it's dark, coax me

Gu Xiu subconsciously opened his mouth, was slightly burned, and immediately tilted his neck back, avoiding the skewers around his mouth.

The skewers have been drying for a while, and they won't get too hot, not to the extent that they can burn people.

Zhou Xing asked with a smile: "What are you thinking about so preoccupied? If it's hot, blow it on before eating."

Gu Xiu took the skewers from Zhou Xing's hand, really obediently blew on the skewers, and then took a light bite.

Zhou Xing watched him eat with a smile.

Gu Xiu already realized that he was falling ill again, and it really didn't work if he didn't take the medicine. After going out in the morning, his mood was always wrong, and it was finally relieved at noon and afternoon, but now it became more serious.

He should have come out with the medicine.

Fortunately, it's time to go back after dinner, and it won't be long.

In such a short time, everyone's table has become full.

Roasted chicken that is charred on the outside and tender on the inside, golden potato cakes, various cold dishes, washed and cut fruits, together with drinks and various skewers, it looks really appetizing.

Zheng Yan smiled and asked: "Let's have a drink together? Why don't you go back at night, just sleep here together, and go back tomorrow."

After Zheng Yan finished speaking, he asked the boss: "Is there enough room for us?"

"Enough, the rooms are empty."

Qian Jing laughed and said, "We can do whatever we want."

Meng Ze sighed, "I can't, I have to go back, I have something to do tomorrow."

Zheng Yan looked at Zhou Xing, "Brother Zhou, what about you?"

Zhou Xing heard the words and looked in Gu Xiu's direction.

Gu Xiu didn't want to spoil the atmosphere, but it's time for him to take his medicine, "I..."

Seeing his hesitation, Zhou Xing smiled and said, "I have to go back too, I have something to do tomorrow."

"What's the matter?"

Zhou Xing avoided answering, and continued: "Besides, if I don't go back, Zhang Wanwan must eat everything that can be eaten here tonight."

Zhang Wanwan was gnawing on a bone, when Zhou Xing said it, he let out a 'woof'.

This is a false accusation, a blatant false accusation.

Seeing that Zhou Xing insisted on leaving, everyone didn't persuade him anymore.

Several people opened several bottles of cold beer one after another. Except for Meng Ze and Zhou Xing who needed to drive back, each of them put a bottle in front of them, while Meng Ze and Zhou Xing put drinks in front of them.

Zheng Yan raised his glass, "Come on, let's have a drink together."

Everyone raised their glasses after hearing the words.

Gu Xiu wanted to drink very much at the moment, but in the end reason prevailed. He was afraid that he would lose control after drinking, so he only took a sip.

After everyone clinked glasses, Zhou Xing turned his head and asked, "Don't you want to drink? How about I change it for you?"

"No need." After a pause, Gu Xiu said again: "Forget it, I don't drink well, so let's change."

Zhou Xingxiao said, "It's okay, drink as much as you want, I will definitely take you back home."

"I'm noisy when I'm drunk."

"Well, it's fine."

"Come on, let's have a toast to our new friend. Brother Zhou's friend is our friend. I hope you have a good time this time. You can come here anytime if you want to. We still have a lot of delicious and fun things here."

Gu Xiu's words were interrupted by Zheng Yan, he raised his wine glass, clinked a glass with Zheng Yan, and both of them had sex.

Seeing this, Qian Jing smiled and said, "You don't respect yourself, don't you? Doesn't this leave us all behind?"

Meng Ze smiled and said, "That's right, I'll just bring a drink with me, and respect Gu Xiu."

Gu Xiu and Meng Ze had a drink.

"Hey, let me say, I just finished talking about being together, why did you pay respects alone again, did you two do it on purpose? Did you do it on purpose?"

Meng Ze and Zheng Yan watched Qian Jing jumping with a smile, and Zhang Hui finally said, "Okay, let's just pay respects later and it's over, let people take it easy, don't really get drunk."

The crowd laughed.

Generally speaking, two glasses of beer wouldn't really make people drunk, but Gu Xiu just said that he can't drink well, and now everyone is empty stomach, Zhou Xing also thinks it's better to wait to drink, so he motioned to Gu Xiu to eat first.

After the sunset, the boss turned on the lights. There are small colored lights outside here. When these small lights are turned on, they look like a star, which is really beautiful.

Everyone chatted while eating, and three hours passed in the blink of an eye.

Gu Xiu's drinking capacity was exactly as he said, after drinking a bottle of beer, he was already drunk, his eyes were blurred, and his expression began to be dazed.

Seeing that it was getting late and everyone had almost eaten, Zhou Xing proposed to go back first.

Meng Ze followed the proposal and walked together.

Zhou Xing first brought Zhang Wanwan into the car, and then helped Gu Xiu to stand up.

Seeing that Gu Xiu could not stand still, Zhou Xing simply picked him up and put him in the co-pilot's seat, and fastened his seat belt.

Then he put the crutches back on the car, greeted everyone, and walked back with Gu Xiu.

Zhou Xing looked sideways at Gu Xiu, he just lowered his gaze at the moment, his face was expressionless, if it wasn't for his eyes, he wouldn't be able to tell if he was drunk or in a daze.

Gu Xiu said before that he was drunk and noisy, but Zhou Xing didn't see where he was noisy.

The off-road vehicle was driving smoothly on the road. There were few people and cars in this area. There was no one else on the road except them. It could be said that it was too quiet.

Zhou Xing turned on the music on the car.

Gu Xiu looked out the window, and said after a while, "Zhou Xing, I feel bad."

Zhou Xing slowed down the car, opened the window, and asked, "Do you feel like throwing up? Does this make you feel better?"

Gu Xiu still said, "I feel uncomfortable."

Zhou Xing thought for a while, stopped the car on the side of the road, and then asked, "Get out of the car to get some air, and leave later?"

"Ah."

After Gu Xiu said 'um', he sat in the car without moving.

Zhou Xing got out of the car, opened the door for Gu Xiu, unbuckled his seat belt, and helped Gu Xiu get out of the car.

He originally wanted to take the crutches over to support Gu Xiu, but he thought that Gu Xiu could hold his body steady now, if he lost his balance and fell, he might as well just lean on him, so he simply didn't take it. .

Zhou Xing helped Gu Xiu to walk to the side of the road, the night breeze was blowing, which could somewhat relieve the hangover.

The two stood quietly for a while, Zhou Xing asked Gu Xiu, "Do you feel better?"

Gu Xiu didn't speak.

The mountain wind at night in autumn was somewhat cool, Zhou Xing asked again: "Is it cold? Do you want to go back to the car?"

"Do not."

Zhou Xing couldn't tell whether he was saying he was not cold or not going back to the car, and he was fine now, so he simply split the two sentences and asked again.

"a little cold."

"Not going back to the car."

This review gives a definite answer.

Zhou Xing took off his coat and put it on for Gu Xiu, then said: "How about sitting by the side of the road for a while?"

There are a few big stones on the side of the road, which is convenient for sitting.

Gu Xiu nodded.

Zhou Xing helped Gu Xiu to sit down on the rock.

Gu Xiu looked at the sky, and said after a while: "The stars have become smaller."

"Huh?" Zhou Xing didn't understand, "Is there a time when the stars are big?"

"It was quite big just now."

Zhou Xing laughed, "That's a lamp."

"No."

"Okay, if you say no, then it's not."

"Have you always been like this?"

"How?"

Gu Xiu was silent for a while and then said: "You are so powerful, you can do everything very well, it seems that there is nothing you can't do, you can't do well."

"How come?" Zhou Xing smiled, "Where did you know I'm good? I'm just a rough man with no culture, and my physical strength is not bad, and I know some life skills. How can I be so good?"

"Much stronger than me."

"That's a specialization in art. If you ask me to write a book, I can't write it. The longest thing I have ever written is an [-]-word composition."

"That's all I can do, but I can't write now, Zhou Xing, I'm a waste, I can't do anything, I'm still sick."

"Do not say that."

Gu Xiu continued: "I have depression, sometimes I have a lot of hallucinations, I can't tell what is real and what is fake, I also have dissociative disorder, I will suddenly find myself appearing In a strange place, doing something I don’t know.”

"I don't want to take medicine. After taking medicine, my brain will react very slowly, but if I don't take medicine, the situation will get worse."

"In the first year of high school, I could do math problems without writing the process, and directly calculate the final result in my head. After reading an article several times, I could memorize it. In the second year of high school, I started to take medicine, and in the third year of high school, I spent half a month. I can’t even memorize an article, and sometimes I can’t even do the math with addition and subtraction within [-]…”

"I fell from the 21st grade in the first grade to the [-]th grade. I spent all my energy and only passed the second grade. Even so, I couldn't finish my studies and failed to graduate..."

"I have achieved nothing in my life... I thought that after the illness was cured, I could finally be a normal person, but I didn't expect to have a relapse..."

"My life really is like a joke."

Zhou Xing only knew about Xie Jie's illness from Xie Jie's mouth, but he didn't know that the side effects of taking medicine could be so serious.

He knew about Gu Xiu’s dropping out of university. He only thought it was a genius’ conceit and maverick. After all, many geniuses including Bill Gates had done this before. Now he knew that all of this was because of no choice. .

"You look at me."

Gu Xiu stared at him blankly.

Zhou Xing said: "Don't talk about yourself like that, don't belittle yourself, you are fine."

Gu Xiu lowered his eyes, looking lonely and desperate.

Zhou Xing extinguished the cigarette in his hand and gave him a hug.

Zhou Xing's embrace was very warm, Gu Xiu felt the warmth from Zhou Xing's body, and said in a low voice, "You know, I'm still gay, the kind that likes men."

Obviously greedy for this embrace, greedy for Zhou Xing's kindness to him, but couldn't help but want Zhou Xing to see his bloody inside.

You see, I am sick.

I am useless.

I lost even my only means of survival.

I also like men.

It's disgusting.