Stop chasing me!Lu Yingdi
Chapter 53
Duan Shu also told Xia Shui some things he only knew about Lu Junyao. After listening to Xia Shui, he sat on the sofa thinking for a long time in silence, but couldn't say a word.
"Don't you want to express some emotion?" Duan Shuyi languidly crossed his legs, put his arms on the back of the sofa, and smiled, "If you keep silent like this, it will make me doubt my ability to tell stories."
Xia Shui hesitated for a long time, then slowly said: "You are really good to your friends."
"..."
"No, the perspective I described to you has beautified and I can't say for sure. Don't put the label of a good person on my head. I can't stand it. And at that time, I just moved some basic compassion. Taking care of him is also human. It’s normal.” Duan Shu also smiled, the meaning was unclear, and he was a little emotional, “Fortunately, although he looks indifferent, he is a person who knows how to repay his kindness, and he gave me a lot of the company’s early working capital. few."
He couldn't help laughing at himself, and said in a joking tone, "It's ashamed to say that a star of his level earns more than me. I knew that I would work hard in his direction at the beginning. It's no different than talking about business now." Easy on the legs."
As he talked, Duan Shu also gradually began to have a lively atmosphere of gags, but Xia Shui still lowered his head, thinking about something dull, and didn't listen carefully to people's words.It wasn't until Duan Shuyi didn't speak again, and the scene was silent for a long time, that Xia Shui slowly reacted, raised his head and blinked: "Ah, don't you say anymore?"
"I've already finished what I have to say, and I should talk to you next." Duan Shu also tilted his head, looked at Xia Shui, tapped his head slowly with his index finger, and carefully observed his reaction, "So , what are your plans?"
Xia Shui fell silent again, as if he was struggling with something in his heart, and finally, he made a decision, his tone was firm and he seemed to regard death as home.
"Stay with him, I suppose."
"puff--"
Duan Shu also couldn't help laughing.
Xia Shui was puzzled: "What are you laughing at?"
Duan Shu also replied with a smile: "I just never imagined that such a fool with a love brain like you exists in the world."
Xia Shui was annoyed: "Huh?"
Duan Shu also said unhurriedly: "Did you know that Lu Junyao's problems can never be corrected, he is just sick, and the disease has penetrated into the bone marrow."
"He has been looking for someone or something that can fill him. He needs someone to love him so much. The kind who is sincere and full of true feelings. You are enthusiastic, sunny, and never hide all your love. Your love is overflowing enough. It can completely fill his emptiness, so he is unwilling to let you go. So once he loses you, he will suffer and go crazy."
"You still love him now, but can you guarantee that you can love him for the rest of your life? With such a long life, love is easily consumed."
"What if you don't love him anymore? Do you think you are in a normal relationship? A normal relationship can break up, but if you are really together, I'm sure that even if you get tired of it, you There is no way to escape him."
"This time is your last chance to leave him, and it's also the chance he gave you. It's better to choose carefully when it comes to life's major events."
Xia Shui was silent again, his expression looked a little sad, and he couldn't bear it. After a while, he said: "You also said that if I leave him, he will suffer."
"When the time comes, you'll leave him, so it's none of your business. Let him go crazy for a while and then return to normal, it's just back to the past." Duan Shuyi said in a calm tone, as if he was describing a very ordinary thing. "Maybe he is crazy, and he can win a few more acting awards. After all, artists can't survive without being crazy."
Xia Shui shook his head: "...This is not your truth."
"It's really not, this is my last reminder to you in order to play the 'good guy', after all..."
Duan Shu also chuckled, his eyes fixed on Xia Shui, his body leaned forward slightly, and suddenly he felt a sense of oppression like an evil force.
"After all, I really don't have much free time now. I don't have time to accompany Lu Junyao when he's crazy, and the normal Lu Junyao is useful to me. If there is someone who can 'cure' Lu Junyao right now, I'll tie him up and kill him." tied in front of him."
Xia Shui huddled on the other side of the sofa, bowed his legs and hugged the pillow, his expression was a little tense, his eyes were wide open and he didn't say a word, like a frightened cat.
Duan Shu also leaned back slowly, and his aura relaxed again: "So, do you understand, if you want to escape again, I will not stand by your side, I will help Lu Junyao catch you back. "
Xia Shui also secretly made up his mind and said firmly, "Don't underestimate me. If I say I love him, I will always love him. I will not run away."
"..."
Duan Shu also rubbed his forehead and couldn't help smacking his lips. This was the first time he felt confused, maybe because he really didn't understand such an illusory thing as "love".
"Then do whatever you want, I hope you don't regret it." He sighed compromisingly, shook his head, and couldn't help but sigh, "Where did your inexplicable obsession come from? I even think you can be evenly divided with Lu Junyao ...Maybe I misjudged the person, and you may be out of your mind."
Xia Shui frowned: "Speak well, why did you start attacking personally?"
Duan Shu also looked at the time: "It's already this time, if you wait a little longer, you can watch the sunrise."
Xia Shui saw that he got up and looked like he was going to leave, so he asked, "Are you going to go now?"
"Otherwise, didn't you say you wanted to stay by his side? Then take care of him until he wakes up. I still have a job."
"Ah, I didn't mean this..." Xia Shui asked curiously, "Don't you need to sleep?"
Duan Shu also had a smile on his face, but he didn't laugh at all: "When adults are working, they sometimes don't sleep, but don't worry, I know my physical condition, and I won't die if I don't sleep for a day. It will be short-lived."
Xia Shui was confused: "Why do you talk about short life as if your phone is out of battery? You don't care too much."
Duan Shu also seriously retorted: "No, I think it will be more troublesome for me if my phone runs out of battery."
Xia Shui: "..."
Duan Shu also drank a few sips of water and left, Xia Shui stayed in the empty living room in a daze and did some mental training, and then gently pushed open the door of Lu Junyao's room.
Lu Junyao's fever has almost subsided, but he is still asleep, his expression is tense and serious, as if he has dreamed of something bad.Xia Shui lay beside him watching him, and fell asleep without knowing it.
But Xia Shui slept very lightly. When Lu Junyao woke up, his movements moved the quilt, and Xia Shui woke up instantly.
"How is it? Is there any discomfort in your body?" Xia Shui took Lu Junyao's hand to help him sit up, knelt down in front of him, and asked gently.
Lu Junyao's expression was still a little dull, as if he was still in shock and didn't react.
"Why... are you here?" Lu Junyao's voice was a little hoarse, lower than usual, and his tone was mixed with unexpected joy and hesitation.
Xia Shui tilted his head: "Because you are sick, I won't take care of you. What if you accidentally die at home? I don't want my neighbor to become a haunted house."
"No..." Lu Junyao lowered his head, a little sad, "I thought you hated me already..."
Xia Shui's tone was as flat as drinking boiled water: "Ah, yes, it's only natural to hate you, and what you did before was too bad."
Lu Junyao clenched his hands silently, hiding under the quilt, trembling slightly.
"However, it's strange that I still haven't been able to develop even the slightest dislike for you." Xia Shui sighed, feeling quite a feeling of hatred towards himself.
Lu Junyao's hand suddenly loosened, like a string suddenly loosened.
He raised his head, opened his eyes wide, and looked at Xia Shui in surprise, a little unbelievable: "...Really?"
"It's true." Xia Shui took Lu Junyao's hand, held it in both hands, and placed it in front of the two of them, as if holding something valuable, and then began to swear a pious vow, "Lu Junyao, I want to love you."
Lu Junyao seemed to be hit by a tsunami. His heart was washed away just after waking up from a dream. All his emotions were running in the storm. He wanted to welcome this unexpected happiness, but he felt that it was not like reality. Because reality never got him what he wanted.
"Sure enough, I'm still dreaming..." Lu Junyao sighed, thought he was rational and dropped this sentence, and closed his eyes, vainly trying to ignore Xia Shui and go back to sleep.
Xia Shui:?
"Snapped!"
The sound of slapping resounded in the room very clearly. Xia Shui slapped Lu Junyao's cheeks with both hands at the same time, and his body straightened up.
"Hiss..." Lu Junyao touched his face, feeling very painful, and found that it was really not a dream.
Xia Shui leaned forward and pecked Lu Junyao's lips like a dragonfly.
Lu Junyao was stunned.
"There wouldn't be such a clear sense of touch in a dream." Xia Shui held back his embarrassment, folded his arms, his cheeks flushed, "If you think it's a dream again, I won't be patient."
The next second, Lu Junyao hugged Xia Shui violently, like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw, with an air that he never wanted to let go.He was buried in Xia Shui's shoulder, trembling slightly.
"I'm sorry..." Lu Junyao's voice was very unsteady, and he could not stop repeating in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."
"Okay, okay, don't cry...I forgive you." Xia Shui was strangled a little, but still hugged him with both hands, and then said, Lu Junyao was actually thinner than he imagined, I didn't feel any meat in the arm ring in the past. I think it's because I haven't had a good meal recently, so I can't help but feel a little distressed.
"I didn't cry, I was just so excited."
Lu Junyao hugged Xia Shui for a long time, feeling the temperature of Xia Shui's body as if he was breathing. His body was very cold, but gradually warmed up, as if he had peeled off the cold wilderness and slowly returned to the world in silence.
"...Before, I wanted to have you too much, so I treated you as mine without authorization, so I hurt you, I'm sorry." Lu Junyao gradually calmed down, and said seriously, "You belong to yourself, you deserve freedom ,I already know."
"..." Xia Shui said softly, "Do you really understand?"
Lu Junyao remained silent.
Xia Shui probed: "If I want to leave again in the future, will you let me go free?"
Lu Junyao's heart palpitated, he subconsciously grasped with his fingers, and tremblingly tightened the clothes on the back of Xia Shui, his breathing became a little heavy, but he still didn't say a word.
"I'm just kidding, I won't leave you, and even though you say you understand, you still can't let me go, can you?" Xia Shui smiled, gently pressed his face against Lu Junyao, and turned back Hugging his shoulders, the voice rang lightly in his ears, "But it's okay, Lu Junyao, you can catch me, I voluntarily."
"……why?"
"I don't know, it's probably a curse from God." Xia Shui has completely relaxed, and even closed his eyes a little sleepy, "I really can't help but throw myself into the net. What about 'Lu Junyao'?"
Birds will not fly back to the cage on their own initiative, but there is no way, he is not a bird, he is a human being, and human beings will always do some things that are contrary to common sense, such as going up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of fire, such as asking for trouble, such as Dancing on the edge of a cliff, like love.
"I love you." Lu Junyao whispered.
"I know, it seems that you can't live without me."
"……do not leave Me."
"That's really impossible."
……
The rose absorbs love, twists and grows, and climbs the gorgeous cage.Indulging in this stunning beauty, the birds depended on each other and fell asleep in a dream together with the roses.
"Don't you want to express some emotion?" Duan Shuyi languidly crossed his legs, put his arms on the back of the sofa, and smiled, "If you keep silent like this, it will make me doubt my ability to tell stories."
Xia Shui hesitated for a long time, then slowly said: "You are really good to your friends."
"..."
"No, the perspective I described to you has beautified and I can't say for sure. Don't put the label of a good person on my head. I can't stand it. And at that time, I just moved some basic compassion. Taking care of him is also human. It’s normal.” Duan Shu also smiled, the meaning was unclear, and he was a little emotional, “Fortunately, although he looks indifferent, he is a person who knows how to repay his kindness, and he gave me a lot of the company’s early working capital. few."
He couldn't help laughing at himself, and said in a joking tone, "It's ashamed to say that a star of his level earns more than me. I knew that I would work hard in his direction at the beginning. It's no different than talking about business now." Easy on the legs."
As he talked, Duan Shu also gradually began to have a lively atmosphere of gags, but Xia Shui still lowered his head, thinking about something dull, and didn't listen carefully to people's words.It wasn't until Duan Shuyi didn't speak again, and the scene was silent for a long time, that Xia Shui slowly reacted, raised his head and blinked: "Ah, don't you say anymore?"
"I've already finished what I have to say, and I should talk to you next." Duan Shu also tilted his head, looked at Xia Shui, tapped his head slowly with his index finger, and carefully observed his reaction, "So , what are your plans?"
Xia Shui fell silent again, as if he was struggling with something in his heart, and finally, he made a decision, his tone was firm and he seemed to regard death as home.
"Stay with him, I suppose."
"puff--"
Duan Shu also couldn't help laughing.
Xia Shui was puzzled: "What are you laughing at?"
Duan Shu also replied with a smile: "I just never imagined that such a fool with a love brain like you exists in the world."
Xia Shui was annoyed: "Huh?"
Duan Shu also said unhurriedly: "Did you know that Lu Junyao's problems can never be corrected, he is just sick, and the disease has penetrated into the bone marrow."
"He has been looking for someone or something that can fill him. He needs someone to love him so much. The kind who is sincere and full of true feelings. You are enthusiastic, sunny, and never hide all your love. Your love is overflowing enough. It can completely fill his emptiness, so he is unwilling to let you go. So once he loses you, he will suffer and go crazy."
"You still love him now, but can you guarantee that you can love him for the rest of your life? With such a long life, love is easily consumed."
"What if you don't love him anymore? Do you think you are in a normal relationship? A normal relationship can break up, but if you are really together, I'm sure that even if you get tired of it, you There is no way to escape him."
"This time is your last chance to leave him, and it's also the chance he gave you. It's better to choose carefully when it comes to life's major events."
Xia Shui was silent again, his expression looked a little sad, and he couldn't bear it. After a while, he said: "You also said that if I leave him, he will suffer."
"When the time comes, you'll leave him, so it's none of your business. Let him go crazy for a while and then return to normal, it's just back to the past." Duan Shuyi said in a calm tone, as if he was describing a very ordinary thing. "Maybe he is crazy, and he can win a few more acting awards. After all, artists can't survive without being crazy."
Xia Shui shook his head: "...This is not your truth."
"It's really not, this is my last reminder to you in order to play the 'good guy', after all..."
Duan Shu also chuckled, his eyes fixed on Xia Shui, his body leaned forward slightly, and suddenly he felt a sense of oppression like an evil force.
"After all, I really don't have much free time now. I don't have time to accompany Lu Junyao when he's crazy, and the normal Lu Junyao is useful to me. If there is someone who can 'cure' Lu Junyao right now, I'll tie him up and kill him." tied in front of him."
Xia Shui huddled on the other side of the sofa, bowed his legs and hugged the pillow, his expression was a little tense, his eyes were wide open and he didn't say a word, like a frightened cat.
Duan Shu also leaned back slowly, and his aura relaxed again: "So, do you understand, if you want to escape again, I will not stand by your side, I will help Lu Junyao catch you back. "
Xia Shui also secretly made up his mind and said firmly, "Don't underestimate me. If I say I love him, I will always love him. I will not run away."
"..."
Duan Shu also rubbed his forehead and couldn't help smacking his lips. This was the first time he felt confused, maybe because he really didn't understand such an illusory thing as "love".
"Then do whatever you want, I hope you don't regret it." He sighed compromisingly, shook his head, and couldn't help but sigh, "Where did your inexplicable obsession come from? I even think you can be evenly divided with Lu Junyao ...Maybe I misjudged the person, and you may be out of your mind."
Xia Shui frowned: "Speak well, why did you start attacking personally?"
Duan Shu also looked at the time: "It's already this time, if you wait a little longer, you can watch the sunrise."
Xia Shui saw that he got up and looked like he was going to leave, so he asked, "Are you going to go now?"
"Otherwise, didn't you say you wanted to stay by his side? Then take care of him until he wakes up. I still have a job."
"Ah, I didn't mean this..." Xia Shui asked curiously, "Don't you need to sleep?"
Duan Shu also had a smile on his face, but he didn't laugh at all: "When adults are working, they sometimes don't sleep, but don't worry, I know my physical condition, and I won't die if I don't sleep for a day. It will be short-lived."
Xia Shui was confused: "Why do you talk about short life as if your phone is out of battery? You don't care too much."
Duan Shu also seriously retorted: "No, I think it will be more troublesome for me if my phone runs out of battery."
Xia Shui: "..."
Duan Shu also drank a few sips of water and left, Xia Shui stayed in the empty living room in a daze and did some mental training, and then gently pushed open the door of Lu Junyao's room.
Lu Junyao's fever has almost subsided, but he is still asleep, his expression is tense and serious, as if he has dreamed of something bad.Xia Shui lay beside him watching him, and fell asleep without knowing it.
But Xia Shui slept very lightly. When Lu Junyao woke up, his movements moved the quilt, and Xia Shui woke up instantly.
"How is it? Is there any discomfort in your body?" Xia Shui took Lu Junyao's hand to help him sit up, knelt down in front of him, and asked gently.
Lu Junyao's expression was still a little dull, as if he was still in shock and didn't react.
"Why... are you here?" Lu Junyao's voice was a little hoarse, lower than usual, and his tone was mixed with unexpected joy and hesitation.
Xia Shui tilted his head: "Because you are sick, I won't take care of you. What if you accidentally die at home? I don't want my neighbor to become a haunted house."
"No..." Lu Junyao lowered his head, a little sad, "I thought you hated me already..."
Xia Shui's tone was as flat as drinking boiled water: "Ah, yes, it's only natural to hate you, and what you did before was too bad."
Lu Junyao clenched his hands silently, hiding under the quilt, trembling slightly.
"However, it's strange that I still haven't been able to develop even the slightest dislike for you." Xia Shui sighed, feeling quite a feeling of hatred towards himself.
Lu Junyao's hand suddenly loosened, like a string suddenly loosened.
He raised his head, opened his eyes wide, and looked at Xia Shui in surprise, a little unbelievable: "...Really?"
"It's true." Xia Shui took Lu Junyao's hand, held it in both hands, and placed it in front of the two of them, as if holding something valuable, and then began to swear a pious vow, "Lu Junyao, I want to love you."
Lu Junyao seemed to be hit by a tsunami. His heart was washed away just after waking up from a dream. All his emotions were running in the storm. He wanted to welcome this unexpected happiness, but he felt that it was not like reality. Because reality never got him what he wanted.
"Sure enough, I'm still dreaming..." Lu Junyao sighed, thought he was rational and dropped this sentence, and closed his eyes, vainly trying to ignore Xia Shui and go back to sleep.
Xia Shui:?
"Snapped!"
The sound of slapping resounded in the room very clearly. Xia Shui slapped Lu Junyao's cheeks with both hands at the same time, and his body straightened up.
"Hiss..." Lu Junyao touched his face, feeling very painful, and found that it was really not a dream.
Xia Shui leaned forward and pecked Lu Junyao's lips like a dragonfly.
Lu Junyao was stunned.
"There wouldn't be such a clear sense of touch in a dream." Xia Shui held back his embarrassment, folded his arms, his cheeks flushed, "If you think it's a dream again, I won't be patient."
The next second, Lu Junyao hugged Xia Shui violently, like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw, with an air that he never wanted to let go.He was buried in Xia Shui's shoulder, trembling slightly.
"I'm sorry..." Lu Junyao's voice was very unsteady, and he could not stop repeating in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."
"Okay, okay, don't cry...I forgive you." Xia Shui was strangled a little, but still hugged him with both hands, and then said, Lu Junyao was actually thinner than he imagined, I didn't feel any meat in the arm ring in the past. I think it's because I haven't had a good meal recently, so I can't help but feel a little distressed.
"I didn't cry, I was just so excited."
Lu Junyao hugged Xia Shui for a long time, feeling the temperature of Xia Shui's body as if he was breathing. His body was very cold, but gradually warmed up, as if he had peeled off the cold wilderness and slowly returned to the world in silence.
"...Before, I wanted to have you too much, so I treated you as mine without authorization, so I hurt you, I'm sorry." Lu Junyao gradually calmed down, and said seriously, "You belong to yourself, you deserve freedom ,I already know."
"..." Xia Shui said softly, "Do you really understand?"
Lu Junyao remained silent.
Xia Shui probed: "If I want to leave again in the future, will you let me go free?"
Lu Junyao's heart palpitated, he subconsciously grasped with his fingers, and tremblingly tightened the clothes on the back of Xia Shui, his breathing became a little heavy, but he still didn't say a word.
"I'm just kidding, I won't leave you, and even though you say you understand, you still can't let me go, can you?" Xia Shui smiled, gently pressed his face against Lu Junyao, and turned back Hugging his shoulders, the voice rang lightly in his ears, "But it's okay, Lu Junyao, you can catch me, I voluntarily."
"……why?"
"I don't know, it's probably a curse from God." Xia Shui has completely relaxed, and even closed his eyes a little sleepy, "I really can't help but throw myself into the net. What about 'Lu Junyao'?"
Birds will not fly back to the cage on their own initiative, but there is no way, he is not a bird, he is a human being, and human beings will always do some things that are contrary to common sense, such as going up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of fire, such as asking for trouble, such as Dancing on the edge of a cliff, like love.
"I love you." Lu Junyao whispered.
"I know, it seems that you can't live without me."
"……do not leave Me."
"That's really impossible."
……
The rose absorbs love, twists and grows, and climbs the gorgeous cage.Indulging in this stunning beauty, the birds depended on each other and fell asleep in a dream together with the roses.
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