to regain your pride and self-esteem."

"Bloom your bright and bright light."

"Lucifer, my half body."

"Lucifer!" At the happiest moment, Lucifer called out Lucifer's name, almost crying.

The black wings suddenly spread inch by inch to pure white, the blond hair was stuck to the forehead with sweat, the halo brightened instantly, the angel raised his golden eyes in a daze, and looked directly at the mirror in front of the bed.

He saw himself at this moment.

The angel in the mirror is still noble and holy, but tainted with an indelible charm and brilliance.

He looked in the mirror for a long time.

Until Lucifer replied: "I am."

The teardrop finally fell.

Light is always the salvation of darkness.

But Lucifer knew that between Lucifer and him, it was the darkness that came to save the light.