Trying to keep clean every day

Shen An found that he really didn't seem to be a person with too much emotion. To him, Duan Xiao was the only exception.

Duan Xiao is too capable of controlling Shen Mu's emotions.

Using Hua Wuyu's words, he began to think seriously, if Duan Xiao is really gone, then...why is he still here?

It's not that he is heartbroken and lost, he probably won't make himself a ghost because of anything.

"However, if there is no Duan Xiao in this world, I will be lost."

Shen An muttered silently in his heart.

It seems that Shen An's appearance must be somehow intertwined with Duan Xiao's fate.Shen An realized more and more clearly that of course he didn't live for Duan Xiao, but his existence must be to protect Duan Xiao.

And he agrees with this sense of mission in his heart, which is protection, tolerance, and redemption.

Shen Shen's thoughts were wobbling and he didn't know how far he had gone. As for the expression on his face, how should I put it, it was very similar to the kind that was about to cry but still pretended to be calm.

On the side, Hua Wuyu stared at her eyes, a little funny and a little sad, who is to blame?Not all of them were recruited by me, which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted.

He looked at Shen Han sincerely, and wanted to say something to him in particular: Don't overthink it.

But after thinking about it twice in my heart, I always felt strange, so I changed the subject: "Since you must recognize me as the savior, you should know the name of the savior, right?"

After being reminded by him, Shen Hu came back to his senses:

"Oh, that's natural, the kindness of a drop of water should be repaid by a spring, the kindness of saving a life can't be repaid, please tell me your name, young hero, I will definitely remember what happened today.

"So, what's your name, please?"

...... Hua Wuyu choked.

Really obedient, really polite, really polite, really... rusty.

But he still said his real name, word by word, speaking very slowly and sincerely, he really hoped that Shen Han could remember his name:

"Flowers are worry-free."

"Luohua is in danger, but Sri Lankan is safe."

Seeing that Shen An was listening carefully, he smiled slightly.

"The meaning is beautiful."

Shen Xuan sincerely praised.

I just hope that the mountains and rivers are safe and the family is safe and well.However, things backfired, and now Chuandeng is hardly seen in this arena anymore.Shanhe was still a different person, Hua Wuyu didn't want to reveal that past again, so he nodded and remained silent.

Falling flowers are in danger, but Sri Lankan people are safe.

He hadn't heard this sentence for a long time, and he rarely mentioned the origin of the name to others.

I said it on the spur of the moment today, but because the person listening to him is Shen Mu, and I only met him a few times, but it can bring him a certain kind of intimacy that breaks all unbreakable defensive shells.

A joke is a joke, but the grace of saving lives is true.Although I always felt that this person had something wrong, Shen Han felt that he was not malicious, so he went on to say: "Anyway, thank you very much today."

Hua Wuyu hid her thoughts, and was about to invite Shen An to go to the city to have fun and drink tea together, but before she could speak, Shen An looked up at the sky, as if suddenly remembered something:

"No, I've been out for too long, and I wasted a lot of hours just now."

Shen Shen sighed softly and apologized: "If you have time, in this situation, I should be the host anyway, please have a meal."

"But unfortunately, there are still patients at home, and I can't live without them. I have to go back as soon as possible."

If he doesn't see me when he wakes up, he will be anxious.

?Finally, this sentence was swallowed just as it came to his lips. Shen Mu didn't know if he was thinking too much. These words sounded too intimate, so intimate that he was too embarrassed to say them. Damn, why am I guilty?

Hua Wuyu's expression turned ugly, and he sighed in a low voice: "It's really not even given a chance."

Shen An looked at him suspiciously: "What did you say?"

Hua Wuyu: "It's nothing, you can go back."

"But you owe me a meal. This is what you said. Don't cheat."

"It's a word."

Shen An said goodbye to him, and hurried back to the inn.

In order to be clean and allow Duan Xiao to heal his wounds, they did not choose to live in a street-facing inn in a busy city during this period of time. Their temporary residence in the city was a square courtyard with a single family and a relatively quiet environment.

Shen An walked in a hurry on the road, because he also took a detour to the market in the city, which wasted a lot of time.

But at any rate, it kills two birds with one stone. I can buy clean clothes to change into, and I have the excuse that I haven’t returned for a long time.

After a fierce battle, the clothes on Shen An's body were considered useless, almost shredded into ragged cloth strips, which were still stained with mottled blood, which could not cover the deep and shallow wounds on his body at all. Duan Xiao was afraid that he would go crazy when he saw it.Dangerous things like today must never be known by Duan Xiao, Shen Han knows very well that with Duan Xiao's temper, he absolutely cannot bear this.

So he had to make up nonsense and get away with it.

Looking down at his bloody body, the so-called worker must first sharpen his weapon if he wants to do a good job...

So he had to delay some more time to change into normal clothes.

Walking out of the clothing store, the white-bearded old man who sells candied haws on the street is kind-hearted. A large handful of red candied haws is placed on a shelf that is two ends taller than a person. Each candied haw is wrapped in yellow candy. The child looked up at the big handful of candied haws, his eyes almost shining.

The child curled up his index finger and stuffed it into his mouth, biting his own finger, and the saliva flowed out.

Laughing silently, he couldn't help but walk forward, took out a few taels of silver left over from buying clothes, and planned to pick out a bunch of red and big ones for the kid.

However, when it came time to choose, he didn't just take one bunch, but carefully picked two bunches. The hawthorn fruit was red and big, and the sugar was well-proportioned and translucent.One string is for the kid around me, and the other string is for the kid at home.

Holding the candied haws given by Shen Shen, the child's black and white eyes were particularly bright, and he said loudly in a not very clear articulation:

"Thanks—thank you brother!"

Shen An embarrassedly scratched his head, at this moment, the child's mother came along the street, and thanked her as well.The mother was holding the child, and the child was holding candied haws, and disappeared from Shen Mu's sight.

Shen An looked at another bunch of candied haws in his hand, and thought of Duan Xiao.

I don't know if Duan Xiao will say "Thank you brother" in such a childlike voice, Shen An's heart is burning, and it goes straight to his cheek from the bottom of his heart.

Finally arrived home, came to the gate of the courtyard, this courtyard is similar to the kind of building structure with two entrances and two exits, push the door to enter the open-air outer courtyard, the owner is elegant, planted a luxuriant loquat tree, the scenery is patchwork, and then push open The door of the back room is the nave, and the bedroom is behind the screen.

Walking in a hurry on the road, Shen Huan deliberately stopped to adjust his breathing, and gently opened the door...

The breathing that had just been adjusted missed a beat.

Standing silently at the door, Duan Xiao was leaning against the inner door with folded arms through the swaying shadows of flowers and trees. He was only wearing a moon-white obscene dress, the skirt of which could barely cover his snow-white chest, thin and thin. An ink-colored cloak was loosely draped over his shoulders, and a few strands of hair hung down from his ears.

Duan Xiao's face was still very pale, which made his pupils look like lacquer, showing a dull reflection.After crossing rivers, mountains and rivers, his eyes seemed to be frozen for thousands of years, until the moment when Shen An appeared, the slush claws and the frost melted.

Shen Du's Adam's apple rolled inexplicably, and he smiled dryly: "I'm back."

Duan Xiao's eyes locked on him from the moment he pushed the doorknob, Shen Han was very guilty, he felt as if he was being targeted by some large predator, he became tense instantly, and his heart beat fast.

"Hey, what are you doing standing here? How long have you been standing there?"

Shen An was very helpless.

"Wait for you to come back," Duan Xiao said, clearly in the posture of provoking a teacher, "I remember someone said that he would never abandon me again."

The voice is clear, clearly joking, but it sounds so sad: "I woke up today, I didn't see you, and you disappeared again. Am I sick and confused, maybe you never said that."

"My body is getting worse and worse. I didn't even notice when you left."

The wind passed through the hall, messing up Duan Xiao's broken hair around his neck, his collar was opened so wide, and he was still sick, Shen Hu felt cold for him.

Shen An was already used to Duan Xiao's weak and helpless but blind beeping appearance after his illness. He walked forward, holding candied haws in one hand, and covered his collar with the other.

Before he could retract his hand, Duan Xiao's cold fingers gripped his wrist tightly. Duan Xiao's spirit was a little erratic. Now he had given up covering up his perverted thoughts, and sighed softly:

"How could I let you go? I repeat a nightmare every day. In that dream, you have to leave me once a day. But my spirit seems to be getting worse and worse. Even if I hold on, I will do it again Fall asleep."

"I thought of my adoptive father, he is a good blacksmith, if he is still alive, I will trick him into a lock for me, tell him that I have someone I love, and say that we will be together forever. Good luck."

"I will not let you run away, I will be chained with you, we wear the same set of shackles, you can not leave me a step. I guess I am in chains, from the dawn to the end of the year, maybe I can still be with you Let's watch the snow. It will only wrong you, and you must be unwilling."

"But I gave you a chance before. You didn't leave at that time. Now I can't control whether you are willing or not. Do you know what I'm thinking while standing here waiting for you?"

"I hate myself. I didn't notice why you went out. I would suddenly feel that I was dirty, no different from those rats that grew up eating carrion. Sometimes I only felt clean when I secretly glanced at you. I Waiting for you, if you still haven't come back before dark, I'll go find you."

"I believe that I will be able to find you. When I find you, I will punish you. There are many interesting things that I was reluctant to do before. This time I will definitely have fun, so that your eyes are more wet than now, and you are sobbing. , will you cry and say that you never dare to leave me again. But you are more likely to choke and say that you want to kill me, which is also very good. "

"Will you kill me? Maybe. Tell me something you don't know. The reason why I have lived until now is that I am very sensitive to other people's killing intent. When I first met, there were a few moments, You thought about killing me, right?"

"I was still? Surprised, but it was brilliant."

The author has something to say: Sorry for the long wait.