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Due to the quick response.

Jamie managed to salvage some of the situation.

In particular, the metaphor of "comparing himself to a sword" that he came up with on a whim awakened Mrs. Dressel's reason in time.

It also made her realize that the young man in front of her was not the enemy who really caused embarrassment to the couple, but just a tool that the enemies lurking in the dark caught and used.

It is obviously unrealistic to say that she is completely relieved of this.

But after realizing that Jamie is not an enemy, her attitude has at least changed slightly, and she is no longer as indifferent and resentful as before.

Because of this, if it was strictly implemented according to Master Dressel's sentence "You will go home with us tonight".

Before the official banquet is held and his identity is confirmed, Jamie has a high probability of losing part of his freedom.

But now, when the Dressers found out that this was not an enemy, or even an innocent victim, their attitude became less firm.

When Jamie carefully proposed that "I want to go to the hotel to pick up my luggage, and it may take some time by the way, to say goodbye to my former friends"...

Mrs. Dressel nodded in agreement directly.

As for the rigid Lord Dressel, he was not so unkind, he just closed his eyes and silently agreed.

So, Jamie suppressed the violent emotions in his heart as much as possible, maintained a calm expression, and separated from the couple.

Then, he walked back step by step along the street, and as he walked, the belated fear came to his mind bit by bit: "Maybe... I shouldn't come to Wangcheng."

At this time, a gust of wind blew by, and when he was watching in the restaurant just now, his back, which was soaked in cold sweat due to nervousness, felt chills intermittently.

He knows that the danger still exists and is hidden in an unknown place. If he is not careful, he may fall into a very bad situation: "The complexity of the situation in Wangcheng has far exceeded my ability..."

"Those people! Those nobles!"

"They talk and laugh happily on the surface, but they want to fight each other to the death... Every moment, even every word they say, they are digging holes!"

"Damn! Can I really deal with this situation?"

Jamie couldn't help but flinch from the thought of retreating.

"Otherwise...or else, why not go to the hotel to pack your luggage now, and then run away overnight!"

Thinking of this, he hurriedly waved to stop a taxi, jumped on it, and urged the driver to hurry to the hotel.

However, when we arrived at the hotel and got off the carriage...

He was unsure again, thinking anxiously: "If I leave now, can I still leave?"

"If it weren't for today's incident, the disappearance of an illegitimate child would be nothing but a trivial matter that no one cares about!"

"However, if the illegitimate son of the Minister of Finance was recognized by the king himself under the witness of all the nobles, if he disappears..."

Jamie was caught on a horse for a while.

He stood in front of the door in a daze, and for a moment he felt a sense of wandering, thinking over and over, hesitating, and having difficulty making a decision.

"Maybe you need a cup of hot tea right now."

A gentle female voice suddenly sounded from behind.

Mrs. Helena held a lighted candle and slowly came out of the next room.

Through the dim light of the candle, she looked at Jamie with concern: "Well, I happened to see you from the window just now, and I wanted to say hello."

"But to be honest..."

"Honey, how did you make yourself into such a ghost? Do you know? Your face looks terribly pale now, and your lips are dry and chapped. It's a bit like a ghost... What happened? Is something bad?"

Jamie came back to his senses.

Then, he also realized that his stomach was hurting sharply, because he hadn't eaten anything all day.

In the palace on the other side.

His majesty the king, who acted recklessly and made everyone into a mess, was in the harem, tenderly accompanying the pregnant queen.

Alisa is not in particularly good health.

The child had caused her many other crimes.

Bad symptoms such as nausea, dizziness, fatigue, drowsiness, fever, etc., appeared one after another, coming and going, in an endless stream...

Although the medical officer said it was a normal reaction, these damn symptoms made it difficult for her to live every day these days.

King Richard has always been heartless and only cares about himself.

But thinking of the child in the queen's womb, he couldn't help paying attention to the queen recently, so today he deliberately smiled and said comfortingly: "I see, your complexion today is much stronger than yesterday!"

"So, don't worry too much. As long as you keep going like this, you will surely get better day by day, until it's time to give birth..."

"Maybe it won't be too hard. Well, I hope so anyway."

Queen Alyssa replied in a regular manner: "How can it be hard work to be able to bear children for His Majesty?"

Richard smiled slightly, and spoke to her in a very rare way: "Alyssa, I know, you have always been the most measured, but sometimes... you don't have to be so measured."

"It's difficult for a woman to get pregnant. If she can't live a happy life, it will be even more difficult."

"Therefore, when you are unhappy, don't laugh; when you should lose your temper, lose your temper; if you have any request in your heart, you can directly ask for it, and then tell the subordinates to do it."

"You are the queen, and your status is only below me."

"Don't make do with others, on the contrary, the whole palace should come to make do with you, please you, and make you happy."

After hearing these words, Alisa couldn't help showing a daze on her face.

Since she was elected queen, everyone around her told her to be a virtuous queen, but it was the first time someone asked her to follow her own heart.

However, Richard is not so kind.

He just didn't want to see the mother of his future child. Because of a bunch of so-called rules and principles, he tensed his nerves all the time, restrained and restrained himself all day long, so he said the above words, wanting her Relax, relax.

But he knew how honest the queen's character was, and he was afraid that if he said too much, it would make her think about it instead.

So, when it comes to this, the point is over.

Then, he turned around and asked, "Honey, is there anything you want to do recently?"

The queen's train of thought followed his words and was abducted again.

She thought about it seriously before answering: "Your Majesty, I really want to do the charity event proposed by the Chancellor of the Exchequer Dressel. But now, everyone around me stops me from going out."

King Richard smiled and said, "They did the right thing."

As he spoke, he leaned down and looked into the queen's eyes very seriously: "At present, no charitable things are more important than you and the child in your womb."

Alisa knew that this was unreasonable, but it sounded really happy.

And because the king finally treated her so tenderly, she couldn't immediately displease him, so she pretended to be shy and lowered her head slightly.

So, the king and his wife, who had no feelings at all...

Because the child in the queen's womb actually seemed to be in love with each other.

Afterwards, Mrs. Laureys learned of this and became mad with jealousy.

She still doesn't know the real reason why His Majesty the King is angry at her, but only stares at the Queen to be jealous.

I also saw that the dull and incomprehensible queen was favored because of her pregnancy, which made the king change his mind...

She couldn't help but think a little bit, and she also wanted to raise a child for the king.

On the other end, Jamie was talking to Mrs. Helena about today's bad experience.

Now, he hides too many things in his heart, but most of them cannot be said openly.

So, even if the mood is depressed and anxious to the extreme!

In the process of urgently needing to confide in the same person, one still has to cover up.

Like this time:

He said he appeared to be the chancellor's illegitimate son.

But the chancellor of the exchequer didn't want to recognize him at all, he just wanted to get the money away, and the two parties had already negotiated the price.

I don't want today...

He briefly explained the extremely complicated situation.

Madam Helena was stunned when she heard this, and she couldn't help sighing: "Such a bizarre thing is more ups and downs than a drama on the stage."

"I really don't know what to do."

Jamie collapsed on the table dejectedly: "You know what? I'm scared. But please don't get me wrong. If everyone is serious, I won't be afraid. It's all about fighting! Sometimes, if we can't fight, we will die together, and we have to give each other a hard blow before dying! But like this... If I am accidentally killed by someone in the future, I am afraid that in the end, I still don't even know who the enemy is..."

Mrs. Helena looked at him with great distress: "Then do you want to leave?"

"Leaving, I thought about it, but where can I go?"

Jamie stared blankly at the darkness outside the window: "Ma'am, do you know? I don't belong to this world. I don't fit in with this damn world! I'm going to be sick of this world!"

"Do you remember the ending of 'Marianne'?"

"Marian became the mistress of the nobleman. You think that is a happy ending."

"But I don't think so..."

As he spoke, his tone gradually became stronger: "If I were Marianne, I would definitely kill that idiot nobleman! Smash his head, cut his throat, let him scream, bleed, and do things for himself Pay the price for what happened... In short, I will use all means to kill him! Then, go away and live a happy life, this should be called a happy ending!"

There was a long silence.

"I'm sorry, ma'am, I shouldn't have swearing in front of you."

Jamie apologized softly, "And, trust me, I'm not a murderer, I'm just...just..."

He hugged his head in shame, and said in a low voice like a child afraid of the dark: "I'm just scared in my heart."

Mrs. Helena couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged him tenderly: "Honey, I just want to ask you a question."

Jamie couldn't help looking at her: "Just ask."

Mrs. Helena asked softly: "You just said that Marianne's happy ending should be...fly away and live a happy life?"

"Yes."

"Why didn't she choose to die?"

"die?"

"Yes, her life was ruined a long time ago. According to you, she is still killing people. The world is so cold, why didn't you choose to let her die, but said you wanted her to go far away and live a happy life? "

"...I don't understand, ma'am."

"Because that's what makes you so valuable, Louis."

"I'm even more confused, ma'am."

"Maybe you don't realize it, but your instinct is always telling you that no matter what happens to a person, one should not give up the yearning for a better life, the precious life, and the hope of starting over!"

Jamie raised his head from her arms and couldn't help laughing: "Are you cheering me on, ma'am?"

"What do you think?"

asked Lady Helena, smiling.

"Then please say a little more! Say a little more that will give me the courage to face life again."

"Abandon all fear, open arms, and embrace the stormy sea!"