At the same table he coveted me for a long time

Gu Yanyu put his schoolbag on the chair, he took off his snow-stained down jacket, and hung it on the hanger alone.

Ji Hanzhou followed into the room, quickly took off his snow-covered clothes, and hugged Gu Yanyu tightly in his arms from behind: "Baby."

Gu Yanyu: "...I told you not to pick on me like a girl."

Ji Hanzhou kissed him on the cheek in a fawning manner: "Husband."

Gu Yanyu: "..."

The light smoke smell on Ji Hanzhou's body is actually very pleasant, but this is not the reason for him to smoke.Gu Yanyu didn't rely on his status as a boyfriend to correct him, but only after knowing his physical condition, he deliberately asked him to restrain his addiction to smoking.

But this thing is the same as detoxification.He has been smoking for so many years, it is not possible for a boyfriend to quit overnight, Gu Yanyu understands.

"Well, what's the matter with calling me husband?" Gu Yanyu turned around and asked knowingly.There was a hint of banter on the cold face.

With just one look, Ji Hanzhou knew that he must not be angry anymore.No... Maybe she was coaxed by her husband, but out of face, she was walking down the steps.

Ah, the little bastard turned into a little villain.

Still a little villain who can control people.

"It's nothing, it's just..." Ji Hanzhou grinned, a bright light flashed in his eyes, he tapped the back of Gu Yanyu's head, leaned forward and kissed him hard.

Because the kiss was so fierce, there was still a silver thread sticking to it when they parted.Ji Hanzhou smiled happily: "I just want to kiss you." He licked his crystal lips, and said with a cheeky smile, "My husband is so sweet."

Gu Yanyu didn't respond the whole time, he lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.From Ji Hanzhou's perspective, he could see his slender eyelashes flicker, and the dewdrops he made hung on his bright red lips. The boy's complexion was more snowy, his temperament was cold, his lips were plump and bright red, very attractive.

"What are you thinking about?" Ji Hanzhou asked.

Gu Yanyu looked up at him, then hooked his fingers.

Ji Hanzhou didn't know why, so he bent down. Before he could find a proper posture, Gu Yanyu grabbed his collar and dragged him down.Then, the lips are attached a second time.

Ji Hanzhou didn't know what it felt like, he was comfortable but couldn't describe it.When Gu Yanyu's tongue lightly licked the cleft of his lips, he felt numb all over.When I was intoxicated, I heard the person in front of me seem to chuckle: "My husband is also very sweet."

day.

The young man's voice was clear and clean, his low voice was mixed with countless temptations, coupled with this kind of unyielding energy in everything, before the tingling sensation on Ji Hanzhou's lips receded, his rationality exploded first .

"You're a quick learner."

"It's you who taught me well."

"Each each other."

"Assignment and acceptance."

"Then I'll teach you something else, do you want to learn?"

Gu Yanyu didn't speak, Ji Hanzhou patted the back of his head again and kissed him.

"Words—"

The door of the room was opened suddenly, Xu Yimeng held her breath when she saw the scene in the room when she came in, and forgot what she was going to do.

In the not-so-spacious room, Ji Hanzhou was lying on his back on the plush carpet beside the bed, and Gu Yanyu was riding on him.The expressions on the faces of the two are intriguing, and the movements are also somewhat awkward that cannot be described.

Xu Yimeng said in her heart that they might be fighting again.No...the two of them have always gotten along very well.

Xu Yimeng: "You... what are you doing?"

Gu Yanyu: "We..."

Ji Hanzhou: "Exercise before cooking."

Xu Yimeng: "Before meals... and exercise? What exercise?"

Ji Hanzhou: "One...a flower and a tree."

Gu Yanyu: "Zero...Zero wave microstep."

Xu Yimeng: "..."

After dinner.

Gu Yanyu dried his hair, and brought the book to Ji Hanzhou's room.Old rules, homework tutoring.

Although Ji Hanzhou's grades have increased a lot recently and are still very stable, but starting next semester, those top students will be furious, and there is no guarantee that he will not be photographed again.

Ji Hanzhou went to take a shower, and when Gu Yanyu was waiting for him in the room, he looked at the "Maya Civilization" on his bookcase again

Xu Yimeng entered the room with two glasses of milk, and saw Gu Yanyu sitting alone at the desk with his face facing the window and his back to the door, wondering what he was thinking.

"Yan Yu, where's your brother?"

Gu Yanyu was interrupted, turned around and said, "Take a bath."

"Why are you taking a bath at this time?" Xu Yimeng was holding two cups of steaming milk, and she complained softly: "Milk is the best temperature to drink, and if it gets colder, the nutritional value will be lost."

She put the milk on the desk by herself, and then looked around the room, as if she was afraid that Ji Hanzhou would not sleep warm at night, so she squeezed his quilt specially, and felt relieved after feeling that the thickness was moderate.

Gu Yanyu watched his mother's movements calmly, why didn't he realize that everything his mother is doing now is something that he didn't know how to do before, and he didn't even bother to do it.It hadn't been done to him either.

"Do you know Yang Dan?" Gu Yanyu asked.

When Xu Yimeng heard the name suddenly, she was taken aback for a moment, then turned around, and saw her son's eyes were calm, and it seemed that there would be another storm in the next second.

"It's been a few years since I passed away." The implication is that I haven't seen him before, Xu Yimeng replied truthfully: "When Yang Dan passed away, your brother was still young. I only met your Uncle Ji in the past two years, and we only saw photos."

Gu Yanyu does not reject his relationship with Ji Hanzhou, he likes Ji Hanzhou, but every time he hears the word "your brother" from Ji Mingkui and Xu Yimeng, he always feels heavy in his heart.It weighed him down.

One of the mother and son was standing and the other was sitting.

Xu Yimeng asked: "Why did you remember to ask this?"

Gu Yanyu looked up at her, and said bluntly, "I've seen a picture of Aunt Yang, and you look a lot like her."

Between "she and you" or "you and her", Gu Yanyu chose to use the latter narrative method based on the actual situation.

Xu Yimeng didn't speak.

Gu Yanyu understood it clearly: "You don't mind."

Xu Yimeng realized that his son's tone was a statement, not a rhetorical question. He was silent for a moment before saying, "I know what you want to ask."

She pulled another chair, sat beside Gu Yanyu, and said softly but seriously: "Yang Dan died, your uncle Ji will find a stepmother for your brother sooner or later, but it just so happens that this person is me. There is no substitute. And even if it's a substitute, my resemblance to Yang Dan will only make your Uncle Ji treat me better and even like you more."

"Then what?" Gu Yanyu asked, "What's the use?"

This is what he wanted to ask when he was very young, but he couldn't ask it due to various reasons.

At the beginning, when Xu Yimeng took him to join Huang Zhengduo, he used this kind of rhetoric.I thought Xu Yimeng could change her mind somewhat after what happened to Huang Junchi, but who knew she would still be the same.Bringing him to Ji's house, still the same rhetoric.

Communication and emotions between people are different from book knowledge. There are no standard answers and definitions, and they can only be speculated.And Gu Yanyu knew that he would never understand Xu Yimeng's heart.Because she had never confessed or communicated with him.

"What's the use of what you say?" Xu Yimeng sighed: "Yan Yu, there are some things that I have told you [-] times by heart. I told you a long time ago that no matter how hard you work, no matter how good you study and how hard you work hard, nothing compares to you. There are some people in the world who are born with a good life. Then I will tell you another truth today, if a woman can’t pursue love in her life, she can only pursue material things. No matter how good or beautiful she is, it’s not as good as being married.”

"It's a failure for me to be with your dad. I'm very happy and content to be with Uncle Ji after all. I don't care if I'm a substitute at all. Everything I have now, and everything you get, is yours Uncle Ji gave it to you. So you must not have any quarrel with Uncle Ji, and you must not have conflicts with your brother. Do you understand?"

Gu Yanyu's hand on the table tightened slightly: "Why did you and my dad get divorced?"

Xu Yimeng: "..."

Gu Yanyu didn't listen to a single word of the long speech, and only grasped the main point of the first sentence.

Xu Yimeng: "Of course it is..."

Gu Yanyu's unpredictable prophet interrupted: "Is it still an excuse to prevaricate me on the grounds of emotional disharmony?"

Xu Yimeng was completely speechless.

The mother and son were silent for a long time, and the temperature of the air conditioner had been adjusted to 30 degrees, but the more Xu Yimeng sat, the colder it became.

She finally realized that her son, Gu Yanyu, was no longer the little soft child he had been.He grew up, became cold, became rigorous.Once you have your own thoughts, it is not easy to restrain them.

But thinking about it carefully, her son, from childhood to adulthood, doesn't seem to need anyone to restrain him.

When she was young, Xu Yimeng didn't like children. She never dared to tell Gu Yanyu that your arrival was just an unplanned accident.

Xu Yimeng always feels that children are noisy, and whenever they act like a baby, it means that she needs to spend energy to coax them.But for so many years, she has never added such troubles because of her son.

I remember that when she just divorced Gu Qing, she felt anxious every day, fearing that she would mess up the life of a single mother.Especially when she saw other women shopping for vegetables while holding their children, she would feel suffocated and upset.

But later, her life became extremely easy because Gu Yanyu gradually became sensible and grew up.

Gu Yanyu knows how to cook, do homework, and dress himself. If he is bullied at school, he won't go home and cry to his mother.Sometimes I even do adult work, clean up the house and do laundry.When Xu Yimeng woke up, the house was always cleaned in an orderly manner.

While shopping casually, other women shook their heads at their children, complaining how naughty he was at such a young age.But Xu Yimeng was able to show off with a smile: "Children, you can't spoil him too much. My Yanyu family is very sensible, and it's all because I'm good at free-range."

Gu Yanyu is indeed famous for being sensible, with a high IQ, good looks, and good at studying.Seeing the envious eyes of the women around her and her children, Xu Yimeng felt very good.

It was only then that she felt that having a son was not a bad thing.

Just 10 minutes ago, Xu Yimeng firmly believed that she was everything to her son.Her memory of Gu Yanyu was always on the little dumpling who held her hand, refused to let her go, and cried and called her mother.

But after only 3 minutes of conversation, she suddenly felt a little lost.Because she clearly felt that her son's center of gravity had shifted from her, to other places, or to someone else—just like Old Ji.

She couldn't find that point, and she didn't know where the problem was.It's a sense of powerlessness that you know but can't grasp the source and cut off the source. There is nothing worse than this.

"Drink the milk while it's hot." Xu Yimeng couldn't stay any longer, got up and left.

She didn't mention Lao Ji's postponement of the wedding for the time being.But after much deliberation, since the problem was Ji Hanzhou, the person who tied the bell had to be untied.

"By the way." When he walked to the door, Xu Yimeng turned around and asked, "Is there anything unhappy about your brother recently?"

Gu Yanyu looked up at her, waiting for the next sentence.

Xu Yimeng asked tentatively: "That's... have you offended him? Or, has he told you what he thinks of me?"

"I didn't offend him." Gu Yanyu was a little annoyed, and stated coldly, "As for the second question, you'd better ask him yourself."

Xu Yimeng: "I..."

Gu Yanyu: "I don't think he will be so stupid as to say something bad about his mother in front of a son."

"..." Xu Yimeng: "Well, drink the milk while it's hot."

Leave the room after speaking.

Not long after, when Ji Hanzhou entered the room, he found his little bastard sitting in front of the desk in a daze.He walked over and rubbed the little bastard's face, "What are you thinking?"

"It's okay." Gu Yanyu remembered Xu Yimeng's words, and held his hand instead: "Are you unhappy recently?"

"No." Ji Hanzhou sat on the chair next to him: "I'm so happy. I've been super happy ever since I got a boyfriend. My illness is almost cured."

Speaking of illness, Gu Yanyu still didn't know the specific symptoms of Ji Hanzhou: "What kind of illness are you? You still vomit blood."

Gu Yanyu frowned, under the shadow of the light, the word "Chuan" almost appeared between his brows.

"Small illness." Ji Hanzhou smiled indifferently, stretched out his finger, and helped him stretch the eyebrows: "At first it was a little serious and a little scary. But the illness is three-thirds, and the mentality is good. Any illness will be cured. You can think of it as It is a disease that will automatically heal when you are happy."

Gu Yanyu: "Oh."

Gu Yanyu knew that this person was out of shape all day long, and only enjoyed teasing him.He hooked his hand towards Ji Hanzhou: "Come here."

Ji Hanzhou approached: "Here you come, what are you doing?"

Gu Yanyu slightly raised the corner of his mouth, hooked Ji Hanzhou's neck, brought him in front of his eyes, and then leaned forward and kissed him gently:

"Nothing, just to make you happy."