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52.

The empty brain is limited to Xin Yue's travel arrangements, and it is temporary, and she will fill this matter into her brain in a short time.

As for other aspects, she has not changed her nature.What is Xin Yue's nature?It's just constant anxiety.

Within half an hour of their departure, Xin Yue went from happy excitement to obsessive-compulsive disorder mode.Sitting in the passenger seat, she blinked her eyes and her mind was running fast. She was trying to recall the "checklist for leaving home" before leaving the house and her own implementation.

Xin Yue hurriedly ran up and down the stairs of Guangyin Pavilion, going in and out of each room, checking whether the windows were closed tightly, drawing the curtains, disconnecting unnecessary power sources, turning off the lights, and adjusting the temperature of the air conditioner (you must enter power-saving mode), make sure the stove is turned off, put some small bits and pieces into the backpack, pack the last garbage and prepare to take it on the road and throw it into the public trash can. The toilet spirit cleaned thoroughly...Xin Yue didn't leave home until all the options on that list were ticked off.It should be perfect, but Xin Yue always felt that something was wrong, she felt a little flustered, she still felt that she was missing something.

Xin Yue thought that her obsessive-compulsive disorder had flared up again, and she had to control herself. Jiang Yinqi didn't like people talking too much.Xin Yue forced herself to take a good look at the scenery, she turned her gaze out of the car window, and saw the swaying daisies in the beautiful garden of the roadside...

Xin Yue suddenly understood the point that made her flustered. She was not sure whether the door leading to the garden was locked or not.Why did I forget, because going to the garden to see my beloved lawn and daisies is not on the list. It was Xin Yue who decided to water the grass and flowers again on the spur of the moment.Then what?Xin Yue couldn't remember whether she locked the door after she returned to the house from the garden.She couldn't remember.

Xin Yue twisted his body uneasily, looked at Jiang Yinqi cautiously, and said guiltily, "We have to go back, I think I may not have locked the door leading to the garden."

"What?" Jiang Yinqi couldn't believe it, half an hour after they set off, Xin Yue was going back again.Before departure, Xin Yue made a detailed list of everything, pasted it on the refrigerator door with a small magnet, and ticked off each item, how could it be possible to miss it? "Impossible, you have an anxiety attack. Have a little confidence in yourself, you will always lock the door casually, this is your instinct."

"No, no, no," Xin Yue waved his hands again and again, "I don't have the habit of locking this door casually, because I will go to the garden over and over again. I'm sorry, we have to go back, otherwise I will not be happy in the rest of the trip got up."

Jiang Yinqi looked at the anxious Xin Yue, and slowed down, "Let's stop at the gas station ahead and think about it."

They stopped at the gas station, and Xin Yue couldn't remember that she had locked the garden door, and that part was blank.

Xin Yue was so focused on going home to make sure, thinking that he would not be able to go back for more than a month in the future, Xin Yue felt that it would be worthwhile to spend another half an hour running back.

Jiang Yinqi doesn't think so. She feels that this kind of anxiety cannot develop endlessly, and she needs to adjust and overcome it by herself.

In the end, Jiang Yinqi thought of a solution. She remembered the surveillance camera she installed, and they called up the surveillance records of that period.

Before watching the video, Jiang Yinqi warned that if it proved that Xin Yue had indeed locked the door, then she would not be allowed to make trouble behind her.Xin Yue nodded obediently.

Then the two of them saw the ridiculous scene of Xin Yue busy there in the video.Finally, Xin Yue ran back to the house with small steps, and clearly saw Xin Yue twist and lock the door and draw the curtains through the door glass.Jiang Yinqi was right, that was Xin Yue's instinctive reaction.

Only then did Xin Yue feel relieved, shrank deeply into the back of the chair, and said to Jiang Yinqi full of guilt and relief, "Okay, let's go, I promise, I'll change, I won't be anxious anymore .”

No anxiety, this is the lofty ideal of anxious people, no, it is a dream, almost an unattainable goal.Therefore, Xin Yue's guarantee is valid for a very short period, maybe only a few hours.After a few hours, she must revert to her old ways.

For Jiang Yinqi, who is used to traveling alone, she behaved quite patiently and tolerantly.Perhaps it is because at the beginning, there is enough patience to save.

Xin Yue's faults and advantages coexist. At noon, Xin Yue can serve Jiang Yinqi a warm and delicious duck rice from the back seat of the car, make a cup of hot black tea, and finally have a small cup of tea. box of blueberries.This moment is bliss.Usually, when Jiang Yinqi was on the road alone, he ate very simple at noon. He either brought his own bread and biscuits with Coke, or went to buy a hamburger, or bought a cup of coffee with muffins in a cafe.

In front of him was duck rice. Judging from the standards of a travel lunch, it was too rich, causing Jiang Yinqi to feel drowsy after the meal.So, both of them formed the habit later, and Xin Yue drove the car during the time after the meal.

Xin Yue's driving skills are quite average. For some reason, no matter how fast she drives, the car body shakes a little.Just as Jiang Yinqi raised the water glass to his lips, he shook it for a while, making the coffee or black tea drip from his mouth, either dripping on his clothes or his pants.Jiang Yinqi only dared to drink bottled water.Well, all of these are small episodes.At this moment, both Jiang Yinqi and Xin Yue are in the feeling of tolerance for everything that has just been released.

Jiang Yinqi's itinerary is not rushed at all, she arranges a little play time every day.

Starting from the east, nature first crosses the Great Lakes region, one after another, large and small lakes.Jiang Yinqi chose the most beautiful lake and took Xin Yue to go boating.

Xin Yue put on a life jacket and sat on the small kayak to live happily. It seems that rowing really does not require swimming.Those lakes are as vast as the sea.The sky is high and the water is wide, the lake water is clear, the microwave is rippling, exuding a faint taste of water.Chemistry textbooks say that water is colorless and odorless. However, in real life, lake water has both color and smell. Xin Yue can only call it the taste of water.

Xin Yue didn't want to row hard, she didn't think she needed to go anywhere, such a large area of ​​water didn't make much difference, floating was very pleasant.

The itinerary for the first day was perfect.Their happy harmony lasted until they checked into the hotel in the evening.