drunk spring branch

There was no words on the way back, and the atmosphere in the carriage was so depressing that it made people panic.Ming Xuanyu wanted to say something, but found that he was so powerless to even open his mouth to say it.

Jing Zhu was also silent, his eyes were dull, he kept pursing his lips, but he was holding Ming Xuanyu's hand tightly all the way, clasping his fingers tightly, as if he was afraid that he would slip away if he didn't pay attention.

When he arrived at the mansion, Yi An saw the situation and didn't ask any more questions, and temporarily kept silent about the fact that the Second Miss of the Su family had missed a visit earlier, and took care of everything step by step.Holding half a piece of pastry in one hand and a cup of sweet-scented osmanthus sour plum soup made by Jingzhu in the other, Maizi ran to greet the two fathers alive and well, but was called away by Yi An with a wink.

All the way silent.Jing Zhu walked ahead with a sullen face, and Ming Xuanyu followed not far behind with a blank expression.Very tacitly, neither of them mentioned this matter again.

On weekdays, Jing Zhu always surrounded Ming Xuanyu, talking non-stop, smiling so much that the corners of his lips would go behind his ears.But now he is silent, although he is still by Ming Xuanyu's side, there is an invisible pressure between them.

Seeing this scene, Maizi was so frightened that he didn't dare to breathe out, staring at this and that with his big eyes.Just now he dared to ask Yi An, but he didn't get an ideal response. Yi An must have guessed something, but he didn't tell Maizi the reason. The old wrinkles seemed to carve deeper ravines on his face along with his sad expression.

Even a child like Maizi knew that the two fathers must have experienced something that made them powerless.But after all, he is a fairy father, so he can definitely solve problems like a fairy.Although the cheap daddy is a bit cheaper, he can definitely save the day in the face of danger.

With this in mind, Maizi decisively chose to sneak back to the other courtyard quietly, not to disturb the two fathers.

The atmosphere in the room has never been so embarrassing for a moment, even the first drunken temptation in Sui Yue Xuan.Jing Zhu sat by the window in a daze, resting his chin on one hand, frowning, looking at the lush green branches and leaves swaying in the wind, wondering what he was thinking.

Ming Xuanyu was sitting not far behind him, it was where he usually played the piano and made tea, but at this moment he was not interested at all.Jing Zhu looked at the scenery outside the window, and he was looking at Ming Xuanyu.

In the past, Jing Zhu was always bluffing, wanting to show off his piano skills to Ming Xuanyu.

Although he had received these Yali influences when he was a child, it was just gradually left out as his family changed.It was so noisy and beautiful at that time, and Maizi also came to tease the two fathers who was more skilled.He makes trouble, he laughs, and the zither sings in harmony.

It wasn't until the sky was dark, the clouds were rising, and fine raindrops came in through the window and hit Jing Zhu's face, that he realized something, and turned his gaze back from the aimless distance.

"Is it cold? Sorry, I forgot to close the window."

After finishing speaking, Jing Zhu got up and closed the window to keep out the pattering rain.

It should be him who is obviously cold.Ming Xuanyu sat upright and stared at Jingzhu, the raindrops were hanging on the ends of his hair, seemingly not falling.There was a wry smile that couldn't see the warmth on his face, under those eyes that were always full of smiles, even if he looked closely, he couldn't tell whether it was mocking rain or fake tears.

Xu Shi noticed the complicated gaze, Jing Zhu hurriedly wiped his face twice, muttered embarrassingly, "This rain is really heavy", scratched his head, and sat opposite Ming Xuanyu.

It's really...it's obviously light rain.

Emotionally troubled, Ming Xuanyu clenched his fists tightly, his white and bony hands were almost bloodless.

I wanted to say something, but I didn't know how to say it.I wanted to get up and do something, but found that I was already behind bars.

"Are you hungry? Let me go and make you something to eat. How about braised pork, beggar chicken, and twice-cooked pork?...ah, you don't like meat. Then, what about the corn and lotus root soup you mentioned last time? I... "

Jing Zhu rubbed his hands nervously, and moved his eyes to the door evasively.

"...Jing Zhu, I don't want to."

Ming Xuanyu lowered his head and couldn't see his expression, only his shoulders trembling slightly.

"I know. My lord, I know."

Jing Zhu's nose suddenly became sore again.

Of course I know you don't want to, I know it too well, better than anyone else.

This is a trap set by Ming Xuanjin, a trap that will do no harm no matter what you choose.If you promise, you will live under control in this life, becoming a political flag without emotion.If you don't agree, you will be regarded as the old relationship with Du Yuan by default, and you will be executed as a member of the criminal minister.No matter which way, Ming Xuanjin, who is thinking of wishful thinking, will reap an ideal and favorable result.

I hate that you were born in the emperor's family, life and death are involuntary.I hate your brother for being dictatorial and beating mandarin ducks with sticks.I hate the pack of wolves who covet you, they clearly only care about your beauty and power.

However, I hate myself even more, I hate myself for being small and pale, I hate myself for being weak and incompetent, and I hate myself for being powerless.

How can these words be said to you?

Thousands of words are like sticking in the throat.

Ming Xuanyu still lowered his head and said nothing, his shoulders trembled even more.Seeing this, Jing Zhu felt as if his heart had been picked up and punished with a whip.Except for a hug, there is nothing to give at this time.

In his arms, Ming Xuanyu tightly clutched Jing Zhu's skirt, like a wounded kitten that was pitiful.The quiet scent of sandalwood comes closer to the nostrils, which is the most sentimental scent of Jingzhu.

"I'm afraid you'll go."

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Ming Xuanyu stuffed his head into Jingzhu's arms, whispering like a mosquito.

How can I go.After finally coming to your side, how could you leave because of this kind of thing.Jing Zhu closed his eyes, the sore nose came up again, the eye sockets were suddenly filled with warm liquid, which rushed out uncontrollably, but he was afraid that Ming Xuanyu would find out, so he had to wipe it away with his hands in a hurry.

"My lord, I want to play a song for you, can I?"

Trying to restrain his emotions, Jing Zhu said softly.

Ming Xuanyu nodded, quickly wiped his face aside with a very small movement, and gave the Shan Muqin to Jing Zhu.

On that handsome and glamorous face, there was a haggard sadness that couldn't be concealed.The red eye sockets made Jing Zhu very worried, with mixed feelings.

Caress the body of the piano lightly, lift your fingers lightly, take a deep breath, and the clear and clean sound of the piano is gurgling.Ming Xuanyu knew the melody, it was the first time Jing Zhu played the piano for him after he came to Prince Xiang's mansion.Just halfway through playing, Maizi half-jokingly teased that he was not as good as Daddy Daddy, so he interrupted in laughter.

There is a beautiful woman who will never forget.

I don’t see you in a day, thinking like crazy.

Feng Fei soars, seeking phoenix from all corners of the world.

Helpless ladies, not in the East Wall.

Talk about the Qin on behalf of the heart, and talk about it.

When will I see Xu Xi, comfort me in my hesitation.

Wish to match virtue, hand in hand.

Don’t fly, make me perish.

It is a song "Phoenix Seeking Phoenix".Ming Xuanyu raised his head involuntarily, and could no longer hold back the screaming emotions in his heart, allowing tears to slide down uncontrollably, like the rain curtain outside the window.

Wish to match virtue, hand in hand.Don't fly, make me perish.

Jing Zhu is using the song to express his heart.

After one song, the sound of the piano seems to be still flowing with the rain.The two of them looked at each other in silence, their eyes were already full of tears, and they couldn't help themselves.

"I like you only because it is you. No matter which dynasty you are or whose husband you are, to me, you are my unique Ming Xuanyu like the bright moon in the sky. Whether you are good or bad, Fortunately or unfortunately, no matter what situation you are in, I will always be by your side, as long as you still need me, I will never leave."

Jing Zhu was clearly crying, but he forced a smile on his face, and his tone was extremely firm and unshakable.

Unable to bear the emotion that erupted in my heart any longer, tears finally burst out like a bank of tears.For the first time, Ming Xuanyu took off the whole mask, stopped holding back his emotions in front of Jing Zhu, and burst into tears.