On Monday morning, Ren Youran first took Yao Yuan to the Third City Hospital to find out about the situation with Lan Xi's attending doctor.At the same time, Yan Gui received a call from the air-conditioning repair shop, informing her that the urgent air-conditioning repair had failed, and it was certain that the air-conditioning was damaged by man.Someone poured a lot of water into the air conditioner, causing the main board to burn and short circuit directly.
Since then, Yan Gui has finally confirmed that Lan Xi's death time has been artificially delayed.Her death time should be before eight o'clock, but because the air conditioner blows warm air overnight, the ambient temperature rises, which affects the judgment of the body temperature.Su Lie, as her cohabiting lover, knew that she hadn't eaten after noon that day, and the contents of her stomach were empty. The police could not judge the time of death based on the contents of her stomach.
Yan Gui contacted Ren Youran by phone, intending to tell her about the matter, but he didn't expect Ren Youran to tell her a piece of news first.
"Lan Xi's psychiatrist said that her condition worsened at the beginning of this year because she was raped by Zhou Xuanrui."
Ren Youran's voice was very heavy, and she could tell that she was in a bad mood. Yan Gui listened in a daze, and felt her heart was being clenched, stuffy and uncomfortable.
"Go to the hotel to find Su Lie." Ren Youran sighed: "Take her back to the bureau for questioning."
What they didn't expect was that before they had time to set off, the bureau received a new report call.
The person who reported the case was the service staff of Binhe Guanhaigang XX Hotel, who said that she died in an executive suite on the 19th floor. She found the body when she went to clean the room today.The deceased was a man in his early 20s, and the original tenant of this room was Su Lie.
Ren Youran couldn't catch up for the time being, Gu Yixian led the team to the scene, and Yan Gui commanded the technical investigation.
As soon as she entered the scene, Yan Gui frowned. Her sense of smell was too keen, and she could still smell the smell even though she was wearing a mask.
Gu Yixian arrived first with the investigators and secret service personnel, and just after questioning the reporter, seeing her coming, he followed her and said, "It's Zhou Xuanrui."
Walking to the side of the corpse, Yan Gui recognized at a glance that it was indeed Zhou Xuanrui. Although he rolled his eyes and fell there with a hideous and distorted face, the face was not difficult to recognize.
Yan Gui looked at the corpse for a few times, and leaned over to sniff at his slightly open mouth, Gu Yixian, who was watching from the side, frowned.Yan Gui reached out and rolled Zhou Xuanrui's eyelids, and carefully checked the collar of his clothes.
There was vomit stuck to Zhou Xuanrui's collar, as well as some on the sofa and the floor. Yangui took out the sample tube and cotton swabs, extracted the vomit and put it away.
"Teacher Yan." Jiang Wang, who was traced, called her.
Yan Gui turned his head and looked over.
Jiang Wang pointed to the red wine glass on the ground, and said, "I'll take the glass back and test it."
Yan Gui stood up, looked at the half of the red wine bottle left on the bar, and said, "Take that back too."
"Ok."
"There is a high probability that he died of poisoning, and the specifics need to be dissected. There is no other food or drink that has been opened in the room except for the bottle of red wine." Yan Gui said to Gu Yixian: "The time of death should be more than 12 hours. Around ten o'clock last night, ask the hotel to provide surveillance to see when Zhou Xuanrui came and when Su Lie left."
Gu Yixian nodded in response: "Zhou Xuanrui died here, the murderer can be said to be about to come out."
Yan Gui nodded, she beckoned for someone to carry the body away.
After that, Yan Gui walked around the room and found a few pieces of paper left by Su Lie on the dining table.
After probably reading the content, Yan Gui handed the things to Gu Yixian and sighed: "It's 100% sure."
Su Lie left a letter written by her own hand, which detailed her motives for killing Zhou Xuanrui. In addition, there were also Lan Xi's medical certificates, prescriptions, and dozens of A4 papers over the years. Information on treating depression.She used a very long space to tell a story that was neither long nor short to the criminal police.
……
Thanks to her native family, Lan Xi lived a very depressed life since she was a child. She is a talented girl who is as careful as a hair, but also sensitive and fragile.She always has the literary melancholy temperament of a talented woman, and this temperament once attracted Su Lie deeply.
The two girls are childhood sweethearts, they grew up together, and they also have a common interest - music.They all know how to create, but the difference is that apart from creating, Lan Xi also has a natural voice and a face that is as good as an actor's under the camera.
When they were teenagers, they listened to their favorite songs together. Su Lie pointed to the poster of a certain day, looked at Lan Xi and said seriously: "Xi Xi, you will definitely be like her in the future."
Afterwards, she added: "No, you are better than her!"
Lan Xi was startled, shook her head and said, "She is the Queen of Heaven."
Su Lie sullenly said, "You can too!"
Lan Xi lacked self-confidence since she was a child, and kept shaking her head: "No... I definitely can't."
Su Lie disagreed, and said angrily, "You can do it! If I say you can do it, you can do it! You are better than her!"
She was unreasonable, so Lan Xi didn't argue with her, but just asked, "How do you think I'm better than her?"
Su Lie didn't even think about it: "You are prettier than her!" Her eyes were straightforward and firm, looking at Lan Xi was like looking at the dazzling sun.At that time, they were still young, and Su Lie didn't know what possessiveness was, but she looked at Lan Xi without hiding her appreciation and liking.
Lan Xi was stunned again, feeling a little embarrassed after realizing it, she showed a shy smile, and said, "It's just...you think..."
Su Lie leaned in front of her, the facial features of a teenage girl hadn't grown yet, but they had begun to take shape. Her facial features were naturally sharp, but they were always much softer in front of Lan Xi.
"Believe me, everyone will think so, Xixi, you are so beautiful." Su Yan said solemnly: "Of course, in my heart, you are the most beautiful in the world!"
Lan Xi's face turned red, like a steamed shrimp just out of the pan.She is the second daughter who is the least valued in the family. Her parents have never praised her, and her brothers have treated her indifferently. She has never been a confident child.But because of Su Lie, Lan Xi finally began to have the courage to step out of the shackles of her native family, opened her eyes to look at the colorful world outside, and began to accept praise from others.
When she graduated from high school, Lan Xi's parents told her not to go to college, and to save some money for the family, so that she could start dating and marry when she became an adult.Lan Xi was unwilling, but she couldn't help her parents who wanted to go their own way, and she didn't know how to escape.
She and Su Lie were already dating at this time, and the two tossed and turned day and night, until one day, Su Lie brought back a poster, which was the audition announcement for a singer talent show on a certain platform.
"Xixi, you go sign up for this! As long as you get the top three and sign a contract with the platform, you can get rid of them!" Su Lie looked very happy.
But Lan Xi was not as happy as she imagined. She was not confident and didn't think she would win the prize.
She has no fighting spirit and is always frowning, Su Lie is so anxious that she can only keep persuading her: "Let's sign up and try! Think about it, if you go to the competition now, you can still give yourself a way out. If you don't go , you can only be at their mercy at home! Xixi, are you really willing?"
"I..." Lan Xi began to waver.
The indecisive Lan Xi had a hard time making up her mind, but Su Lie knew her well and made her make a decision with just one sentence.
"Xixi, if you miss this opportunity, your parents will arrange for you to go on a blind date and get married. At that time, we will break up..."
The word "break up" greatly stimulated Lan Xi, she trembled all over, and hugged Su Lie.
Su Lie embraced her, ran down her hair with one hand, and asked her again: "Xixi, are you really willing to break up with me because of this?"
Of course not reconciled, how could it be reconciled?Su Lie is the only light in her life.
Lan Xi hugged her tightly, trembling in her arms, choked up and said, "I'm not reconciled! Ah Lie, I'm not reconciled! I can't break up with you!"
Su Lie coaxed her and calmed her emotions: "No breakup. We will never break up!"
After that, Lan Xi went to sign up for the audition, because of her outstanding looks, perfect singing voice and ability to compose, her audition results were very good.The platform and the program group were very optimistic about her, and immediately signed a competition contract with her, promised a high appearance fee, and even asked her if she had any special needs.
Lan Xi only made one request, hoping that Su Lie could accompany her to the competition.
This talent show is not a group dormitory, and there are no shots of the dormitory and practice room. The program team readily agreed to let her live in the hotel with Su Lie.
Lan Xi's parents didn't agree with going to the competition at first, but later, Lan Xi handed over part of the reward from the program team to them. Seeing the money-eyed parents immediately agreed, and before leaving, they cheered her up and asked her to go to the competition. Make some money back.
Later, the competition went smoothly. Lan Xi composed all the songs she participated in. Together with Su Lie, the songs she wrote were still a little immature, but with the help of the mentor who is already a king and queen, each song was completed very well. .
In this way, Lan Xi debuted with the No.1 score, signed a record contract with the platform, and became popular ever since.
The life of being a star is not so easy. They have a glamorous appearance, but they have hardships that ordinary people have never experienced in private.Lan Xi is very low-key. Apart from writing and singing songs, she basically has no other work.But even so, she still became the target of public criticism in the circle for no other reason, because she was extremely talented.
There are only so many cakes, one more person will get one less bite.The current music world is no longer what it used to be. Various actors and idols are also constantly producing some songs to sell and sell. Resources are limited. A person who only engages in creation and does not participate in other things, and does not actively expand his network and social networking, has become a member of this circle. heterogeneous.
Lan Xi is deeply trapped in this circle, the team criticizes each other, and in the era of advanced Internet, everyone buys drafts and trolls from each other, and there are countless scolding battles.
A sensitive and melancholy person, she may be suitable for music, piano room and recording studio, but she is really not suitable for this circle.
Lan Xi not only needs to deal with things inside and outside the circle, she also has to deal with her family.She has a pair of eccentric parents and a pair of blood-sucking brothers.Since her debut, she has been giving money to her family, just like what Su Lie told Yan Gui and the others before, she asks her for money for everything the family wants to do, and there will never be an end.
Lan Xi is not short of money, but she doesn't want to do this anymore, those people are not her family, but a group of moths.They never regarded her as a daughter or a sister. They regarded her as a cash machine. Once she refused to pay, they would go to the media to slander and slander her.
After a long time, Lan Xi suffered from depression. It was 2017, the fifth year of her debut.Depression is a very tormenting mental illness, not only tormenting oneself, but also tormenting family members.Lan Xi's family members are not around, and only Su Lie is tormented by her.
This disease is not something that happens in a day or two, no matter how patient and loving each other is, the torment of years and months is also destroying Su Lie little by little.But Su Lie never had a single complaint. When Lan Xi fell ill, she was by her side. She restrained herself very well. She hid all the grievances in her heart and never attacked Lan Xi.
The doctor has repeatedly told her that the boredom and resentment of the family will bring greater harm to the patient, and Su Lie always keeps this in mind.
Su Lie wrote in a letter to the police: Xixi committed suicide three times, and she made a will for herself in 2017.Cutting wrists, taking poison, and burning charcoal, she has done it all, passing through the gate of hell again and again, she is desperate and weary of the world, and I am also physically and mentally exhausted.The time she cut her wrist, after she was rescued, she hugged me and cried, saying that she didn't want to burden me anymore, that she was a burden and would only burden me.She cried so hoarsely that it broke my heart.I kept telling her that she was not my burden, she was my lover.But she can't believe it anymore, she is too scared, afraid that I will find her troublesome, afraid that one day I will be completely tired of abandoning her.She told me that instead of having that day, she would rather die first.
Depression is a deeply buried helplessness. It is a question with no answer, good and bad, and it is always there.
Su Lie said that they have been actively treating, and Lan Xi has never taken less medicine, but her condition has not improved.Gradually, her emotions became uncontrollable, and sometimes she would attack suddenly without warning.She couldn't even write well at the beginning, and later on, she even lost the creative ability she was proud of.
Since the end of last year, all of Lan Xi's creative work has been put on Su Lie, and she has tried everything to protect Lan Xi's reputation.A Lan Xi who can no longer create, this incident caused a devastating blow to Lan Xi himself.But the real nightmare was a banquet at the beginning of the year.
At the banquet, Zhou Xuanrui, who had been rejected by Lan Xi several times, got some medicine from somewhere and poured it into Lan Xi's wine glass.That night, when Su Lie was on a business trip in other provinces, Zhou Xuanrui raped Lan Xi.
This was the last straw that broke the camel's back. From then on, Lan Xi died completely.She began to cry all night long, and her extremes reached an unprecedented level. She often sat alone in the piano room, looked down through the French windows, and sometimes even stared at Su Lie, asking her: "Ah Lie, will you always be with me?"
Su Lie's answer was always the same.
Lan Xi smiled, and asked her again: "Then, are you willing to die with me?"
She said this twice, but Su Lie didn't really take it to heart, until one day she woke up from her sleep and found that Lan Xi had sealed the door and windows of the bedroom, trapped both of them, and committed suicide by burning charcoal again. Once she brought Su Lie with her.
Boundless fear struck, Su Lie desperately tore open the seal on the window, she found out early, she still kept her sanity, she did not choose to call the police, nor did she tell the rest of the team, she still wanted to protect Lan Xi's reputation .
At that time, Lan Xi sat on the bed with her knees hugged, numbly watching Su Lie remove the seal and open the window, fresh air poured into the room, and they narrowly escaped death.Lan Xi didn't show any abnormalities, just sat there like an outsider, no one knew what she was thinking at that time.
From this moment on, Su Lie finally realized that when Lan Xi asked her if she would like to accompany her to die, it turned out that it was not just a talk.
After that, Su Lie began to be wary of Lan Xi, no matter how much the lovers fell in love, the survival instinct made her unable to trust Lan Xi anymore.Su Lie didn't mention what happened that day, but kept on guard in secret. She occasionally found Lan Xi putting something into the water glass, but she wouldn't say it, and she didn't try to find out what was put into the glass. She just put the glass of water in silence. Dump.
On May 5st, Lan Xi, who was ill again, rushed over like crazy and strangled Su Lie's neck.
"You clearly said that you would always be with me!" Lan Xi's eyes were red, and she said in Su Lie's ear like crazy: "I want to die, won't you accompany me?!"
Su Lie struggled desperately, the survival instinct and long-standing despair erupted in her heart. When she resisted and Lan Xi's head hit the piano, she didn't even recover.Sometimes people's thoughts and actions are only in a flash. Su Lie can't explain her mentality at that time. Now she can only remember herself after that.
The pain of killing a lover with her own hands is no more enjoyable than dying. At that moment, Su Lie finally had the thought of dying, but she told herself that she couldn't die like this.She needs to make the damned pay, she needs time, she can't be caught by the police so quickly.
So she created an alibi for herself.
The real time of Lan Xi's death was seven o'clock. At this time, there was still an hour and a half before Su Lie's departure for the capital, which was enough for her to prepare.
She hoisted Lan Xi up, and then used the vertical air conditioner in the corner to continuously blow warm air. The warm air was blown directly onto Lan Xi's body, changing the ambient temperature to delay the temperature drop of the body.At the same time, after this, she used Lan Xi's mobile phone to send Zhou Xuanrui a message, invited him to come home at the time of the incident, and left him the door.The people in the apartment they lived in were either rich or noble, and they kept the door quietly and were not afraid of someone breaking into the empty door.
An unexpected episode was that Zhou Xuanrui would actually get addicted to drugs and pass out at the scene, which was not in Su Lie's plan.
The score and lyrics that were printed out after ten o'clock were actually written by Su Lie. She took her laptop away and found a place in the capital to print out the lyrics. The illusion of being killed at 10:30.
Su Lie knows better than anyone that what she did has loopholes. It is only a matter of time before the police investigate the truth, and she is not trying to get rid of the crime. The time spent by the police investigation is enough for her to complete what she wants to do.
All of this is just to buy herself some time, she needs time to plan later, and now, her plan has already started.Zhou Xuanrui is the first one, but not the last one, she will continue her actions.When everything she wants to do is done, she will go to accompany Lan Xi, without even bothering the police, and she doesn't need a court trial. She has already prepared the ending and belonging for herself.
Her destination is Lan Xi, no matter where Lan Xi is, she will go to find her, there is no difference between death and life, as long as she is by Lan Xi's side.
The author has something to say: I once met a family member of a depression patient. Their despair and pain were no less than the patient himself. They persisted entirely on love. They were very patient, but no one could say when will crash.
PS: This book is only about half written here, and there is still nearly half of the content behind.In this book, I basically wrote about human nature and social phenomena, and wrote a few stories I wanted to tell.If the next book is "The Reasoning Producer", it should be in the form of a reasoning unit drama, without so much humanity and reality.
PPS: Today's chapter is relatively long, let's treat it as two in one, there is no second update~
Since then, Yan Gui has finally confirmed that Lan Xi's death time has been artificially delayed.Her death time should be before eight o'clock, but because the air conditioner blows warm air overnight, the ambient temperature rises, which affects the judgment of the body temperature.Su Lie, as her cohabiting lover, knew that she hadn't eaten after noon that day, and the contents of her stomach were empty. The police could not judge the time of death based on the contents of her stomach.
Yan Gui contacted Ren Youran by phone, intending to tell her about the matter, but he didn't expect Ren Youran to tell her a piece of news first.
"Lan Xi's psychiatrist said that her condition worsened at the beginning of this year because she was raped by Zhou Xuanrui."
Ren Youran's voice was very heavy, and she could tell that she was in a bad mood. Yan Gui listened in a daze, and felt her heart was being clenched, stuffy and uncomfortable.
"Go to the hotel to find Su Lie." Ren Youran sighed: "Take her back to the bureau for questioning."
What they didn't expect was that before they had time to set off, the bureau received a new report call.
The person who reported the case was the service staff of Binhe Guanhaigang XX Hotel, who said that she died in an executive suite on the 19th floor. She found the body when she went to clean the room today.The deceased was a man in his early 20s, and the original tenant of this room was Su Lie.
Ren Youran couldn't catch up for the time being, Gu Yixian led the team to the scene, and Yan Gui commanded the technical investigation.
As soon as she entered the scene, Yan Gui frowned. Her sense of smell was too keen, and she could still smell the smell even though she was wearing a mask.
Gu Yixian arrived first with the investigators and secret service personnel, and just after questioning the reporter, seeing her coming, he followed her and said, "It's Zhou Xuanrui."
Walking to the side of the corpse, Yan Gui recognized at a glance that it was indeed Zhou Xuanrui. Although he rolled his eyes and fell there with a hideous and distorted face, the face was not difficult to recognize.
Yan Gui looked at the corpse for a few times, and leaned over to sniff at his slightly open mouth, Gu Yixian, who was watching from the side, frowned.Yan Gui reached out and rolled Zhou Xuanrui's eyelids, and carefully checked the collar of his clothes.
There was vomit stuck to Zhou Xuanrui's collar, as well as some on the sofa and the floor. Yangui took out the sample tube and cotton swabs, extracted the vomit and put it away.
"Teacher Yan." Jiang Wang, who was traced, called her.
Yan Gui turned his head and looked over.
Jiang Wang pointed to the red wine glass on the ground, and said, "I'll take the glass back and test it."
Yan Gui stood up, looked at the half of the red wine bottle left on the bar, and said, "Take that back too."
"Ok."
"There is a high probability that he died of poisoning, and the specifics need to be dissected. There is no other food or drink that has been opened in the room except for the bottle of red wine." Yan Gui said to Gu Yixian: "The time of death should be more than 12 hours. Around ten o'clock last night, ask the hotel to provide surveillance to see when Zhou Xuanrui came and when Su Lie left."
Gu Yixian nodded in response: "Zhou Xuanrui died here, the murderer can be said to be about to come out."
Yan Gui nodded, she beckoned for someone to carry the body away.
After that, Yan Gui walked around the room and found a few pieces of paper left by Su Lie on the dining table.
After probably reading the content, Yan Gui handed the things to Gu Yixian and sighed: "It's 100% sure."
Su Lie left a letter written by her own hand, which detailed her motives for killing Zhou Xuanrui. In addition, there were also Lan Xi's medical certificates, prescriptions, and dozens of A4 papers over the years. Information on treating depression.She used a very long space to tell a story that was neither long nor short to the criminal police.
……
Thanks to her native family, Lan Xi lived a very depressed life since she was a child. She is a talented girl who is as careful as a hair, but also sensitive and fragile.She always has the literary melancholy temperament of a talented woman, and this temperament once attracted Su Lie deeply.
The two girls are childhood sweethearts, they grew up together, and they also have a common interest - music.They all know how to create, but the difference is that apart from creating, Lan Xi also has a natural voice and a face that is as good as an actor's under the camera.
When they were teenagers, they listened to their favorite songs together. Su Lie pointed to the poster of a certain day, looked at Lan Xi and said seriously: "Xi Xi, you will definitely be like her in the future."
Afterwards, she added: "No, you are better than her!"
Lan Xi was startled, shook her head and said, "She is the Queen of Heaven."
Su Lie sullenly said, "You can too!"
Lan Xi lacked self-confidence since she was a child, and kept shaking her head: "No... I definitely can't."
Su Lie disagreed, and said angrily, "You can do it! If I say you can do it, you can do it! You are better than her!"
She was unreasonable, so Lan Xi didn't argue with her, but just asked, "How do you think I'm better than her?"
Su Lie didn't even think about it: "You are prettier than her!" Her eyes were straightforward and firm, looking at Lan Xi was like looking at the dazzling sun.At that time, they were still young, and Su Lie didn't know what possessiveness was, but she looked at Lan Xi without hiding her appreciation and liking.
Lan Xi was stunned again, feeling a little embarrassed after realizing it, she showed a shy smile, and said, "It's just...you think..."
Su Lie leaned in front of her, the facial features of a teenage girl hadn't grown yet, but they had begun to take shape. Her facial features were naturally sharp, but they were always much softer in front of Lan Xi.
"Believe me, everyone will think so, Xixi, you are so beautiful." Su Yan said solemnly: "Of course, in my heart, you are the most beautiful in the world!"
Lan Xi's face turned red, like a steamed shrimp just out of the pan.She is the second daughter who is the least valued in the family. Her parents have never praised her, and her brothers have treated her indifferently. She has never been a confident child.But because of Su Lie, Lan Xi finally began to have the courage to step out of the shackles of her native family, opened her eyes to look at the colorful world outside, and began to accept praise from others.
When she graduated from high school, Lan Xi's parents told her not to go to college, and to save some money for the family, so that she could start dating and marry when she became an adult.Lan Xi was unwilling, but she couldn't help her parents who wanted to go their own way, and she didn't know how to escape.
She and Su Lie were already dating at this time, and the two tossed and turned day and night, until one day, Su Lie brought back a poster, which was the audition announcement for a singer talent show on a certain platform.
"Xixi, you go sign up for this! As long as you get the top three and sign a contract with the platform, you can get rid of them!" Su Lie looked very happy.
But Lan Xi was not as happy as she imagined. She was not confident and didn't think she would win the prize.
She has no fighting spirit and is always frowning, Su Lie is so anxious that she can only keep persuading her: "Let's sign up and try! Think about it, if you go to the competition now, you can still give yourself a way out. If you don't go , you can only be at their mercy at home! Xixi, are you really willing?"
"I..." Lan Xi began to waver.
The indecisive Lan Xi had a hard time making up her mind, but Su Lie knew her well and made her make a decision with just one sentence.
"Xixi, if you miss this opportunity, your parents will arrange for you to go on a blind date and get married. At that time, we will break up..."
The word "break up" greatly stimulated Lan Xi, she trembled all over, and hugged Su Lie.
Su Lie embraced her, ran down her hair with one hand, and asked her again: "Xixi, are you really willing to break up with me because of this?"
Of course not reconciled, how could it be reconciled?Su Lie is the only light in her life.
Lan Xi hugged her tightly, trembling in her arms, choked up and said, "I'm not reconciled! Ah Lie, I'm not reconciled! I can't break up with you!"
Su Lie coaxed her and calmed her emotions: "No breakup. We will never break up!"
After that, Lan Xi went to sign up for the audition, because of her outstanding looks, perfect singing voice and ability to compose, her audition results were very good.The platform and the program group were very optimistic about her, and immediately signed a competition contract with her, promised a high appearance fee, and even asked her if she had any special needs.
Lan Xi only made one request, hoping that Su Lie could accompany her to the competition.
This talent show is not a group dormitory, and there are no shots of the dormitory and practice room. The program team readily agreed to let her live in the hotel with Su Lie.
Lan Xi's parents didn't agree with going to the competition at first, but later, Lan Xi handed over part of the reward from the program team to them. Seeing the money-eyed parents immediately agreed, and before leaving, they cheered her up and asked her to go to the competition. Make some money back.
Later, the competition went smoothly. Lan Xi composed all the songs she participated in. Together with Su Lie, the songs she wrote were still a little immature, but with the help of the mentor who is already a king and queen, each song was completed very well. .
In this way, Lan Xi debuted with the No.1 score, signed a record contract with the platform, and became popular ever since.
The life of being a star is not so easy. They have a glamorous appearance, but they have hardships that ordinary people have never experienced in private.Lan Xi is very low-key. Apart from writing and singing songs, she basically has no other work.But even so, she still became the target of public criticism in the circle for no other reason, because she was extremely talented.
There are only so many cakes, one more person will get one less bite.The current music world is no longer what it used to be. Various actors and idols are also constantly producing some songs to sell and sell. Resources are limited. A person who only engages in creation and does not participate in other things, and does not actively expand his network and social networking, has become a member of this circle. heterogeneous.
Lan Xi is deeply trapped in this circle, the team criticizes each other, and in the era of advanced Internet, everyone buys drafts and trolls from each other, and there are countless scolding battles.
A sensitive and melancholy person, she may be suitable for music, piano room and recording studio, but she is really not suitable for this circle.
Lan Xi not only needs to deal with things inside and outside the circle, she also has to deal with her family.She has a pair of eccentric parents and a pair of blood-sucking brothers.Since her debut, she has been giving money to her family, just like what Su Lie told Yan Gui and the others before, she asks her for money for everything the family wants to do, and there will never be an end.
Lan Xi is not short of money, but she doesn't want to do this anymore, those people are not her family, but a group of moths.They never regarded her as a daughter or a sister. They regarded her as a cash machine. Once she refused to pay, they would go to the media to slander and slander her.
After a long time, Lan Xi suffered from depression. It was 2017, the fifth year of her debut.Depression is a very tormenting mental illness, not only tormenting oneself, but also tormenting family members.Lan Xi's family members are not around, and only Su Lie is tormented by her.
This disease is not something that happens in a day or two, no matter how patient and loving each other is, the torment of years and months is also destroying Su Lie little by little.But Su Lie never had a single complaint. When Lan Xi fell ill, she was by her side. She restrained herself very well. She hid all the grievances in her heart and never attacked Lan Xi.
The doctor has repeatedly told her that the boredom and resentment of the family will bring greater harm to the patient, and Su Lie always keeps this in mind.
Su Lie wrote in a letter to the police: Xixi committed suicide three times, and she made a will for herself in 2017.Cutting wrists, taking poison, and burning charcoal, she has done it all, passing through the gate of hell again and again, she is desperate and weary of the world, and I am also physically and mentally exhausted.The time she cut her wrist, after she was rescued, she hugged me and cried, saying that she didn't want to burden me anymore, that she was a burden and would only burden me.She cried so hoarsely that it broke my heart.I kept telling her that she was not my burden, she was my lover.But she can't believe it anymore, she is too scared, afraid that I will find her troublesome, afraid that one day I will be completely tired of abandoning her.She told me that instead of having that day, she would rather die first.
Depression is a deeply buried helplessness. It is a question with no answer, good and bad, and it is always there.
Su Lie said that they have been actively treating, and Lan Xi has never taken less medicine, but her condition has not improved.Gradually, her emotions became uncontrollable, and sometimes she would attack suddenly without warning.She couldn't even write well at the beginning, and later on, she even lost the creative ability she was proud of.
Since the end of last year, all of Lan Xi's creative work has been put on Su Lie, and she has tried everything to protect Lan Xi's reputation.A Lan Xi who can no longer create, this incident caused a devastating blow to Lan Xi himself.But the real nightmare was a banquet at the beginning of the year.
At the banquet, Zhou Xuanrui, who had been rejected by Lan Xi several times, got some medicine from somewhere and poured it into Lan Xi's wine glass.That night, when Su Lie was on a business trip in other provinces, Zhou Xuanrui raped Lan Xi.
This was the last straw that broke the camel's back. From then on, Lan Xi died completely.She began to cry all night long, and her extremes reached an unprecedented level. She often sat alone in the piano room, looked down through the French windows, and sometimes even stared at Su Lie, asking her: "Ah Lie, will you always be with me?"
Su Lie's answer was always the same.
Lan Xi smiled, and asked her again: "Then, are you willing to die with me?"
She said this twice, but Su Lie didn't really take it to heart, until one day she woke up from her sleep and found that Lan Xi had sealed the door and windows of the bedroom, trapped both of them, and committed suicide by burning charcoal again. Once she brought Su Lie with her.
Boundless fear struck, Su Lie desperately tore open the seal on the window, she found out early, she still kept her sanity, she did not choose to call the police, nor did she tell the rest of the team, she still wanted to protect Lan Xi's reputation .
At that time, Lan Xi sat on the bed with her knees hugged, numbly watching Su Lie remove the seal and open the window, fresh air poured into the room, and they narrowly escaped death.Lan Xi didn't show any abnormalities, just sat there like an outsider, no one knew what she was thinking at that time.
From this moment on, Su Lie finally realized that when Lan Xi asked her if she would like to accompany her to die, it turned out that it was not just a talk.
After that, Su Lie began to be wary of Lan Xi, no matter how much the lovers fell in love, the survival instinct made her unable to trust Lan Xi anymore.Su Lie didn't mention what happened that day, but kept on guard in secret. She occasionally found Lan Xi putting something into the water glass, but she wouldn't say it, and she didn't try to find out what was put into the glass. She just put the glass of water in silence. Dump.
On May 5st, Lan Xi, who was ill again, rushed over like crazy and strangled Su Lie's neck.
"You clearly said that you would always be with me!" Lan Xi's eyes were red, and she said in Su Lie's ear like crazy: "I want to die, won't you accompany me?!"
Su Lie struggled desperately, the survival instinct and long-standing despair erupted in her heart. When she resisted and Lan Xi's head hit the piano, she didn't even recover.Sometimes people's thoughts and actions are only in a flash. Su Lie can't explain her mentality at that time. Now she can only remember herself after that.
The pain of killing a lover with her own hands is no more enjoyable than dying. At that moment, Su Lie finally had the thought of dying, but she told herself that she couldn't die like this.She needs to make the damned pay, she needs time, she can't be caught by the police so quickly.
So she created an alibi for herself.
The real time of Lan Xi's death was seven o'clock. At this time, there was still an hour and a half before Su Lie's departure for the capital, which was enough for her to prepare.
She hoisted Lan Xi up, and then used the vertical air conditioner in the corner to continuously blow warm air. The warm air was blown directly onto Lan Xi's body, changing the ambient temperature to delay the temperature drop of the body.At the same time, after this, she used Lan Xi's mobile phone to send Zhou Xuanrui a message, invited him to come home at the time of the incident, and left him the door.The people in the apartment they lived in were either rich or noble, and they kept the door quietly and were not afraid of someone breaking into the empty door.
An unexpected episode was that Zhou Xuanrui would actually get addicted to drugs and pass out at the scene, which was not in Su Lie's plan.
The score and lyrics that were printed out after ten o'clock were actually written by Su Lie. She took her laptop away and found a place in the capital to print out the lyrics. The illusion of being killed at 10:30.
Su Lie knows better than anyone that what she did has loopholes. It is only a matter of time before the police investigate the truth, and she is not trying to get rid of the crime. The time spent by the police investigation is enough for her to complete what she wants to do.
All of this is just to buy herself some time, she needs time to plan later, and now, her plan has already started.Zhou Xuanrui is the first one, but not the last one, she will continue her actions.When everything she wants to do is done, she will go to accompany Lan Xi, without even bothering the police, and she doesn't need a court trial. She has already prepared the ending and belonging for herself.
Her destination is Lan Xi, no matter where Lan Xi is, she will go to find her, there is no difference between death and life, as long as she is by Lan Xi's side.
The author has something to say: I once met a family member of a depression patient. Their despair and pain were no less than the patient himself. They persisted entirely on love. They were very patient, but no one could say when will crash.
PS: This book is only about half written here, and there is still nearly half of the content behind.In this book, I basically wrote about human nature and social phenomena, and wrote a few stories I wanted to tell.If the next book is "The Reasoning Producer", it should be in the form of a reasoning unit drama, without so much humanity and reality.
PPS: Today's chapter is relatively long, let's treat it as two in one, there is no second update~
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