it's dark, coax me

Zhou Xing soon came back with two ice creams, Gu Xiu and Zhou Xing each took one, and walked towards the exit of the amusement park while eating.

Zhou Xing is a fast eater, when the two of them walked to the door, Gu Xiu had only eaten half of the ice cream, and he had already eaten the whole ice cream.

There were a lot of people coming to the amusement park, and the parking space was quite tight. Just now, the two of them parked their cars a little farther away.

Thinking of playing all afternoon, he was somewhat tired, so Zhou Xing said: "You wait for me here, I will drive the car over."

Gu Xiu nodded.

Zhou Xing's figure quickly disappeared into the crowd.

At this moment, a male voice suddenly sounded behind Gu Xiu, "Gu Xiu?"

When Gu Xiu turned his head, he saw a black camera pointing at him.

The one holding the camera was a bald man with a crooked mouth who looked to be in his 30s.

There has been a lot of speculation about him recently, and the current situation does not surprise Gu Xiu.

The man asked, "Is everything on the Internet true? Are you unable to read or write because of depression?"

Gu Xiu looked at the man in front of him through the sunglasses, and said indifferently: "I don't accept your interview, please stop filming."

The man ignored Gu Xiu's words, and his question became more acute, "I consulted a psychiatrist, and he said that in the 20 years since he practiced medicine, he has never found anyone unable to read because of depression. Your depression Maybe it's true, but what about the others?"

He took two steps forward, used the camera to take a close-up of Gu Xiu's face, and continued: "I heard that you tried to escape the final exam under the pretext of depression when you were in college, but the teacher found out that it was not true. In the end, you were expelled from school, do you want to escape by the same means this time?"

The ice cream melted, and the juice dripped onto Gu Xiu's palm, cold and sticky.

At this moment, Gu Xiu only felt that the ice cream he had just eaten sent out bursts of coolness in his internal organs.

"Do you feel that depression excuses everything you do?"

A few minutes later, Zhou Xing ran into Gu Xiu on the road, and he asked with a smile, "Why didn't you wait for me at the same place?"

Gu Xiu didn't speak.

Zhou Xing noticed the traces of ice cream on Gu Xiu's hands, and took a wet tissue and handed it to him.

Gu Xiu lowered his head and wiped his hands.

The sunglasses blocked half of Gu Xiu's face, Zhou Xing failed to notice his abnormality, and continued to ask, "Do you have dinner outside? Or do you want to eat at home?"

"Home."

"Okay, do you want to go to the supermarket together?"

"I'm a bit tired."

Zhou Xing nodded, "Okay, then I'll take you back first."

In the car, Gu Xiu didn't speak any more, just closed his eyes and slightly squinted.

Zhou Xing didn't bother him when he saw this, he just closed the car window.

Zhou Xing parked the car in the underground garage, and went home with Gu Xiu before going shopping again.

Gu Xiu was in a bad mood and couldn't lift his spirits. After dinner, he took medicine early and went to bed early in the name of being tired.

After tidying up, Zhou Xing went to Gu Xiu's room lightly, and saw that he was really asleep, so he also went back to his room.

Zhou Xing woke up at five o'clock in the morning the next day under the action of his biological clock.

There was the sound of pattering rain outside.

Zhou Xing opened the curtains and looked outside, only to see that the sky outside was gloomy, with heavy rain pouring down, accompanied by bursts of thunder.

This kind of rain is usually a thunderstorm. After a while, he picked up his phone and looked at it. Sure enough, the weather forecast showed that the rain would stop around seven o'clock.

He got up, thinking that Gu Xiu was afraid of thunder, so he went to Gu Xiu's room to look again.

Gu Xiu frowned, it was true that he did not sleep well.

Zhou Xing sat beside Gu Xiu's bed, covered Gu Xiu with the quilt, and then stretched out his hand to gently caress between his brows, smoothing his frowning brows.

Gu Xiu seemed to feel the touch, he grabbed Zhou Xing's hand, hugged his hand and the quilt in his arms, and continued to sleep.

Zhou Xing looked at Gu Xiu quietly, Gu Xiu was sleeping like a child, he curled up his whole body, this is a very insecure sleeping position.

Zhou Xing sat beside Gu Xiu's bed for a while, until the thunder outside gradually disappeared, then he got up and left Gu Xiu's room to wash up.

When Gu Xiu woke up, the rain outside had stopped, and the sky was still gloomy.

Gu Xiu took the phone and looked at the time, but was surprised to see that Xie Jie had sent a message at seven o'clock in the morning.

His message only had one sentence, "Have you seen the content on Weibo?"

Gu Xiu hasn't read the news on Weibo these days, and since he released the clarification last time, he hasn't even thought about it.

"I'll go and have a look." Gu Xiu opened Weibo after replying to the message, and then vaguely saw that his name was listed on the trending search, and the content was vaguely #许修借症病病为精考，打打报道#.

When Gu Xiu saw the title, he immediately thought of the reporter who blocked him at the entrance of the amusement park yesterday.

After clicking into the hot search content, I found that it was as expected.

This person posted several videos in a row, and Gu Xiu roughly flipped through them.

The first video shows him and Zhou Xing in the amusement park. The other party followed them and took a lot of shots. They edited the clips of him laughing together. The man commented on the edited content at the end: "I ran into a writer with depression in the amusement park today. Gu Xiu, can people with depression laugh so happily? Isn't depression an excuse?"

It wasn't until this moment that Gu Xiu realized that this person had followed them all the way, and Zhou Xing's face was obviously captured in some of the content he filmed.

This so-called reporter is very good at hype, and there are several content one after another below.

There are interviews with his college classmates, asking him about dropping out of school.

Gu Xiu only glanced at it, and he roughly understood why the man asked him if he used depression as an excuse to escape the final exam when he was in college.

Gu Xiu continued to scroll down, and after that was the video of the two meeting at the entrance of the amusement park.

In the video, Gu Xiu can be seen throwing the ice cream in his hand at him, and there is also a shot of him falling to the ground and Gu Xiu waving his crutch at him.

A photo of his injury was added at the end of the video.

This person actually has the time to beautify the photo. The man in the photo is very handsome. It is far from the crooked bald man I saw before. If you don't look carefully, you really can't tell that it is the same person. But even if the P picture P becomes like this, you can still see a large area of ​​scratches on his forehead in the photo.

I think that the hot search topic came from here.

Perhaps it should be fortunate that Gu Xiu couldn't see the comments below clearly at this moment.

【Laughing so happily, I think he doesn't seem to be sick, I'm afraid he's just pretending to be sick, trying to fool around with the ghostwriting thing? 】

[He actually dared to beat up the reporter, what a big face, who gave him the guts? 】

[True depression won’t be mentioned on the Internet. I saw that he said it openly on the Internet, so I knew it must be false. 】

[If something goes wrong, they say they have depression. I think these people are pretending. Otherwise, why are they so unified, and when something goes wrong, they say they have depression. I think depression is some kind of panacea. 】

[No, as if depression is a gold medal for avoiding death, it's ridiculous.Now it is a person who says that he has depression. This depression is terrible, it is like a brick, and he can move it wherever he needs it. 】

[If you want me to say that these literati are pretentious, why are they depressed?Do you use depression as an excuse when you are in a bad mood, or do you use depression as an excuse when you encounter things that you can't handle?It's a joke to let other people understand yourself at every turn, as if it's easy for anyone in this world. 】

【It’s really depression, I’ve committed suicide a long time ago, how could I still be smiling so much, you say you’re depressed, prove it to us. 】

【Stop using depression as a shield, what depression?You, a great writer, can easily make so much money by writing a book, so you can be depressed?Then I have three thousand a month, the old and the young, and the 996 people every day, can I still live? 】

[The psychological quality of people nowadays is really poor. They get depressed when they encounter something. People of our generation went to the mountains and went to the countryside. We didn’t suffer. Why didn’t we hear that a few people were depressed at that time? Syndrome? 】

[I think it’s too idle. Writers don’t have to go to work every day. They have nothing to do every day and think too much every day. It’s not because they want to be depressed. 】

[Da Yuan is right, there are so many people with depression, don’t they all look like normal people except for taking medicine?The eldest sister in my company is depressed, and she didn't say she couldn't read and write.They still work as an accountant, and the work is fine, without any mistakes. 】

[Joke, when the announcement was made before, so many people spoke up for Gu Xiu.I didn't believe it from the beginning, and I was depressed and couldn't read?It's just depression, and it's not that he's blind. Even the experts said that he had never encountered such a symptom, so he asked Gu Xiu if he would slap him in the face? 】

Xie Jie called Gu Xiu in a hurry after receiving Gu Xiu's reply, trying to ask him not to read it, but it was obviously a step too late, as Gu Xiu had already finished reading it.

Gu Xiu's tone was unexpectedly calm, and he asked, "How do you plan to deal with the current situation?"

Xie Jie is also full of brains at the moment, he really did not expect such a sudden change in things.

He originally thought that after explaining Gu Xiu's diagnosis certificate and the specific situation, everyone would know the truth, those nonsense would gradually dissolve, and the heat of this matter would gradually decrease.

But I didn't expect such a thing to happen in just one day.

This person obviously posted this news on purpose at one o'clock in the middle of the night. At that time, he was already asleep and couldn't see it in time. After a night of fermentation, too many people have seen this content by now. had a great impact.

He only found out about this situation when he called from the publishing house at six o'clock in the morning. He had already reported this 'Dayuan' account in the name of spreading rumors and slander, and tried to delete the posts he posted through the platform. up.

But there is no guarantee that it will be successful, and even if it is successfully deleted, so many people have seen it now, and there is such a high popularity, it is not just deletion that can solve all problems.

Xie Jie asked: "Is the content on the video true? Did you do anything to him?"

Gu Xiu sneered, "You said to hit him with ice cream? Really. But if I say what I can do to him, that would be an overestimation of me. Don't forget that I'm a cripple now. He really ran away from me." Can you catch him? I just waved my crutches and gestured at him, and he fell by himself."

Xie Jie got Gu Xiu's reply and gained confidence, "It seems that it was edited maliciously. Places like the entrance of amusement parks are usually monitored. I will adjust the monitoring to dispel the rumors."

"I'm sorry to cause you trouble again." Gu Xiu said.

Xie Jie hurriedly said: "It's okay, it's not your fault, there are always people who are greedy for profit and use various things to attract attention..."

"What do you need me to do?"

Xie Jie paused.

Comments on Gu Xiu's Weibo are also increasing rapidly. Xie Jie has Gu Xiu's Weibo account password in his hand. Before that, he directly logged into Gu Xiu's account to send a clarification message on his behalf. Now he directly edited it. Account settings, only those who have followed for more than seven days can comment, and the comment selection has been activated, temporarily controlling comments.

But this alone is not enough, the best state is for Gu Xiu to stand up and talk about this matter openly...

Xie Jie really didn't want Gu Xiu to face this matter at this time, but everyone was clamoring for Gu Xiu to come forward and explain. At this time, he really had no better way.

The stigma of depression has always existed, and Xie Jie didn't want Gu Xiu to expose his bloody wound to everyone around him.

But now that the situation has become like this, the previous piece of paper proved to be of little use at this time. If Gu Xiu didn't stand up and say something by himself, it would be difficult to easily discuss this matter again. press down.

Xie Jie tentatively asked such a question, and Gu Xiu answered, "I see, I will broadcast a live broadcast later to clarify the matter."

At this point in the matter, if an effective clarification cannot be made, it will not only affect his reputation and the sales volume of the publishing house, those friends who have stood up for him, those readers who trust him... what he should give Everyone explained.

The more Xie Jie heard him say such things in a flat tone, the more uneasy he felt, and immediately asked: "That's what I said, and you don't have to be like this. As long as you get the surveillance, the rest will be easy."

Gu Xiu lit a cigarette, "I'm fine. Did you know that a person suffering from depression is like a roller coaster? Sometimes they will fall into an unprecedented trough, and taking antidepressant drugs is like giving the peak Like setting two hurdles at both ends of the human body, the emotions are placed within a safe and stable range. Within this range, people will neither feel too happy nor too sad, and all emotions are Stable and controllable. 【Note 1】”

"That's how I am now, if you're worried about what I'm going to do because of the comments, you don't have to, it's to be expected. I never thought they would believe me in the first place, I just wanted to I just want to give an explanation to those who believe in me."

"It doesn't really matter what I am. Does anyone really think that an author who has lost his literary talent, suffers from depression and can't write is better than an author whose writing level has declined and finds a ghostwriter?"

"It doesn't make a difference to those who join in the fun, it's human nature."

"Compared with seeing a person stepping out of the mud and stepping towards success step by step, they would rather see a glamorous person fall from the altar. Going out is the source of bad news spreading thousands of miles, and people have preferred to hear scandals since ancient times."

Xie Jie sighed, not knowing what to say for a while.

After Gu Xiu finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and when he walked to the door, he saw Zhou Xing busy making breakfast.

Gu Xiu stared at Zhou Xing for a while, then got up to wash up.

The two had breakfast together. After breakfast, Gu Xiu returned to his room and was looking for a mobile phone holder when his mobile phone rang again.

He picked up the phone, thinking it was Xie Jie's call, but when he checked, he found that it was Gu Wenlin calling.

It's been several days since the last incident, during which time they didn't care about him except sending a message to accuse him at the beginning, and now that such news came out on the Internet, Gu Wenlin's call suddenly came, It's ridiculous to think about it.

He answered the phone, and Gu Wenlin's voice came from the phone, "Gu Xiu, are you home?"

"what happened?"

"Did you say you were home first?"

Gu Xiu subconsciously replied, "Not here."

Now that Zhou Xing is here, he doesn't want anyone to disturb him.

Gu Wenlin continued to ask: "Not at home, where are you when you are not at home?"

"Say something."

"What's your attitude, no matter where you are, you go home first, we will go to your house to find you..."

"What do you want me to do?"

Gu Wenlin was silent for a moment.

Gu Xiu felt even more irritable, "Don't say hang up."

"Look at what you have become now! When I saw the clarification on the Internet, your mother and I felt sorry for you and shouldn't doubt you, but you can see for yourself the current situation!"

"Before you were making trouble at home, it was fine to smash things, but now you have started beating people. If you continue like this, what should you do?"

"I've discussed it with your mother. If it doesn't work, you can go to the mental hospital for treatment for a period of time, and come out after your condition improves..."

There was a lot of speculation about Gu Xiu on the Internet, which was really not very pleasant, and it also brought them a lot of trouble. Facing such a situation, they all found it difficult.

If you let it go like this, you still don't know what will happen. In contrast, sending him to a mental hospital is more reassuring.

Gu Xiu sneered, he really shouldn't have any expectations of them, "I won't go, I won't go anywhere."

"It's beyond your control. The people in the hospital are already heading towards you, and we are also rushing there. Gu Xiu, listen to me, don't be stubborn, we are all for your own good."

Gu Xiu hung up the phone.

For his good.

Gu Xiu suddenly felt like laughing, but his smile didn't reach his eyes.

A mentally ill person is a person without civil capacity or with limited capacity for civil conduct. He cannot have complete freedom even if he is an adult. In this case, if his guardian insists on sending him to a mental hospital, he It is impossible to resist, who would listen to a mental patient?

Under the tree outside the window, an old man was walking the birds with a birdcage.

The old man has gray hair and is walking around chatting with people with a birdcage in his hand. He looks quite relaxed.

Gu Xiu stared at the bird that was bouncing up and down in the cage and singing from time to time, and felt that he was like the bird in the cage. People around him were looking at him with strange eyes. Watch him, tease him, laugh at him all you want.

He was trapped in that cage, unable to survive or die.

His body is not free, nor is his spirit free.

He looked at the window, and for a moment, he wanted to jump off, but he still controlled himself after all, he couldn't hurt Zhou Xing.

He took out various medicines and poured them into his mouth, took a sip of water, and washed them down.

Gu Xiu opened the door.

After Zhou Xing washed the dishes and chopsticks, he washed some fruits. He turned to see Gu Xiu, brought the fruits over, and said with a smile, "Come and eat some fruits."

"Zhou Xing, my parents are coming over, it's inconvenient for me to keep you here."

Zhou Xing paused.

Gu Xiu continued: "I saw your car in the parking lot. I knew you were worried about me, so you came to take care of me. You have also seen my current state. I am fine, so you don't have to worry about it. Yes, you go back."

Zhou Xing looked at Gu Xiu, what he wanted to say at this moment.

Gu Xiu took a step forward and continued: "I heard what Meng Ze said to you that day. He was actually right. It is not a good thing to get involved with a mental patient after all. What he said was for your own good, and we also It's really not the same kind of people..."

Zhou Xing interrupted Gu Xiu, "I didn't mean that, I just..."

Gu Xiu interrupted Zhou Xing, "But I am."

Gu Xiu passed the gift box in his hand to Zhou Xing, "This is for you, keep it as a souvenir, don't come to me again, we are not from the same world."

My world is sinking, and yours is when the sun rises.

May you take my blessings and live this life well.

Zhou Xing didn't know how he left Gu Xiu's house, until he sat on the off-road vehicle, Zhou Xing still couldn't calm down.

They are not people of one world.

These words echoed in his mind repeatedly, which only made him feel his heart throbbing.

He gripped the steering wheel with both hands, but didn't start the car. He just sat there for a long time.

Gu Xiu turned on the live broadcast after Zhou Xing left.

His gaze seemed to be looking at the camera, or through the lens, looking into the distance.

He said to the camera: "I'm Gu Xiu. During this period of time, my affairs have been aroused. I think it's time for me to stand up and say something."

"My depression didn't happen all of a sudden. I was diagnosed with depression when I was a sophomore in high school. When my mother learned that I was diagnosed with depression, the first thing she said to me was, 'Shame on me. ’, I always remember the feeling at that time, and I always feel that depression is a particularly shameful thing.”

"Since then, I have not been able to attend classes normally like other students. I have to go to the hospital twice a week, once to attend psychological treatment, and once to the hospital to prescribe medicine. Whether it is prescribing medicine or psychotherapy, only Can take up time from Monday to Friday, so I'm always out of school two afternoons a week..."

"The hospital I was going to see was far away from home because neither my father nor my mother wanted others to know that they had a son who was suffering from depression."

"I hid those medicines in my schoolbag. I didn't want people to know that I had depression, so I often hid in the bathroom or on the roof of the teaching building. I took those medicines when no one saw me. I took the medicine. But they still found the medicine in my schoolbag and found out that I was a depression patient. They began to laugh at me openly, mock me, and sarcasm me. They would throw away my homework and write on the blackboard Gu Xiu is suffering from depression, and would tell my face that I am mentally ill. 【Note 2】”

"School violence has become a hot word these years, and it has gradually become known to the world, but when I was in school, no one cared about school violence at all, and no one would believe it. How could anyone believe a group of underage How can an innocent child have such great malice against another person of the same age? 【Note 2】”

"My mother is a teacher. She couldn't accept this. She didn't want to admit her failure in education, and she was afraid that others would say that she couldn't educate her own children well. So when she learned that I was suffering from The year I had depression put me in the hands of my father, whom I had never met."

"Forgot to say, my father and my mother divorced shortly after I was born because my father cheated."

"My father remarried with the person he cheated on very quickly, and they had a son soon after marriage."

"My mother has always hoped that I can surpass him and let my father see how good I am, so that my father will regret it. But maybe God is destined, I am an ordinary person, and I can't fulfill my mother's wish .”

"I lost to him again and again, so my mother disappointed me again and again, and whenever this happened, she would beat and scold me and punish me. I was very inferior because of this, until now I sometimes I will also feel very low self-esteem, feel that I am a waste of nothing, can't help crying, will pinch out patches of bruises on my arms in self-punishment, will hide in a dark room and dare not go out, will feel The whole world is laughing at me."

"After so many years, until now I gradually understand that each of us is an independent individual. We don't need to compare with anyone, especially there is no need to compare our shortcomings with other people's strengths. This is not a good thing in itself. It is a fair game. And everyone has to live their own life. The lives of others have nothing to do with themselves. No matter how a person spends his life, as long as he feels that his life is fulfilling and meaningful, Will suffice."

"If my mother is strict with me and keeps suppressing me, then my father is just the opposite. I moved to my father's house, only to know that there is another kind of harm in the world, that is, no one cares. you."

"No one cares about you, no one talks to you, no one looks at you, everyone is ignoring you. You know you are alive, but you just don't feel yourself. That feeling is like you Turned into a cloud of air, no one can see you, no matter what you say or do, cry and make a scene or whatever, you will not get even the slightest reaction."

"I lived this kind of transparent life for two full years. During those two years, my only wish was to be admitted to a university and leave this home. Later, I really realized it. The school I was admitted to was not a good one, but even That way, I could get away from it all, and that was the best thing that could have happened to me at the time."

"But it turns out that things don't always go smoothly."

"My sophomore year when my depression got worse and I had my first problems with reading and writing, I couldn't read the words. Every time I saw the words, the words twisted and it felt like It was the words that turned into a puddle of ink in front of me, and the more I tried to figure out what those words were, the more uncomfortable I would be, with dizziness, headaches, and nausea. This symptom lasted for a whole semester, until the exam was approaching At that time, I went to the hospital to issue a certificate, and I got it in front of the class teacher, hoping to take a break from school for a while..."

"I still remember his reaction when he saw the certificate... Later, I just dropped out and left the school."

"I know that many people present may have watched the interview video of 'Dayuan'. The person in the video is indeed my classmate, and his views are those of many classmates at that time. I was eager to be understood. , I realized after this that, except for a small number of doctors, most people have no way to understand you. 【Note 2】”

"In fact, even a doctor can't empathize with your pain. Each of us is an isolated island. No one can completely understand another person and empathize with another person's pain unless he is also in his own body. experienced the same pain. 【Note 2】”

"During the two years I was in college, I worked odd jobs everywhere, until one day two years later, I suddenly discovered that I could read and write again, and my depression symptoms began to suddenly improve. That's when I wrote The book "Grey Fog" has embarked on the road of writing."

"I know that many people still don't believe what I said today, and think that I am faking, exaggerating, and clearing my name. But no, I stand here today and say that all this is not for sympathy, It’s not to prove anything, because stigma is nothing compared to not being able to write, and there is nothing that can punish a writer more than not being able to write.”

"This world has never lacked good and evil. They are like sunshine and shadows. They appear together in this world and live together. It's just that some people are born lucky, and most of them feel the goodwill of others. They live in a In a happy and complete family, they have never received any harsh treatment or guilt since they were young. They are born with complete happiness, while others have received malice from others because of illness, poverty, appearance and other reasons.【 Note 2]"

"In this world, kindness and fairness are always relative. The kindness and evil between people are sometimes so pure that there is no reason, so pure that it is unimaginable. People who have more malice than good intentions will eventually have to digest it by themselves. 【Note 2】”

"I just hope that you don't trap yourself in malice, unable to get out like me, and trapped in pain."

"Today I tell about my experience and about depression, just to let more people know about this disease and this state. I know that I have no ability to change the world, but I still hope to do something."

"If you are also a depression patient, I hope you can persevere, don't give up, and fight for yourself again."

"If you have depression patients around you, if these people are your family members, relatives, friends, classmates, I hope you can be more understanding and tolerant to them, help them as much as you can, and give them a little life courage."

After Gu Xiu said this, he ended the live broadcast directly. He had already said everything he wanted to say, and everything after that had nothing to do with him.

The sound of an ambulance has already sounded downstairs.

How ridiculous, the ambulance is not only for the treatment of critically ill patients, even a mental patient with intact body and limbs like him should be sent to a mental hospital by labor ambulance.

Gu Xiu went to the door and changed his shoes, and accidentally saw the rabbit hair accessory that Zhou Xing gave him earlier, he put the hair accessory on his head, then stepped on the elevator and walked to the top floor.

The top floor was quiet and empty, with the wind blowing all around, he quietly looked at the busy ambulance personnel below.

Just jump from here and it's all over.

And at this moment, suddenly an ambulanceman below looked up and saw Gu Xiu, and immediately let out an exclamation.

Gu Wenlin and Gong Lihua were originally standing beside the medical staff, but when they looked up, they realized that the person standing on the roof was Gu Xiu, and they also shouted.

The building was too high, Gu Xiu couldn't hear what they said clearly.

He stood there feeling the direction of the wind for a while, and couldn't help thinking of Zhou Xing. He should be on his way back now...

Zhou Xing sat in the driver's seat for a long time, and suddenly, he thought of the gift box that Gu Xiugang gave him.

He opened the gift box and saw a music box inside.

The music box is in the style of an antique record player.

Zhou Xing turned the handle at the back, and soon, a piece of music he had never heard flowed out slowly.

He listened for a while, and found that the integrated box under the music box was actually a small drawer. He pulled out the drawer, and saw a bank card and a USB flash drive inside, and the back of the bank card was written with a black signature pen. password.

half an hour ago.

Gu Xiu hung up Gu Wenlin's phone, looked around the room, and finally took down the music box that was wrapped in a gift box from the table.

He pulled out the USB flash drive on the computer, put the USB flash drive in, and then took out the bank card from his wallet. He took the signature pen and wrote down the password on the back of the bank card.

The USB flash drive contains all the things he has written over the years. This is the last imprint he left in this world, the trace of his existence.

And the bank card is all his current savings.

This is all he has.

Gu Wenlin has a lot of money, so he doesn't need to give anything back.

Moreover, what Gu Wenlin gave him was pitifully small, and he didn't feel the need to keep anything for him.

As for Gong Lihua, this house will be left to her, which can be regarded as repaying her gift of childbearing.

That was all he had left at the end of his life.

Zhou Xing reacted suddenly when he saw the things in the drawer of the music box, and he quickly ran to the elevator.

For the past two days, he lived at Gu Xiu's side. In order to make it easier for him to come in and out, Gu Xiu had already told him the password of the gate.

He entered the password to open the door of Gu Xiu's room, but found that it was empty and there was no one there.

He heard the noise downstairs, hurriedly looked out the window, and saw a group of people looking up towards the direction of the roof.

When Zhou Xing arrived, there were already a few medical staff standing on the top floor, but they were all far away from Gu Xiu, and they obviously didn't dare to approach him for fear of alarming him.

Gu Xiu had already stood on the low guardrail, and if he took another step forward, he would be lost forever.

"Gu Xiu." Zhou Xing called out.

Gu Xiu's body shook, he turned his head slowly, and saw Zhou Xing who should have left earlier.

Gu Xiu was silent for a moment and then said, "I don't want you to see me like this, so let's go."

Zhou Xing didn't leave, but walked towards Gu Xiu's position step by step.

Gu Xiu's position is very dangerous, he looked at Zhou Xing, "This is dangerous, don't come here again."

Zhou Xing did not stop, he said calmly, "Gu Xiu, I will accompany you."

The phrase "I'll accompany you" made Gu Xiu stand still in place. He was not afraid of his own death, but he didn't want to drag Zhou Xing along.

As Zhou Xing approached him, he continued: "Gu Xiu, I regret it. When you asked me if I liked you that day, I should have told you, I like you, I love you. But I didn't have the courage I told you this, so I chose not to answer."

"I told Meng Ze that we are not the same kind of people, because I don't think I am worthy of you. I am basically a farmer with no skills who makes a living by farming. How can I say I like you..."

"When you said you were going home, I wanted to stop you. Your legs haven't healed yet. Last time you were punished because Xie Jie mentioned his family.