lemonade

Fu Yue drew pictures for a day, and when he got up, he felt numb in his shoulders and empty in his stomach.

He took out a grass carp and a jar of pickled sauerkraut from the refrigerator. After processing the fish, he washed the rice and cooked rice. A sauerkraut fish and a bowl of rice were dinner tonight.

I don't know what's going on next door?Once he was busy, he couldn't help thinking about miscellaneous things. He repeatedly told himself not to think about it, but in the end he just thought about it more and more.

what to do?Fu Yue took a bite of pickled cabbage fish and grabbed his phone, why don't he send a WeChat to ask?

It was a greeting between friends. If there was anything to be tweaked, just ask. He typed a bunch of words, and kept pressing the delete button, and finally just asked.

- hey , is your mother staying at your place tonight

Xu Zheng didn't know what he was doing, so he replied in seconds.

-yes.Have you had dinner yet?

Fu Yue took a photo of a large plate of pickled fish.

- I'm eating, look, the pickled fish I made.

Xu Zheng didn't reply. Fu Yue stayed on this interface, waiting for news while eating. He didn't wait for Xu Zheng's news, but waited until the doorbell rang.

When Fu Yue opened the door, he saw Xu Zheng standing at the door holding a thermos bottle. He handed the thermos bottle to Fu Yue, and Fu Yue took it with a heavy hand: "This..."

Xu Zheng said: "Last time I ate your hometown food, and this is my hometown food. You should try it."

A good mood blooms like fireworks, but it doesn't last for a while. Fu Yue raised his eyes: "You did it?"

"My mother and I made it together." Xu Zheng put his hands in his pockets, "Look at your pickled fish, you're so lonely."

Fu Yue coughed: "Where is Miss Zeng? Didn't she help? Is she sleeping at your place tonight?"

"I helped you, don't sleep at my house." Xu Zheng said frankly.

Fu Yue wanted to have another conversation with Xu Zheng, but Xu Zheng said: "Hurry up and eat, and continue training tomorrow, it will be autumn soon, don't forget your goal."

After finishing the race, he felt that under the guidance of Xu Zheng's devil training, he could already far exceed this goal.Fu Yue said, "Okay, thank you for the extra meal."

The two said good night to each other, and Xu Zheng strode home.

After they got acquainted, they seemed to say goodnight all the time.

Fu Yue closed the door, walked back to the dining table, opened the thermos, and took out the dishes one by one.

Boiled chicken, lettuce in oyster sauce, pineapple pork, steamed chicken feet in black bean sauce, surrounded by a lonely fish with pickled cabbage, this meal is immediately rich.

Fu Yue took a photo of the dishes, and couldn't help but post it on Moments. After much deliberation, he didn't think of a suitable copy, so he only added an emoji that said it was delicious. After posting, he started to eat up.The fish with pickled cabbage was directly added to the ranks of leftovers, and his appetite was only for the other four dishes.

After the turmoil, he opened Moments again and found that Xu Zheng had liked him.

Fu Yue walked up and down the room and called Cai Zhengyan.

"A Yue, what's the matter?"

"Zhengyan, are you free tomorrow? Come out and sit down? I have something to tell you, if I hold it back, I'm about to explode."

Fu Yue's tone was extremely urgent, and Cai Zhengyan was so frightened that he thought something important had happened, so he said quickly, "Yes, yes, you can do it after get off work tomorrow, and you can decide the location."

Fu Yue said, "Okay, then I'll hang up first."

Ye Manman turned his back on his back alone, and just wanted to share his heart with his friends.

The next day, Fu Yue chose a corner seat in a Western-style light meal restaurant and sat face to face with Cai Zhengyan.

"A Yue." Cai Zhengyan looked at Fu Yue's stammering appearance, "Say what you want, what else can't we brothers say? Don't be a mother-in-law, just say a word."

"Didn't I tell you when I was in college?" Fu Yue finally made up his mind and said, "That year, I found out that I liked boys."

Fu Yue was only 21 years old at the time, and was stopped by a boy from the same department and different class in the university to confess his love under the cherry tree. nervous.

Fu Yue had never spoken to this person, but he vaguely remembered that he was the vice-captain of the basketball team of University Z, and he had played with them a few times when he went to the basketball court to play basketball.

Then the stranger stopped him, whether it was premeditated or impulsive, Fu Yue didn't know why, so he slightly raised his head to look at him.

The boy was a little shy, so he plucked up his courage and said, "Hello, I am a direct senior who is one year older than you. My name is Lin Nanshu."

"Hello senior." Fu Yue quickly realized and introduced himself: "My name is Fu Yue. I don't know what's up with senior?"

Lin Nanshu said, "I know you, Fu Yue, and I like you."

Lin Nanshu's first sentence to Fu Yue was self-introduction, and the second sentence was a confession. The progress was so fast that Fu Yue was completely stunned.

Looking back on his 21 years of life, he has only been confessed to by girls a few times, but he has never liked a girl. This is the first time he has been confessed by a boy, and his mind exploded. may be boys.And this is not because of "bad, it's the feeling of heartbeat", or because of this idea that suddenly flashed in my mind when I confessed to a boy-I might like a boy.

Seeing that Fu Yue didn't respond for a long time, Lin Nanshu's smile gradually disappeared from his face: "I'm sorry to bother you." After he finished speaking, he wanted to turn around and leave.

Fu Yue was startled, and impulsively pulled his wrist: "No, let's talk."

Lin Nanshu shuddered for a moment, rekindled hope, and said happily, "Okay, where do you want to go?"

Fu Yue let go of Lin Nanshu's hand: "Follow me." He didn't know why, but he naturally took the initiative. He went to the ice room next to the sports field to buy two cups of mung bean paste, and stayed with Lin Nanshu Zhang sat down on the bench.

Still under the cherry blossom tree, under the bright sunshine, each person has a cup of mung bean paste. For a person who has just confessed his love, this scene is very romantic.

Lin Nanshu didn't know what Fu Yue meant, he had expectations in his heart: "Fu Yue, do you also...have feelings for me?"

"Sorry, we didn't have much interaction before, you... It's too sudden, I'm a little confused now." Fu Yue was really confused, the kind of panic that suddenly discovered his secret.

Lin Nanshu laughed, with a dimple on the left side of his face: "It's okay, I'm not in a hurry, just think about it slowly, I can wait."

Fu Yue hesitated for a moment, then asked: "Well, I can ask, why do you like me? We... just officially met today."

"Yes, maybe you just officially met me today, but I have liked you for a long time." Lin Nanshu's voice trembled, "Last winter, when I, I saw you playing snowballs with your classmates, you played Very happy, your smile... I've been paying attention to you since then."

Fu Yue remembered that time playing snowballs. After the final exam, it snowed, and the whole dormitory came down to play snowballs together. He had no idea that when he was playing like crazy, someone would start to pay attention to him.

Anyway, he had already confessed, so Lin Nanshu decided to go all out and told Fu Yue that he had been observing his actions.

After that day, Lin Nanshu began to search for his information on the campus network. At first he didn't know Fu Yue's name. After reading countless posts, he finally found Fu Yue's photo in a post that was voted by the school grass. He knew it. Fu Yue's name and found out that he is his direct apprentice.

He didn't know how to get close to Fu Yue, so he started from the basketball team. Every year in Z University, there will be a class basketball game. For the first time, he used power for personal gain and formed a pk relationship between his class and Fu Yue's class. He hoped that Fu Yue The more will play.

Sure enough, they met on the basketball court. They were opponents. He didn't care about playing at all. He paid attention to Fu Yue throughout the game. In the end, Fu Yue and his class won. Lin Nanshu was told by his teammates that he was absent-minded, so he dealt with it perfunctorily.In fact, he was far more than just absent-minded, he even wanted to turn his back on the battle and help Fu Yue's team beat his own people.

Through various channels, Lin Nanshu obtained the schedule of Fu Yue's class, and attended classes with him when he was free. He didn't dare to sit in front, but only dared to sit silently behind and watch him. His classmates found out and smiled. Asked him if he failed a course and retaken the exam, he neither admitted nor denied it.

Every time Fu Yue finished his physical education class, there would be a bottle of mineral water and a box of fruit salad next to his backpack, which he secretly put away.

During the holidays, Fu Yue's mobile phone would receive a blessing text message from an unfamiliar mobile phone number, which he sent quietly.

He is cowardly.

Lin Nanshu has always been afraid to talk to Fu Yue, dare not know him openly, but today when he is about to graduate and leave school, he finally mustered up the courage to take that step. He has been planning for a long time, waiting there, just to say One sentence I like you.

Fu Yue didn't know that it turned out that Lin Nanshu had liked him silently for so long. He always felt that being liked by others was a very lucky thing. After listening to Lin Nanshu's words, Fu Yue said to him: "Senior Lin, thank you you."

Lin Nanshu said seriously: "Fu Yue, if you don't like me, don't say that you are a good person, senior. I don't want a good person card. If you want me to leave, all you need is a goodbye, and I won't let you go." will bother you again."

"Senior, I didn't doubt whether I liked boys before, but now, I'm not sure if I like boys." Fu Yue shook the mung bean paste in his hand.

Lin Nanshu smiled faintly: "I know when you say that. Fu Yue, when you find someone you like, you will know that you are destined to like girls or boys, but only you can decide Who do you like. So, you don't need to be bothered by this question. I know very well that I am gay, but I like you, not because I am gay, and you happen to be a very good boy, I like you, just because of me like you."

Fu Yue was silent for a while, he was digesting what Lin Nanshu said, and finally he asked: "Senior, can we be friends?"

The answer to this question is obvious, Lin Nanshu said: "Yes."

Cai Zhengyan was the first to know the fact that Fu Yue liked boys. Of course he remembered how shocked he was at that time. He was a straight guy and suddenly knew that his best brother liked boys. It took him a long time to accept this fact.He nodded and waited for Fu Yue to continue.

"Actually, I haven't liked anyone for so many years. In the past few years, I'm not sure whether I hide the fact that I don't have the ability to love behind my sexuality. That is to say, I think it's because of my sexuality that I always I don't have anyone I like, but there is another possibility, that is, I simply don't have the ability to like people. Two months ago, I didn't know what kind of person I was, to be honest, I really didn't know." Fu Yue was confused After a long time, he is still friends with Lin Nanshu now, and he sometimes chats with Lin Nanshu, drawing strength from his firm and clear outlook on life.

Cai Zhengyan grasped the key point: "According to what you said, it seems that two months ago was a turning point. Did you like someone?"

"Well, he is my neighbor now. As I told you before, his name is Xu Zheng." Fu Yue said.

Cai Zhengyan asked: "Are you sure you like him? It's not a temporary favor, it's not a physical impulse, it's not coming to a new environment to find someone to rely on, it's nothing else, you just like him?" Cai Zhengyan was worried, Fu Yue This 30-year-old talent is just beginning to bloom, but don't be deceived by yourself.

"I'm sure, I really like Xu Zheng." Fu Yue said, "I fell in love with him at first sight, and it also became love after a long time."

There are mostly two types of love at first sight, one is love at first sight and finds that one is only interested in sex, and then the other person's personality gradually wears away the love at first sight; , and then gradually sinking and deepening, unable to stop.This process does not need to be very long, and the love can be strong and unrestrained.

"Do you know what he thinks of you?"

"He should like to be my friend." Fu Yue said, "But I don't know if he is a straight man. If not, I don't know if he has any thoughts about me."

"Does he have a girlfriend?"

"No."

"Do you want to chase him?"

"It's a lie to say that I don't want to, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if we pierce through that layer of paper, we can't even be friends. To be honest, what should I do?" Fu Yue didn't really understand Lin Nan until he met Xu Zheng. The original feelings of the book.

Cai Zhengyan said: "A Yue, the first time you like someone, I am afraid that you will be hurt deeply, and I am also afraid that if you miss this, it will be another 30 years in the future. Your feelings are rare and very precious. Precious, as a brother, my advice to you... is to fight for it."

"Fight?" Fu Yue looked at Cai Zhengyan, "Should I really fight for it?"

Cai Zhengyan said: "Ah Yue, you know, I'm a very straight man. Although I don't discriminate against the gay circle, I don't understand many things in this circle at all. I don't care about many of their behaviors. I don’t agree. To put it bluntly, homosexuality has nothing to do with me. But, Ayue, I support you in fighting for this relationship because it’s been a long journey of life for decades. I hope you can have someone you love who loves you and stays with you , you go boldly, do what you want to do, and love who you want to love. A Yue, in this world, I will always support you."

All the trance, uneasiness and distress disappeared in an instant, and Fu Yue and Cai Zhengyan clashed their fists.

Good brother needless to say.